The Evil King Loves Lightly: Xiao Chong Doctor Concubine

Chapter 1487 It's just that there is an obsession in my heart

1488 Chapter 1488 It's just that there is an obsession in my heart

In fact, Chu Xuanchi and Mu Chu were even unknown, and they did not leave tonight, and they are still in the palace now.

Looking at the door from a distance, it wasn't until half an hour passed that the lights in the room were extinguished, and the people inside had obviously gone to bed at ease, then Chu Xuanchi withdrew his complicated eyes, and floated back to the courtyard from the high wall.

"Sleeping?" Hearing the sound of him coming down, Mu Chu, who had been arranging the things in the Qiankun bag, asked lightly without even raising his head.

Chu Xuanchi didn't speak, and Mu Chu said again: "It's not easy for you to be an elder brother, and you're also like a mother. You have to let the child feel better before you are willing to leave, so as to save yourself from worrying about it in the future."

Chu Xuanchi snorted coldly, didn't bother to pay attention to him, and walked forward by himself.

Mu Chu glanced at his back, and the corners of his lips still couldn't help but tinge with a little smile.

What's the use of pretending to be cold?It's just pretending, but in fact, it really broke my heart.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the two figures entering the door from the courtyard, and his eyes softened even more.

Mu Xinru was followed by Qin Feng, the two of them brought a bunch of things into the door, came under the gazebo, put the two bundles on the stone table, Mu Xinru immediately untied the bundles, and packed the inside for him things pushed in front of him.

"Bring all these food, the time is too short, I didn't have time to prepare too much for you, but it's enough for you to eat for several days."

Mu Chu nodded, and put all the things into the Qiankun bag.

Mu Xinru asked again: "Are there enough clothes? Remember to bring two more bedding, just in case the weather will change when you sleep outside."

"I already have two beds here, what's more, my Qiankun bag is no match for Qiqi's bracelet, and it really can't hold too many things." Mu Chu smiled, glanced at the two, and suddenly said: "Mother, Have you thought about holding a wedding banquet with Master Qin and rectifying his name?"

Mu Xinru glanced at Qin Feng, Qin Feng hurriedly smiled and said: "They are all very old, why do you have a wedding banquet? It's good for everyone to live happily together, there is nothing else to ask for."

"But after all, the name is not right and the words are not right. People outside, I am afraid that many people still think you are the husband of the lord of Sang City."

These words were too straightforward, which made Qin Feng feel embarrassed all of a sudden, and couldn't help but sneak a glance at Mu Xinru.

Mu Xinru glanced at him, and smiled helplessly: "If you have any thoughts, why don't you just speak up, do you need to hide when you talk to me? If Chu'er doesn't tell you what's on your mind, do you plan to never mention it for the rest of your life?"

Qin Feng didn't speak, but still felt a little uncomfortable.

On the contrary, Mu Chu looked at Mu Xinru and said with a smile: "So, mother has already made up her mind?"

"I can't let him stay with me forever." Mu Xinru nodded, and said with a smile: "I have already mentioned to His Majesty that the wedding banquet is scheduled for the middle of next month, and I just wait for you to come back."

Mu Chu didn't speak. In fact, he was more or less anxious. No one could tell if he could really come back safe and sound from this trip to the imperial tomb, or if he could guarantee that he would go with whomever he went with. Coming back, many things are really uncertain.

Mu Xinru smiled and said: "Anyway, Mother and Qin Feng are waiting for you here, and they will come back anyway."

"Yeah." Mu Chu nodded, and pushed a basket of herbs in front of her to her: "Mother, if you have nothing to do tonight, then tidy this up for me and separate the branches and leaves."

Before Mu Xinru started to do it, Qin Feng had already taken the small basket and packed it up by himself.

Mu Xinru looked at Mu Chu who had already taken out another basket and was still concentrating on tidying up. After watching for a long time, she suddenly said softly: "Chu'er, there are some things I don't know whether I should say or not."

"Think about it yourself." Mu Chu said calmly without even raising the corners of his eyes.

Mu Xinru was helpless, and almost couldn't help but want to reach out and tap him on the head: "Can't you give mother a little courage, encourage me, and let me speak out?"

"If you want to say it, even if I shut you up, won't you still say it?" Mu Chu glanced at her sideways and just smiled.

The smile on Mu Xinru's lips slowly faded away, and she looked at him again, and said softly, "Chu'er, how are you doing now? Is life hard?"

Mu Chu paused slightly with his fingertips. In fact, he thought that one day his mother would definitely ask these questions, but he just wanted to recall that when he actually heard it, he was still a little caught off guard.

Seeing him like this, Mu Xinru felt somewhat uncomfortable, but looked at him softly, and sighed softly: "Chu'er, haven't you really thought about your future? I It seems that there is no room for a third person between His Highness and Chi'er. Chu'er, you are still young, and you still have decades to live."

