unruly princess

Chapter 69

She handed over the spoon again, and I had no choice but to open my mouth again.But this time I didn't spit it out.I think her family's situation is not poor but not rich, especially the cost of seeing a doctor is not cheap for them!I can't bear to refuse their kindness.

She watched me finish drinking the medicine and then showed a gratified smile: "That's right! If you don't drink it, you will never recover from your illness, and then you won't be able to be my daughter-in-law."

I was taken aback when I heard this, and almost spit out the medicinal soup I just swallowed again. "You... what did you say?"

"Ah~ no...it's nothing. You just need to take good care of your wounds. I suddenly remembered that I was cooking some porridge. I'll go and see." Looking at her back as if fleeing away, I suddenly felt a sense of loss in my heart.

Could it be that the purpose of her saving me is to make me a daughter-in-law for their family?In this way, her son was unable to marry a wife.Then he is either demented or stupid or disabled.But from what she said just now, her son should not be an idiot or a fool.Then you may be disabled.

I secretly sighed, originally thought that I had met a kind person, but unexpectedly, I had such a purpose.No, maybe they were well-meaning people in the first place, and they just wanted to let go of their concerns by the way.It is also true that they saved me.I can't deny their kindness to me just because of this.

But it is really impossible for me to be her daughter-in-law.I can't say it clearly now, I can only see the situation first.However, things are not as bad as expected.

Her son was not a fool or disabled, but a fine young man.About 23, four years old.The skin is a healthy tan.Thick eyebrows and big eyes, loyal but capable.Especially when he smiles, he is very sunny and simple.It makes people feel very comfortable.To be able to produce such a character in such a rural place is really outstanding.

When he saw me for the first time, he just smiled honestly and his face was slightly red.I also smiled at him to express my gratitude to him.

The family's surname is Wang, and the young man's name is Wang Dazhu.His father, the old man Wang, was the head of a village with hundreds of households.So their family is richer than the average family.Moreover, Wang Dazhu himself is very capable, he is the most capable carpenter in their village.

Ordinarily, at his age, he should have already been married, and he might have a large group of children.But why haven't you married yet?This question was asked privately when that Mrs. Wang (that’s what I usually call her) was chatting with me? Because he looks better than the people in the village, and he has a good ability to support his family.In the eyes of these village girls, this is a very good condition.How many girls' hearts have you won.In today's terms, he is the prince charming in the minds of those girls.

However, when people's conditions are good, they will always be a little proud and have their own thoughts.He still can't see those girls.No matter what you say, you must find a girl you like to be your wife.Although the old man Wang and his wife were anxious, there was nothing they could do. Of course they had such a precious son, and of course they followed him in everything.

In other respects, they are very good, very filial, and very polite to people, but the marriage has made them worry about it.Although she didn't say a word about letting his son marry me, she was spying on my thoughts intentionally or unintentionally, so I had no choice but to say a few words indiscriminately, and also hinted in a tactful way that I would not be their daughter-in-law .Now is not the time to tell them the details.

During this time, I discovered something that made me extremely sad and depressed.My legs couldn't even walk.It should be said that my wound, which was not well at first, became more serious because of the long-term immersion in water.I'm afraid I won't be able to walk like a normal person for a short time.

After nearly a month of recuperation, except for the leg injury, other injuries on my body are almost healed.Especially the bruises and bruises on his body caused by hitting the stone wall also disappeared.Although the vitality of the body has not yet recovered, the overall situation is already very good.

Wang Dazhu is a very good carpenter, the crutch he made is much more comfortable than the wooden stick that Heipi gave me.Aunt Wang also made me a soft cotton pad on it.I can use crutches to get out of bed and walk.Seeing my physical condition gradually improve, old man Wang and his wife also showed a gratified but somewhat ambiguous smile on their faces.

I knew it was time for them to tell me something I had been reluctant to face.In fact, Wang Dazhu is very clear about my thoughts. From his careful care of me, his tireless preparation of medicine for me, and sometimes going to the market far away to buy some delicious melons and fruits and beautiful decorations for me. You can feel it.

I also showed my rejection in my words and deeds, and he is not a fool to see it naturally.But he was only temporarily lost, and he will still treat me well in the future.I don't even know what he was thinking.

After dinner one day, they finally brought the subject to the surface. "Xiao Yu," Aunt Wang said first.I told them my name was Xiao Yu, but they didn't ask any further questions and just called me that.Maybe they thought that being called Xiaoyu was no different from being called Xiaohua.

I looked up at her waiting for her next words. "You see, you have been in our house for a month, and you and Dazhu must know each other very well, right? What do you think of him?"

