Bamboo horse is not a gentleman

Chapter 58

"go and meet the one you want to meet!
Take advantage of the sun.

Take advantage of the breeze without making noise.

While the flowers are not in full bloom.

go and meet the one you want to meet!

while you are still young,

You can also go a long, long way.

I can also tell my deepest thoughts.

go and meet the one you want to meet!

The past can be presented while the memory is still there.

Before the time has swallowed your thoughts. "

In the afternoon, the dappled sunlight fell on Lu Bai's shoulders, and this little poem by an unknown author just broke into his sight lightly, making his fingertips rest on the computer keyboard for a long time.

The person he wants to see has already met, and signed a lifetime contract with him.

The person he wanted to see was resting his head on the sofa behind him, with a satisfied smile on his pink face, and he was going to meet Zhou Gong beautifully.

How lucky is a person to have such a life of meeting, knowing, loving and getting together?Every day is so fulfilling and sweet, even if there is no chance to tell each other how much we miss, it will not bring any regrets and pains.

However, he used to linger in the dark for so long that when morning came, he didn't even want to open his eyes, for fear that the present day was just a dream that would disappear without a trace in the blink of an eye.Just like the protagonist in his novel "Blindness", at the moment when he finally sees the light, everything he had before vanishes into nothingness, and despair hits like a mountain!
Lu Bai looked at the sleeping woman, and suddenly had the urge to hug her tightly and never let go.

Like a bright color appearing in his life, she is the harbor of his soul, continuously providing him with the power to stay strong.

When did it all start?
Is it the early autumn when I was 13 years old?

He stood at the door of the classroom and walked silently to his seat amidst the chirping.

Those innocent and immature faces flashed from his eyes quickly, and then disappeared from the bottom of his heart.

No one could tell that his heart was old, so old that he was far, far away from them.

After being coldly stared at and parted from life and death, the heavy textbooks in his schoolbag can no longer describe his future.

"Yuan Qing, look quickly, that boy is so handsome!"

"Which one? The one whose face is bigger than the pot?"

"What kind of eyes do you have? I mean the one with glasses on the left!"

"..."

"Yuan Qing, why don't you speak?"

"Yuan Qing, why are you in a daze?"

"Yuan Qing, don't watch it, you'll be drooling any longer..."

Lu Bai raised his eyes and glanced at the girl who straightened her neck three rows away and looked at him curiously. The moment she met his ice-like eyes, she immediately acted like a frightened rabbit. He turned his head quickly.

Very good, the world is clean again.

He hates all prying and watching.

Hate contact with people.

Hate even talking and breathing.

On the evening of the second day of school, a storm came unexpectedly. At that moment, the rain seemed to blur the sky and the earth.

After a while, there was noise outside the classroom.

Lu Bai couldn't help turning his eyes to the window, where many men and women wearing rain capes and umbrellas gathered. From their concerned eyes looking into the classroom, he guessed their identities.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the classmates dispersed one after another accompanied by their parents, and he was left alone in a blink of an eye.

Lu Bai knew that no one in this world would appear at this moment just to give him an umbrella.

So, holding his schoolbag, he just walked into the rainy field.

In the alley outside the school gate, a solitary pink umbrella came into his sight.

Under the umbrella, there is the back of a girl in school uniform and a fluffy tail.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but the girl's voice came to his ears clearly:

"You go, don't follow me anymore."

"Meow……"

"I can't take you back, and it's useless to follow me."

"Meow meow……"

"I like you very much, but I can't help it. My mother is so worried that she has gray hair to support me, so I can't support you."

"Meow meow meow……"

"Hey, why don't you follow Xia Weiwei to her house tomorrow. She said that her house is very big. No matter what kind of cat she likes, her family will take it in. But remember, be good. , be cute, don't be too willful, so that you won't be forgotten and abandoned."

At that moment, it was as if something had passed through Lu Bai's heart, which was stuffy but painful like needle pricks.

Lu Bai quickened his pace and walked forward with a blank expression on his face. The rain wetted his hair, his face, and his school uniform. The moment he passed the girl, he inadvertently turned his head and saw clearly Her face recognized the girl named "Yuan Qing". It was completely opposite to her childish facial features. Her expression was so sad and lonely, it shot into his heart like a mirror...

From then on, Lu Bai found that there was one more person in his world, but he didn't mind.

Although the girl doesn't know that she has come to his world, just let her laugh heartily on her own stage, without knowing that someone is watching her quietly from a dark corner.

Until—the unexpected encounter at the back door of the bar.

When he saw her standing so close in front of his eyes, an unprecedented desire suddenly rose from his heart.

Ever since he met her, he felt that the world of one person was too long, too monotonous, and too dark. He wanted to be closer to her, a little closer.

Even a heart like a dry well longs for stagnant water.

So, he raised his eyebrows and smiled, his lips parted slightly, and he could hear the throbbing voice of his heart in his ears:
"Hi, student Yuan Qing, what a coincidence."

"Okay, what a coincidence."

The other party looked at him timidly. Although the big eyes were full of anxiety, they were as clear as water, without any haze or hatred...

