I have passed by your heart

Chapter 9 Inadvertent Pain (1)
01
What happened in the supermarket during the day has always been lingering in Song Mengmeng's heart, lingering.As long as she thought of Xia Mingyu's attitude at that time, she felt a dull pain in her heart.

In the evening, after having dinner with Xia Mingyu and returning to the dormitory, Song Mengmeng was absent-minded, and her thoughts kept drifting to Xia Mingyu.

Song Mengmeng sat on the bed with a book in her hand.However, she couldn't read anything in the book.A moment later, her mobile phone rang, and seeing the number displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, her heart was clenched.

She held the phone tightly with her hand, hesitated for a moment, and finally answered the phone. Before she could speak, she heard Xia Mingyu's voice.

"Mengmeng." Xia Mingyu softly called Song Mengmeng's name, then he sighed softly and said, "Mengmeng, I'm sorry for the day's affairs."

They were all careful while eating, for fear of mentioning the day's events.Now when Xia Mingyu mentioned the day's events, Song Mengmeng's tears fell down again. The sad feeling almost made her overwhelmed. If it wasn't for worrying that Xia Mingyu would be worried by crying, she might have already cried It's coming out.

"I know that my reaction during the day hurt you, but I didn't mean it." Xia Mingyu said softly, "I know you're not the kind of person who would steal, but when I think of those who steal, I feel I hate it deeply, that's why I had that reaction at the time."

Song Mengmeng felt that something was wrong with Xia Mingyu's tone, so she asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Xia Mingyu sighed softly and said: "I have never told you that I have an uncle. My uncle is very good to me, treats me as his own son, and always gives me the best. I also like to be with you." Uncle together. I used to always think that when I grow up, I will give the best to my uncle."

Hearing Xia Mingyu's tone, Song Mengmeng vaguely had a bad premonition in her heart, and she asked softly, "Did something happen later?"

"Yeah." Xia Mingyu's tone became sad, and he said, "Later, uncle was gone."

"What's the matter?" Hearing the unconcealable grief in Xia Mingyu's tone, Song Mengmeng's mood was very tangled, and her voice became gentle when talking to Xia Mingyu.

"Well. I still remember that day very clearly. My uncle called me at night and said that he would take me to the playground the next day. However, that night, a nasty thief sneaked into my uncle's house. That damned thief killed my uncle when he found out. It was also from that day on that I hated thieves very much. Mengmeng, do you understand?"

At the end, Xia Mingyu's voice became choked up.

After hearing Xia Mingyu's words and imagining the sad expression on his face at this moment, Song Mengmeng gently comforted him and said, "I understand, but the matter is over, you have to be well, uncle won't want you to be sad, will he? ?”

"Yes, the matter is over. I shouldn't be immersed in the sorrow of the past, and I shouldn't look at you like that because of the pain of the past." Xia Mingyu said apologetically.

He knew that his reaction during the day must have made Song Mengmeng feel very uncomfortable. After he separated from Song Mengmeng, when he thought of Song Mengmeng's expression at that time, he felt like a big stone was pressing on his heart. That's why he called To Song Mengmeng.

Originally, Song Mengmeng still had a thorn in her heart, but after hearing Xia Mingyu's explanation, the thorn in her heart seemed to have been pulled out.Things that I couldn't let go of before, are finally let go now.

"Mengmeng, I'm really sorry for what happened during the day." Xia Mingyu said guiltily, "I promise, this kind of thing will never happen again in the future."

"It's over." Song Mengmeng said softly.

I couldn't let go before, but now everything is different.From his tone, she also knew that Xia Mingyu didn't do it on purpose, and now that Xia Mingyu had promised that he would never do it again, she should also erase this matter from her mind.

When two people get along, unpleasant things always happen.It is not important that something unpleasant happens, what is important is that after the thing happens, each other can try their best to solve the problem, so that the two can go on.

"Well, it's over." Xia Mingyu was silent for a moment, and then said, "Mengmeng, I like you, I hope we can be together well, no matter what happens, we must hold each other's hands tightly."

Hearing Xia Mingyu confess his love so affectionately, Song Mengmeng was very moved.Xia Mingyu had never spoken so many words to her before, every word he said warmed her heart and strengthened her heart for him.

