unruly princess

Chapter 72

"Am I not dead yet?" I thought with some doubts, I remembered that I was stabbed by Manager Han!But the things in the room are so real, even the pain in the chest is so real.It seems that my life is indeed very hard, and the old man Yan Wang dare not take it.

I wanted to move my fingers, but found that my hand was being held down by something. I looked down, and unexpectedly found that familiar purple figure, the person I had gone through all kinds of hardships to find.

He grabbed my hand and leaned against the bed, his eyes were closed tightly, and his eyelashes were very dense and black.The sleeping appearance is very cute, completely different from the domineering and evil appearance before, and there is a desire to be protected.He and Zhan Yuan look so much alike, why haven't I discovered such a side of Zhan Yuan?

Although my consciousness was not clear at the time, I still remembered something. He saved me from Manager Han, right?It must be, who else has such a great ability besides him?I didn't expect that I owed him another favor, how can I pay him back!

I wanted to lean in and let him sleep more comfortably, but unexpectedly my movements woke him up.His eyelashes moved and finally opened those beautiful eyes to meet mine.

His eyes suddenly showed a light of surprise, "Xiaoyan, are you awake?"

I nodded and said apologetically, "I'm sorry for waking you up. You saved me again. I really don't know how to repay you."

"Xiaoyan, don't say this! You know that I don't need your gratitude. I really didn't expect you to come to Nanjun. Are you here to find me?"

Looking at his hopeful and expectant face, I suddenly couldn't bear it. I came to find him, but my purpose was. ． ．Seeing that I didn't answer, he showed disappointment in his eyes, and then smiled wryly: "I knew you definitely didn't come for me, but I still foolishly kept that fantasy."

"My lord," this is the first time I've called him this way, "Aren't you angry when I treated you like that last time?"

"Hush!" He pressed his right index finger to my lips, "Don't say such things, and don't call me prince. Didn't you always call me by my name very aggressively before? I like it when you call me that. Of course if I prefer to drop the preceding last name."

Is this gentle man in front of me really the domineering person who declared "one day you will be my wife" arrogantly?
If it is, then I can repay him "bad show," and then punch him without hesitation to avenge me for being eaten tofu.

But now he is so affectionate, so gentle, I can't say some cruel words or words that make him sad.Is this also a means to his end?I am lost.

But one thing I know very well, I don't love him, even if I have a good impression of him, or a kind of liking!Although I don't know why I like such a man, maybe a domineering and handsome man has an inexplicable attraction to women; or maybe it's because he looks too much like Zhanyuan.

But the person who is on my mind now is Chu Yuntian, the man who made me feel at ease, loved me so much, and was willing to shield me from the wind and rain, but now he is. ． ．

Is he really the kind of man who sees one and loves the other?Is it really so unfeeling to the person you loved before?It used to be Lin Wanjun, but now it's me. ． ．Thinking about it is another burst of heartache.

"What's wrong?" The gentle touch on the face pulled my thoughts back.When did my tears flow down unprepared?When did I become so weak?When did I become so sentimental?Is this the taste of broken love?
No, I don't want this, I don't want to be that kind of woman.I raised my hand and put my hand on the back of his hand that was wiping away my tears, pulled his hand down my face, and forced a smile: "Dongfang Haoyuan, I'm actually here this time..." I don't want to For him to be so nice to me.

"Don't tell me, now you just need to recover from your injuries. Do you want to eat something first?" After hearing his words, my stomach gurgled a few times in cooperation, and I almost got my head under the quilt in embarrassment.I heard his muffled laughter.

My wound was not deep, and Dongfang Haoyuan took good care of me, so the wound healed quickly.The more he treats me like this, the harder it is for me to say what I want to say, and I can't help but secretly anxious.

"You're not in good health yet, and you came out to have a shower again." The caring words were mixed with a little reproach, and I already had a purple cloak on my body.I was so engrossed in thinking just now that I didn't notice that I had stood in the yard for so long, and only now felt the cold.

I tightened my cloak and turned around gratefully, "Thank you!"

"Yan'er, I found that you have changed a little bit." Dongfang Haoyuan locked my eyes tightly, with such a sincere expression on his face.

"Changed? Maybe!" I chuckled.Slightly sighed, there have been too many troubles recently, and I was almost out of breath.

"I don't like you now, I like you who is domineering, tough, unyielding, and never troubled. It seems that no matter how big things are in front of you, you won't worry, and no matter how big the difficulties are, you will face them optimistically .I don’t know why, but you just give me this feeling. But now I find that you always have lingering sorrow, although I have been avoiding you to tell me the purpose of your coming, I really don’t want to see you like this Slightly frowning."

His hand caressed the frown between my brows, "I hope it can be flattened because of me."

My heart became soft because of his words, my nose was slightly sore, looking at the sincere him in front of me, I suddenly had a desire to hug him, and in fact I did so.

With a somewhat excited expression, I opened my arms and hugged his waist. Tears slid down again and dripped down my cheeks onto his shoulders. "Why do you treat me so well? I can't bear it, I can't bear it!"

Thinking of the purpose of my trip, I can't help but feel a little guilty. Isn't it too cruel to him?That was his dream!But I can't let Jinlong Kingdom fall into dire straits and become a slave of other countries.

