How much love has become a cloud of smoke

Chapter 32 Kiki, you are the child I really want (3)
Chen Jiayan made it for her?Chen Jiayan can still make glass?I was stunned for a moment, and saw her pick up a leaf-like piece of porcelain on the bookcase and said, "This pen wash was also made by him." She had already changed into a light yellow sweater, which she wore over a red and white plaid skirt. In addition, holding a piece of green porcelain in your hand looks completely fresh and beautiful.She looked at the plate in my hand... I always thought it was a plate, but I didn't expect to have such a literary name when I shouted it from the mouth of a young literary woman.

"Pen wash?" I looked curiously at the lotus leaf-shaped plate, um, pen wash.Jiamin had carefully put the washer back to its original position, walked into the living room and said, "That ink painting was also painted by him." I followed her gaze and saw the pear wood chair on the back wall. There is a calligraphy and painting hanging on it. I noticed it just now, but since I am not very good at appreciation, I didn't dare to make any comments.At this time, I heard Jiamin say that Chen Jiayan painted it, and I couldn't help feeling: "The painting is really good."

I looked at the writing brush hanging on the pen holder, and couldn't help secretly fantasizing about the way he swiped his calligraphy and painting.Well, Ah Huang, your father is indeed very educated, no wonder even your father's sister is so educated.

Jia Min smiled faintly, and said again: "Don't you know that brother Jia Yan knows ink painting? Didn't he tell you?" I shook my head.

Although I knew that Chen Jiayan was very talented, I didn't expect him to be so versatile.The lotus flower with brilliant tongue has already made me admire him very much. It turns out that he can also produce flowers with wonderful pens, burn pottery and blow glass.Especially considering that everyone’s origins are so similar, his beginning seems to be a bit more miserable than mine, but he turned out to be a lotus flower out of the mud, and I fell headlong into the mud like a lotus flower.

Jiamin had already walked to the balcony, and I had to follow, hoping to find out the news from insiders with the mood of a fan.

The balcony was sealed into a flower room. Jia Min went to the flower stand, took the scissors, and quietly began to trim a bonsai.I was instantly intimidated by the literary and fresh figure. Thinking about being born in such a literary and artistic family, it is difficult to think of not being literary.It seems that I have only glimpsed the tip of the iceberg of Chen Jiayan's talent. I shouldn't be too surprised when he says that he can weave cloth, forge swords and so on.

Jia Min lowered her head and said softly: "I'm telling you this, it's boring."

"No." To be honest, even if you tell me about Chen Jiayan's day and night, I won't feel bored.

But I can't really tell her that I want to hear everything about Chen Jiayan, tell me everything, and it's best to even know when he will walk and when he won't wet the bed.Well, but it is estimated that Jia Min, who is a younger sister, will not know about these things.

Jiamin turned around and smiled at me, still bowing her head to cut the bonsai. "I saw Brother Jiayan for the first time when I was seven years old. At that time, he was still very thin. I heard that he was in poor health, so he was brought back by my father. I always knew that Brother Jiayan was different from others. Although he was from The orphanage didn’t have much foundation in homework, but he soon became the best student in the school. Brother Jiayan is a great person, he knows everything, and he can do everything very well. He studied law, and I know he studied law for Justice is served, so my father wants him to go to the Legal Department."

I do know about this, I looked at Jia Min's back and nodded silently. "But, everything has changed since he met you." Jia Min cut off a tiny branch.I looked at the branch that fell by my feet, and I obviously had a bad feeling.Jia Min continued, "He could have entered the Legal Department, but because of you, he even gave up this opportunity."

I suddenly understood that Jia Min was basically saying that I am a vixen.I expected to hear these words in this family, but I didn't expect to hear them from Jia Min.I thought it was Wang Haicheng or Mrs. Wang who said this to me, or simply beat me out with a broom before I entered the door.

"Do you know?" The scissors in her hand didn't come down, and I faintly felt a sense of danger, but she looked more dangerous than me. "He didn't even want his future for you. Just because your father is Meng Junshan, he didn't even want his own principles and standpoints. He would be in trouble with that kind of person. It's all because of you."

She approached me suddenly, and I took a step back vigilantly. I accidentally retreated into a pile of bonsai, and stepped on a flower pot.

"When I was in Shanghai that day, I heard my father persuade Brother Jiayan to change his mind, but when you called, he didn't care about anything, and rushed back to see you after buying the plane ticket." She should be talking about the time in the orphanage. At that time, Chen Jiayan was with Wang Haicheng.

Jiamin's scissors were about to poke into my eyes, and when I tried to step back, I found that my heels had already touched the base of the wall.

I was eager to distract her, so I hurriedly said: "Jiamin, do you like Chen Jiayan too?"

