I have passed by your heart

Chapter 10 Inadvertent Pain (2)
Realizing what was going on in her head, she gave a wry smile.However, she also knew that now was not the time to worry about how good he was to his ex, so she asked, "What happened later? What happened between them later?"

"I don't know exactly what happened. I only know that his ex-girlfriend left him without even breaking up with him."

Unexpectedly, there would be such an answer, Song Mengmeng's eyes widened in surprise.Xia Mingyu's ex-girlfriend left Xia Mingyu without even breaking up?Although she didn't know what happened between Xia Mingyu and his ex-girlfriend, she was sure that Xia Mingyu would never forget his ex-girlfriend now. After all, there was a mystery in his heart that had not been resolved. , she even wondered if Xia Mingyu still loves his ex-girlfriend in his heart, otherwise, how could he be so abnormal recently?
Tang Xiaofei glanced at Song Mengmeng, who was absent-minded, and said, "Mengmeng, there is one thing that I don't know if I should tell you."

Song Mengmeng came back to her senses, she looked at Tang Xiaofei and said, "Go ahead, there's nothing you should say or not."

Tang Xiaofei looked at Song Mengmeng, hesitated for a moment before saying, "Well, you look a bit like his ex-girlfriend."

As soon as the words fell, Song Mengmeng felt like a thunderbolt from the blue sky.Xia Mingyu's ex-girlfriend actually looks a lot like her?Does this mean that Xia Mingyu's kindness to her is just empathy?Is there such a possibility?Is she just a stand-in?Xia Mingyu's ex-girlfriend didn't say anything when he left, so if one day his ex-girlfriend came back, wouldn't she bow and leave the scene to thank the audience?
Thinking of this possibility, Song Mengmeng's heart was already cold.She couldn't help but start thinking about Xia Mingyu's confession to her.At that time, Xia Mingyu only met her once, and wrote her a confession letter. Did he fall in love with her at first sight, or was it empathy?

In this short moment, Song Mengmeng felt that her mind had become a mess.

Combined with what happened recently, she felt even more uncomfortable as if her heart was being grabbed by hundreds of kittens.

Seeing the expression on Song Mengmeng's face, Tang Xiaofei patted Song Mengmeng's shoulder lightly and said, "Mengmeng, don't be too entangled, after all, he and his ex-girlfriend are in the past. You are the most important thing right now."

Tang Xiaofei's reassurance did not relieve Song Mengmeng, but made her feel even more uncomfortable.

After separating from Tang Xiaofei, Song Mengmeng's mind was always on what Tang Xiaofei said to herself just now, and she felt a little top-heavy when walking on the road.

"Mengmeng, Mengmeng, Song Mengmeng—"

Lu Chengyang, who ran into Song Mengmeng on the road, didn't even see Song Mengmeng answering after shouting a few times. He quickened his pace, walked forward, and lightly patted Song Mengmeng's shoulder.

Song Mengmeng was taken aback by Lu Chengyang's actions, and when she turned around and saw Lu Chengyang, she was relieved.

Lu Chengyang looked at Song Mengmeng suspiciously. When he saw Song Mengmeng's distraught appearance, he frowned slightly and asked, "What's wrong? Why do you look so distraught?" ?”

A bitter smile appeared on Song Mengmeng's face and said, "It's okay."

Lu Chengyang, who had an intuition that something must have happened, didn't believe Song Mengmeng's "it's okay", so he dragged Song Mengmeng to the school lawn.

As the sun sets, the green lawn seems to be glowing under the setting sun. Not far away, there are some students sitting on the lawn reciting words.

Lu Chengyang folded his arms, stared at Song Mengmeng tightly and said, "Tell me, what happened."

Looking at Lu Chengyang's expression of "I will never give up until you make it clear", she really felt that Song Mengmeng, who had no clue, didn't want to hide it, so she explained the ins and outs of the matter succinctly.

After hearing Song Mengmeng's words, Lu Chengyang couldn't help but say, "Song Mengmeng, are you an idiot?"

