after losing heart

Chapter 296 You hold the bow and cut me like a string [005]

Fang Fang was ill. To be precise, she had a fever. I don't know if it was because of the cool wind blowing on the top of the mountain at night.

However, she still participated in the morning court.

This time, it wasn't for looking at that man, but for a little bit of poor self-esteem.

After all, she didn't want to make him look down on her, she didn't want him to feel that what happened last night just crushed her like that.

So she greeted everyone as usual, chatted and laughed happily with Su Moyi as usual, even saw the man, nodded to him with a faint smile, and called him, "Master, good morning!"

Su Mofeng glanced at her brows lightly, and replied, "Morning!"

In the early court, Su Mo sat tall in the Golden Luan Hall, with a dragon and a phoenix, majestic and majestic. He narrowed his phoenix eyes slightly and looked down at the crowd, so everyone's eyes turned into awe.

I don't know if it was because of the fever, Fang Fang's mind was muddled, who started playing, what was played, and what Su Mochen replied, she didn't listen to a word.

She was just thinking that Qiancheng was really happy.

Either in the past or in the present.

In the previous life, some people would rather die by themselves, just to give her the chance to live.

In this life, the two most noble and outstanding men in the world, one is for her six palaces without concubines, and the other is infatuated with her.

She envied her, really envied her.

After the morning court, she went to the Tsinghua Palace in Qiancheng, and she wanted to return her clothes to her.

Su Mofeng is right, she is not her, even if she can dance the same dance and wear the same clothes, she is not her after all, but a fake after all.

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Qiancheng stood in the flower path in the back garden, looked at the Yaoqin in his arms, and then raised his eyes again to look in the direction of Baiguan.

Yes, she is waiting for Su Mofeng.

There are two reasons.

First, she wanted to give him the birthday present in her hand.

She thought for a long time and didn't know what to give. Later, she thought that he was good at Yaoqin, so yesterday she took Su Mochen out of the palace in a micro-clothes, and went to the workshop, and finally found this unparalleled Yaoqin.

Second, she taught Fang Fang the sword dance yesterday, and she also wanted to see his reaction.

To put it bluntly, she really couldn't see Fang Fang being sad. Such a lively and free-spirited woman was tortured by Ai Shengsheng into such a state, and she didn't even dare to admit that she made a greeting card. This reminded her of her former self.

She used to be like this to Su Mochen, giving humbly, but stubbornly not wanting to be underestimated by the other party.

She understands her suffering!

A man as beautiful as Su Mofeng should be a woman like Fangfang who is so persistent and dedicated to him. She has delayed him all these years, so he should have his own happiness, right?
It took a long time to wait until the next court.

One after another, officials in court uniforms walked by the palace road in the distance, and Qiancheng stood in the flower path without looking at him.

In fact, she could have someone tell Su Mofeng to go to Tsinghua Palace to find her, but she didn't. In front of him, she didn't want to act like a queen. She was his friend, he was her brother Feng, she I don't want to send a gift between relatives and make it look like receiving a reward.

Then it loses its original taste.

It took a while before I finally saw that familiar figure walking towards the dawn. Like all officials, he was also dressed in strict and rigid court clothes, but such a robe was worn on this man. As handsome as a fairy.

Qiancheng watched from a distance, and bent his lips. The brothers, they are all dragons and phoenixes among people, each with their own personality, each with their own demeanor, he is, Su Mochen is, Su Moyi is, The fourteenth Su Moyu is, even the former sixth prince Su Mohong is the only one with outstanding demeanor.

Su Mofeng got closer and closer, and the sun shone down on his head. Qiancheng saw that he seemed different today, as if his face was stern and his jaw was tense.

She was slightly startled, and then called softly, "Brother Feng!"

Su Mofeng's footsteps faltered, and he looked sideways, and saw the woman standing in the flower path with Yaoqin in her arms, his eyes moved slightly, and he paused for a moment before picking up his steps and walking towards the flower path.