Although I also know that it is very difficult to live with a person like Chen Jiayan for a long time and not to like him.But I think if it were me, it would be even more difficult to fall in love with someone beyond the boundaries of siblings.Although I knew in my heart that Jia Min and Chen Jiayan were not related by blood, I really didn't expect that the plot in this novel would appear in reality. Since it was the first time I saw it, I really needed to ask the person concerned for verification.

Jiamin smiled slowly and said: "Yes, I like him. I grew up with him and went to school together. I watched him cry and watch him smile. What about you? How long have you known him? You know What about him? Why do you let him sacrifice so much for you? Do you know that when Brother Jiayan’s biological father passed away, I was by his side. The only person around him is me."

Although I have always felt that it is unreasonable that there is no rival in love with Chen Jiayan's appearance, but I really never thought that the rival in love would be Jiamin.And since I have no actual combat experience, although I have practiced it several times in my mind, I still feel a little overwhelmed when my love rival suddenly appears.

Ai Ai is right, I have never lacked talent in this area.I just instinctively feel that before eliminating the rival in love, the threat to life should be eliminated first.Just when I was about to turn around and run away, suddenly a hand put my shoulder. I froze there, still thinking about how to save myself, but found that the direction of the scissors in Jiamin's hand turned around. "You're not good enough for him." She looked at me and said, "You can't do anything I can do for him."

I know that in terms of objective conditions, I am indeed inferior to her in many ways to be worthy of Chen Jiayan.For example, she is a college student, maybe a postgraduate doctoral student, and I am just a third-rate student who graduated from an orphanage, went to night school, got a diploma, and worked as an assistant in a bank.Another example is that she was born in a scholarly family, and she has so many literary and artistic cells in her body that she can't die. Cutting a twig or something looks more literary and artistic than Daiyu's burial of flowers.And I have a father who is an upstart, and a mother who abandoned her husband and son. She is a single-celled animal whose brain cells will die half of her brain cells just by reading a recipe.

However, there is one thing I should objectively surpass her, that is, my love for Chen Jiayan is very normal, and I will never force her to die.If one day Chen Jiayan doesn't love me anymore, even if my heart aches so much that I'm about to die, I won't use suicide to coerce him to change his mind, just like Jia Min is doing now.

She took off the scarf from her hand.I had noticed the silk scarf on her wrist just now, but I thought it was specially tied on to add to her temperament of a literary and artistic young woman. I never thought that it was to hide the scars under the silk scarf.Well, I'm not stupid, I recognize the wounds and deduce how they were formed, I just see the amount is kind of shocking.

She suddenly grabbed my hair and said, "If you really love him so much, don't trap him. If you die, nothing will happen."

I really don't understand what she's thinking, but I know intuitively that I can't die.Even though she likes suicide as a hobby, I don't.Different personal interests cannot be forced. I held her hand and felt her strength was unexpectedly great.

"I love Chen Jiayan, but it's different from what you love. I love him, and I want to be with him. Even if I don't become Meng Junshan's daughter from now on, I still want to be with him. He is willing to sacrifice so much for me, I am very grateful and will cherish him even more, just as he cherishes me, so I will not let him go even more."

In the end, it was probably our arguing that attracted the attention of the people in the room, and the people in the room almost crowded the balcony one after another.It was Chen Jiayan who had sharp eyes and quick hands, and stepped forward to grab my hand. At that time, Jiamin was still shouting "let go", and I accidentally slipped my hand, and I really let go.

Jia Min took the opportunity to grab the scissors and stabbed at me.Seeing that the scissors were about to stab me in front of me, I instinctively closed my eyes.However, neither the pain nor the wound came. When he opened his eyes, he saw Chen Jiayan grabbed Jia Min and twisted his hand back, and the scissors fell to the ground.And Chen Jiayan's hands were covered with blood at some point, and his cuffs were instantly stained red with blood.

I have never seen so much blood, dripping on the ground, splashing a bloodstain.Jia Min probably hasn't seen it like me, um, she should have seen her own, but she hasn't seen anyone else's, so she was just as stunned as I was.And in the next second, she immediately reacted, stepped forward and slapped me on the face and cursed: "Fox, it's all your fault! It's all you!"

"Jia Min, you are enough!" Chen Jiayan stepped forward to stand in front of me and said, "There is a limit to nonsense, this time it was too much."

"What's so good about this vixen, why is she worthy of what you do for her..."

Before he finished speaking, there was another slap in the face. Wang Haicheng inserted into our line, his hands trembling, and suddenly yelled at Mrs. Wang: "Why are you still standing there? Hurry up and bring her in, it's embarrassing here!" Now."

