after losing heart

Chapter 123 [143] Silence

Qiancheng was startled, and also curled up the corners of his lips, and smiled softly, "Su Mochen, do you think all the men in this world must be like you and treat me like nothing, to be satisfied?"

The man was startled, pursed his lips, said nothing, and brushed her hair lightly with his big hand.

The gesture was too intimate, and Qiancheng was a little uncomfortable, especially because his gesture reminded her of the scene in the back garden where he gently smoothed the woman's broken hair behind her ears, and she felt conflicted in her heart.

It turned out that the gap between them had already been formed invisible, and not thinking about it didn't mean it didn't exist, it just moldy and rotted where the two couldn't see it.

"Su Mochen, your crisis has been resolved. I was in a hurry when I left, and I didn't tell my friends that I have to go back..."

"Don't even think about going anywhere!" Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by the man sharply.

Qiancheng was startled, but also thought it was funny, what is this for?This looks like how much she can't bear to part with her.

"Why do you want to do this? If you are worried about something like this happening, you can find some reason. If you divorce me with a divorce letter, others will definitely not make a fuss about it."

"Don't even think about it! Don't even think about leaving again!" The man straightened his voice, but still couldn't hide the tremor in his voice. Qiancheng only thought it was because of his anger.

Smiling bitterly, she didn't understand that he didn't love her, but wanted to imprison her, he treated her badly, but he didn't allow others to treat her well.

Does she deserve to be low in the dust?
"Su Mochen, you don't love me, since you don't love me, let me go!"

The man lowered his eyes and looked at her for a split second. Thousands of brilliance flowed in his black eyes, and thousands of emotions surged. He seemed a little unconvinced, and he didn't believe that she said such words.

Love? !
What an extravagant word!
He doesn't understand!
"Back then, you were the one who insisted on breaking into my life, didn't you?" He looked at her with a faint smile.

Qiancheng suddenly became irritable, because of his insistence on the word, and also because of his attitude.

Yes, at that time, she was the one who forced her way in, but it didn't mean that he could squander her love wantonly.

And if it wasn't for Xiao Han, it wasn't because he had the same face as Xiao Han, none of this would have happened, right?
"I was ignorant at the time, and I have already paid the price for my ignorance, haven't I?"

The man was startled, pursed his lips, and forcibly suppressed the restlessness in his heart.

"Anyway, you started the matter, so you can't let it end! If you want to break into my life, don't just leave!"

Qiancheng smiled wryly, and suddenly remembered an internet catchphrase in the 21st century.

I allow you to walk into my world, but never allow you to walk around in my world.

Is that right?

What is such an overbearing confinement?
"Su Mochen, I'm human, I have thoughts, I have perception, I have hands and feet, you know, if I want to leave, you can't help but say no."

Su Mo's heart sank.

Ever since she suddenly appeared in the lobby of the Ministry of Justice, his emotions have been like a tight string.

He was joyful and frantic, at the same time panicked, he was not a person who would be easily moved, so he didn't understand why a person's emotions could be so complicated?
There is the sweetness of memories, the bitterness of parting, the joy of regaining what is lost, but also the fear of losing what is gained.

Finally, when she heard her say "You can't help but say no", the taut string "boomed" completely two paragraphs.

He pulled her out of his arms and kissed her lips.

Sharp, domineering, sucking, sucking and kneading, with greed, wringing anger, it seems that I have longed for it for a long time, and I seem to be afraid that I will never be able to.

It wasn't until both of them took a rough breath, until Qiancheng stretched out his hand and pushed him violently in disgust, that he let go of her lips, and then pulled her into his arms again, "You really want to leave that much?"

His voice was hoarse and deep, and the sound in the small space of the carriage shocked Qiancheng.

"Yes!" she said firmly.

She can't afford his love, and he won't give it to her. What he wants to give is another person.

If that's the case, she doesn't want it.

He thought the man would be angry, but no, he just stared at her deeply, not for a moment, without making a sound.

The four eyes met, and each other's pupils were entangled.

This time Qiancheng did not avoid it.

Why does she have to dodge every time?Doesn't she owe him anything?
After a long time, Qiancheng thought that this topic was over, but he suddenly said, "Okay! I promise you, as long as you promise to stay for another month, I will give you a divorce letter and give you back your freedom!"

