Arts and Sciences

Chapter 16 Stream of Consciousness ([-])
But he just said that it is very important to have a test. Maybe Li Sansi didn't pay much attention to this sentence when he said it from others, but Chen Chenxu had never regarded the test as a big deal, but this time even this People who don't care about the exam have made a special trip to pass on the news, which shows that the exam has a certain weight.

But what is the most important test, Li Sansi couldn't think of it even after racking his brains. In his opinion, the most important test is the college entrance examination in the third year of senior high school, which is related to the future of his life. I have a pleasant vacation, and the first thing to wait for is the midterm exam, which is related to whether I will get a note from my parents when I go home.He was used to other small exams, and he never paid attention to them.

The college entrance examination is not a patent for their first year of high school. The final exam is still one or two months away, and the midterm exam has just passed. Li Sansi really doesn't know what other exams are more important, so he simply doesn't think about it. His personality is like this, and he can't figure it out. Don't think about it for the time being, so as not to waste your energy, it's better to concentrate on watching Su Zixuan peel apples for himself.

"Here" Li Sansi took the apple handed over by Su Zixuan with a smile, and quickly took a bite, his mouth was full of sweetness.This is the most delicious apple he has ever eaten in his life, except for the one his mother peeled for him.Years later, the sweet and sour taste of the apple, Su Zixuan who was wearing a purple dress that day, and the yellow autumn outside the window, were vaguely but clearly imprinted in my mind, lingering.

Li Sansi recalled the shock when he saw the pattern on the cover of the geography book was exactly the same as the pattern that appeared in his mind when he was reading the math book last night. A little omen happened to me. Is it possible that I am like the one described in those science fiction books. My brain waves are disturbed by the radio wave signals from Mars, so that happens.
Li Sansi has nothing else to do but fantasize that it is better to wait and see. In the past, when he was in class, he looked at the teacher, apparently listening to the class, and nodded frequently, as if approving the knowledge points taught by the teacher. In fact, his mind had already gone far away. In the Three Kingdoms, on the battlefield full of gunpowder, I had a heart-to-heart chat with Zhuge Liang of the feather fan and scarf, thinking about the reform of China's education system, and chatting from time to time about social issues such as girls wearing short skirts are sexy or long skirts are elegant.

Li Sansi tried hard to think back, there must be a reason for what happened last night, absolutely not out of nothing, there is a reason for everything, what I don’t know can only mean that I didn’t notice it, and what is the reason for what happened? Woolen cloth?Li Sansi had a premonition, a premonition that made his heart beat unceasingly, an inexplicable excitement filled Li Sansi's heart, making every nerve beating extra violently!He faintly felt that if he revealed the reason for what happened last night, his life would undergo a series of earth-shaking changes in the future. He couldn't predict what kind of changes it would be, but he was almost sure that in this atmosphere In the prosperous season, under this vast sky, the upcoming change will become the starting point for my future take-off!

Su Zixuan stayed with Li Sansi in the ward all afternoon, and didn't leave until his parents came in the evening. Li Sansi was convinced by his parents. When he came, he obviously saw his own son lying on the bed. Let me comfort you first, at the very least, I have to ask first. After all, the one who was disabled by the revolution was not the Su Zixuan who suddenly became warm and soft. Li's father and Li's mother treated him as if Li Sansi was transparent when they came in, and they just set up with Su Zixuan. When they got close, they were both grateful and excited, which made Li Sansi doubt whether he was their own for the first time in his heart.

What Li Sansi couldn't stand the most was Su Zixuan's tiresome words before he left, "Uncle and Auntie, I'm leaving, think twice, you should take a good rest when you go home, don't get too tired~"

It made Li Sansi's parents laugh from ear to ear, and they all looked at each other with a tacit understanding.

Only Li Sansi was alone on the bed, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, if only this girl could be so well-behaved, I only hated her parents who only saw her on the surface, how could they know that being unreasonable is her true nature.But when he thought about Su Zixuan's gentle look when he took care of him today, Li Sansi felt a burst of relief. With such a beautiful woman taking care of him, it was worth it for him to suffer a little bit. Thinking of Su Zixuan's slender hands when he was peeling apples, The fat-like legs under the dress made Li Sansi swallow her saliva directly. Su Zixuan's beauty was not much better than that of Lin Qing'er, and she even had a kind of temperament that Lin Qing'er never had, a kind of dignified and elegant. Temperament, but Su Zixuan usually looks fierce and unreasonable, how could he exude such a temperament, Li Sansi couldn't figure it out even if he racked his brains.

Lin Qing'er's face suddenly came to mind, and Li Sansi secretly thought that it was terrible. When she went back to school yesterday, she made an appointment with herself at the old place early this morning. The so-called old time was when she left for school at 07:30. The old place is the street entrance of the Central Garden, and Su Zixuan has tormented me so much that I forgot everything, and I don’t know how long she has been waiting for me there today. Seeing that I haven’t appeared after the time, she should go to class by herself Bar?