The first thing I did when I recovered from the shock was to grab Chen Jiayan's hand and say, "Let me see where the injury is?" His hand was covered in blood, but the corner of his mouth was still smiling, just That innocent hand parted my hair and said, "Does it hurt?"

When I saw the smile in his eyes, tears immediately fell, and I was afraid that he would see it, so I could only lower my head.

He raised his hand to cup my cheek and said, "It hurts, doesn't it?"

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all." I carefully held his injured hand and said, "What about you? Does your hand hurt? Will it be disabled? Chen Jiayan, can your hand still move?" He smiled lightly, He shook his head and said, "It doesn't matter." But that hand never lifted up.The doctor sewed more than a dozen stitches on Chen Jiayan's wound.The scissors stabbed my left shoulder and scratched many places along my arm. The most important thing was my wrist. The doctor said that it might hurt my nerves. I don't know if it will affect my future activities.I was very worried, but Chen Jiayan just said it doesn't matter, and then he took my hand with his injured arm and said, "Let's go."

I felt that his hand was exerting force, just to reassure me. I couldn't bear it, so I took his other hand and said, "The gauze on my hand is in the way."

He looked down at the gauze in his hand, and smiled at me: "It's very troublesome." I really didn't expect to see such a turbulent meeting at the parent meeting this time. In any case, it should be that he will be more ups and downs when he meets my father. Ups and downs, but now it's the other way around, and I can't recover for a while. When I raised my hand to start the car, Chen Jiayan held my hand and said, "You took the wrong key."

I was stunned for a while, only to realize that I was stuffing the door keys into the car, and hurriedly said, "It's too dark, I can't see clearly."

"Qiqi." He didn't let go, instead he grabbed me closer and said, "What did Jiamin tell you?"

"No." I tried my best to smile, but my acting skills were limited, and that smile was definitely unnatural, so I could only sigh and say without confessing, "Actually, what she said was right. You did it for me. You gave up the opportunity of the Legal Department, and followed my father to do those shady things, you had a bright future, but I killed you."

He stared blankly at me, slid his finger on my cheek and said, "You really think so?" I nodded slightly, long before Jiamin said these words, I had already vaguely had such thoughts.But love is really a selfish thing, if you love him, you won't be willing to part with him.I deluded myself and thought all of this was invisible, but unfortunately there are always bystanders who always know clearly.

Chen Jiayan suddenly raised his hand and pulled it, and I fell into his arms without noticing, I hurriedly stood up and said, "I hit your wound."

"It doesn't matter." He said with his cheek against my cold hair, "It doesn't matter, just remember that you said that no matter what happens, no matter what I do, whether I am a barrister or the son of a rapist, you will be with me." I'm together, always together, and will never leave me."

I exhaled lightly, raised my hand and pulled his coat and said: "I remember what I said, and I will not go back on it. You must also remember what you promised me, love me ten times and a hundred times," think about it No, straightened up and said, "No, you have to love me a hundred times and a thousand times now."

"What?" He looked at me slightly puzzled.I pouted and looked at the street lights outside the car and said, "I thought you were doing your job, but now I know that you also show affection to other girls."

"Am I being courteous?"

I rolled my eyelids to look at the street lamp, muttering in hope that he couldn’t hear clearly, but I couldn’t help but say, “You can paint, burn pottery and blow glass, but you haven’t done any of them for me.”

He smiled softly and said, "Are you jealous of Jiamin? She is my younger sister." I muttered, "You treat her as your younger sister, and people who haven't seen you also treat you as your elder brother."

"Are you jealous of the glass lamp I gave him?"

I turned my face away a little. "And that lotus leaf brush?" I turned my face away a little more. "You also want ink painting?" My neck was about to break, so I could only turn my body sideways.

He raised his hand and pulled my shoulder. Since he is a patient now, I can't argue with him very much, so I can only follow his hand and turn around, but still turn my face away and look at the streetlights outside the window.He said with a smile in his voice: "I really like to see you jealous. If I had known, I should have given Jia Min more things."

"You!" I got annoyed, raised the trolley and pushed the door of the car and said, "I'll take a taxi back by myself."

"Then next time I will make ten glazed lamps, burn a hundred ceramic vessels, and draw a thousand ink paintings for you. Do you want more?" Facing such a huge temptation, I hesitated when I pushed the door of the car, silently Looking back at him, thinking of his injured hand, he felt that he was not good enough, so he said, "One of each kind every year."

He nodded.I felt uneasy, so I added another sentence: "Chen Jiayan, you are not allowed to lie to me."

"When have I lied to you?" He said, the smile on his face suddenly disappeared.But only for a moment, he grabbed my hand again and said, "Let's go, you have to go home and help me take care of this hand."

(End of this chapter)