The Evil King Loves Lightly: Xiao Chong Doctor Concubine

Chapter 1488 Want to love but dare not love
1489 Chapter 1489 Want to love but dare not love
Today, the country has finally stabilized, but it is about to usher in a new round of parting.

Wu Yajing looked at her son, and asked herself if she really wasn't a competent mother, but at this moment, everything seemed hypocritical.

Even if the mother and son sit together, even if there are many things they want to say to each other in their hearts, it is the same as in the past, and there is not a single word of those words that can be uttered.

Not used to talking heart to heart, not used to speaking warm words, not only Chu Xuanchi, but also Wu Yajing.

On the other hand, Meng Cangyun couldn't stand it anymore, and suddenly smiled and said: "The two mother and son sit together like strangers, it's outrageous, it's better to go out and take a stroll, don't dirty our eyes."

Wu Yajing and Chu Xuanchi were slightly embarrassed, knowing that she wanted to give them a space to get along independently, they nodded slightly, and they really went out for a stroll.

"Mother, why did you marry Emperor Father?" Chu Xuanchi suddenly asked casually as he walked under the moonlight and couldn't find a more suitable opening sentence.

Wu Yajing smiled, raised his head and glanced at the sky, his eyes were a little deep and far away: "If your mother said that she never liked your father, marrying him is just to make a comeback with that bit of strength, you will Are you uncomfortable?"

"It's in line with what Erchen thinks." His voice was really light, whether it's uncomfortable or not, it's been decades, so there's nothing else to say.

It's just that I didn't expect that the queen mother's loyalty to the Meng family would reach this point. In fact, except for Bu Jinghua, who had resentment towards the Meng family because of Meng Qinian's incident, the other generals were all alike. a loyal.

Sometimes, even he couldn't imagine where such loyalty came from. In the final analysis, if it wasn't for Qi Qi, he would have retired after saving his mother.

Xuanguo, such a big country, is just a country that has just been established. His brothers and the people are still waiting for him, but for Qiqi, he is willing to abandon everything and stay here with him.

If he hadn't had a true love here, how could he have done so much, so the diehard loyalty of his mother and the generals was indeed worthy of his admiration, because he doubted that even he could not do it.

People are not for themselves, and it is impossible to justify it.

Wu Yajing didn't know what he was thinking, maybe even if he knew, he didn't take it to heart, it's fine now, she is different from her son, anyway, Mengzu is her home.

"If mother doesn't go back to Zichuan with you in the future, what will you do?" She asked suddenly.

Chu Xuanchi paused for a moment, looked at the sky again, and suddenly smiled a little desolately: "I knew a long time ago that Mother would not go back with my son."

Wu Yajing stopped and looked up at his outstanding son.

From the moment she gave birth to him, she knew that he was a talent and would definitely become a success in the future, but she never expected that when he was still very young, she would really leave and never return.

After being trapped in Zhu Xiandao for so many years, she actually thought that her son might have died a long time ago.

There are crises everywhere in the backyard of the palace. How can a prince without the protection of his mother survive safely?She hadn't even had time to pave any way for him.

But he survived, not only survived, but even lived so well.

Thinking of the hardships he had suffered in the past ten years growing up, even though he was as tough as her, the corners of his eyes got wet in an instant.

"Son, can mother give you a hug?" His coldness must not be natural, it must be because he didn't have his mother by his side since he was a child, so he completely became cold under various persecutions.

But now, even if she wanted to hurt her son who was so cold, she didn't know where to start.

That white hair can always poke her heart.

Chu Xuanchi just looked at her and didn't say anything.

Hugging... It seems that it is too inappropriate for her or him. They are not warm people, let alone have much warmth. Hugging... seems too embarrassing.

But he didn't expect that when Chu Xuanchi was still a little at a loss, Wu Yajing had already pulled him over and hugged him forcefully.

The moment he was hugged, the tall man seemed to lose all his coldness in an instant, bent his legs and knelt down towards her, hugging her waist tightly.

Since he became sensible, apart from Qi Qi, no woman has ever hugged him, and he doesn't expect any care from the so-called elders, because behind every care there is a purpose.

But tonight, after being hugged by his own mother, that sour feeling came rushing back in an instant.

He felt very sour and wronged. Over the years, his mother had never loved him well. Every year on New Year's Eve, he could only go to Concubine Jin's place to eat, because Concubine Jin would wrap the dumplings with her own hands and hide them inside. Seeing her full love for the fifth emperor brother.

Even if the love wasn't for him, at least, there was love in it, and he could still enjoy the glory of the fifth emperor and eat a meal with love.

Although Master has always loved him very much, she never said a word of warmth to him. She has been very strict with him since she was a child, and if she does not do well, she will face merciless punishment.