In fact, when that happened during the day, she had thought of breaking up with Xia Mingyu, but now after hearing Xia Mingyu's words, that thought has disappeared.

After firming up her thoughts, she softly said to Xia Mingyu: "Well, no matter what happens, we must hold each other's hand."

After removing the stone from her heart, Song Mengmeng also felt that her mood had become lighter.It turned out that in this world, someone had such a great influence on her. A simple sentence, a movement, and a look could make her fly to the sky in an instant, or fall to hell in an instant.

She had never tried such a mood before, and she thought, maybe in the future, she would never experience such strong and profound feelings in anyone else.

After a moment of silence, Xia Mingyu said emotionally: "Mengmeng, when you told me the phrase 'If you don't leave, I won't give up' during the day, I was really moved. This sentence is what I want now. Said."

Song Mengmeng nodded heavily, realizing that Xia Mingyu hadn't been able to see her actions at the moment, she laughed softly.

In life, isn't it to find someone who will never leave you?She and Xia Mingyu have already made an agreement that they will never leave. She believes that they will be able to overcome all difficulties and hold hands forever.

Life is very long, if you can hold the hand of your sweetheart all the way, it will be the best life.

That night, Song Mengmeng fell asleep holding the phone. Xia Mingyu on the other end of the phone heard the girl's even breathing, and his face became paler.

After hanging up the phone, he fell into a long silence.When the phone rang again, he answered the phone stiffly, and the crisp female voice asked: "Mingyu, have you really forgotten?"

Xia Mingyu turned even paler when he heard this, and replied, "Whether I forgot or not has nothing to do with you." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

Life is indeed long, but it is a kind of suffering for him, but this kind of suffering is something that no one understands.

Xia Mingyu called Song Mengmeng and untied the knot between them.Song Mengmeng felt that the relationship between them seemed to be better than before.

Xia Mingyu was originally a gentle person. After that day, Xia Mingyu became more gentle to Song Mengmeng. To put it a bit exaggerated, he treated her like a princess and cared for her carefully, preventing her from any harm.

Song Mengmeng often felt that her daily life was like a dream, so sweet that it was unreal. However, she clearly realized that the life that was as sweet as a dream was her own life.

Thinking of Xia Mingyu's tenderness towards her, Song Mengmeng was very glad that she could be the one held in his hands.

On this day, neither Song Mengmeng nor Xia Mingyu had classes in the afternoon, so the two of them went shopping.

Song Mengmeng took Xia Mingyu's hand affectionately, shaking it like a child, she even leaned her head, and said to Xia Mingyu with a sweet smile on her face: "Mingyu, I want to buy a bag, you accompany me I'll pick it, okay?"

With a doting smile on Xia Mingyu's face, he stretched out his hand and gently pinched Song Mengmeng's nose and said, "You already have enough bags, do you still want to buy bags?"

Song Mengmeng said with a smile: "Don't you know that girls will always have one less dress, one pair of shoes, and one bag?"

For girls, shopping is an irresistible temptation. Even if the closet at home is full, girls cannot stop their desire to shop.Shopping is a lifetime hobby for girls.

Xia Mingyu shook his head with a smile, as if there was nothing he could do about Song Mengmeng, and said, "You girls are always right."

Song Mengmeng giggled, took Xia Mingyu's hand, and walked towards a nearby bag shop.

Unexpectedly, before entering the store, Xia Mingyu suddenly let go of her hand, and rushed forward.Looking at Xia Mingyu's hand that was suddenly let go, Song Mengmeng was full of puzzlement. She raised her head and looked in the direction where Xia Mingyu was running, her eyes were full of puzzlement.

Xia Mingyu rushed over, raised his head and looked around, and after a while, he walked back in front of Song Mengmeng with a dazed expression on his face.

Song Mengmeng, who felt something was wrong, asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Xia Mingyu looked up at Song Mengmeng, then quickly averted his gaze, his eyes looked into the distance, and he let out a barely audible sigh, "It's all right."