"Qiancheng" slightly hooked the corners of his lips, and he called her as usual.

However, she still saw his reluctance, and instinctively told her that he was in a bad mood.

Is it...

She didn't dare to ask, but just smiled and handed him the Yaoqin in her hand, "Brother Feng, this is a belated birthday present, I hope you like it."

Su Mofeng didn't answer immediately, but just looked down at Yaoqin. His long eyelashes were like cattail fans, covering all the emotions in his eyes. After a long time, he raised his eyes and looked at Qiancheng.

"Thank you!" He stretched out his hand to take it, he smiled slightly, and only said two words, and he didn't say any more.

Qiancheng tilted his head and stared at him, feeling more and more strange about him today.

In fact, I already have the answer in my heart, what is it related to.

With her, with Fang Fang, with her to teach Fang Fang sword dance?

"What? I have flowers on my face?" He was still smiling.

Qiancheng pursed his lips, remained silent for a while, and finally couldn't help but said: "Brother Feng, Fang Fang"

"She learned sword dance very well!" Su Mofeng interrupted her, but the smile on his lips was slightly suppressed, even with a hint of coldness.

Qiancheng didn't expect him to be like this, and he didn't know what to say for a while, "I...I just..."

In fact, what she wanted to say was that she just wanted him to be happy, and she wanted Fang Fang to be happy too, but after a long time, she couldn't tell why.

Su Mofeng smiled lightly, "You just acted as a master out of kindness once, and taught an outsider a little thing that only belongs to us."

Qiancheng, how can you be so cruel?

You have no memory, no good memories of our past, there are not many things that originally belonged to us, but you just handed over the only combination of Qin and sword to others.

You have your happiness, I let go, I just silently watch behind you, already satisfied.

But why are you so thorough?
Are you going to take away even this little thought?Are you so eager to kick me to another woman?

Qiancheng stared at him blankly, watching him smile softly, although he tried his best to hide it, but still smiled in despair, loneliness, and desolation.

Heart twitched.

She didn't think so much, she didn't expect this man to think this way, when he left Fang Fang yesterday and offered to teach her sword dance, she really didn't think too much, she only wanted them well.

Perhaps, she was wrong again.

She hurt the man again.

"Brother Feng, I'm sorry, I..."

"It's okay!" Su Mofeng smiled and shook his head.

He didn't blame her, he didn't have the capital to blame her, and he couldn't bear to blame her.

"I just hope Qiancheng understands that love can't be forced, that would be unfair to Fang Fang, even if she is willing, she can't."

He said it calmly, but actually wanted to say, just like, if he loves her, but she doesn't love him, he won't force himself to be the same as her.

However, he didn't say in the end that he didn't want to put pressure on her, not at all.

In the distance, came the voice of Chunlan saluting, "Miss Fang!"

The two people in this room raised their heads, followed the prestige, and saw a fleeing figure in court clothes.

Yes, run away!
At that moment, Qiancheng thought of this word, she couldn't help but frowned, and turned to look at the man in front of her.

The man pursed his lips slightly, and slowly withdrew his distant gaze, which lightly fell on the Yaoqin in his hand, without any hint of meaning.

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Fang Fang walked very fast, even though her feet hurt, her head was dizzy, even though the wind chill seemed to be getting worse and her forehead was getting hotter, she still felt as if she was stepping on the wind.

"You just acted as a master with good intentions, and taught an outsider that poor little thing that only belongs to us."

He said she was an outsider.

It turned out that in his world, she was just an outsider.

How could he say that about her?
Even if he doesn't love, don't they even count as friends?
He said that love cannot be forced, he felt that she was always forcing him, didn't he?
So he hates, that's why he despises, that's why he calls her an outsider, doesn't he?

She laughed, and suddenly remembered what happened last night. She said, let him not live in his illusory dream, she said, let him not be obsessed with it.

It turns out that she is the one who don't live in a dream, and don't be obsessed!

The second update~~There are more, there are more, the coffee is here~~~
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