Li Sansi didn't think too much, and didn't dare to think too much. When he returned home from the hospital, he kept thinking about whether he should make a phone call to explain, but the more he thought about it, the more afraid he became. He couldn't say what he was afraid of specifically. Clearly, maybe he was afraid that Lin Qing'er would get angry with him, or he was afraid of hearing that Lin Qing'er had been waiting for him all morning, suddenly he had a flash of inspiration, jumped up from the bed, ran to the living room, picked up the phone, dialed a number.

"Hello." A weak voice came from the phone.

"Chen Chenxu, I'm Li Sansi!" Li Sansi wondered for a while, this man was still in his prime, and his voice sounded like he was in his seventies and eighties. It is estimated that Chen Chenxu had a lot of masturbation at home, and he was almost young Decline first.

"Oh, think twice, what's the matter, you're not in the hospital, is that beautiful transfer student nearby?" Chen Chenxu suddenly regained his energy.

"No, when I came back, I had a slight fever. The hospital gave me an injection at noon, and I'll be fine in the afternoon. I'll be at home now."

"Oh, then you came here on a special trip to thank me for visiting you halfway, oh, no need, our buddies said this, next time my brother is hospitalized, why don't you come here instead?"

"No, no, I'm asking you something."

"Oh? You still have something like me to inquire about? Tell me, what's the matter, brother will know everything and talk endlessly!" Chen Chenxu was born with a big talk, and he said everything beforehand. Yes, when it was time to cash in, he changed his mind faster than anyone else. Luckily, Li Sansi was only asking for information, and didn't ask him to do anything important.

"I want to ask. Has Lin Qing'er come to class today?"

"What? Lin Qing'er. Didn't come."

"Hasn't come all day?"

"I haven't come all day. Why, you guys are having an awkward fight. It's about your big beauty in your ward, right? Let me tell you, why is your luck so good, the two beauties are all around."

"Okay, okay, thank you." Chen Chenxu talked a lot about women. If he really wanted to listen to him nagging, he wouldn't be able to sleep tonight. A sense of foreboding.

Lin Qing'er didn't go to class!And not even a day!
It's over!Li Sansi can even think of the situation this morning in his mind: Lin Qinger lingered at that intersection, stood and sat waiting for a long time, but he did not appear for a long time, the sky turned from gray to bright sunshine, and Lin Qinger's heart However, the initial expectation gradually turned into disappointment, loss, and gloomy. In the end, she still didn't show up. She turned around and left, and went home directly, not going to school.

Wait, how can I be so sure that she has gone home? Could it be that she is still waiting there?

Li Sansi was nervous for a while, it's impossible, it's not a TV series, how could it be possible to wait until the night, and Lin Qing'er didn't like herself, to her, she was just a good friend who was always by her side, on that night full of stars, Because of hitting the dean of students and getting a loud slap from her father, it hurts a lot. Compared with the heartache caused by Lin Qing'er's rejection of herself, who hurts more, Li Sansi herself has no comparison.Maybe at that time, both parents' expectations and Lin Qing'er were more important to me.

This girl has never been her own, although sometimes the two get very close, although they have always been together, but she has never been her own, and the future cannot be her own, just like the mother said, No money, no power, no status, and what's worse, no future. As far as my family background is concerned, I don't deserve her at all.

The situation of a toad wanting to eat swan meat exists in fairy tales in reality, but it happened to me today.All fairy tales have a happy ending, and when you become the protagonist, the happy ending becomes far away. Is it doomed to be born with such unlucky luck? After finally meeting the big beauty Su Zixuan, God seems to be with you He was joking, staying with her for a while would be dangerous, did he not have the life to enjoy life at all?

Li Sansi hesitated about the phone in front of him, whether to make this call or not, he broke the appointment and let Lin Qing'er go, if he didn't even apologize, then the relationship between the two would deteriorate even more; but Let's make a call, and I don't have the courage, so the hand that was stretched out to take the phone unnaturally circled in the air and picked up the apple from the fruit plate beside it.

"What are you afraid of! What are you afraid of! You are not a man anymore, and you don't even have the courage to admit your mistakes!" Li Sansi took a deep breath, made up his mind, and moved his hand to the microphone.

"Ding~ding~" The phone rang suddenly, which startled Li Sansi.

It wasn't until the phone rang three times that he stretched out his trembling hand to pick up the receiver, "Hello. Where. Who is it?"

"Hello~" A nice female voice came from the phone.

So familiar!After so many years, Li Sansi is very familiar with this voice, what should come, will always come.

(End of this chapter)