"Mother, what are you talking about?" Wang Dazhu looked at his mother with a flushed face, and then quickly glanced at me.It seems that he also wants to know my evaluation of him.

"Brother Wang is very kind, capable, hard-working and filial, and he takes care of me in every possible way. I am very touched. To be honest, I have no brothers and sisters since I was a child. I really hope that there are brothers and sisters like Brother Wang A good person will be my big brother. I just don’t know if big brother Wang wants to.” Although my words have a purpose, they are also my inner thoughts.Speaking sincerely and sincerely.

I know I'm being cruel, but it's not going to be possible to use strong drugs in this area, especially after so many hints I've made have failed.Old man Wang's family all looked a little uncomfortable.

Old man Wang, who has never been very talkative, coughed and said, "Miss Xiaoyu, I think you must understand what we want to say. We don't want you to be brothers and sisters, we want you to be husband and wife! I Although I don’t know your background, I think it’s either rich or noble. Maybe our Dazhu is not good enough for you, but you are destined to meet. And no matter how rich you are, it’s a thing of the past. Although our family is not rich, we can still If you eat well and wear warm clothes, I won’t wrong you.”

"Father, stop talking. Xiaoyu doesn't want to and I don't want to force her." Wang Dazhu lowered his eyes to cover the sadness in his eyes and said with a face full of disappointment.

"Uncle, aunt, you all misunderstood what I meant. I didn't mean to look down on or belittle you. On the contrary, I like this kind of life very much. But I can't marry Brother Wang." I said guiltily.

"Then why?" Aunt Wang was puzzled.

"Because... I'm already married." I had to reveal the cruel truth to them.This may be the best reason for my rejection!
All three of them gasped, obviously surprised. "Are you really married?" Aunt Wang asked uncertainly.

I nodded and said, "Not only am I married, but I'm also a key criminal pursued by the court. So I have to leave after my leg injury recovers, or I will implicate you all."

"A fugitive?" This time, the three asked in unison.

"Yes, of course it must be under the condition that you still take me in. If you feel embarrassed by me, I can leave immediately. I have really troubled you for too long. Your kindness has exhausted my life There is no answer."

In this closed small village, it is almost isolated from the outside world, and I don't know what's going on outside.Has Yu Kangqi's conspiracy been exposed?Chu Yuntian, princess, there are many, many things that bother me.If it is exposed, what kind of attitude will the emperor have, and will he continue to let them get married?It would be worse if it wasn't exposed, I don't even dare to think.

The three of them were silent for a long time, and I also sat quietly.I knew their minds were fighting fiercely, so I didn't bother them, and they would naturally speak when they thought about it.

"Father, mother." Wang Dazhu called out first. "Although I don't know why Xiaoyu is a fugitive, but in my opinion, she is a kind and intelligent girl. So even if she refuses to marry me, I will protect him like a big brother. I recognize her girl."

The old man Wang and his wife looked at each other, sighed helplessly, and said, "Okay, you can do whatever you want! We actually like this girl very much. But she is already married and we can't say anything else. Just think we have an extra daughter!"

I was overjoyed when I heard that, I bowed my head while leaning on my crutches, for fear that they would change their minds again. "Xiaoyu pays homage to godfather and mother." The two elders were also a little excited, and quickly helped me up.

Aunt Wang grabbed my hand and said, "Good boy, get up quickly. Your leg is not healed yet!"

Without the psychological burden, my mood is much better than before.Another few days passed, and I found that my legs were much better.I can walk without crutches, although it's still a little hilly.

But extremes lead to opposites, and too many good things is not a good sign.This day, when I was learning needlework with Mrs. Wang while chatting.

Wang Dazhu suddenly ran into the house out of breath with an anxious expression on his face, "Xiaoyu, it's not good. Hurry up, hide quickly, there are a large number of officers and soldiers coming to our village! They said that they will search here if they want to find someone. I'm afraid I'm going to catch you."

When I heard that this was no small matter, I stood up in a panic.Looking for a hidden place to hide.

"Don't be afraid, daughter. Go hide in the cellar first, and come out when the crisis is over."

"But you..." I was a little worried about their safety.I am not afraid of being searched by the emperor's soldiers, but I am afraid of being searched by Yu Kangqi's men.A perverted and cold-blooded person like him really doesn't know what kind of things he will do.Besides, he is the only one who knows that I fell into the mountain stream, and this is the most likely place to come.If that was the case, Hei Pi would not have given the letter I wrote to Chu Yuntian!This is really bad.

"There's no time, hurry up!" Wang Dazhu shouted anxiously.

I had no choice but to go down to the cellar.It is already winter, and there are some cabbage, wine and other things in the cellar.It was also very cold. I found a place to sit down, but my heart was extremely anxious.