"Don't say such stupid things, and don't have a psychological burden. I thought I would never see you again, but God actually brought you back to me. I almost think this is a dream. As long as you don't hate I, don't hate me, I'm already very satisfied." He hugged me back more excitedly than me.

"No, I never hated you, never..." What can I say now, facing him who is so affectionate.I want to make some compensation, but with what?

Heart, it already belongs to someone else.Body, that is an insult to him and even to himself.I suddenly realized that I really had nothing to give him.

"But you don't love me either, do you?" There was so much sadness in his voice that I could feel the despair in his heart.It turns out that he has always been true to me, but I have been doubting his intentions.I can no longer give an answer, and I don't know the answer to the matter.

Feelings are not charity, let alone gratitude. Even I can't control my heart. If I can, I really hope to fall in love with him at this moment.

I have never forgotten the purpose of coming here. I can't forget about business and Yu Kangqi's conspiracy just because I was moved. "You...do you really want to be emperor that much?" I adjusted my thoughts and asked softly.

After Dongfang Haoyuan heard my words, his body froze, and his arms holding me loosened suddenly. My body was also taken advantage of by the cold wind because he was slightly away. The cold wind penetrated into my clothes through my clothes. Skin, I can't help but shiver.

"You really came here for this." His tone was so cold that the cold wind was three points inferior.His body no longer had the same temperature as before, it was cold and stiff.

I don't understand how he changed so much in the blink of an eye. Is the throne really that important to him?I sighed softly, laughed at my one-sided wish for myself, and laughed at my ignorance.After all, a man lives for power. No matter how much he loves a certain woman, he can't give up his rights for her, and it's even more impossible for a woman who doesn't love him.

I was dazzled by his deep affection just now, thinking that he could give up everything because he loves me. Although this kind of thinking is very selfish and unfair to him, I really thought about it and believed that I might Really have this ability.But now I realize that I am still too innocent after all, if this kind of thing is put on Chu Yuntian's body, he will. ． ．Probably can't do it, how can I force him!
Pushing away his stiff body, I turned around and let the cold wind blow on my body, and my mind became clearer because of the cold.I don't blame him, because this is his long-standing dream after all, it is too difficult to give up, not to mention that I still owe him so much.

"Why? Why do you treat me like this? Am I not good enough? You still have to persuade me to give up because of him, do you really not think about me at all?" He suddenly hugged me from behind , whispering softly in my ear.

I was stunned, what on earth did he say?How could you say such a thing?Who is he who he said? "you..."

I was about to ask him, but was interrupted by his next words, "Chu Yuntian, is he really worthy of your love?"

I immediately realized that he thought I was here because of Chu Yuntian.Now is the tense moment of the confrontation between the two armies, not to mention that the emperor is still at a disadvantage temporarily, it is not unreasonable to doubt me like this.

However, although he is not in the capital, he should know what is going on in the capital!Didn't he know that Chu Yuntian had already married the princess?Thinking of this, I felt a dull pain in my heart, and I was even more annoyed.

I struggled to get away from his arms, turned around and shouted excitedly: "You know it's not true, how could I come for him? It's really ulterior motives for you to mention him in front of me for no reason. I hate this Name, I hate him."

Because my movements were too big and accidentally involved the wound, I couldn't help covering my chest with my hands and squatting down.But how can the pain of the wound compare with the pain in the heart!
"Yan'er, how is your injury?" Dongfang Haoyuan hurriedly squatted down to help me, I opened his hand angrily and stubbornly, "Go away, even if I die, I don't want to let you take care of me."

"Yan'er," Dongfang Haoyuan pulled me up regardless of my resistance, holding my arms tightly with both hands, his eyes were urgent and anxious, "tell me, what happened to you? Did he bully you? gone?"

"No, don't ask any more, I'm dizzy." I found that all the strength in my body seemed to be drained, and I was supported by his hands.

"If he dares to apologize to you, I will never let him go." Dongfang Haoyuan also noticed my abnormality, picked me up and walked towards the bedroom.

I rested my head on my chest and murmured: "He will never let me down again, once is enough."

He stopped immediately, bowed his head and asked, "What did you say?"

I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip tightly, "He...he married the princess. He actually married someone else when I was in the most difficult time and needed people's attention. Could it be that the relationship between us is really so disdainful A hit? My heart aches, I feel so sad. Is it useless to be sad for such a person?" I opened my eyes and looked at him.

Dongfang Haoyuan didn't answer, just walked into the bedroom silently, put me on the bed, pulled the quilt for me, and then said: "Is the princess you're talking about the Princess Yalin from Heiyu Kingdom?"

I nodded, "Is there a second princess?"

"But, as far as I know, the one who married that Princess Yalin was not..."

"Not what?" I raised my head slightly and asked anxiously, I really hoped to get a different answer from someone else.I looked into his eyes expectantly, with a hint of luck in my heart.

However, after seeing such an eager expression, he suddenly lowered his eyes, and after a few seconds, he looked at me again and said: "It's not someone else, it's Chu Yuntian. Maybe my news is really wrong."

The voice behind him was so small that I couldn't hear it clearly, and I didn't pay attention to it.But what he said really made me no longer have any illusions about this matter, and I slowly lay down in disappointment.

"Don't think too much, take a good rest, and I'll come see you again at night." Dongfang Haoyuan tucked the corner of the quilt for me, gave me a complicated look, then walked out, and closed it carefully for me the door.

(End of this chapter)