within Temptation

Chapter 330 The Fantasy Knight
The 26-year-old Fei Leina is no longer the carefree, lively and lovely girl she was four years ago.From the way she sings and the songs she chooses, you can compare them.

When she sang karaoke back then, she chose songs that were more cheerful and had a strong rhythm.While singing, but also doing a variety of cute dance moves.But now, she is sitting quietly and singing, and the songs she chooses are all deep and sad love songs.

And I, still the same as before, smoked silently and listened to her singing quietly.Of course, my mood at this moment is completely different from that of four years ago.At that time, I was intoxicated by Fei Leina's singing, and was deeply moved by her cuteness.And now, I have nothing but infinite guilt in my heart.Because tonight, I'm going to hurt this girl who loves me, to push her into the abyss of pain with my own hands.

Therefore, my heart is extremely uncomfortable, and I can only smoke non-stop.Fei Leina sang three songs, but I have already smoked the sixth cigarette.

When the prelude to the fourth song sounded, Felena put the microphone back.Walked off the song stage and came to my side.Sit down quietly and look at me silently.

I asked strangely: "Why don't you sing?"

Fei Leina shook her head, and said softly: "I'm not in the mood to sing, I know, you have something to tell me tonight, right?"

My heart trembled, and I subconsciously looked away, not daring to look at her.It is said that a woman's sixth sense is very keen, and now it seems that it is not false at all.I haven't said anything yet, but Fei Leina has already realized it.

Then, I heard her low sigh.After the sigh, there was a long silence.

I had no choice but to continue smoking desperately. I didn't have much courage in the first place, but this time, I became even more panicked.Half of a cigarette soon made me suck it to the end. I pressed the butt of the cigarette heavily into the ashtray, wiped it out vigorously, then immediately picked up the cigarette case on the coffee table, took out one and put it in my mouth.

However, when I picked up the lighter and was about to light it, Felena suddenly reached out and gently took the cigarette out of my mouth.Then, I felt her body leaning towards me.

Without saying anything, Fei Leina gently separated my hands, and slowly lowered her body, with her face resting on my thigh.

I looked down at her in surprise, not knowing what she meant, so I whispered: "Felina..."

Fei Leina hugged my waist with both hands, hummed softly, but said: "Have you already made a decision? Ask me out tonight to tell me your final choice?"

I can only remain silent, which is equivalent to giving her a default.

Felena sighed again and hugged me tighter.After a while, she said quietly: "Can... tell me your choice later? Let me... hug you like this first. I'm afraid... I won't have a chance later. "

My heart suddenly ached.I knew in my heart that Fei Leina might have already guessed what my decision was.But why, is she so calm?Could it be that she has already prepared for this in her heart?
I saw that Fei Leina raised her neck and stared at me obsessively.In the beautiful eyes, there is infinite deep emotion.I felt so guilty that I couldn't even look her directly in the eyes. Just as I was about to avoid it, I heard her say again: "Dai Yong, have you ever loved me?"

My heart trembled again, and I immediately replied: "Of course I loved it!"

Fei Leina smiled slightly, and said again: "How much love?"

I said: "Very, very much love!"

"Very very, how much love is it?"

I can't answer, but one thing is certain, I love Fei Leina, definitely not as much as Fei Leina loves me.I am ashamed of myself for being firm in my love.

Fortunately, Fei Leina didn't mean to ask me to answer.She just looked at me with a smile, her eyes were a little blurred, as if she was recalling the scene when she fell in love with me back then.

After a while, the confusion in Fei Leina's eyes disappeared, and she began to look at me intently again, and said softly again: "Do you know... when did I start falling in love with you?"

I was taken aback, not expecting her to ask me this question.I quickly thought about it in my mind, but found that I really don't know when Felena started to like me.In fact, until now, I still don't understand what she, the rich lady, likes in me.There are so many men who are better than me, why does she only have a crush on me?

Before I could shake my head, Fei Leina answered the question to herself, saying: "Actually, when we first met, I had a crush on you. Do you remember? You stopped me that day My car is said to be going to rescue a female colleague who was in a car accident. Although it is funny to be reckless, it makes me feel that you are very cute. Remember, Shi Shanshan was not your girlfriend at that time, right? You For a female colleague, you hijacked me to help you save people. I don’t know why, but I felt like a knight at that time. For the woman you love, you can protect her at all costs and charge for her. At that time, I was thinking Ah, if only there was a man who would do the same for me in the future."

I listened quietly, and unconsciously, I also remembered the scene when I first met Fei Leina that year.

Fei Leina continued: "Later, I found you because of Tang Xiaoru and my father. Out of a very strange psychology, I just wanted to try how it feels to have you protect me. So, I just forced you to be my bodyguard, hehe. In the beginning, you were really incompetent as a bodyguard. Every time I approached you, I always pushed back and forth, as if I was a big problem. But that day, you were in the bar In order to protect me from fighting with a group of hooligans, the feeling of being protected came. You don’t know how excited I was at that time. I grew up so big, this is the first time a man is desperate for me, regardless of life and death. Others are desperate. In my eyes, you at that time were the knight in my life, so brave, so dazzling, my heart was pounding for you. When I got home that night, I couldn’t sleep The whole night, I was thinking about you. The next day, I made up my mind to make you a knight in my life, forever and ever, only to protect me."

Hearing this, I was a little speechless.At that time, Fei Leina was really innocent!Have you read too many fairy tales?Just because I fought those thugs in order to protect her, I became the knight in her life?

Fei Leina looked at me, still so affectionate.She was smiling slightly, and her whole body seemed to be trapped in her own fantasy.

It's just that the more she is like this, the more panic I feel.Fei Leina's love for me can be said to be a bit obsessed.It was a girl's poetic fantasy of love, so pure that it was not mixed with the slightest secular concept.Once this fantasy is broken, I don't know how much damage it will bring to her heart.

In case, she couldn't bear it and had a nervous breakdown, what should she do?
PS: Tomorrow, oh no, it should be today, which is New Year's Eve.Here, I wish all book friends a happy new year and all the best.Hehe, this book is almost over.The more I get to the end, the more I may have to write slowly.Because I have to give everyone a satisfactory ending, otherwise, I am really sorry for your support and follow for so long!In addition, during the Chinese New Year, my updates will be unstable.Everyone knows the reason for this, just understand it.And during this time, I will also start to conceive my new book.The type of the new book may be about Xianxia Cultivation, everyone can speak and see if it works.After all, I have never written it before, so I have no idea!Well, that's all for now, I wish you all a happy new year and a lot of fortune!
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