unruly princess

Chapter 70

"Xiaoyu, it's time for dinner. You've locked yourself in your room all afternoon, what happened?" After knocking on the door, Aunt Wang's worried voice came.

In a daze, I stuck my head out of the quilt and said in a muffled voice, "Mother, I'm not feeling well, and I don't want to eat."

"Uncomfortable? Is your leg hurting again? Then I'll ask Da Zhu to get some medicine from the genius doctor." The people in this village are so simple, they believe everything they say is true.

When I heard this, I was so scared that I jumped out of the bed and opened the door, "Godmother, I'm fine, but I'm a little sleepy. Let's go eat now. Hehe." After drinking the medicine for nearly two months, I have had enough.Now I can't help but want to vomit just by smelling that medicine, and I'd rather die if I drink it now.

"You kid, you startled me. It's enough to be sleepy all afternoon, how can you not eat?" The godmother started rambling again.

"Yes, I was wrong. I dare not do it again." I raised my hand and smiled.Seeing that the godmother finally stopped talking, I sighed secretly, and finally knew what it was like to force a smile.

I had insomnia tonight, the first insomnia here.After finally sleeping for a while, Chu Yuntian's face was still dangling in my mind, disturbing my mind.I simply sat up and did not sleep.

Curled up with my back against the wall and hugging my legs, I really wanted to forget about Chu Yuntian and force myself not to think about him.But I can't help but always think of the little things we get along with.

Now that I think about it, when I was with him, I really didn't treat him very well.Either yelling or punishment.Hehe, why is he so stupid and doesn't resist at all?It's not that he's incapable of resisting, why should he be bullied by me foolishly.Even then he said he liked me, which surprised me.

I knew he was a good man from the first time we met, maybe I had a good impression of him at that moment!That's why I want to try my best to improve my martial arts and seek revenge from him. Maybe it's just an excuse to save face.People are always so strange, sometimes they don't even understand their own thoughts, especially when it comes to feelings.

I miss his stalwart chest, it is so warm and reassuring.Now the one lying on his chest is another woman!Does she feel safe and content like I do.Thinking of this, my heart throbbed violently, and I could hardly breathe due to the pain.One of my hands unconsciously grabbed my chest, trying to ease some of the pain.My throat was so congested that I really wanted to cry!
No matter how strong I am, I'm still just a little girl hurt by love!Suddenly I remembered the song "So Love Hurts" sung by Gigi Leung. I think no one can understand this song better than me now.

I opened my eyes but couldn't feel the dawn. I ate half of the food and cried for no reason.I couldn't resist not wanting the time to become longer, and it was also related to you, otherwise I would start thinking about it again.

I am so busy that I don't know why.Talking to friends is actually not helpful at all. I thought I would get used to having you. You used to live in my heart and now there is an empty place.

It turns out that love is so hurt that it is harder than imagined, tears are always disobedient and happiness hides silently.The reason is too far-fetched and the truth is all the same.When I said it was very simple, I fell in love, but happened to be upset, I just wanted to become strong enough to forget, the so-called sadness only needs to learn to resist the pain of love.

It turns out that love is like this, it turns like this, the twists and turns, the tears flow clearly, if you don't do it, you are blind, you have to love again.One day I finally finished the battle of yearning, and looked back.It turns out that love hurts so much, will it be like this next time?

Tears flowed down unscrupulously with my soft singing, and it became more and more out of control.I can't bear it anymore, the feeling of indulgence is really good. Maybe after crying, I really don't miss him so much. Maybe after crying, I will have a new tomorrow.

These hypotheses may not be true, but crying helped me a lot, and I actually fell asleep, and I slept soundly.But it also has serious side effects.I am honored to have two oversized walnut eyes.Seeing that the old man's family was stunned, they asked me how they came here, so I had no choice but to make up nonsense.

After a few days, my mood gradually calmed down.Quiet and think about the hard problems I've been trying to solve.If Yu Kangqi's plan is successful, then the war in Jinlong Kingdom may not be over in a few years, and maybe even this relatively hidden village will be implicated.

War, of course, benefits the most from the initiator.It's good for the Dongfang family to fight for the throne underground, why do they involve these common people?Maybe when the time comes you will hand over the whole country to someone else.If Yu Kangqi's pervert really ruled this country, these people's lives would not be too easy, and they might become a hell on earth.

I want to stop this war!Maybe you can say that I am beyond my control, even I don't think I can stop it.But I still have to try, even if it doesn't matter if I die.Because if it really will be like what I said earlier, it would be better to die.

But what can I do to stop this war?Could it be that when he returned to the capital, he found the emperor and told him about the matter, so that he could stop in time?This doesn't seem to work, maybe I was killed by Yu Kangqi's people before I even arrived in the capital.And even if the emperor is unwilling to fight and agrees to stop, will Dongfang Haoyuan agree?Will King Hui agree?

They are the ones who start the war, and they are the ones who want to seize the throne.As long as they don't rebel, Dongfang Xuan will definitely be happy to surrender to the emperor!After all, he also knew what kind of losses the war would bring to Jinlong Kingdom Zaocheng.So the key lies in King Hui and Dongfang Haoyuan.But it's not easy to persuade them to give up their ambitions, besides, that Hui Wang is still determined to kill me, so how can he listen to my advice?
Why am I so unlucky, why are people trying to kill me everywhere.It's really bad.In this way, I can only live my life here in anonymity.But I'm not the kind of person who admits defeat so easily, and I wouldn't be reconciled to death if I just admit defeat like this without letting me try.Although I know the hope is slim.So I decided to take a trip to South County, and I'm leaving tomorrow.

I am an actionist, and I act immediately when I think about it.That night, I told my godfather and mother that I was leaving, but of course I couldn't tell them the real reason.I only said that I would visit some relatives, because now the war has begun, I am very worried about their safety.