"All right?" Song Mengmeng repeated his words unconsciously.Neither his reaction just now nor the expression on his face now is "it's okay". He is obviously unhappy, why didn't he tell her what was in his heart?
When Xia Mingyu looked at Song Mengmeng again, his usual gentle smile appeared on his face.He took Song Mengmeng's hand again and said, "Let's go, didn't you say you are going to buy a bag? Be careful that you are late, your favorite bag will be snatched away."

Song Mengmeng didn't speak, but she felt that Xia Mingyu in front of her seemed to be forcing a smile. She had never seen him with such an expression after being together for so long.Why did he rush out just now?Song Mengmeng couldn't help but put a question mark in her heart.

She originally wanted to ask clearly, but she knew that everyone has their own secrets, if she asks now, Xia Mingyu may not answer, she doesn't want to do anything to force Xia Mingyu.

However, as long as she thought of the disappointment in Xia Mingyu's eyes and the faint, inseparable sadness between his brows, she felt as if her heart was covered with a layer of haze, which made her heart heavy.

It seemed that he realized that his emotions had negatively affected Song Mengmeng. Xia Mingyu kept talking to Song Mengmeng and smiling at her.

02
Song Mengmeng thought that Xia Mingyu's disappointment that day was just temporary, and as long as time passed, nothing would happen.However, she gradually discovered that since that day, something has become very different.

On this day, the two of them went to the school library to study together.Song Mengmeng, who had been reading for a while, looked up at Xia Mingyu, only to find that Xia Mingyu was staring at her in a daze.

The moment she looked into Xia Mingyu's eyes, a very bad feeling suddenly emerged in Song Mengmeng's heart.Xia Mingyu was clearly looking at her, but she felt that Xia Mingyu seemed to be looking at others through her.Such a thought made her heart sink for a moment, but she quickly smiled, what was she thinking, how could Xia Mingyu look at others through her!

After driving away those messy thoughts in her mind, she stretched out her hand and shook it in front of Xia Mingyu, calling softly: "Mingyu."

Xia Mingyu came back to his senses, he smiled at Song Mengmeng, and said, "What's wrong?"

Seeing Xia Mingyu's lost look, Song Mengmeng took his hand.She said, "What are you thinking?"

Xia Mingyu shook his head and said "nothing".As if to prevent Song Mengmeng from continuing to question, he said, "It's getting late, let's go eat."

Song Mengmeng stopped thinking about it, nodded, packed her things, and left the library with Xia Mingyu.

The sun was very hot at noon, Xia Mingyu held an umbrella in one hand and Song Mengmeng's hand in the other, and walked towards the restaurant near the school.

When Xia Mingyu was ordering, Song Mengmeng went to the bathroom, and when she came back, Xia Mingyu had already ordered.

Seeing what Xia Mingyu ordered, Song Mengmeng frowned slightly, but Xia Mingyu, who was helping Song Mengmeng pick up the dishes, didn't notice it.

Xia Mingyu helped Song Mengmeng pick up vegetables, and greeted him, "Are you hungry too? Eat quickly, these are your favorite dishes."

After finishing speaking, Xia Mingyu had already put some green peppers and beef into Song Mengmeng's bowl.

Song Mengmeng didn't speak, but there was a slight turmoil in her heart.The food she dislikes the most is green peppers. She said this when the two of them ate for the first time. Why did Xia Mingyu say "these are all your favorite dishes"?

Isn't he always very careful?Why did you make such a mistake?Although it was just a trivial matter, it made her feel that something was wrong.

Glancing at the enthusiastic Xia Mingyu opposite, Song Mengmeng said to herself, maybe he just forgot it for a while, but it was just a trivial matter, and there was no need to make the two of them unhappy, so she didn't say a word, forced Enduring the nausea, she ate all the green peppers that Xia Mingyu gave her.

When the two of them had lunch and were about to go back to school, Xia Mingyu suggested to eat ice cream.Song Mengmeng didn't object either.When she arrived at the ice cream shop, Xia Mingyu ordered her a chocolate-flavored ice cream.Song Mengmeng had a vague feeling of uneasiness. When she ate ice cream, she always only ate strawberry flavored ones. Xia Mingyu also knew it. Why did he order chocolate flavored ones for her?