Mu Chu still didn't speak, looked down at the medicinal herb in his hand, looked at it for a while, and continued to sort it out.

But Mu Xinru became impatient, and her tone became more serious: "Chu'er, you can't live alone all your life."

"Actually, I've always had a question in my heart, maybe it should be said to be an obsession." Mu Chu still didn't look at her, and the smile on his lips was a bit helpless, but it was much calmer than before.

"What question?" Not only did Mu Xinru stare at him, but even Qin Feng couldn't help but lock his eyes on his face.

Mu Chu still didn't look at them, and the work in his hands never stopped. After a while, he said calmly: "I really want to know, if the first person she meets in this life is me, will it end? no the same?"

"Chu'er!" Mu Xinru's face darkened, and her heart was immediately aching: "You know that this is impossible, so why do you say so in this world? Chu'er, mother knows that you are suffering, but, Is it really impossible to let go of all this? You can get along so well with them now, does it mean that you can let go? "

Mu Chu was still packing the herbs and didn't reply.

Even Qin Feng couldn't help persuading him: "Chu'er, life is too short. In just a few decades, just let go and pursue what you want. If you really can't let go, why don't you find an opportunity to explain it clearly to His Highness."

"Then what?" Mu Chu glanced at him, but smiled again, and continued to work on his business: "Then, wait for that girl to refuse again cruelly, wait for everyone to feel embarrassed, and wait for the girl who will be in trouble for the rest of her life." Live without embarrassment or embarrassment? Since this is the case, why not let her feel that I no longer have feelings for her in my heart, let her live her life with peace of mind, and love the people she loves, isn't it better than everyone Would it be better to be embarrassed even seeing each other?"

"Chu'er, but you... like this, how bitter is your heart?" Mu Xinru really felt sorry for her son.

I thought that if we lived together for a period of time, we might have a chance, and love would develop over time, even though His Highness only loved Chu Xuanchi in the past, but after getting along for a long time, he always cherished her Chu'er.

However, I don't want to cherish him, I just treat him like a brother or a friend all the time.

They are indeed a family when they get along now, but this family is not the other family, who knows the pain of being alone and sleepless all night long?

But Mu Chu didn't speak anymore, what should be said has been finished, even if it's a long night, facing the long years of loneliness alone, it's better than seeing each other.

Once some things are broken, maybe even the last bit of warmth will be worn out.

Then let him continue to embrace that obsession, and always comfort himself in his heart. If the girl came to this place, the first person she met was him, maybe she would really fall in love with him.

At least thinking so, there is still hope in my heart.

Others wouldn't understand his mood, and since he didn't understand, there was no point in explaining it.

"Mother, when we're not here, you have to take good care of Bao'er, and you can't leave her alone just because Mu Fan takes good care of her." He suddenly said again.

"When did your mother not take care of it? It's just that Mu Fan's child really does everything he can, and even his mother has to admire him. He is more careful than anyone else. As long as he is around, no one else can worry about many things."

"That's something to worry about, anyway, Bao'er still calls me Daddy."

"I know, don't I love Bao'er?" Mu Xinru glanced at him. Actually, she still had a lot to say, but seeing his quiet appearance, all the words came to her lips, but she said No more exports.

There are many things that really make people feel helpless. They cannot be changed by manpower. Maybe Chu'er is right, it's fine as it is now, at least everyone can live a harmonious life.

However, she will always feel sorry for him in her heart. No mother wants to see her son happy, but there is nothing she can do.

Such nights are indeed very long, and parting is imminent, as long as a mother will never forget her children, she will never let go, not only Mu Xinru, but also other mothers.

When Chu Xuanchi came in, Bao'er and Mu Fan were playing a small game on the bed, Meng Cangyun and Si Hai Bugui sat aside, and there was a woman in the room who hadn't talked to him for a long time, his own mother, Wu Yajing.

In fact, ever since Wu Yajing and Meng Cangyun were rescued together on Zhuxian Island, he and his mother had never had a chance to have a long talk on their knees.

It's not that Wu Yajing doesn't care about her only son, but that she doesn't have much time and opportunity to care about him.

They will leave tomorrow, and tonight they can finally take a good look at this son. That white hair is always a pain in her eyes. Every time she looks at her, her heart will be pulled together, and the feeling in her heart is indescribable.

"Come and sit with mother." She patted the chair beside her and said softly.

Chu Xuanchi nodded, greeted Sihaibugui and Meng Cangyun again, and then came to sit beside her.

Wu Yajing raised his hand to pour him a cup of tea. The fingers of that hand were still so slender and beautiful, but the palm was full of calluses.

She used to be a queen, so honorable, but she has never lived a pampered life for so many years.

He is a prince. When he was in Xuan Kingdom, he wanted the wind and the rain, but his greatest wish was to take back his mother, let her stay by his side, and give him the opportunity to be a filial son and be filial. she.

It's just that things don't always go as expected.

(End of this chapter)