How much love has become a cloud of smoke

Chapter 31 Kiki, you are the child I really want (2)
I shook off the wedding dress, dragging the flowing skirt all the way to the ground.I compared it on my body, and it fits well.It's just that I'm a little taller, and the hem of the skirt looks a little short, slightly revealing the tops of my feet, but it's okay.I think that the only thing that my father lacked in his life was the wedding.

The woman he wanted to marry would never come back again. All the good love had turned into hatred, and it was hard to reunite after a broken mirror.

My father was fascinated by the way I was trying on the dress. I couldn't bear to hurt him, so I said, "I like it very much." In fact, this is also true. My taste is very retro. This is Chen Jiayan's evaluation of me.The more quaint the furniture, the better. Even Ah Huang looks good when he first came here, but the older he gets, the less likable he becomes.

My father looked back at me and said, "Just as long as you like it." I sat down and carefully put the dress into the box.

"Actually, I always thought that you didn't want to recognize me as a daughter." I finally got to today's topic, "You have always been reluctant to let others know of my existence, even when I came to see you, you often have to sneak around Yes. So I don't understand why you asked me to hold this wedding this time."

After a moment of silence, the father said slowly, "Qiqi, I said that you are my daughter, and whatever I do is for your own good. You know that I am not a person who likes children very much, and I don't want those women Give birth to my child. But you are different, you are the child I really want, I didn't know how happy I was when you were born."

Well, I really don't see that you are happy at all. "But I have always thought that I am not capable of protecting you, so I can only keep you away from me. I'm afraid you don't know how many and ruthless my enemies are. I don't want you to be implicated in this misfortune Come. Your uncle's family..." He stopped suddenly, I think this incident probably has something to do with my idol's cousin, isn't my cousin's father my uncle?Father talked about the uncle's family, that is to say, their family did not end well?From this point of view, it is quite difficult for me to live to this age with sound limbs, peace and happiness.And in the past two years, I have been active within the radius of my father as the origin, and I have not been personally threatened, which is really not easy.Or maybe my father really put a lot of thought into it that I can't see.

I have always known that living is a difficult thing, but now that I have lived here, I can only continue to live hard.

My father added: "In our line of work, it's best to have nothing to worry about, but I still have some people and things that I can't let go of. You are one of them."

Should I feel honored, unlucky, or just accept it?I was struggling with this issue, but my father had already said: "But in the past two years, I have gradually understood something. Qiqi, I owe you a lot these years, and now that you are getting married, I will definitely not let you suffer grievance."

I lowered my eyelashes and looked at my fingers. I really want to hear these words.When I left the orphanage that year, it was because I bet my life that I wanted to hear my own father say these words, saying that he loved me, loved me, felt that he owed me, and wanted to make up for me.But I didn't get it after all, but I didn't expect that when I finally gave up, everything I was pursuing so hard was in front of my eyes.

The world is really playing tricks on people. "You are the daughter of my Meng Junshan." He slowly smoked his cigar and said, "Although this is not a very good thing, it will not make you shameful. I will take this time to tell everyone in the world Man, you, Meng Qiqi, are my daughter, the only daughter of Meng Junshan."

So, I am not an orphan.Those children who laughed at me when I was young, you can see that my father didn't love me.

He just loved me too much and wanted to protect me too much, so he sent me far away.Maybe you don't understand, and I don't understand, but now I know and believe that he loves me.But fortunately, I was not overwhelmed by the long-awaited happiness. I still said to my father: "I don't want to have this wedding." My father was stunned for a moment. He probably wanted to ask why. With a little effort, he continued directly: "For me, you are my father. Whether you love me or not, it will not change this fact. I have never thought about getting anything from you, so I am more Not to mention compensation."

I lowered my head, looked at the box in my hand and said, "Whether my father is Meng Junshan or a street vendor, it doesn't matter to me. I am happy today because I finally know that I am not a Abandoned. I was not thrown in the orphanage because you didn't want me. This is the best wedding gift for me. I'm already an adult. In the future, Chen Jiayan will accompany me. I don't care about anything. Not missing any more."

The father recovered from the dazed expression, lowered his head and smiled, turned his chair slightly and looked out the window, smoking a cigarette silently.

"But I really want to wear this wedding dress." I hugged the box and said, "I think we will choose a small auditorium for the wedding. Even if there are no guests, you will still come, Dad, won't you?"

Although my father didn't look at me, the lines of laughter deepened. He slowly focused his eyes on Manager Feng, who was vast outside the window, and said after a long time, "I'm really not reconciled to handing you over to Chen Jiayan for nothing like this."

