How much love has become a cloud of smoke

Chapter 42 The Dream Wedding (1)
Vol.1
If it was when I first joined D&K Bank, let alone Gao Tianming killed someone, that is to say, he blew up the earth, I would have no doubts.But times have changed, today is not what it used to be, the Gao Tianming of today is no longer the Gao Tianming of the past, I don't believe he would rashly do such a stupid thing.

However, the person Gao Tianming killed... turned out to be Long Jintang.I learned the news on the return boat, holding Ah Huang in my arms and opening a bottle of orange juice.

When Chen Jiayan broke the news, my hands shook inadvertently, and Ah Huang shook his head at me with his head full of orange juice.

Although Chen Jiayan spoke very calmly, the headlines of the newspaper passionately used various pictures and texts to express the drama and enjoyment of the event-the life-threatening struggle between the former prince of D&K Bank and the future prince of Longma Society. Love the country and love the beauties.

Unfortunately, that beauty is my girl.Although there was no photo of me in the newspaper, there were hundreds of words of insinuations and accusations. Anyone in the city with an IQ above 70 should be able to guess that the answer to this crossword puzzle is my girl’s name.

What happened to this matter, Chen Jiayan and I still don't know.However, when we couldn't wait to get off the boat to find out, we were stopped by Cheng Yaojin who was halfway.There is really no handsome guy in this world who is more unpopular than the third brother. Even if he is more handsome than Gino Reeves, but he will not choose the time, place and occasion to appear frequently, and only the word "obscene" remains.

I was about to go around him, but the third brother simply raised his hand to stop me and said, "Qiqi, the third master asked me to pick you up."

Although I knew that my father would be unhappy if I ran away from home, but I didn't expect him to come to me at this time to settle the score. I was about to evade it, but was snatched by Chen Jiayan and said:

"Qiqi, you go back with him first." I was stunned for a moment, Chen Jiayan handed me Ahuang's dog leash and said, "You take Ahuang with you, and I'll come pick you up when I'm done." Chen Jiayan said Very calm, always so confident appearance.Although I can see that he was a little flustered when he first received the news, but in the silence along the way, he should have found a way to rescue Gao Tianming, and even if he didn't find it, he should be close.I still have some confidence in Chen Jiayan.So when he said that, I had no choice but to respond.

Seeing Chen Jiayan get into the taxi, the third brother also opened the door and said to me: "Get in the car." Probably my father was also very annoyed by my running away. Dare to ask.When I am in a bad situation, it is better for people to be quiet. I was thinking about how to deal with it when I got home, but suddenly found that the car was not driving to my father's residence.

I looked out the window vigilantly, looked back at my third brother and said, "Where are you going?" The third brother didn't look at me, but said something that couldn't be used anymore: "You will know when you arrive." Ah Huang was a little uneasy, because what happened recently was a bit derailed, and he didn't know what direction the story was going to take.

Fortunately, in the end the car was parked in front of a private house instead of a weapons warehouse.I led Ah Huang out of the car, and a kind middle-aged woman came out of the small courtyard, smiled at me, and pushed open the courtyard door.I first made sure that she was not a servant of my father's family, and then I was about to ask my third brother what happened, but found that he had moved from my side to the yard.

The woman saw that I was still standing, and opened the door a little wider. In fact, I didn’t think that I would not be able to walk through the gap in the door that the third brother could squeeze in with my body. I don’t know why it caused her such a misunderstanding. Now explain I can't explain clearly, so I can only bite the bullet and go in first.

What surprised me even more was that the person sitting in the room turned out to be Zhou Youlin.The afternoon sun shone on her, as beautiful as a character in a painting.If I saw her like this more than a year ago, the admiration in my heart would flow out like the heart of taffy, but at this moment, my heart is as cold as the Antarctic glacier-such an elegant woman Man she did such a cruel thing to me.I led Ahuang to stop it from going any further. Zhou Youlin stood up and said to the third brother behind me: "Thank you for your hard work." Then he said, "I want to have a private chat with Qiqi, is that okay?" Before the third brother had time to agree or refuse, I grabbed him, probably too hard, and the third brother looked down at me.I turned around and said, "I have nothing to say to her, take me out of here." But before I reached the door, Zhou Youlin's voice sounded slowly: "Don't you want to know what happened to Gao Tianming? What's the matter?"

I stopped, and the third brother held me and grabbed his hand and said, "I'll wait for you outside, call me anytime you need anything." Then, he walked out of the living room with the woman.

Through the floor-to-ceiling glass in the living room, I could see him and his wife in the garden behind. Zhou Youlin raised his hand to me and said, "Sit first, you're tired after a whole night's work."

I'm really tired, and I didn't sleep well last night. I probably caught a cold, and I felt dizzy at this time.She poured me a cup of black tea, and her fingers were as beautiful as creamy white jade under the sun. Such a beautiful person is so cruel to me.