Qiancheng was startled, thinking that he had heard wrong.

Did he agree?Well deserved!
it is good?It really is very good!
With a wry smile, "Why January?"

"In a few days it will be the Tianlun Festival. Every year, the Royal Father attaches great importance to the Tianlun Festival, and will hold a big celebration. The Royal Father requires every palace and female relatives to participate. I don't want the Royal Father to be unhappy, so I want to You're there too."

Oh, I see.

In fact, she originally wanted to say that her presence or absence would not affect his father's mood at all, because she could tell that the emperor didn't like her, but she didn't say it after all.

Is it only a month?
Will be soon!

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After this incident, Qiancheng became more and more calm.

In the courtyard of Tsinghua Garden, she can always be seen obsessing over a small hoe to loosen the soil and plant flowers.

Every day, she was very busy, busy cultivating, blending and making incense, and then asked Chun Lan and Xia Lian to sell the incense outside. She wanted to save more money during this month.

After leaving the Fourth Prince's Mansion, she also didn't want to go back to Sikong Wei's place, she didn't want to depend on others, and she didn't want to owe him favors.

And she didn't want to take any of the things from the Fourth Prince's Mansion, as they belonged to others.

Su Mochen never stepped into Tsinghua Garden again, and seemed to have forgotten her existence.

That's good, save her from worrying.

Since she has to leave sooner or later, it's better for her to let herself feel calm.

Time passed quickly, with a flick of a finger, ten days passed.

During these ten days, the incense made by Qiancheng has become popular in the streets and alleys of the capital, and the supply is in short supply. One person in Qiancheng is too busy, so he began to teach Chunlan and Xia Lian hand in hand. The two were honored and studied very diligently. .

On a starry night, Su Mo stood quietly outside Tsinghua Garden, and could see three busy figures under the lights, as well as laughter coming out of the window from time to time.

In addition, during these ten days, the envoy from the border country also received news. It was rumored that he was stunned by someone with incense that night, and then he was driven out of the city by a carriage. When he woke up a few days later, he was already dead. Back to the capital of the border country.

The tense atmosphere between the two countries has finally eased, and Xi Cang's state of always preparing for war can finally relax.

However, Yun Kou did not go to the border country. In her words, it just happened that she didn't want to travel far, but only hoped to serve the empress for the rest of her life.

Two days later, the seventh day of the seventh month, Xi Cang's Tianlun Festival.

Early in the morning, someone came to Tsinghua Garden to urge them to hurry up, and everyone gathered at the gate of the mansion, then took a carriage to the palace, and then traveled with Emperor Wen.

Because they are going to a farther place this time, the female relatives of each mansion can bring one of their own maids to serve them.

When Xia Lian's menstrual event came, Qiancheng told her to rest well, so she took Chunlan with her.

When she came out with Chunlan, three carriages had already parked at the entrance of the palace, and Su Mochen stood beside the front carriage and waited.

Qiancheng was slightly startled, and raised his eyes to look over.

The man was still wearing a well-fitting purple robe, his hair was tied high in a bun, and the rest of his black hair fell on his shoulders. He was as handsome as a dragon and a phoenix, as handsome as a jade, so handsome that people couldn't take their eyes off it.

It's only been twelve days since we saw each other, but Qiancheng feels as if it's been a lifetime.

Pursing her lips, she walked towards the last carriage.

While walking with her head down, she vaguely felt his gaze hovering over her head.

Seeing her coming, Yang Hen immediately put on the bench, she lightly lifted the skirt, and stepped on it, the ground was a bit uneven, the bench swayed slightly, she carefully balanced her body, suddenly, her arms and waist became hot, it was felt by someone Hold on gently.

She was startled, her first reaction was Chunlan, and her second reaction was Yang Hen. In the end, she felt something was wrong. Chunlan didn't have such big hands, and Yang Hen didn't have the guts.

With a flick of her heart, she looked up, and saw that handsome face that was so familiar.

Hey, in order not to become a legend in the middle of the night, Suzi worked hard to type~o(╯□╰)o
(End of this chapter)