Respect the favored medical concubine

Chapter 109 People Are Not Afraid Of Giving

The old man suddenly became helpless, and sat next to Ying Chenyu again, rubbed his wrinkled forehead, and sighed: "Yu'er, you are starting to doubt me!"

This sentence is not a question, but a statement. Ying Chenyu looked at the helpless look of the old man, and couldn't bear it. The old man saved his life and taught him martial arts. Even though he often punished him, he never hurt him. It's for him. Although he is cold to others, he is not unfeeling. How can he doubt his master, and then he said: "I suspect that no one in the world will doubt master. I just ask master, don't take advantage of my trust!"

The old man has never heard Ying Chenyu say begging since he rescued Ying Chenyu. His heart was moved, his eyes were a little dim, and he helped him to lie down with his own hands and said: "You should rest quickly, people on your side can't enter Lingshan, I have sent people into Lingshan many years ago, Lingshan also has Yungong forces, when you recover from your injuries, someone will tell you about Lingshan, from now on, beware of Lingshan first."

Ying Chenyu nodded, the old man got up and left, and flew away as soon as he left the room, his qinggong was superb, without leaving a trace, only a sigh remained in the wind.

In the fourth prince's mansion, Zi Qianyue sat opposite Ying Chenqing and drank tea quietly, Ying Chenqing didn't speak, and she didn't speak, as if Ying Chenqing was just the fourth prince to her.

Ying Chenqing smiled bitterly, and said after a while: "I didn't expect you to be here."

Zi Qianyue put down the water glass and said, "That's what I am."

Ying Chenqing is different from Ye Su, Ye Su is her senior brother in a sense, they grew up with the same master, even if they haven't been with Qingyao for a long time, their relationship is very deep, so the two of them got married early in the morning. They knew each other's identities, and Ying Chenqing was only because Zi Qianyue saved his life five years ago. At that time, she used the name of Immortal Doctor. The individual has never been seen since.

Ying Chenqing smiled wryly: "You don't have to be so cold to me, do you?"

"I'm not cold to you, I've always been like this, didn't you know that back then?" Zi Qianyue said with a soft sigh.

"You are not like this to everyone!" Ying Chenqing pointed out that he had been looking for her for five years, but there was no news. They sent someone to look for her, but they never saw her again.

Zi Qianyue nodded, thinking of that person's eyes instantly softened, she chuckled: "It's just that he is different."

Such a smile made Ying Chenqing inexplicably ache in her heart, and said reluctantly: "You have only been married to the fifth emperor brother for two or three months. How can a woman like you sink so deeply in such a short period of time?" Ying Chen Qing looked at Zi Qianyue and said softly.

Zi Qianyue raised her eyebrows: "What do you want to say?"

"Yue'er, it's just a temporary crush between you and Brother Wuhuang, so why should you take it seriously?" Ying Chenqing saw that Zi Qianyue seemed to have listened, and continued: "The fifth emperor's brother is unfathomable. There will be a stable life..."

Before Ying Chenqing finished speaking, Zi Qianyue sneered: "So what?"

"Yue'er..." Ying Chenqing was helpless, and Zi Qianyue interrupted him: "Don't call me Yue'er, you should call me Wangfei. Also, Ying Chenyu doesn't need you to judge, I love him He is all my peace of mind and security, so if you want to say anything more about us, stop here, I will not regret it, on the contrary, I am very grateful to God for letting me meet him."

What Zi Qianyue said was heartless, she really needed heartlessness, she didn't want to leave him with illusions, and she didn't want Ying Chenyu to be unhappy at all, more importantly, this was what she thought.

Ying Chenqing's smile is broken, he hasn't told her that he has worked so hard to find her for five years, and he hasn't told her that he has missed her for five years, but now he has no chance to say it, Ying Chen Qing is restrained Look, said: "Okay, don't talk about it again."

Zi Qianyue nodded, and Ying Chenqing said again: "Now that the second elder brother is returning to the capital, and the fifth emperor is Yun Zun, plus me and the sixth emperor, Yue... what is the concubine's plan?"

"This concubine is just a girl, what can I do?" Zi Qianyue looked at him and said with a smile.