"Actually..." I hugged some boxes tightly, but my voice was much softer, and I hesitated, "It may not be in vain."

Of course, I'm talking about the bride price.Of course, I also thought about whether I should ask for a dowry from Chen Jiayan, otherwise it would appear that I am not precious.Chen Jiayan asked me straightforwardly if ten thousand taels of gold and three thousand mansions were enough.I thought about it, and felt that if I wanted ten thousand taels of gold, I might even take up my sleeping place if I piled it up at home.In that [-] mansion, I only slept in one bed, and I would be even more tired after catching Ah Huang to take a bath.To put it bluntly, I just feel very reluctant to ask Chen Jiayan to spend so much money to marry me.

There is obviously a problem with this logic. He took a lot of money to marry me, but I was reluctant to part with it.But I really think so in my heart.And objectively speaking, my father is not short of money, and it is harder for Chen Jiayan to make money, so I think the dowry gift should be forgotten.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help raising his eyelashes to sneak a glance at his father.Unexpectedly, my father was watching me all the time, and when he noticed my stealthy glance, he suddenly smiled, lowered his head slightly and said, "You really don't look like my daughter."

Vol.2
The so-called true knowledge comes from practice, and the true knowledge I have obtained through my practice is that getting married is really a very troublesome thing.Not to mention those minutiae things, just booking an auditorium will make my intestines knotted.I don't know why so many people like to get married when they have nothing to do these days.How many auspicious days are there in this month? Why is the church still not available even when overtime hours are included?

Besides, the dress, although it is a ready-made dress.Back and forth also changed three times.I am very impressed that my body can be scaled freely like a Transformer, but the problem is that the tailor is not very happy.I carefully thought about the reasons for my recent weight loss. Apart from being tossed by Chen Jiayan and Ah Huang day and night, it was another event that worried me—meeting my parents.

Meeting the parents is a matter for both parties. Since Chen Jiayan has already met my parents, I must also meet his parents.

However, considering the current situation between him and his adoptive father, I feel that this kind of friendly visit may be rejected by Chen Jiayan.But if I didn't bring it up, it seemed that there was always a heavy scale in my heart, and it couldn't go up or down, which caused my appetite to drop rapidly.

So when Chen Jiayan and I took Ah Huang for a walk that morning, I decided to find an opportunity to bring this matter up.

Why did you take Ah Huang for a walk early in the morning?This stems from a crack I found in the floor a few days ago.I have studied it with Chen Jiayan for a long time, and I think it is not likely to be caused by snakes, insects, rats and ants.At this time, the culprit walked past us. I was nervously supporting Chen Jiayan and said, "Is there an earthquake?" But I saw Chen Jiayan slowly turn his gaze to Ah Huang behind him.

Although Ah Huang is a golden retriever, I really admire my breeding skills for raising a dog to the point where it can cause a micro-earthquake.It's just that this kind of skill doesn't work on Chen Jiayan. I think his flesh has probably grown on Ah Huang, so Ah Huang can't be blamed for this situation.

Of course, Chen Jiayan also said that the floor of the house has been in disrepair for a long time, and it is a little brittle. It is not necessarily Ah Huang's problem.But I'm still worried that if Ah Huang grows up like this, one day he might accidentally step on the floor and fall directly downstairs.Therefore, it was decided to strengthen physical exercise for Ah Huang, thus adding an early exercise.

In the cool breeze on the mountain road in the early morning, Chen Jiayan and I walked silently like this.I was looking for an opportunity to see the stitches, and this stitch came by itself.

Probably because I kept my head down and thought about it seriously, so I didn't pay attention to Chen Jiayan's sudden stop.If he hadn't held my hand, I would have walked to the top of the mountain persistently, and then walked back persistently, only to find that he hadn't moved.

Of course, since I noticed that Chen Jiayan stopped, I also stopped, looked up at him and said, "What's wrong?"

"I have something to tell you." He took my hand and Ah Huang with the other, and slowly led me to the fence in the middle of the mountain to stop.I think Chen Jiayan is really good at choosing a place. There is a big tree beside the fence that I can't name, which blocks the sun and the wind. It is really a good place for private meetings and plots.

Ah Huang was obviously also very bored with the early exercise, and immediately prostrated himself on the ground as soon as he got under the shade of a tree, pretending to be dead.It doesn't like me very much recently, probably because I'm not too close to it.But I was really afraid that when it jumped up and jumped at me, it would accidentally break a rib of mine, and I had to keep it away properly considering personal safety.