Time flies, stars change, and when she carefully handed him a pink love letter with a perfume smell, nine years have passed.

At the darkest moment of his life, his mother's betrayal, the truth of Liu Jiang's death weighed heavily on his heart like a mountain, and it seemed that even her sunshine could no longer save him from the boundless quagmire.

He thought that she was meddling in favor of those girls as usual, but couldn't bear her earnest gaze, so he politely opened the love letter, and then he was completely stunned.

Childish fonts, ridiculous typos, how could he, who had helped her revise so many times, not see that it was her writing?

And this terrible writing actually appeared in her love letter to him, and she forgot to add her signature at the end.

Even so, he found himself in ecstasy and shock at that moment, with mixed feelings in his heart, and even the hand holding the letter trembled slightly.

It turned out that she had been secretly liking him all along.

And all these years, why didn't he feel the same way?
"Ah, no, what time is it?"

Yuan Qing, who was in a deep sleep, suddenly jumped up and asked anxiously.

The sentimental atmosphere disappeared in an instant.

Lu Bai glanced at Yuan Qing angrily, and looked at the time displayed on the computer:

"[-]:[-] Beijing time."

"Ahhh!" Yuan Qing was completely mad, "Why didn't you wake me up? Today is the first episode of "Wake Up", the opening time is already over!"

"Didn't you never read suspense novels?"

"The suspense novel has been made into a TV series, so it feels different. There are handsome men and beautiful women, and there are thrillers and excitement." Yuan Qing smiled like a dragon like Ye Gong, "What's more, the male and female protagonists of this drama are my favorite. With Wang Shi, the gold-medal screenwriter I admire the most, joining in, it must be very good!"

Lu Bai's face suddenly darkened:

"Excuse me, who is the original author of this play?"

Yuan Qing picked up the remote control, turned on the flat-screen TV, and quickly tuned to the channel of "Wake Up", waving:
"Original author, your wife will start to appreciate your suspense classics, can I trouble you to go to the cabinet in the living room and get me a bag of potato chips and a can of juice, and bring me the Qilin Pavilion from the kitchen?" Where's the almond biscuit?"

"Watch your waistline."

"Who said last night that the one that looks round and smooth is called a woman? Besides, I'm not in a hurry to eat it, so I can't prepare to increase my sense of security first?"

Lu Bai was very angry and funny, and stuffed A Bai who was lying at his feet into the arms of the hostess:
"Okay, wait for a while, and come for my husband."

"By the way, don't forget to bring Caesar too, so the family of four can appreciate it together!"

"well."

After that, he slowly got up and walked to the living room.

The landline in the living room suddenly rang, and Lu Bai picked up the receiver:
"Hey, who is it?"

"Lu Bai, it's me."

"Li Yan?" Lu Bai raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"Can you bring me some books?"

"Haven't you received the book you sent last time?"

"It's from Xiao Qingqing, right? What I don't lack here are legal texts and other bibles, and it's too big to read." Li Yan chuckled, "Oh, marrying a woman whose IQ is not on the same starting line as a My wife must be quite tired, right?"

"Then what kind of books do you need?" Lu Bai, who was protective, interrupted him a little unhappy when he heard that the other party questioned his wife's IQ.

"No matter what kind of book it is, it should be lively, interesting, exciting, and bloody. Don't be boring, difficult to understand, and boring. By the way, you can write it too. I'm almost bored to death!"

"Okay." When he realized that the other party was about to hang up, he said suddenly, "Li Yan, time flies."

"so what?"

"You have to be good, everything now will soon be a thing of the past."

"Ok, I know."

"What should be yours will eventually be yours, and one day I will return it all to you."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment, Lu Bai seemed to see the other party scratching his head, and then he heard a strange laugh from him:

"You finally have a conscience, boy. But I know very well what I can do with a few catties and a few taels. What kind of shares, real estate, and Yaoyang Group, I guess I will have to finish it sooner or later, so I still let it go." People who like to tinker with these things, please continue to entangle with them to the end. Life is short, and I don’t want to worry about them! You can talk to Ruan Xinmei when you have time, and see if her incomparably smart brain is willing to come up with something It’s a wonderful method, it’s enough to make you, me and her all three of you satisfied!”

"Okay, it's a deal, goodbye."

"Goodbye, don't forget to send me the book."

"Don't worry." Lu Bai agreed and put down the microphone.

"Great writer, why hasn't the first aid kit of potato chips and biscuits arrived yet?" Yuan Qing's startled voice came from not far away, "If you don't come again, your wife will be scared away by your plot!"

Lu Bai raised the corner of his mouth and said with a smile:
"Okay, in order not to lower the ratings, don't tune the channel, just come here for your husband."

Time is the most merciless thing, red cherries, green plantains, add years, old face.

Time walked past us silently, as if it didn't have a trace of nostalgia for us.

But time is also a good medicine, making everything a thing of the past, no matter pain, sorrow or joy, all settle in my heart and become irreplaceable memories.

After experiencing joys and sorrows, I thought that what I missed was not missed after all, and the person who thought I could only keep it in my heart is now by my side, what more can I ask for?

Outside the window, the sun is just right.

(End of this chapter)