Song Mengmeng looked at Lu Chengyang with a puzzled expression, as if she didn't understand why he said such things, she was already depressed enough, Lu Chengyang not only didn't comfort her, but even called her an idiot!Her mouth couldn't help but pouted, and said: "Lu Chengyang, it's fine if you don't comfort me, and you say I'm an idiot, do you have such a friend?"

Lu Chengyang chuckled and said, "You say you're a fool and you still don't admit it. You're not a child anymore, why do you accept everything others say?"

"What do you mean?" Song Mengmeng asked puzzled.

"What I mean is, can you stop foolishly believing whatever others say?" Lu Chengyang shook his head and sighed softly, "What happened to Xia Mingyu and his ex-girlfriend, and how did they get along, Tang Xiaofei How could she know? They are just ordinary classmates, how could she know so many details. Besides, when Tang Xiaofei said that Xia Mingyu's ex-girlfriend left him without saying a word, you didn't doubt it at all. Believe it? You have been with Xia Mingyu for so long, don't you know what kind of person he is? Is he the kind of person who will talk about his feelings everywhere? "

Song Mengmeng frowned slightly at Lu Chengyang's words.Lu Chengyang's words were not unreasonable. Tang Xiaofei probably didn't know what happened between Xia Mingyu and his ex-girlfriend, nor did she know the details of their breakup.

"When you date him now, he treats you well, that's the most important thing. Why do you care about who he liked before? How dare you say that you never liked any boy before Xia Mingyu?" Lu Chengyang said earnestly, He really couldn't see Song Mengmeng's frowning expression.

"I..." Although Song Mengmeng didn't speak, she couldn't help agreeing with Lu Chengyang's words in her heart.Xia Mingyu was not the kind of person who would talk about his feelings everywhere. Tang Xiaofei probably didn't know the specific reason why he broke up with his ex-girlfriend.What Tang Xiaofei said to her before may have just been heard from others, and it cannot be taken seriously.

"Only an idiot would get entangled in some pretentious things, Song Mengmeng, are you really an idiot?" Lu Chengyang glanced at Song Mengmeng, then took a step back on purpose, with a frightened expression on his face and said, "I've heard that idiots are contagious, Song Mengmeng, stay away from me, I don't want to become as stupid as you just because I get close to you."

Song Mengmeng glared at Lu Chengyang, and said angrily: "You are stupid, your whole family is stupid!"

Knowing that Song Mengmeng's mood is a little better than before, Lu Chengyang also felt like teasing her, saying: "The most stupid one is that idiot named Song Mengmeng sitting in front of me."

Being pointed at her nose and called "idiot", Song Mengmeng couldn't help but put her hands on her hips and said, "I hate it, Lu Chengyang, you really don't have any gentlemanly demeanor, yet you call me an idiot."

Seeing Song Mengmeng gradually regaining her vitality, Lu Chengyang smiled and said: "No, you still put on a bitter melon face to face me! Although bitter melon is said to clear away heat and detoxify, I don't think so at all. I like to eat bitter melon."

Song Mengmeng also knew in her heart that what Lu Chengyang said was to enlighten her. Although he said she was a fool, he did it to help her find her smile again.

"Okay, let's not say you're an idiot. Let me tell you some bad jokes, okay? I recently collected some bad jokes. I was worried that I couldn't find an audience. Fortunately, I met you now." Lu Chengyang gently He gently hugged Song Mengmeng's shoulders, put on a good look as two brothers, and then, he started the "joke lectures" that he had to do every day.

"Once upon a time there was a man fishing, and he caught a turtle. The turtle begged him and said: 'You let me go, don't roast me to eat.' The man said to the turtle: 'Okay, then I will torture you Let’s ask a few questions.’ The turtle was very happy and said: ‘Craft you!’ Then the man roasted the turtle. Hahaha, this turtle is as stupid as you, isn’t it?” Lu Chengyang said with a smile Looking at Song Mengmeng.