"What?" Basically, as long as there is Chen Jiayan, my eyes will not leave him for a long time, so at this time, I naturally look at Chen Jiayan more than Ah Huang.I noticed that he was frowning deeply, as if he had more thoughts on his mind than me.Could this be the reason why he didn't gain weight? "Qiqi." He held my hand with both hands, and he didn't need to worry about the dog leash. Anyway, Ah Huang probably won't bother to let him go. "Hmm." I answered seriously.

"You know that I have an adoptive father. Although I have done some things that he doesn't agree with, he is my father after all. He raised me for more than ten years, taught me the principles of life, provided me with education, and gave me opportunities. He is as respectful as his biological father. Now that I am getting married, I feel that I have to tell him about such a big event. So I think we should go back and meet him."

I originally wanted to find a place to insert a needle, but Chen Jiayan simply opened the door for me, and the Dinghaishen needle could be put in, so what else can I say.I could only stare at him blankly, marveling at how his thought frequency could be so in tune with mine, and wondering if this is the so-called match made in heaven.

Chen Jiayan said that he will arrange this matter. Although I don't know what he will arrange, since he said that he will arrange it, let him arrange it.So on a night with few stars for a month, Chen Jiayan brought me in front of my future in-laws.Although I am a little nervous, I can still be thoughtful as long as I slam on the brakes at critical moments.For example, meeting my in-laws is something that I attach great importance to. In order to show my importance, not only the clothes are specially purchased, but even the gifts have been carefully thought out.

But the so-called hundred secrets must have a sparse, the only thing I didn't expect is that besides my future parents-in-law, I also have a future sister-in-law, so I didn't prepare a gift for this sister-in-law, so I could only smile a few more times as a gift to her, but She didn't seem to like my gift very much.

Although Jia Min can't be called a beauty, she looks very literary and fresh.After sitting at the dinner table, I gradually discovered that the relationship between Chen Jiayan and his adoptive father was not as broken as I imagined.For example, you don't give the only two precious thighs of a chicken to a guy who broke up with you and another guy he brought.Mrs. Wang is a very typical housewife. Although I like her very much, I don't understand why she seems to be depressed when she sees me.I say melancholy instead of worry because I think she should have no objection to me marrying her adopted son, otherwise she wouldn't be so enthusiastic about feeding me food unless she wanted to feed me to death.Only Jia Min speaks very little, but as a typical literary young woman, I feel that if she speaks a lot, it will ruin her image.So generally speaking, the atmosphere at the dinner table was enjoyable. I had never eaten in such a big family, and it was the first time I felt the so-called warmth of home, which was novel and interesting.

I thought: So Chen Jiayan grew up in such a family.Such a floor, such a room, such a desk.There is a gentle and loving adoptive mother like Mrs. Wang, who cooks for him when he is hungry and adds clothes for him when he is cold.Although the adoptive father looked strict, he really loved him very much.Otherwise, why was Mingming so angry that he slapped his face and scolded the bastard that day, but at this time he still pulled his son to whisper.

And the reason why I graciously gave Chen Jiayan to him is: anyway, he will be mine for most of the rest of my life, so there is no need to fight for this day and night.

While Mrs. Wang was preparing desserts in the kitchen, I took a closer look at the living room.That table and chairs, I want to sit and touch them, really like a novel and eccentric child.Probably the feeling of liking someone is like this, although humble, but very happy.You want to know about his past and future, you want to touch the traces of his past, and you can't wait to miss even a single bit.

I suddenly stopped in front of the bookshelf, and there was a blue-purple glazed lamp in the glass cabinet.Although I don't have much artistic appreciation, I can tell that the glazed lamp is not a good thing that can be bought in the market. I was about to take it over and take a closer look, when suddenly someone behind me stopped me.I slipped my hand and almost dropped the lamp on the ground, but luckily I reacted quickly and grabbed the lamp in my arms.Jiamin had already come over and took the lamp from my arms, or "snatched" it to be exact.Then I hugged the lamp in my arms and wiped it carefully, checked and checked, only to find that I was standing there, and asked me, "Why are you here?"

I just realized that I didn’t know when I walked into Jiamin’s room. The bookcase was right next to her door. I probably didn’t pay attention to the dividing line, so I walked in casually. I was about to apologize, but she seemed to be I have lost interest in the question I was asked just now, and I just carefully put the lamp in my hand back into the bookcase, and said to me: "Brother Jia Yan made this glazed lamp for me."

(End of this chapter)