Fifth personality SwanLake

Chapter 38: Joke [Extra] Only the mask can understand the clown's sadness (8)

Quarrels, throwing things, feuds seem to have filled the family.

I can't sleep peacefully almost every day. Listening to the chaotic noise downstairs, my heart begins to twist slowly.

Why don't they die?Living to pollute the air, ah, maybe you think I have no conscience.

They are my parents, why should I curse them to death?
Ha ha ha ha, you have experienced that when they quarrel, you are the first victim, they beat you, you are covered with bruises, no one cares about your moaning, you dare not scream, you have no money to go to the hospital, they don't give you food Eat, you have nothing to do, you can only endure silently, do you know that you may die at any time?In their eyes, you are as humble as an animal, and you are not a human being at all.

If you know this, tell me again whether I have a conscience or not.

In that family, I spent three years living a life that was worse than death.

On that day.

I remember very clearly that it rained a lot that day, dark clouds covered the whole sky, crows were circling around the wooden house, I like these friends very much, the scarlet eyes always give me peace of mind, hehehahaha, I'm crazy, what's wrong?The most powerful people are crazy.

The whole world seems to be corroded by darkness. I like the world to be destroyed. This world does not deserve to exist. It makes so many poor people suffer, but so many greedy people enjoy it. It is the crime of those greedy people arms!
That day, my parents were still arguing, more fiercely than usual. I was afraid that their quarrel would implicate me again, so I immediately shrank under my bed. Although this approach was naive, I felt it would give me a sense of security.

"Zizizizizizi" [I know that the onomatopoeia of the chainsaw is a little different, so just make do with the sound of the chainsaw. 】

When I heard this sound, my heart was very rough. This is the first time I heard this sound. It is the sound of a chainsaw!

Suddenly, a scream made me even more frightened. It was my mother's voice. I seemed to understand something. I bit my lower lip tightly, trying not to make any sound. That drunkard killed someone with a chainsaw!

"Tick tick tick." At this moment, the air was very quiet, I could hear something dripping, and the smell of blood came to my face, the door of my room was pushed open roughly, and I could only see that person's shoes , That man's shoes were all covered in blood.

"Juke, don't play hide-and-seek with father, come out, how about father giving you a little surprise?" He gave a sinister smile.

I could smell alcohol on him too.

Ghosts will go out to die, I secretly complained, but I was still sweating.I don't know if I will be discovered by this neuropathy.

Immediately afterwards, I heard the sound of a lot of things being sawn off, so loud that it would pierce my eardrums.

"Juke. Children who are not good will be punished."

I shivered a little, and an inexplicable fear welled up in my heart.

"I found you."

Suddenly a very ferocious face appeared in front of my eyes, with bright red blood stains on that face, he seemed to enjoy the killing very much.

He got up, raised the chainsaw and sawed the bed directly into two pieces, "Well" the gravity of the wooden bed was on my body all of a sudden, and I couldn't move for a while, "What do you think I should do with you? "Juke." He murmured holding the chainsaw, his eyes were already stained red with blood, so red that his eyes were blinded by the killing.

I made a whining sound with some difficulty. The weight of the wooden bed had already made me unable to move normally, and my throat seemed to be strangled, and I couldn't make any sound.

"Then cut off one of your legs first, so that you don't run away." He raised the chainsaw again and chopped off my leg, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I felt a sharp pain, life would be worse than death.I seem to feel the blood flowing, constantly bubbling out of my legs, and accompanied by the sound of bones breaking, the lower part of the wooden bed has been sawn open.

He laughed maniacally.

"Yes, that's it, scream, scream, scream in pain, just like that bitch, howl."

I tried my best to push the upper part of the bed away. Don’t ask me why I have such strength, I can’t explain it clearly. The chainsaw was chopping wildly. The floor on the second floor was already relatively fragile, and a hole was cut in one fell swoop. It went well, but he was more difficult, when I fell to the first floor, I felt like my spine was about to break, and I saw the head of my mother, and she was looking at me with wide eyes.

I can't worry so much, I can only run desperately with one leg, the bone in the other leg has almost been sawed off, but I can't feel the pain, I desperately want to escape from this place, the small forest The crows in the movie followed me and surrounded me, but they didn't seem to have any malicious intentions, just to help me block other people's sight.
I decided that these crows must be my friends.

The storm has been falling, and it is getting bigger and bigger. The thunder will tear the sky in two. The torrential rain is washing away the filth of the world and purifying all the filth.

I don't know how long I ran, but the pain came again, and I felt that my blood was about to drain, and I was not far from death.
I am so sorry that I haven't seen my Alice yet, and I haven't gone to the manor to see if brother Pearson is dead.
Many, many memories suddenly flashed in my mind, one after another, all of which were fragments of being in the orphanage. Life in the orphanage is far better than here, isn't it?
At least, I won't die alone like this. No one will care about the rain constantly blurring my vision, and my body gradually getting colder. It's so cold. I just died like this, right?

With a sound of "dong", my precarious body finally fell down, and the hoarse crowing sound of the crow gradually faded away. Did you abandon me?
Hahaha, Jack, what are you crazy about, they are crows, they have done their best to you by not eating your body, but you still pray that they will not abandon you?Are you kidding me?Ah ha ha ha, I almost forgot, I'm just crazy.

No one is willing to walk into my world to understand me, a lunatic. Who would bother to understand a lunatic?Who will?

Despondency is the most hopeless.

".Why is there a person lying here? He's still bleeding so much"

I can't hear clearly anymore.

　It’s Your Majesty the Beauty: This episode is coming to an end soon, I hope everyone will like my little lunatic, I like this little lunatic more and more now.So cute!Everyone will do bad things, just like Kaneki, even angels who come to this world will do bad things qwq
　　
　
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