Fifth personality SwanLake

Chapter 34: Joke [Extra] Only the mask can understand the clown's sadness (4)

I nodded, afraid that the little ancestor in front of me would be angry again.Because of this girl, always tearing apart all the ugly truths.

Tracy smiled.

"My friends are all dead." She said softly in my ear, which made me shiver indifferently. She shrugged her shoulders indifferently, "You really believe it, little madman." Said After she finished, she laughed out loud, and it was a very loud kind of laugh.

I suddenly felt like I was being played, but I didn't feel annoyed at all.

"I'm a little lunatic, who are you?" I asked her angrily and funny.

"I am Alice." Tracy put her index finger on her lips and responded to me in a very low voice.

"Are you watching Alice in Wonderland too much? You are Alice, so according to you, am I not the Mad Hatter?" I looked at her helplessly. In my eyes, the character of the Mad Hatter is very cool. role.

Tracy shook her head.

"You're not a mad hatter, you're just a little madman."

Little madman. Little madman again.
It's okay to bark once or twice, but I'm really annoyed by barking so frequently.

"Have you said enough? Why do you always like to call me a little lunatic?! I have already said that I am not a lunatic." I looked at her impatiently.

She called me a little lunatic like that, it really insulted my dignity, I wouldn't be a lunatic!Not like my grandparents kind of lunatics!I must not be!must!
Tracy frowned.

"Then let's wait and see." Her tone was calm, even if nothing could shake her heart, except that she killed her mother and her mother killed her father.

I gritted my teeth, "Just wait and see!" After I finished speaking, I stuffed the steamed buns and milk directly into her arms, and I didn't want to have any more interaction with this person!This person always brings angry emotions to me.

Then, I ran back to my room alone. At that moment, I felt that I was alone, and I was so lonely that I wanted to go crazy. No one really cared about my existence except brother Pearson.

However, I am not crazy, I am sure and sure, because someone still cares about me, I will not go crazy.

Because I gave Tracy my meal, so I am a little hungry now, forget it, I will bear it, this kind of day without a meal is not uncommon, for example, I usually make a mistake If I don't listen to my grandparents, they won't give me food.

Even so, I was sure they loved me, since coddling is bad for you.

Am I being ridiculous?
Brother Pearson will come over today, anyway, I'm bored now, let's go to the wall and wait for him now, and I guess the time is almost here, because I have already grasped the time for his coming.

I ran to the wall, anticipating the arrival of Pearson's brother.

After a few minutes, the figure of brother Pearson appeared in my sight. After changing the sadness of yesterday, his face was filled with a smile.

"Brother Pearson, why are you so excited?" I was a little puzzled, feeling something bad happened in my heart.

Pearson rubbed my fiery red curly hair, and said brightly: "Miss Emma is going to take me to a place together." I looked at him in confusion, "Miss Emma?" "That's what Kreacher likes." People." Pearson responded to me with some hesitation.

I like it. Is it the one who made Brother Pierson sad yesterday?
"Then, brother Pearson must get along well with Miss Emma." I sincerely hope that brother Pearson, the hero in my heart, can get real happiness, he exists like an angel.

Pearson smiled.

"I may not come to the orphanage again in the future, because I don't know when I will come back. If I come back, I will definitely come back to see you."

After hearing this, my heart seemed to sink to the bottom, won't I come?Is the last person who cares about me going to leave too?

Pierson saw my disappointment, and quickly comforted me: "Pearson will definitely come back to see Jack! You have to trust Pierson! I will definitely become a real philanthropist."

I nodded and pulled a smile.

"Brother Pearson, you must work hard, and bring that Miss Emma over when you come back." Although he was very reluctant, Brother Pearson had his own decision, and he couldn't ask him selfishly. do not leave.

I chatted with Brother Pearson about his past and his future fantasies. He said that he wanted to be a painter in the future because that Miss Emma likes to paint, and some about his past. For my future, I just want to get real care from others, nothing more.

Finally, brother Pearson left.

That was the last time I saw his back over the wall. That figure has been deeply engraved in my mind, it will never be erased, and it has become an eternal myth.

Jake, you're all on your own now, you know?You now have the courage to live alone.

I said to myself.

In the future, no one will accompany me all the time. I can only learn to face it with strength. Brother Pearson, Jack has really grown up, and he is no longer the child who can only rely on others.

Since the dispute between Tracy and me, my interaction with her has gradually decreased, and I rarely see her again. If I do see her, she is also concentrating on tinkering with her robots. Luckily for her, she Not being caught by my grandparents for experiments, she also seems to have come out of the shadow of her killing her mother and her mother killing her father.

But the revenge and abuse of those orphans did not stop, and she was not very afraid in the face of these revenge and abuse, but was very calm, as if looking at some dying people.

I don’t know if my grandparents discovered their conscience or what. Not long ago, they gave Tracy the same food as me every day. The jealousy of those orphans grew wantonly, and the revenge and abuse became even more tragic.

With the passage of time, it has been five years since Pearson's brother left, and I still go to the corner to wait for a while every day, expecting that handsome figure to appear in front of me again.

I recently got a letter signed by Ms. Nightingale inviting me to a manor for a wild carnival game, but it has to be when I'm homeless, which sounds like a real madman Written, she wrote an answer that terrified me.

Brother Pearson, dead, burned to death.

I was shaking all the time when I saw it, the last person who cared about me, died.

　It’s Your Majesty the Beauty: Because this Juke episode is going to be compiled into a mythical dialogue novel, so I will speed up the update of this episode/The cp of this episode is Qiu Ji/Ah, thank you little angel for liking!Thank you, little angel, for making it into a dialogue novel / I am very happy to be confirmed.
　　Tracy: you're a little crazy
　　Joker: You are my Alice, and I am your Mad Hatter.The most powerful people are crazy.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)