Ying Chenqing also laughed, and all the previous emotions were swept away, and he asked: "Five emperors, don't you plan to swim in this muddy water?"

Zi Qianyue looked at him. At this time, his eyes were the confidence and determination that a prince should have. Zi Qianyue smiled casually: "What about my prince? This concubine doesn't know and I don't want to know. You can ask my prince directly. .”

"As expected, the concubine is facing the fifth emperor, and she is unwilling to reveal anything." Ying Chenqing smiled indifferently, and said nothing more.

"If the fourth prince has nothing to do, the concubine will go back first. The fourth prince knows that my lord is injured!" Zi Qianyue looked at Ying Chenqing with dim eyes, wanting to see his reaction.

Ying Chenqing didn't seem to know at all, and said in surprise: "The fifth emperor is injured, but is it serious?"

"It's okay, thank you Fourth Prince for your concern!" Zi Qianyue looked away and said with a smile: "Then I will go back first!"

"No." Ying Chenqing said, watching Zi Qianyue leave, her eyes became darker, did she really warn him?
When Zi Qianyue returned to the palace, it was already dark. As soon as she came back, she quickly went to Ying Chenyu's room, saw that he had sat up, ran to him worriedly, frowned and stretched out her hand to feel his pulse. Seemingly surprised, he looked at Ying Chenyu's smiling face and asked, "Your injury seems to have healed a lot."

"Yeah." Ying Chenyu nodded and said with a smile: "The old man is here!"

"Old man?" Zi Qianyue looked at him in surprise, and asked, "Your master?"

Ying Chenyu nodded with a smile, Zi Qianyue immediately jumped up, anxiously circled around Ying Chenyu, and forgot to let Ying Chenyu tell him what happened back then, and complained anxiously: "Why didn't you come sooner?" Tell me, I'm not prepared for anything, I..."

"Okay." Ying Chenyu stretched out his hand to pull her over, rubbed Tian's hair, and said dotingly: "Don't worry, the old man won't mind."

Zi Qianyue pushed his hand away, and said: "No, you are only a relative besides Xue'er, and you are an elder. I must prepare well."

"Yueyue..." Ying Chenyu was helpless, but before he finished speaking, Ziqianyue had already ran out in a gust of wind, calling Qingyao while running, making Qingyao think that something important happened, so she hurried to find her. Ziqianyue, after hearing what Ziqianyue said, Qingyao immediately felt as if she was facing a formidable enemy. The two of them tossed together to prepare decent clothes, and prepared to dress Ziqianyue as a lady. At the same time, Ziqianyue ordered someone to give Ying Chen Yu's master was preparing for a meeting ceremony. He was afraid that his master would not like her. When Li Shang saw Qingyao and Zi Qianyue outside, he was speechless. It is impossible to dislike Ziqianyue, but Ziqianyue never cares about other people's opinions on weekdays. Ever since she was with Yingchenyu, she always thought that everyone around him could accept her. What she hoped for was Yingchen Everything about Yu is perfect.

When Ziqianyue packed up again and rushed to Yingchenyu's room, the old man was already sitting there waiting, Ziqianyue stood at the door desperately recalling the ladylike etiquette that Aunt Mu gave her back then, and stepped into the room carefully, He saluted the old man cautiously, and called out sweetly: "I have seen the master!"

"You are Yueyue?" The old man seemed to be very serious, and asked seriously, like a father examining his daughter-in-law, Zi Qianyue suddenly became nervous, thinking who told her that the old man was very easy-going, it seems that she should do it Everyone is a lady, her mind turned for a long time, she lowered her head slightly, and said respectfully: "Yes, I am Yueyue."

"Do you think you are worthy of my Yu'er?" The old man asked directly without saying a word, his face sank, the atmosphere in the room changed suddenly, and Zi Qianyue's heart skipped a beat. The old man was not kind, so she didn't know how she should answer , but she hadn't answered yet, Ying Chenyu pulled Ziqianyue over, and said dissatisfied with the old man: "You scared my Yueyue!"

"Let me ask my apprentice-in-law what are you anxious about?" The old man was also very dissatisfied with Ying Chenyu's behavior, and said a little angrily.