Although these were small things, they were enough to make Song Mengmeng feel sad.She felt that Xia Mingyu didn't seem to take her seriously, otherwise, how could he ignore everything she liked?

Song Mengmeng felt that Xia Mingyu was acting abnormal recently.Because she didn't know why Xia Mingyu was so abnormal, Song Mengmeng had been a little absent-minded recently, and often lost her mind during class.

As Song Mengmeng's deskmate, Tang Xiaofei had a panoramic view of Song Mengmeng's reactions.After class, she asked with concern: "Mengmeng, what's the matter with you recently? Why are you always distracted?"

Song Mengmeng came to her senses, the relationship was between her and Xia Mingyu.She didn't want to tell Tang Xiaofei at first, but seeing Tang Xiaofei's concerned eyes, thinking that Tang Xiaofei has been kind to her since the beginning of school, and that Tang Xiaofei and Xia Mingyu were classmates in high school, she also had a feeling of expressing all the unhappiness in her heart. Quick impulse.So, she succinctly said what was in her heart.

After listening to Song Mengmeng's words, Tang Xiaofei showed an expression of enlightenment, and then comforted Song Mengmeng, "I thought it was something, so you are unhappy because of this matter!"

Listening to Tang Xiaofei's tone, Song Mengmeng knew that Tang Xiaofei must know something, so she looked at Tang Xiaofei with some excitement and said, "Xiaofei, do you know the reason for his abnormality?"

Tang Xiaofei nodded and said, "Actually, before he was with you, he had just separated from his ex-girlfriend for a short time. As for him, he was a bit machismo, and he couldn't change his habit of being with his ex-girlfriend for a while. , That's why it's so abnormal, don't get too entangled."

Hearing Tang Xiaofei mention Xia Mingyu's ex-girlfriend, Song Mengmeng's heart twitched.Although she didn't ask Xia Mingyu's emotional world to be blank before dating her, but when she heard someone mention his ex-girlfriend in front of her, she felt a strange feeling in her heart.

She believes that any girl in this world will feel curious when someone mentions her boyfriend's ex-girlfriend, and she will feel more or less unhappy in her heart.In order not to entangle herself, Song Mengmeng grabbed Tang Xiaofei's hand and asked in a hasty tone, "Ex-girlfriend? What kind of person was his ex-girlfriend? Was he like this when he was with her before?"

Tang Xiaofei's face suddenly became a little strange. She broke away from Song Mengmeng's hand and avoided Song Mengmeng's sight.She said: "Actually, it's nothing. It doesn't matter what kind of person his ex-girlfriend was. Those are things in the past. After all, you are his girlfriend now. You, don't dwell on the past." The most important thing for a person is to live in the present, and there is no point in dwelling on the past."

Tang Xiaofei's words could not make Song Mengmeng feel relieved.She said: "I know that the most important thing for a person is to live in the present moment, but, Xiaofei, let's compare my heart. If it were you, your boyfriend is acting abnormally. You know that his abnormality is related to his ex-girlfriend. You Can I not ask?"

She knew that there was no point in pursuing the past, but if she didn't find out what was going on, she would definitely have no peace.She wanted to know what kind of person Xia Mingyu's ex-girlfriend was, whether his ex-girlfriend still had a place in his heart, and even wanted to know whether she was important or his ex-girlfriend in his heart. Girlfriends are important.She wants to know, wants to know like crazy!

Tang Xiaofei looked at Song Mengmeng, and after a while, she sighed softly and said, "Okay, if you want to know, I'll tell you!"

Song Mengmeng nodded emphatically, feeling a little grateful to Tang Xiaofei.

Tang Xiaofei said slowly: "I know that Xia Mingyu was very kind to his ex-girlfriend, he just held her in the palm of his hand. At that time, the girls in our school were very envious of her, saying that she was a blessing from her previous life. I only met a boyfriend as good as Xia Mingyu in my life."

Hearing that Xia Mingyu was very kind to his ex-girlfriend, Song Mengmeng felt even more uncomfortable.The tenderness he gave her now was once given to another girl, and there may be more to another girl.

In the emotional world, girls don't seem to be generous. They care about it because they have given a lot of affection and want to get the same return.

(End of this chapter)