They all tried their best to dissuade me and told me not to go. Now is the tense moment of the confrontation between the two armies, and it is dangerous for me to be a girl.But I insisted on leaving and they had no choice but to tell me to be careful.I couldn't help feeling sad when I saw the godmother wiping tears.After a while of consolation.

The next day, I packed up my things and stood at the door saying goodbye to the relatives I had been with for several months.Holding the money they collected for me, I was moved for a while.Although it was only a few dozen taels, these were still very large sums for them.I know the hardships of life here, and I have endless gratitude to them. If unfortunately I really die, then I will only have to repay them in the next life.

Brother Wang used his little donkey cart to send me out of the small village of Neng. Although he wanted to lend me his donkey cart, I still refused because he had to rely on him to go out!I already owe them a lot like this now, and it would be cruel to take his transportation now.Besides, I can do light work. Although my physical strength is a little weak and my internal strength is not very deep, it is still faster than ordinary people.

In this way, I embarked on the difficult and dangerous journey to Nanjun, with gratitude to Old Man Wang's family and a glimmer of hope and strong determination for the future.For the sake of convenience, I still wear men’s clothing, but it’s winter, the weather is too cold, and I’m a person who is very afraid of the cold. I dress like a big fat man, because Wang Dahan’s family doesn’t have any expensive, light and warm mink fur or cloak. Some of the cloaks and the like are just cotton clothes, and I can only try my best to put them on.

But it’s really not convenient to wear such clumsy clothes and important actions. Fortunately, I met a kind old man who took me for a ride on the way, and then I was able to catch up with the accommodation.Otherwise, I would really have to sleep in the wilderness.Under Xiao Er's snobbish and contemptuous eyes, I lived in the inferior room.There was only a bed and a table in there, too, but I didn't care.What is it to suffer a little, and what is their vision?I don't care about people like that, and I could have anticipated these hardships a long time ago.

It's not too miserable, at least you don't have to sleep on the street.It's much better than living in a ruined temple with a group of beggars in the future.It will take a long time for me to go to South County, and it will take me a month to go like me.So I can save some money if I can.In fact, if you have no money, you can find a job to earn some money. Let alone whether people want it or not, I just say this time but I can't wait.

On the way, I met many people who fled from the South County border. They all left that place at the beginning of the war.Now the war has only started not long ago, and the spread is not wide enough. It is only the farmers on the border where the two armies are fighting.So now the entire Golden Dragon Kingdom has not been affected much by the war, so people should do whatever they want.I couldn't help but relax.

However, when I really went to a place close to Nanjun, I deeply realized the suffering that war brought to people.People were displaced, without food and clothing.Life is not guaranteed.In particular, Nanjun has now won a few small victories and captured some places outside the border of Nanjun.For example, the town where I am now is one of them.

The weather in Nanjun is much warmer than that in Beijing, so I don't wear so thick clothes.I am very fortunate and proud that I can really come here alive, and I have taken another step towards my goal.

However, this is far from enough.I ran into a new problem.Qingnan Town is a small town close to the border of Nanjun. Before the war started, the gate leading from the town to Nanjun was free, and people could spend the day casually.But now it is actually blocked because of the war, and you can pass it if you want, but you have to interrogate and even search.

And those officers and soldiers guarding the city will naturally take advantage of this to get some benefits.Because most of the people in this small town have connections with the city gate. Even the big market, business, and relatives are there. It should be said that part of life is there.So even if they pay a little more money, they still have to go.

During this one-month trip, I tried my best to save as much money as possible.But there is still not much left, how could I possibly give them.So, when the officers and soldiers guarding the gate sat there shamelessly and stretched out their hands, I simply said no.Then he successfully got his annoying face down.

He plucked his ears exaggeratedly, "What did you say? I didn't hear clearly, can you say it again?"

"I said I don't have money." Even if I have money, I won't give it to you.I said it in my heart later.

"Crack!" He slapped the money table in front of him, pointed at me angrily, and said, "You brat, you dare to come without money. I'm so impatient."

"Brother, who stipulated that you have to pay for passing through the city gate?" I asked in a good voice, and if I can't bear it, I will make a mess.

"Are you deaf or blind? Haven't you seen that they all give money? Naturally, this is the rule from above. If you have money, you can live, if you don't have money, don't live." He looked at Tiandao sternly.

"You..." I wanted to get angry, but I held back. "Brother, I'm really in a hurry, can you accommodate me?"

"If you don't have money, you can't discuss it." His words completely overturned my good temper.If I have money, I can give it to him for the ultimate purpose, but now I have no money at all, how can I give it?
"I really need to find you Nanjun King in an urgent matter, can you take care of me if you delay me?" I put away my flattering face and said seriously.

"You said you want to see our prince, don't laugh so hard. You don't even know who you are. Haha..." He looked at me with contempt and laughed loudly.

"It doesn't matter what my identity is, the important thing is that I must go there today." I have no patience to spend with him anymore, and it is futile to talk.

"Stinky boy, I think you are deliberately making trouble. Let's see how I deal with you." He raised his fist and swung at my face.

I tilted my head and reached out to grab his wrist, "You really are not polite, haven't you heard of hitting people without slapping your face?" His face suddenly turned liver-colored, and he pulled his hand back forcefully.I couldn't bear to see him struggling so much, so I kindly let go of his wrist.

"Oh!" He didn't expect that I would suddenly let go and fall backwards due to too much force.

"Hurry up, grab him. He must be a spy sent over there." The guard shouted angrily.Then a dozen or so soldiers rushed towards me.I'm a little nervous. Although these people can't do anything to me, who knows if they will come again in a while.The hateful thing is that I was given the title of a spy, how can I get away?

(End of this chapter)