How much love has become a cloud of smoke

Chapter 43 The Dream Wedding (2)
"Why Gao Tianming?"

"Because someone wants to use him to win over Chen Jiayan."

I seemed to be stabbed in the back by something, and I straightened up all of a sudden. She sighed and said: "When I first saw Chen Jiayan in the exhibition center, I already felt that this person is not simple. I have to admit that Chen Jiayan He is a rare talent. If such a person cannot be used by Meng Junshan, he will definitely eradicate him. Chen Jiayan has stayed with Meng Junshan for so long, but he has never expressed his position. You think Junshan has the patience to continue waiting ?"

It's really a sword piercing my heart, and I have no strength to fight back. "Chen Jiayan has only two endings. Either he seeks refuge with Meng Junshan, or is abandoned by him, or worse, he finds a more terrifying backer than Meng Junshan. If he becomes that kind of person, will you still be with him?" She With a cold smile, "Don't tell me, you naively thought that you could go far away with him."

I'm really that naive. "Chen Jiayan is not an idiot. Sooner or later, he will know that this matter was planned by your father. What do you think will happen to the two of you then? Qiqi, you are no longer a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl. You should know what reality is. "

It turned out that I was no longer a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl, it was really bad.When we were young, we believed that we could change the universe. When we were sixteen or seventeen, we believed that we could change the world. Now I finally know that I can't change anything.

The older a person grows up, the more he loses his courage.But what Zhou Youlin didn't know was that what I was shocked and afraid of was not the fruitless love, but today's situation, which was actually me forcing Chen Jiayan and Gao Tianming into it step by step.I think Chen Jiayan probably already thought of the answer to this situation on the return boat.It's just that he didn't tell me it was all because of me.If it wasn't for me, Gao Tianming would not have killed anyone.If it weren't for me, Meng Junshan would be just a passer-by to Chen Jiayan, and it is by no means impossible to win this battle with his ability to fight to the death.If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be in such a difficult situation.

I was like a jackhammer, dragging his steps again and again.The stupidest one has always been me.I thought I loved him, but in fact I made him more difficult and painful than ever.Seeing that I didn't speak, Zhou Youlin slowed down and said, "Qiqi, come with me. You don't have to worry that Chen Jiayan will look for you everywhere. I can arrange everything. I guarantee that Chen Jiayan will never find you again."

I suddenly understood that Zhou Youlin in front of me was the real Zhou Youlin, she was so similar to her father, she could guess all his thoughts.All the past is just her acting for me, she is better than her father, she is the woman who controls Meng Junshan's life.

I couldn't help whispering: "It's terrible..."

"Did you just know now? Meng Junshan is such a person. He can ignore his own nephew and use his daughter for everything. If he didn't know that Gao Tianming likes you, how could he dare to do such a trap... "

"I mean, you guys are so scary!" I suddenly raised my hand and smashed a vase on the ancient shelf at hand, Zhou Youlin was taken aback. "One of you is my father and the other is my mother, but you are plotting against each other and acting in front of me. When have you ever treated me sincerely? Do you treat me like a daughter!" I hurried to rush out the door. Out, Zhou Youlin finally got up and came over to hold me back, and said with a stern look:

"You have absolutely no right to talk about him in this matter. If he didn't treat you as his daughter, he wouldn't have carefully designed such a trap. He directly killed Long Jintang, directly used Gao Tianming to blackmail Chen Jiayan, and even killed Chen Jiayan. He can do it all. He just took your feelings into consideration, he knew you liked Chen Jiayan, so he took such painstaking efforts."

Zhou Youlin was right, it was because of me again. "The reason why I didn't insist on taking you away forcibly at that time was also because I saw how much he cared about you. Today's situation is something I didn't expect." At this time, she stood up to protect her father. Never thought of it. "And now?" I said to her, "Why are you taking me away now? Do you think he doesn't care about me anymore?"

"It's just that he cares about you too much. I don't dare to estimate what else he will do for you."

She put her hands around my shoulders and said, "Even if he wants to protect you again, what he does will always hurt you. I know this better than anyone else. Meng Junshan is such a person. He was me at the beginning, but now It's you."

Yes, my father is indeed such a person, the way he loves me, I will never be able to accept it, even though I know he loves me so much and cares about me.

"Qiqi, I can't bear to see you like me, one day you will regret today's decision." Seeing that I didn't listen, she suddenly raised her hand and slapped her, and said loudly, "Don't you want to be like me and be raped by yourself?" Are you hated by your loved ones and blamed by your own children?"

I froze there, my cheeks burning hot.Her voice trembled slightly: "You are right, I am acting in front of you, but who am I doing this for? Why did I take such a risk and come back to take you away? I just don't want to see you There is today. If I had taken you away last time, I would not have everything today, and I regret it too. I don’t know what will happen if you stay. I don’t want to see you become the second Me. I am very cruel, but my heart is also made of flesh, you are the flesh that fell from my body, seeing you hurt, how can I not feel pain!"

