Fifth personality SwanLake

Chapter 40 Joke [Extra] Clown's sadness can only be understood by the mask (10) END
I started a life of wandering, oh yes, I also took the chainsaw that my father left outside the cabin, I thought this thing should be useful, even though it was stained with my mother's blood, I was homeless , The so-called ridiculous homes were destroyed in the fire one by one.

I deeply realized the kind of life those orphans talked about, and they didn't lie to me about their previous life.Ridiculous, am I about to become the same as them?I absolutely don't want to!
I don't want to eat the leftovers of other people's food, dig through the trash cans, steal chickens and dogs, and do those disgusting things, but hey, Juke, you don't think you are too hypocritical hahahaha, you are a murderer Yeah, why are you pretending to be noble here? You smashed your own character into a mess. Why are you pretending to be noble now?ah?Disgusting or not?
I heard that a new circus wants to recruit a clown, because no one wants to be a guy who is ridiculed by others, but also to make others laugh, so almost no one wants to be a clown. Due to the livelihood, I can only Go try being a clown.

I looked through the shop window on the street corner, and my face appeared on the glass. It was horrifying. When I touched the marks on my face, I remembered that my mother always slashed my face with a knife after arguing with my father. It was also the reason why Tracy was not sure if I was Jack at the beginning. I was a little depressed. How can I be a clown with this face?

Go ahead and try it anyway.

Because I was the only one who was willing to be a clown, even though my face was so ugly, the leader just gave me an ordinary clown mask to cover my face.

I started my career as a clown. I tried to show my funny side amidst the audience's ridicule. I was surrounded by laughing and cursing. With intentional or unintentional teasing eyes, I stood on the stage spinning and sank in the lights.I can only make some funny moves mechanically, and show my ridiculousness.

However, my other partners were still very kind to me. They did not discriminate, ridicule or exclude me. After all, they have all been reduced to such cheap artists. What right do they have to laugh at others?

I think I might live like this for the rest of my life, and I gradually become numb to the laughing eyes of the audience, I should soon become a robot, right?

But what does it matter?Can't the current self just linger on? ?

When I think I'm going to live my sad life in the eyes of other people making fun of me, in that performance.

"Slap", my mask fell off during that performance, I saw the fear in the eyes of those people, the audience started running around, yelling there was a monster, I was overwhelmed, like a small beast, Can only shrink in a corner trembling.

The head of the troupe was very disappointed. He was going to send me away because of this circus. I begged him very humbly not to send me away, but he treated me with indifference. He found a new clown, the clown His face is so perfect, as if it was exquisitely crafted by a god, ah, it's really jealousy, why does such a person appear?Are you trying to kill me?Just because of my ugliness, you have to abandon me, right?

It's better to be a bad person. Being a good person has no future, except for crying, all you can do is suffer.

Go destroy everything that is perfect, at least I am happy.

I picked up my father's chainsaw and went to find the clown. I killed him under his stunned gaze. When I heard the sound of the chainsaw, my blood boiled. I was so excited to kill someone. The pleasure, anyway, I have already killed someone, what do I have to be afraid of?They are pushing me, aren't they? !It's all their own fault! !

Blood splattered all over me, but I didn't care. Every cell in my body was screaming for revenge. Jealousy is the best trigger for crime. Of course I agree with this statement.

Looking at his intact face, I took out a small knife and made a few small cuts in his face, and then carefully peeled off his face, and when I took off his face, I was very excited. Intoxicated by my perfect masterpiece, I can't help but vomit when I look at that man's bloody face. Now, you are uglier than me.

Hahahaha, what right do you have to accuse me?Are you not a spectator?Do you understand me?Yes yes, I'm crazy, I'm totally crazy, but I'm all made of you, aren't I?
Only madmen are the most powerful people.

I put that human skin on my ugly face, everyone should like me now, right?They'll all like me, sure?
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

"Captain. It's me, Joker, don't you like me like this?" I grinned and asked him, pulling the chainsaw in my hand vigorously.

"You murderer! You're crazy!" he yelled, and I walked up to him with a chainsaw, with a mocking smile, "Oh thank you for reminding me, I'm a crazy, I'm a murderer, I'm trying to be you You like the way I look, but you hate me, you are really hypocritical! You think his face is perfect, why do you not like me when I put on his face? But you only see me killing people, and you just deny me?" I raised the chainsaw and slashed at the head of the group, blood and flesh splattered all over the place. I looked at the two corpses on the ground and laughed silently, hahahaha, Qiukeye, you have committed another crime, but do you care?Don't care, they're all damned, aren't they?
Suddenly, a yellowed letter landed at my feet, a nightingale flew to my shoulder and sang sweetly, many crows began to gather here, they pounced on the two corpses, and began to eat them gourmet food.

I picked up the letter, which I received before. I can only go to Winston Manor when I am homeless, I pouted, now I can only go there, can't I?

"Carnival" games?Oh, let's make this game a little crazier, shall we?How could this game be without me?Start a new life, Joker, you are not that foolish boy Joker, you are the chainsaw killer Joker, that kid Joker has already been forced to death by them, you just care about making yourself happy now, don’t Be considerate of other people's feelings.

Everything that is more perfect than yourself must be destroyed. If you can’t own it, you should destroy it fiercely. You are a lunatic, you are a lunatic, understand?Crazy hahahaha.

【"The hopeless chainsaw clown Joker joins the game."】

　It’s Your Majesty the Beauty: It’s the end of Juke’s episode, and the next step is to continue the text. Am I writing darker and darker texts? 233333/Shrink the corner

　　
　
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