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Chapter 17 Stream of Consciousness ([-])
"Hello. Excuse me. Is it Li Sansi?" Lin Qing'er's gentle voice came from the microphone.

Li Sansi is in a state of tension now, the ugly daughter-in-law will see her in-laws eventually, he has already made up his mind that as long as Lin Qinger gets angry on the phone, he will immediately conclude and admit his mistakes. The situation where the girl agreed, let alone the girl I like.

"Well. It's me." At this moment, Li Sansi is like a child who has made a mistake and is waiting to be scolded. This situation also appeared when he confessed to Lin Qing'er. He can think about it at any time, but he just can't get past Lin Qing. In this level, when you meet this woman, you will have nothing to do, and you can't maintain your calm state of mind.

"are you OK."

what happened?Why is her voice so gentle? With her usual personality, she should directly ask herself why she didn't come at the agreed place at this time, and she should scold herself for letting her go. What's going on? Don't be gentle. Like the words, and a little weak and soft in it, could it be that she knew that she was admitted to the hospital today?But no, only Chen Chenxu knew that she was hospitalized, and she didn't go to school today, how could she receive the news that she was hospitalized?
Could it be that Chen Chenxu called her to tell her, Li Sansi's mind turned quickly, and immediately overturned this possibility. In principle, ever since he knew that he liked Lin Qing'er, he never provoked Lin Qing'er at all. He didn't even say ten words in a semester, let alone call her to report.

"It's okay." Li Sansi remained as still as a mountain when he couldn't figure out the enemy's situation.

"I'm sorry." A mosquito-like voice came from Lin Qing'er on the other side of the microphone.

Li Sansi blinked his eyes, did I hear correctly?Why did she apologize to herself in turn.

"I'm sick. That's why I didn't come today. You. Wait a long time."

Li Sansi was stunned, it turned out that his worries were unnecessary, his luck had been very bad recently, Li Sansi was now thanking God for not adding insult to injury.

"Are you angry?" Seeing that he hadn't answered for a long time, Lin Qing'er asked tentatively.

"No, no, what's wrong with you, is it serious?" Li Sansi thought to himself, no wonder the voice on the phone was weak, and he thought when she became delicate.

"Nothing serious, just a little fever."

"Where are you now? Have you taken your medicine?" Li Sansi was really worried about her. Lin Qing'er's parents divorced very early, her mother lived abroad, her father was busy with business and was often away from home. She was used to being independent since she was a child, with a strong and stubborn personality. Li Sansi has a strong view of autonomy, but Li Sansi knows that she lives a comfortable and exquisite material life on the surface, but in fact she is fragile and lonely inside, so Li Sansi wants to take good care of her from the bottom of her heart, and has always followed her young lady's temper and accepted her. Bossing and bullying are also accepted, perhaps unconsciously, I thought that Lin Qing'er was the girl I wanted to take care of, and sometimes I thought about it, the two of them lived like this for the rest of their lives, which is actually not bad .It was only through the confession that night that I realized that I had always thought that my position in her heart was wrong. She only regarded herself as a relative like a brother, not a lover, and no love.

Li Sansi has always avoided thinking about that day, that night, the beautiful princess under the starlight, because every time he thinks about it, he will repeatedly remind himself that she is not his own, as if the beloved thing around him suddenly disappears one day. It belonged to me again, and at that moment, there was a throbbing pain in my heart, like a spasm.

"I'm in bed at home now. I just took my medicine. It should be fine after a night of sleep."

"Well, you have to take your medicine on time, and the quilt should be covered better, don't kick the quilt and catch a cold." Li Sansi reminded, thinking that they are a perfect match, even sick together.

"Ah."

"Don't eat something as nutritious as instant noodles, cook some porridge by yourself."

Lin Qing'er was lying on the bed, listening to Li Sansi's concerned voice, her nose was a little sore. Over the years, he has been so concerned about herself, and she let him care and take care of herself so naturally, what happened? Just let him carry it, and he never complained, so I got used to his existence and everything he did for me, so even when I hurt him that day, I took it for granted.

"Think twice. That day. I'm sorry." This was the only thing Lin Qing'er could think of.

sorry.With this sentence, what else can she ask for, as long as she can find happiness, what does her own sacrifice count for?Li Sansi looked up at the ceiling, holding back his tears so as not to let them fall. There was a faint sound from the TV in his parents’ room, and outside the window was a flickering building street lamp. The weather forecast said that there was wind outside, not too strong, and it was cool in autumn. breeze.

"No. It doesn't matter. Is it convenient tomorrow? I'll come to see you." Li Sansi paused, "Your father is busy and can't take care of you. I can supervise you to take medicine."

"But. Aren't you going to class?"

"Tomorrow is Saturday. Now the whole country implements weekends. What class do you have, stupid girl." Li Sansi suddenly wanted to run to Lin Qinger's house now, but because of the consequences of being discovered by his parents, he forcibly suppressed this. idea.

"Hate it. You are the idiot. See how I can deal with you when I recover from illness."

This girl didn't forget to deal with herself when she got sick. It seems that the illness is not very serious. Li Sansi was relieved a little, "You are still disabled now, so don't rush to say these things that are almost impossible to fulfill. Wait until you have the strength Come mess with me again."