For the first time I saw tears in her eyes, I couldn't believe it, real tears. "Knowing that you were raped by that bastard, I really wanted to kill Meng Junshan. I kept you by his side like this, but he failed to protect you. How much I hate him and myself. I Buy a plane ticket and fly back immediately, do you think I'm really just here to tell you a story?"

I am powerless to accuse her, everything she says makes sense, and I cannot refute it.I remember the pain in Chen Jiayan's eyes at that time, I believe Zhou Youlin is not lying to me.

After all, she is my biological mother.On the way back, the third brother took out an ice pack and handed it to me, saying, "Does your face hurt? It will be better if you cover it." I looked back at him and said, "Did you see it just now?"

He didn't make a sound, I took the ice pack and said, "Why did you bring me to see her, you knew that Dad would be unhappy if he found out."

"I'm not a puppet, I sometimes want to do what I think is right."

"Do you think Zhou Youlin is right?" I put an ice pack on my face and said, "She is so good at acting, I don't know which one is real and which one is fake."

"We are all acting, and she is not alone. But when she came to me, she was right. People like the third master can do anything, and Chen Jiayan is not an easy character to deal with. No matter how things go, Whichever result it is, it is unfortunate for you."

I find it funny: "Do you want to protect me too?" He didn't speak for a long time, and finally said: "I just don't want to see innocent people being involved again." I think what he said probably It's about my missing cousin.Although I don't know what happened, I also know that third brother has been very guilty because of that incident, just like he lost me that day and caused me to be insulted, and he has been deeply guilty until now.I know he's a good guy, but sometimes he can't help himself.

"Third Brother." I took his hand and said, "Would you like to slap me on the other side of the face too, so that Dad won't be able to see it."

Vol.2
When I left my father's house, it was already dark.

My father didn't blame me too much for running away from home, obviously his mind is not there at the moment.There are more important things waiting for him to deal with. I saw him go in and out of the study many times, and the cigar that was lit was always lit by some, and then he snuffed it out.

I didn't wait for Chen Jiayan to pick me up, but left after dinner.My father didn't stop me either. I could see that he was waiting for something big to happen, which was probably the last thing I wanted to see.

When I got home, I saw Chen Jiayan on the phone in the living room. This was the first time I saw Chen Jiayan like that. He was not calm or calm at all.In the narrow gap, his figure appears and disappears from time to time.

"Give up? At this time you want me to give up my brother, how is this possible. He is my brother, and I am just such a brother..." After a long time, the voice suddenly became weak, "No, it's not the time yet... Why must it be now? Is there no other way, must it be done?"

My hand was stuck there when I pushed the door, and suddenly I heard a sound of slamming. When I opened the door, I saw Chen Jiayan standing on the balcony, and the phone was broken into several pieces and fell around the living room.

Ah Huang walked over silently and picked up a piece of the broken phone and gave it to me.I remembered the first time I saw Chen Jiayan, he picked up the magazine on the ground and gave it to me, I saw his back when he left, confident and confident, as if there was no problem in this world that he couldn't solve.But at this moment, he was so dazed and powerless.I felt a slight soreness in my heart, as if something had flown away.He turned around and looked at me standing there, seemed to have suddenly remembered something, walked towards me quickly and said:

"Sorry, I didn't know it was so late."

"It's okay, Dad's car is empty anyway, and my third brother sent me back." I picked up the broken mobile phone and said distressedly, "Why do you have to drop the mobile phone? It's very expensive." He bowed his head and smiled. .I saw a table of documents spread out on the coffee table. Chen Jiayan bent over and touched A Huang's head. The living room was empty, and there was a slight roar in my ears. I said, "Chen Jiayan, do you want to defend Gao Tianming?"

Chen Jiayan was still squatting there, not looking into my eyes, and said in a low voice, "This is the first time I feel so powerless."

I stood there, and at this moment, I really felt my heart ache.Because it was me who made him in such a dilemma, everything was because of me.Zhou Youlin's voice echoed in my ears: "I'm sorry for letting you see my gaffe in the hotel that day. I just wanted to let Junshan know that I am a woman who is not worthy of his love. To put it bluntly, I just want to let you He just hates me. It makes me feel better. Do you understand? It makes me feel better if he hates me..."

At this moment, I finally understood her words somewhat.If Chen Jiayan accused me at this time, or even left me, I wouldn't blame him.But he didn't say anything, he always endured everything silently by himself, protecting me and loving me in every way he could.

I used to think that he was a god, but in the face of all this, I realized that he is also a mortal body, and he will be powerless, painful and sad, and unable to bear it.

"Chen Jiayan..." I put my hand on his shoulder, and he suddenly grabbed my hand, hugged me tightly, and whispered in my ear: "Qiqi, this time... After the end, we Get out of here, okay?"

I froze there, letting him hold me motionless.He said this to me a year ago, he said he would take me out of here when it was all over, and I have always believed in what he said and did.Only now did I know that he was not unwilling, but powerless.

(End of this chapter)