Seeing the old man getting angry, Zi Qianyue suddenly felt a little embarrassed. She didn't want Ying Chenyu's master not to accept her, so she pushed Ying Chenyu away, stood up and said seriously: "I don't know if I am worthy of him, but I Love him, there is nothing worthy or unworthy, I will guard him with everything I have, never leave him."

"Love him?" Uncharacteristically, the old man sneered, "Do you know what love is?"

"I..." Zi Qianyue was also a little angry. She respected him, but it didn't mean she was willing to be targeted. Just about to explain, Ying Chenyu pulled her over again, looked at the old man, and her voice was somewhat warning: "Master, you are too much!"

"Humph!" The old man flicked his sleeves, turned around, and said to Zi Qianyue, "If you weren't the daughter of Yue Ling and Yu Qian, I wouldn't let you marry Yu'er, let alone make Yu'er like you." you!"

"When I'm with him, it has nothing to do with my parents. I love him, and it has nothing to do with my parents. But I think, whether Ying Chenyu likes me or not, even if you are his master, you can't interfere!" Zi Qianyue still respects him, but she is no longer the ladylike lady she was just now, but more like herself.

The old man laughed mockingly: "I heard that you want to know Yu'er's past?"

"Yes." Zi Qianyue nodded, there was no need to hide this.

The old man took a careful look at Zi Qianyue and said, "Come with me!"

"Yes!" Zi Qianyue nodded, then took Ying Chenyu's hand away, saw him frown, and said softly: "It's okay, your master won't make things difficult for me."

"Yueyue, he today..." Ying Chenyu explained, he didn't know why the old man would suddenly target Ziqianyue, based on what the old man knew about him, he must have known about Ziqianyue and his love for Ziqianyue. Logically speaking, she shouldn't treat Zi Qianyue like this, but an accident just happened, and Ying Chenyu was a little unexpected.

Zi Qianyue pressed his hand and said with a smile: "It's all right, the ugly daughter-in-law also wants to see her in-laws."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Ying Chenyu to say anything else, he followed the old man and left. Naturally, he did not see some sly smiles in the old man's eyes.

No one followed, the old man walked forward in the night, and Zi Qianyue followed him, without asking or talking, the old man suddenly stopped, turned around and asked Zi Qianyue: "Why do you want to know about Yu'er's past?" gone?"

The old man's face could not be seen clearly under the night, Zi Qianyue replied seriously: "Because I always feel that I am too far away from him, I have missed too much, it seems that I cannot make up for it."

The old man suddenly laughed, Zi Qianyue was a little strange, saw the old man waved his hand, a cyan light barrier appeared, the old man looked at Zi Qianyue and said: "Go in, this is Yu'er's past, but you have to remember, It's not complete."

Zi Qianyue looked at the cyan barrier, walked straight forward, approached the beam of light, and just about to reach out to touch it, her whole body seemed to be sucked in. When Zi Qianyue opened her eyes, she seemed to have entered another Space, she fixed her eyes, and under the glare of the sun were the three big characters Luoyugong. She suddenly realized that she was now in the illusion formation created by the old man. This should be Ying Chenyu's past. She walked in and followed the Before Ying Chenyu took him to the inside of Luoyu Palace, the maids seemed to be unable to see her, they were busy in and out, Zi Qianyue walked in, the first thing she saw was Sakura Chen Yu's biological mother, Mo Lingyu, was extremely young, with a gentleness in her beautiful face. She held the child in her arms and fell asleep peacefully. Obviously, it was Ying Chenyu.

The scene changed in an instant, and before Zi Qianyue had time to touch him, everything changed. It was the palace where Ying Chenyu once lived. The little boy looked extremely delicate, but he was curled up in a dark corner alone. , still sleeping peacefully, it should be about two and a half years old at that time, the young emperor walked in, reached out and took the child away, but the child did not wake up, Zi Qianyue followed the emperor, watching him take out the dagger It pierced into the chest of such a young child, and then pulled it out so decisively, the eyes were full of hatred, but at the moment when the blood splattered, it seemed that a miracle had happened, the surrounding was dead trees in spring, the emperor was surprised, Zi Qianyue didn't care about being surprised, she desperately wanted to hug the child and bandage him, but there was nothing she could do.