"You. I'm so sick and you're making fun of me there. Don't let me go. You're still fighting with other girls."

Li Sansi's heart skipped a beat, what does Lin Qing'er's last sentence mean?She is jealous?
Li Sansi was ecstatic. Lin Qing'er said this, which means that she actually cares about him. If a girl cares about a boy being with other girls, it means that the boy still has some status in her heart. Otherwise, how could she care about herself? These, I am not her someone.Thinking of this, Li Sansi said hesitantly, "You said Su Zixuan, right? There is nothing between me and her. That girl is just grateful for thinking that I saved her that day, really!"

Li Sansi didn't understand why he had to explain to her, but he just didn't want Lin Qing'er to misunderstand him and Su Zixuan.

For a long while, there was no movement from Lin Qinger's side, "I'm definitely still angry!" Li Sansi knew Lin Qinger's character too well, as long as she was angry, she could just ignore herself for most of the day, but she was so anxious that she seemed to be angry. The ants on the hot pot jumped up and down around her, coaxing and saying good things, until they saw a smile on her face, and their heart couldn't let go.

Li Sansi was about to explain further when suddenly there were vague voices coming from the microphone. He brought the microphone closer to his ear and calmed down to listen carefully.

"Phew. Phew."

It turned out that Lin Qing'er was snoring while falling asleep.

Listening to Lin Qing'er's even breathing, and thinking of her sleeping posture without the image of a lady at all, Li Sansi couldn't help but smile, said "good night" in a low voice, and hung up gently. phone.

The next day, before dawn, the sky just turned a little pale, and the surrounding residential buildings were still immersed in darkness. The broken water pipes downstairs were dripping lonely, and the ticking sound echoed in the empty iron pipes, reflecting the The tranquility of the neighborhood.Before the light came, the lush yellow jue tree branches opened up, shadowy and indistinct.I don't know whose cat is squatting by the tree, squinting its eyes tightly, and seems to be still sleeping.

In a family in this old residential building, there was a rustling sound from the dark bathroom.

Li Sansi's mother held a broom in her hand and approached the dark bathroom in front of her. She wanted to go to the bathroom at first, but when she got here, she found something abnormal in the bathroom. There were some irregular and continuous noises coming from inside. At this moment, Li's father was still sleeping soundly on the bed. Li Sansi never got up so early on weekends, and now most of them are still sleeping like a pig. There are only three of them in this family. Would you turn off the lights and mess around in the bathroom?

Then there is only one reasonable explanation, which is probably a thief who stole the cosmetics in her bathroom!

Thinking of this, Li Sansi's mother didn't hesitate any longer, waved the broom in her hand, and slapped it into the open bathroom, and couldn't help shouting boldly: "Where is the little thief, how dare you be on my mother's territory?" Stealing things, see if I don’t beat you until your nose is blue and your face is swollen, you don’t know what it means to be colorful!”

"Crack!" The light in the bathroom was turned on, revealing Li Sansi's dirty face from being beaten by the broom head. At this moment, he was holding a mouthwash cup with half a toothbrush in his mouth, and his eyes were staring at the broom holding the broom in horror. mother.

"Ah" the mother threw down the broom, and hurriedly stepped forward to brush off the broom whiskers on Li Sansi's forehead, "You, what are you doing sneaking around in the toilet with the lights off so early?"

"I. I. I have something to get up early, and I don't want to wake you up, so I try not to turn on the light and wash up quietly. Who knew that I was rinsing my mouth, and I was beaten by you for no reason!"

"Hmph, that's what you deserve! Who told you that washing your face is like being a thief, you should be beaten." Even though she said so, Li's mother gently touched Li Sansi's slightly swollen forehead, unable to hide the pity in her eyes, " After all, where are you going when you get up so early?"

"Go. Go to Lin Qing'er's house."

"Why did you go to someone's house so early? You are still sneaking around at home, and the lights are not turned on, for fear that we will find out." There was a trace of treachery in the mother's eyes, as if she smelled a crime.

"She. She is sick. Her father is not here. I will take care of her." In the past, Li Sansi would not be so obedient to answer every question, but today he was frightened by his mother's righteous heroine image The frightened bird, under the forced confession of his mother, can only be truthfully recruited, without any hesitation.

"Are you so active? What are you doing while he's still sleeping? Are you trying to strike while he's weak?" Li's mother leaned closer to her face, with a serious expression of being frank and lenient while resisting strictness.

Ganqing is an image of himself in the old heart, Li Sansi protested in his heart, but the expression could not be shown on his face, "I... just want to buy a good breakfast and take it there for her to eat, so that she doesn't have enough nutrition."

"Okay, I'll give you half an hour after you go out, and call me when you arrive at Lin Qing'er's house in half an hour, and let me tell Qing'er about it!"

It seems that the mother doesn't believe that she will obey the rules at all, alas, what kind of mother is this, her son doesn't trust her, Li Sansi shook her head helplessly and smiled wryly.

"Why, do you have a question?" Seeing his expression, Mother Li asked with squinted eyes.

(End of this chapter)