I picked up the teacup.When she smells the tea, she knows that it is the top-quality Darjeeling. She always only drinks black tea, and she prefers Darjeeling.I used to travel all over the three islands in order to find the best Darjeeling for her, but I didn't feel that this tea was so special when I drank it at this time.

"You don't look very well," Zhou Youlin said to me after putting down his teacup, "I've heard about everything that happened to you recently."

I also put down the cup, looked up and saw her pair of bright eyes rolling on me.I felt an inexplicable disgust for those gentle eyes in my heart. Ah Huang was lying on my feet basking in the sun, and it seemed that his mood was very stable.

"You came here specially to tell me, do you know what happened to me?"

"No." Zhou Youlin looked at me with a half-smile and said, "I came back to take you away."

My cup was not stable and I almost spilled the black tea.I raised my head in amazement and looked at Zhou Youlin who was sitting opposite, she was still smiling gently, as if everything that had happened was just my hallucination.

I suddenly laughed, or rather sneered. "Aren't you afraid that Dad will tell your current husband what happened back then? You take me away, are you going to put me next to you like a decoration, and tell people around you that I am your new assistant? You Aren't you afraid that he will do crazy things and ruin your reputation?"

She was not frightened by my threats, or even moved in the slightest. She still smiled slightly, lowered her eyelashes, picked up the teacup, took a sip of black tea, and said, "You really think that I will be afraid of you?" him."

This tone made me slightly startled, it was not the Zhou Youlin I knew at all.I used to be very curious, what kind of woman is my mother?To be able to make Meng Junshan love so desperately.Father has had many women over the years, smart, beautiful, capable, and rich, but none of them can hold his heart.

His heart must have been with my mother, I believe so.When I first met Zhou Youlin, I wondered if my mother would be so elegant and beautiful.Because that beauty is indeed enough to overwhelm a city, I believe that if my mother has such a face, it will not be surprising to keep my father's heart for ten, twenty or even thirty years.

But that day in the hotel, I saw a selfish, cowardly and even disgusting woman. I kept thinking, how could that person be my mother, how could my mother be like this, and how could my father fall in love with such a woman? woman.

Now I know that what I see is not real.I didn't know the woman in front of me at all, I never knew what kind of person my mother was.

"Do you want to know why I left him back then?" Zhou Youlin said slowly, "It's because I saw him become what he is now, but I can't change it. In order to protect myself and you, I had to leave .”

With a gentle, calm and elegant voice, this——is the woman Meng Junshan loves.She put down her teacup, tightened the purple shawl on her shoulders, and continued: "Qiqi, you are my daughter, it's not surprising that you resemble me, but I didn't expect that our two mothers and daughters are even in the same situation. I will see you step by step. Today, I finally know that you are repeating my mistakes, and the last thing I want to see as your mother is that you do the stupid things I did back then. Your results will not be better than mine, because you have no I am as cruel-hearted as your father."

This sentence really hits the heart with an arrow. I have inherited all the DNA, except that I am less cruel. "At that time, your grandfather was also a person who could call the wind and rain in this city. Everyone would be taboo when they heard the name Zhou Chuanshan. But I just hated this father and couldn't understand his style. I always opposed him and even fell in love with him. He is the person he hates the most. When I fell in love with your father, he was still a little-known little person. At that time, he followed a bastard who was not even a character, like a trickster, but I loved him. "

She picked up the cup and said: "The first time I saw Jun Shan was when he was on a car cruise. His motorcycle was riding very well. He could have won the 1 yuan. But in order to get around it, he suddenly rushed out The kid on the road turned on his back. If he wasn’t protected by the helmet, he would have died a long time ago. He fell at my feet, got up and patted his pants, and then picked up the motorcycle, losing with dignity. That’s when I fell in love with him, no For any reason."

"Meng Junshan at that time was very different from now. He almost died in order to avoid a child, and he ran around the entire Qingshui Bay for three days and three nights for the girl he liked. Although he had no money and did not read many books, But he is really good to me. I like his energetic appearance, and he likes to talk to me about his future dreams and our future. You must not think that a person like him also has dreams. He once wanted to be the world's biggest The jeweler in the company gave me the biggest and most beautiful diamond as a wedding ring. But at that time, I didn’t care about the size of the diamond at all, I really wanted to be with him for the rest of my life.”

When she said these words, there was warmth hidden in her eyes. I believe that the words she said were the most sincere words in her heart.She said: "That was the best time of my life. I gave it all to that person. I don't regret it at all."