The wooden stick hit him one after another, and he would vomit blood from time to time. He knew that Master felt uncomfortable, but the burden on her shoulders was too heavy, and she couldn't be kind to herself.

Master has always believed that a loving mother is a loser. If she is kind, he will definitely fail. He knows that he should not be greedy for the love of other mothers, and he also knows that he is different from others.

He doesn't have a mother to protect him. On the contrary, he still has to fulfill his wish for his mother, and even find a way to strengthen his own strength to save her when he turns around.

He has never complained about the heavy load on his shoulders, but he is always a person with emotions and desires. He can be strong and indifferent, even arrogant in front of others, but when he is alone, he will be afraid and uneasy.

He doesn't like to live alone, he is afraid of loneliness, he also wants someone to love him, and he also hopes that someone can protect him and take care of him.

Until now, he has relived the feeling of being held in his mother's arms, and experienced the pity and care of his elders again. This is a feeling that even Qi Qi can't give him, except for his own mother, No one can give.

Wu Yajing stroked his white hair, looking at the strands of frost-like snow wrapped around his fingertips, his eyes were covered with tears.

It's not that she doesn't love him, it hurts in her heart, but she doesn't know how to express it. Just now she asked if she could hug him, and she has exhausted all her courage. If her son refuses, from now on, she doesn't think she will have the courage Ask the second sentence.

In order not to give him any chance to refuse, she could only hug him first, but she never thought that her son missed her so much.

It's all because the mother and son have the same temperament, wanting to love but not daring to love, because they are afraid of the other party's rejection.

Fortunately, there is such a good woman beside this child, otherwise how much loneliness and pain would he have to suffer in this life?

Hands fell on his head and rubbed it lightly. The two mother and son knelt and stood one by one. They hugged him for an unknown amount of time in the wind, but neither of them wanted to let go.

The wind blew softly, blowing out a bit of desolation from this picture, but it was so warm that people could hardly help crying.

I don't know how long it took, but when the moist breath in his eyes dissipated, Chu Xuanchi took a deep breath and said softly, "Mother, I want to eat the dumplings you made."

The hand that landed on his head paused, and after a while, Wu Yajing's soft voice sounded slowly: "Then you have to let go of mother first, so that mother can do it for you. If you hug me so tightly, you won't be afraid." Break your mother's legs."

It was only then that Chu Xuanchi suddenly remembered that the strength he was holding her legs was really too heavy, he was just too excited, and he didn't know the severity when he was excited.

Letting her go quickly, and looking up at her again, Wu Yajing's eyes were full of smiles, but her legs were indeed sore and numb.

This child is born with supernatural power, but fortunately she is not weak, otherwise she would really be unable to stand up.

"Let's go, mother will make you dumplings." Asking him to stand up, she bent over to wipe the dust off his clothes, then took his hand and walked towards the dining room.

Soon, the lights in the dining room were lit up, and there was everything in it, including flour, eggs, and even meat and vegetables were fresh.

Chu Xuanchi never thought that his own mother had been a general and a queen, her hands were used to holding weapons, but after arriving at the dining room, they suddenly became a pair of skillful hands, picking up a kitchen knife, her skill was no better than others inferior.

Chopping minced meat, making dumpling stuffing, making flour, making dumpling wrappers, everything is done with ease, no matter how you look at it, you don’t look like a person who has been fighting outside all the year round, but now it looks more like a woman from a good family.

"What? Are you dumbfounded?" Even if Wu Yajing didn't turn her head, she knew what her son was thinking, "Who made your mother unlucky that the master who wants to serve you is so tricky?"

When I was on Zhuxian Island, I was often embarrassed by His Majesty's mouth.

After finally making the dumpling wrappers, she turned her head to look at him and said, "Hurry up and wash your hands, come over and make dumpling stuffing with your mother."

Chu Xuanchi looked very well-behaved tonight. Hearing this, he hurriedly turned around, went outside to fetch a bucket of well water, washed his hands before coming in again, and really wrapped them up with her.

It's just that the rough-handed ones didn't wrap them properly, and when he looked at the ones made by his own mother, he suddenly became a little dissatisfied: "The dumplings made by Concubine Jin for the fifth emperor's brother are changeable, and they don't look good. Know how cute it is."

Wu Yajing paused for a moment, then immediately gave him a sideways glance, and said displeasedly: "Are you disliking your mother's handiwork for not being as good as Bu Jinghua's?"

Chu Xuanchi looked at her, actually very serious, not like joking at all: "It's just that I don't think what my mother did is not as good as Concubine Jin's."

Even, when he said that, there was really grievance in his eyes.

Wu Yajing's heart was sore again, no matter how big the child is, no matter how powerful he is outside, in front of his own mother, he is still just a child.

In the past, how much did this child cry and suffer?

It's all her fault, after all, she owes him.

(End of this chapter)