The illusion in front of him changed again. It was a boy who had grown up a bit, and a timid girl was hiding behind him. The emperor came and picked up the girl. The girl seemed a little unwilling, but she still didn't dare to resist, and she was hugged and left by him. , leaving only the boy and a smiling eunuch with malicious intentions, the boy had already learned that indifferent look at that time, he knew that his father would not hurt his sister, so he was relieved, but the gratified eyes were still there Without putting it down, the whip in the eunuch's hand was already whistling. Zi Qianyue suddenly felt a pain in her heart, and she reached out to grab the whip in the eunuch's hand, but it was in vain. Everything was an illusion. She stared helplessly at the boy's white clothes. There were blood-stained red marks on his face. The boy could not resist, nor did he have the strength to resist. He kept a calm expression, but his tightly pursed lips showed his pain, until the whip suddenly hit his knee, and he Kneeling down on one knee, the old eunuch didn't show any emotion until he passed out. Then he came over and cut his wrist, letting his blood flow into the withered flower. It didn't bloom. The eunuch seemed a little disappointed and vented his anger. Then he beat the bloody, comatose child with a whip again.

Zi Qianyue suddenly couldn't stand it any longer. From the moment when the dead wood was in spring, all he had left in his life was to be tortured day by day. Using poison and whips were trivial matters, yet the emperor actually used Jin Yiwei to deal with prisoners who had been tortured and tortured so small. The child, every time he was tortured until he passed out, he was bled, and then he was supplemented with medicine. He would not die, but let him experience almost all the punishments in the world within a few years, and then he would wake up on the cold night with medicine After coming over, he looked coldly at Nanny Gui treating the wound carefully. Xue'er didn't know, and he didn't dare to let her see it. At that time, his heart was already darker than the night, cooler than the moonlight. The incomparably respected fifth prince, but no one knew that he was forced to appear due to multiple injuries. Except for Nanny Gui, only one person knew that that person was Chu Xiyun.

At the palace banquet, the five-year-old Chu Xiyun came to Beichen for the first time. She saw the darkness of the Bai family ancestral hall since she was a child, and she didn't like to be with a group of adults. It was that time when she went out that she met the most important god in her life. She watched the extremely beautiful boy in white save a girl, but she was afraid of causing trouble and didn't wake up the girl. The boy turned and left. Originally, it was nothing to Chu Xiyun except for a moment of amazement, but But she watched the boy faint near the small room. She was a little surprised. When she stepped forward to look, she found bloodstains faintly seeping through the boy's white clothes. She couldn't help being surprised. She is old, but the Bai family has no children, she has seen too much blood, even she herself is often treated like that, but she did not expect the dense wounds on the boy's body, she did not expect that such a delicate boy, How could someone hurt him so much? She didn't dare to act rashly, so she had to find a way to lure the old nanny out of that room, and then hid, watching the old nanny hug him in anxiously, but she couldn't find a suitable piece to heal his wounds. Cloth, anxious tears rolled in the eyes, what Chu Xiyun thought at that time was that she finally saw her own sunshine, how could such a delicate and perfect god be treated like that, at that time she secretly swore that all she had learned in her life, all Learn all his life, just for him to live like a perfect god.

People are not afraid of giving, but they don't even have someone to give to. Then, what is the meaning of living in the darkness that I have experienced? At that moment, Chu Xiyun suddenly understood what she had experienced in the Bai Family Ancestral Hall. For what.

Ying Chen'an rarely appeared. He was only one year younger than the eldest prince, and six years older than Ying Chenyu. That year, when he was thirteen, he accidentally killed his elder brother, for the sake of the little prince he called Fifth, he is poor but unable to protect the child, but because of this, the eldest prince's mother concubine Xianfei is unwilling to let go, and wants the second prince to pay for his life. The emperor intends to protect Ying Chenan, and Ying Chenan's mother concubine Defei is even more eager , actually committed suicide in public for his son's death, but Ying Chen'an abandoned the imperial family and entered Buddhism just to honor his mother's filial piety even though the emperor deliberately stayed behind. He was suffering the punishment in the cold dungeon. He was in pain, but he couldn't die.