I vaguely heard a lot of footsteps coming from outside.But it only returned to calm for a moment, and it didn't turn around like I thought.I'm a little puzzled, this doesn't seem like Yu Kangqi's style!

Not long after, I heard the sound of footsteps going away again. "Girl, come out quickly! They have already left." Aunt Wang said as she opened the cellar door.

I went out of the cellar, only to find that the things here were as neat as before I went to the cellar. "Didn't they make things difficult for you?" I asked.

"No, it's quite polite. I just took a picture of you and asked about it before leaving. But I don't think they came to arrest you." Aunt Wang said.

I have been thinking about Yu Kangqi's conspiracy and the matter between Chu Yuntian and the princess, but I didn't pay attention to her words, and my heart was full of anxiety.They didn't search or because they too were bored and there was no need to search.Almost everyone in this village has never seen Wu, so naturally they don't know me.Because I seldom go out, firstly because my legs and feet are not convenient, and secondly because I am also afraid that they will search for them at any time, and if I make a mistake, I will lose my life.It seems that there is nothing wrong with being careful.

Another month has passed, the weather is deep winter, and the weather is unbearably cold.The small river outside was also covered with thick ice, and there were a few light snowfalls.My legs are almost fine too.Those officers and soldiers didn't come back after they left. I think they thought I should die.

This is just right, I plan to disguise myself and go back to the capital to see what's going on now.Just when I was getting ready, Wang Dazhu brought a piece of news that was extremely unfavorable to me and even to the whole country—the emperor and the king of Nanjun had already started a war.

When I learned the news, I immediately stayed on the spot, unable to recover for a long time.If their war has already begun, then. ． ．The emperor naturally borrowed soldiers, so Chu Yuntian and the princess are already married.But I still couldn't believe it and asked again, although I didn't hold out any hope.

Wang Dazhu's answer really wiped out all the luck I had.He said that although he was not very clear, he heard that he borrowed soldiers because he was married to a princess from another country. ． ．

Hearing this, I was completely stunned, and the pain in my heart was far more profound than I imagined.Maybe he had a reason to get married, maybe he was really forced to help him, maybe he was doing it for his cousin's country, or maybe he was doing it for the lives of the people of Jinlong Kingdom. ． ．

In short, I don't care what high-sounding or great reasons he has, if he married the princess, he would be disloyal to me.I should hate him very much, or put it in a very cool way, you are so treacherous, if you see a man who loves another, I, Mu Siyu, don't, I, Cheng Xiaoyan, don't care, get the hell out of you!
Or should I take the sword and go back to the general's mansion, place the sword around his neck, and force him to tell me a reason for betraying me?No, no, he should be on the battlefield now, so let's break into the camp.

However, I found that I couldn't do all of the above, and I couldn't hate it.There is only sadness, pain and loss and of course anger.

I shut myself in the room and slammed my head under the quilt all afternoon.He is already the husband of another woman, and I am now just a fugitive in the dark, or someone who has been presumed dead.I just have more dissatisfaction so what?Besides, he has betrayed me.He didn't keep his promise.What's the point of grabbing such a man back?
Then why am I sad now?What is my pain now?Just when I deeply realized the importance of him to me, and just when I realized that I really fell in love with him completely, he let me know the news that he married another woman.This is really a great irony.

I gritted my teeth and tried not to let my tears flow out. Although I really wanted to cry, I also hated to cry, and I hated to cry for such a man.But what should I do now?Since you can't find him, why don't you stay in this small village and be an old aunt for the rest of your life?
No, I don't want it!Why should I guard myself like a jade.I want to find a man who is hundreds of times better than him, and I will piss him off.This seems a bit difficult.Then find something similar!It seems that it is not easy.

Forget it, let me realize my Jianghu dream!I will go to the rivers and lakes, be a generation of chivalrous women, or follow the example of the abandoned heroine on TV, and kill all the heartless people in the world.Khan, am I finished?Not as bloody.

Can't I do something meaningful other than this?

Love is only a part of life, not all.I can't deny my whole life because of the failure of love.Suddenly, an idea popped into my mind.

I was originally a policeman, and I have a sense of responsibility and a desire to keep the peace more than ordinary people.I want to see the people of Jinlong Kingdom live and work in peace and contentment, and I want to keep that peace for them.

The purpose of my first catch is not just to pass the boring time, or to be alone.Subconsciously, I still want to contribute to the maintenance of people's peace.Isn't now a great time?But I am just a ray of thought that is slightly different from theirs, and I am not a superman or a female Zhuge, so how can I calm down the war between them?
(End of this chapter)