"Since it's so beautiful, why do you still betray him?" She slowly took a sip of black tea, looked at me and said, "Although I think he is different from those gangsters, my father doesn't think so. He doesn't like Junshan very much. He concluded that this person would be a terrible character. But I don't believe it. When your grandfather made such an assertion, I had already decided to marry your father. You probably won't believe it. Your father is the only man I have ever truly loved in my life. So for him, I can do everything for him. After I married your father, your grandfather didn't stop there. You can't imagine how big his sphere of influence is. I didn't live well with your father. When I was pregnant with you, I even I still have to sleep in a cage room, but I have never regretted it. But your father did a lot of things that I don't know about in order to compete with your grandfather, and before I knew it, he had already sold himself to Cheng Shichang."

She didn't look at me, but stroked a scar on the palm of her hand and said, "I know he loves me, so I can't accuse him of changing, because everything he does is for me, and he wants to be with me." He gave up a lot of things, even the dream he never forgot. He was right, the reason why he became what he is today is all caused by me.”

She showed me the wound on the palm of her hand, and said: "This scar was cut by a knife when your grandfather snatched you from me. It has not healed, and it has always been on my heart. It reminds me It hurts to wake up sometimes, but we have to wake up."

It was the first time I saw such a terrible wound, as if it was about to cut off the palm of my hand.Seeing that wound, I knew how much she had suffered. I believed that she had paid too much for this humble love, and how hard-won all this is now.

"Okay." I interrupted her, pushed the chair away and stood up and said, "After all this, you just want to tell me the reason why you left us back then was so high-sounding, you want me to feel that you are doing it for my own good I'm sorry, I don't appreciate it. I will handle my own affairs."

"Sit down!" She suddenly raised her voice.As if I was shot by a sharp sword, I stood there suddenly, and turned around to find that she was looking at me with a sharp light in her eyes, which was very frightening.However, in an instant, she had recovered her elegance as usual, raised her hand to pour the black tea, and said in a low voice, "I haven't finished my words yet."

When he looked at me again, he was already gentle as usual, with a soft curve at the corner of his mouth. "I heard that you left Chen Jiayan a while ago and hid in a place where he couldn't find him anywhere. Can you tell me why?" I didn't want to answer, so I turned my face away and looked at the flowers in the yard.

"Because you already know that there is no result for you to be with him." She put down the tea cup and said, "You know that you are powerless to change all this, and you know that there is no result with him, but you are reluctant to leave him, you Really dumber than me."

I didn't tell her that she was wrong.I left Chen Jiayan not because of this fruitless love.Even if this feeling doesn't blossom for thousands of years, I won't leave Chen Jiayan.But Jiamin's words woke me up suddenly. She said: It's all because of me that Chen Jiayan became like this.

In those days, I saw him always guarding my bedside, and I knew that Jia Min was right.It was because of me that he was struggling, and because of me, he was in deep trouble. He suffered so much, but he never complained to me.He originally had a bright future, but he fell into the abyss step by step because of me.I never doubted that he wanted to take me far away, but I saw with my own eyes that he crossed the mountain of swords and the sea of ​​fire step by step in order to fulfill this promise.

I can't bear it.I left because I just didn't want to see him make things difficult for me again, in such pain.But because of reluctance, he went and returned.

I don't think Zhou Youlin will understand all this.Even if she kept talking about how she loved my father and how she turned away to save us, she couldn't possibly understand my feelings.

Because she is not me, she will not understand my mood.I looked at her and said: "Since you have already chosen to abandon me back then, you don't have to worry about who I'm with, whether there is a good result, that's all my business, don't worry about it."

"Some things can deceive the world, but you can't deceive yourself. You know in your heart that what I said is right, but you are not cruel enough, so I will help you." I turned around coldly Said: "I don't need your help." He took Ah Huang and walked towards the door. "What do you still want to do? To save Gao Tianming? You can't save him." She raised her voice slightly, and I stopped walking towards the door, and I heard her say, "Qiqi, by today you should understand that all this It's all because of you, if you had followed me back then, none of this would have happened, and Gao Tianming would not have killed anyone."

I suddenly turned around and stopped her: "Gao Tianming won't kill people!" Ah Huang shivered in fright. "He confessed to me himself." She lowered her eyelashes and poured tea into a rose porcelain cup, and said, "I met him yesterday. Don't be surprised, as long as you use some inconspicuous connections, as long as you have a relationship with Gao Tianming It is said that I am Meng Qiqi's mother, and I can do a lot of things. Don't you understand?" She looked at me a little sadly, probably because of my IQ. "All of this is just a bureau. Someone deliberately spread the news that you were raped by Long Jintang to anger Gao Tianming, and then used Gao Tianming's hands to kill Long Jintang. In fact, it doesn't matter whether he really killed Long Jintang. The important thing is that someone wants Long Jintang to die, and Gao Tianming is the scapegoat. Gao Tianming has a lot of criminal records. Even if you believe him, the police and the Legal Department will not believe him. He will definitely go to jail. He is the scapegoat. "

(End of this chapter)