It has been five years since Ying Chen'an met Ying Chenyu again. Ying Chenyu is the old man's only apprentice. Pao Duanyi, he didn't know what kind of thing he gave him, and then he only said one sentence: "Xiao Wu, the second brother swore before coming that after today, he will never see you again in this life, so as to comfort the mother and concubine in the spirit of the sky, cherish it." .”

When Ying Chen'an left, Ying Chenyu didn't say a word. After he left, Ying Chenyu sat by the stone he left for the whole night. He knew that he had no relatives since then. Nothing was left for him except the strange poison in the world. It was the old man who came to take him back in person and took good care of his body which was extremely weak from the cold. At that time, Ying Chenyu's health was really poor, not just because It is because of the various tortures he suffered in those years. The old man taught him martial arts when he was six years old, and took him away when he was seven and a half years old. During this period, the number of appearances was not too many. It's just that he was hanged with medicine, but it was difficult to get treatment, so in the year after the old man picked him up, he almost never went there. He spent more time in a coma than awake time every day, and most of the time he woke up was poisoned. Waking up with pain, at that time, the old man could only wait for him to wake up again and again before giving him medicine. After recuperating in this way for more than a year, the old man searched all over the world for him. Rare medicinal materials, but after that, even though he improved a lot, he lost his physique The root cause of weakness, it’s no wonder that he once complained that the old man was strict with him, because in those years, his body was inseparable from people’s care, and it’s no wonder that he hated taking medicine very much, because taking medicine before the age of seven and a half meant that he He was going to be dragged over to be tortured again. After the age of seven and a half, as long as he opened his eyes, he would drink medicine non-stop and apply medicine to eliminate the scars all over his body.

Zi Qianyue watched him think quietly one night, the scars on his body a year ago had been removed by the precious medicine that the old man got, at that time, he watched his sister die to save him, watched In order to help his mother and concubine die tragically, Ying Chen'an also entered Buddhism, he dare not accept anyone's favor, the old man treats him too well, and he doesn't want to implicate him, just like Xue'er and Ying Chen'an at that time, At that time, he thought, he was destined to be lonely all his life, why bother to involve others, he started to try to leave, but unexpectedly the old man didn't want him to leave, walking back and forth, he was caught by the old man many times, until that time Once he left without permission, which caused poisonous hair, and the old man locked him up for a whole year. He didn't understand the old man's good intentions, but it was precisely because he understood that he chose to leave alone. But the old man's anger finally made him He changed his mind, since he didn't die after suffering so much, and since his father refused to let him go, then he ruined everything, so that he would never have the capital to hurt him and the people around him again. yes.

The seed of hatred was planted, and Yungong was also born. His thought at that time was to destroy this unsightly world. Yes, he had that ability. Now, he also has that kind of ambition. Kindness is no longer there. He completely turned into a demon, taking life and death, and reorganizing the rivers and lakes. Even though the old man tried every means to stop him, he still buried a large number of people in various palaces, and when he returned to the holy capital, he returned to the holy capital, except to find Xueer, for the purpose of destroying him. , is to personally destroy.

Zi Qianyue felt distressed, stumbled in the illusion, blood and tears kept pouring towards her, what she seemed to see was no longer the blue barrier, but the boundless darkness, she saw a bleak moonlight, the woman handed the sword to her Entering that man's heart, that man's gentle smile did not blame her at all, she saw another extremely beautiful woman taking that man away, she watched that man being taken away, and would never appear in front of her again, isn't that She hurt him for the first time!

Later, she saw her past life as a killer. She suffered a lot, killed like hemp, was betrayed by her relatives, threatened by the organization, and died in her twenties. She also saw a miserable girl walking along the street. Begging, being bullied, she had no money to go to school, no family and parents, she later became a pathetic thief, sneaking in the corners of the city for a little bit of desire to survive, [-] years old, died.

Many, many, sad girls died in their twenties. She has experienced cold family affection and betrayal of friendship, but she has never met love. In ten lifetimes, no one has ever loved her, and she has never been tempted.

Zi Qianyue had a splitting headache, she didn't know what she was thinking, whether it was a dream or reality, she leaned against the corner helplessly, holding her head desperately, but she still couldn't stop the headache, she seemed to have forgotten What, she was thinking desperately, thinking desperately, even if she had a headache and was about to die at any time, she felt that it would be good to die like this.

(End of this chapter)