Song Mengmeng felt three black lines appear on her forehead.Lu Chengyang's way of comforting people is always so unreliable, just like his cold jokes are always so unfunny.

She looked at Lu Chengyang and said: "Although your cold jokes are very cold and not funny at all, you are a god-like existence to me, and you can always appear at the right time to make me happy. Lu Chengyang, Thank you."

If it wasn't for Lu Chengyang, maybe she was still struggling and making things difficult for herself. To her, Lu Chengyang was like an oasis in the desert, or a life-saving driftwood in the ocean. After giving her a hand, she must still be troubled by negative emotions.

Lu Chengyang glanced at Song Mengmeng and said: "You still don't admit that you are stupid! Do you think I tell you bad jokes to make you happy? Don't be stupid. I just tell you bad jokes because I just happen to I just found someone who can listen to my jokes. Although you don't laugh all day, you don't interrupt me and let me continue, which is very important to me, so I will desperately Just hold on to your rare audience and refuse to let go."

Song Mengmeng stopped talking, she knew that what Lu Chengyang said was not his true words.She always knew his kindness to her. He told her cold jokes not because she was a rare audience, but because he really wanted her to smile.

She couldn't help but thank God for sending Lu Chengyang to her side.

Because of Lu Chengyang's unfunny joke, the haze that lingered in Song Mengmeng's heart dissipated temporarily.

The next day, Song Mengmeng didn't have class in the morning, and she didn't bother to go out for lunch at noon.Xia Mingyu brought her a lunch outside.After opening the lunch box and finding that the food inside was something she didn't like to eat again, the haze lingered in her heart again.

Song Mengmeng, who was in a panic, decided to go to Sheng Xiao and ask Sheng Xiao to give her some advice, otherwise, she would go crazy if she kept thinking wildly.

Sheng Xiao had no class this afternoon. When there was no class, Sheng Xiao usually went to the library to study by himself. However, Song Mengmeng did not find Sheng Xiao when he arrived in the library.Sheng Xiao's roommate told Song Mengmeng that Sheng Xiao and Ji Nian had gone out. Although Song Mengmeng was a little puzzled, she had no choice but to go back to the dormitory.

On the way back to the dormitory, Song Mengmeng ran into Lu Chengyang again.

Seeing Song Mengmeng's sad face, Lu Chengyang sighed softly in his heart, then he stepped forward, pulled Song Mengmeng to a cool place and asked, "What's wrong?"

Song Mengmeng, whose heart was in a mess, told Lu Chengyang what happened today, and at the end, she also said: "I'm really worried that Xia Mingyu will use me as a substitute, and I'm worried that what he likes in his heart is still his. Ex-girlfriend, I worry that I have no place in his heart."

Lu Chengyang lightly flicked Song Mengmeng's forehead and said: "Stupid Song Mengmeng, don't you know that people want to look forward? You have to know that the past is the past, and it will never be forgotten." It will become the present, and it will not become the future. You have to believe that you are fine, and you deserve Xia Mingyu to treat you well. Don't dwell on the past, what matters is the present. What happened between Xia Mingyu and his ex-girlfriend? Don't worry about anything, don't think about it, just treat those things as chalk and erase them from your mind. The past can never be compared with the present, Xia Mingyu is a smart person, he will know how to do it. "

"There is nothing wrong with saying that, but it is not easy to do it." Song Mengmeng said.It's not that she doesn't understand the truth, it's just that Xia Mingyu's reaction was too abnormal, and she really couldn't help but be entangled.

"Who says it's not easy!" Lu Chengyang said earnestly, "Smart people will make their lives happy, and only fools will carry shackles that don't belong to them and make themselves feel heavy. You have to believe in one thing, you are very happy." Well, you deserve anyone to treat you well!"

Looking into Lu Chengyang's eyes and seeing the encouragement in his eyes, Song Mengmeng couldn't help but nodded.What Lu Chengyang said is not wrong, the past can never be compared with the present, the most important thing is the present.

(End of this chapter)