unruly princess

Chapter 73

After all the tossing and tossing just now, I was really tired and fell asleep for a while, and only woke up in the evening. "Miss, you're awake." Dongfang Haoyuan matched the little girl named Xin'er for me. The voice I heard that sounded like Little Walnut was hers. The first time I saw her, I couldn't help but think of Little Walnut?
I nodded slightly, about to get up and get out of bed.She hurried over and helped her to the chair beside the table and sat down, "Miss, our prince has been here several times just now! I can't bear to wake you up seeing how soundly you are sleeping."

I was slightly taken aback, "Did he say what it was?"

"Miss, why would the lord tell our servants what's going on? Maybe the lord just came to see you, I've never seen the lord treat anyone so well." Xin'er looked at me ambiguously and covered her mouth with a smile. road.

"Really?" I replied a little absent-mindedly.

Her snickering expression stopped suddenly when she saw the purple figure coming in from the door, and she saluted with trepidation: "Your servant sees the prince."

"Well, it's none of your business here, let's go down!" Xin'er sighed like an amnesty, and retreated carefully.I didn't think it was funny, why is she so afraid of Dongfang Haoyuan, and afraid that he would eat her?
"You like that little girl very much?" Dongfang Haoyuan walked up to me and looked at me and asked.

"Well, she is very similar to the girl I used to serve me." Thinking of the little walnut heart hurts again, and the smile on my face becomes stiff. I really want to accompany her, but why doesn't the Hades accept me? , let me bear so much pain and guilt alone?What heinous thing did I do in my previous life that he wants to punish me like this?
"What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?" Dongfang Haoyuan lightly lifted my chin, making my eyes look directly at his.His eyes are so serious, so heart-warming, it seems that as long as I tell him anything, he can do it for me.

"Yan'er, what happened to you during this time? Tell me, I can't bear to see you sad alone."

"Can I...can trust you?" I asked softly.

His hand left my chin and pulled me into him, stroking my long, flowing hair. "You don't have to trust anyone, but you have to trust me. I would rather get hurt than let someone hurt you!" His tone was still domineering but mixed with more regret.

From the day he saved me, I have believed that he will not betray me, let alone hurt me, I think, maybe he is really someone I can trust.But, is he willing to give up his dream for many years? When love and power conflict, what will he choose?If he chooses love, he may not get anything.If he chooses power, maybe he will become the overlord of the Golden Dragon Kingdom or even the entire world.

He has this ability.Heartless, deep, calm, even domineering.It was like that before, and it should be like that now, but he didn't let me see it.However, because he is him, I have repeatedly changed his behavior style. Now I can suddenly understand why Dongfang Hui must kill me.

"Hao...Hao Yuan," I shouted a little bluntly, "I think there is really no one in this world I can trust except you."

After hearing my words, his hands lingering on my hair stopped suddenly. After a while, he pushed me away suddenly, looked down into my eyes, and asked eagerly: "Do you really think so? Yan'er .”

"En." I nodded, and suddenly I didn't dare to look him in the eyes. Although what I said was true, I felt extremely guilty when I thought of my purpose.

I really want to make up for him. Although I really can't fall in love with him now, don't they say that feelings can be cultivated?I believe that one day I will fall in love with him, just like I fell in love with Chu Yuntian.Thinking of this, I became a little calmer and looked back at him sincerely.

Afterwards, I briefly told him what happened to me in the past few months, focusing on Yu Kangqi's conspiracy.Of course, in some places, the province is the province.Telling is also a kind of pain, especially when talking about the most painful period of time.That undoubtedly sprinkled some salt on his own wounds, and the memory of that past is still fresh.

Although I tried my best to suppress my emotions and tell my past in the most peaceful and objective voice, it still made Dongfang Haoyuan hate him so much that he wanted to chop Yu Kangqi into pieces on the spot.The vicious look that rarely appeared in front of me reappeared in his eyes, although it was very fast, it was enough for people to see clearly.

However, there is one thing that I am very surprised, he never expresses the slightest comment on Chu Yuntian's affairs.No matter what I said about his distrust or his marriage with the princess, he didn't say a word, maybe he thought it had nothing to do with him!
Not only that, but what frustrates me the most is that he is actually indifferent to Yu Kangqi's plot.It should be said that except for the part where I was suffering, he basically didn't have any expression.Seeing him like this, I really don't know whether to cry or laugh.

"Yan'er, if I mean if..." He was silent for a while after listening to my story, as if he had made up his mind and said, "If Chu Yuntian didn't betray you, would you go back to him right away?" around?"

He looked into my eyes expectantly, as if my answer would influence his decision.I stared at him blankly for a while and then turned my head away, with a bitter voice, "Why do you ask such a hypothetical question? It's simply impossible."

"Don't change the subject, I want to know." He cupped my face in his hands, forcing me to look into his eyes.

I sighed softly in my heart, it seemed that he was still the same as before, still so domineering.But I really can't answer his question.If Chu Yuntian really didn't betray me, would I really abandon all responsibilities and return to him?I shouldn't, but I really want to see him.I really want to. ． ．
"I understand!" He lowered his hand and stood up straight, his voice was cold with despair. "If Chu Yuntian hadn't betrayed you, you wouldn't have come here, right? For the future of Jinlong Kingdom, for the common people, this is your excuse. You just want to escape and don't want to face such cruel facts."

"No, that's not the case. Although I was disappointed and heartbroken by Chu Yuntian's behavior, I didn't come here to escape. Don't say I couldn't go back then, even if I could go back then I would I'll come to South County first because I don't want to see war, I don't want to see people displaced and homeless, I don't want to..."

"Enough," Dongfang Haoyuan interrupted me rudely, "Stop making excuses, do you think you can really make me give up my dream? I don't care about any conspiracy in the Black Jade Kingdom, the fate of the people in the world I don't want to care about it either, I'm just a person who never gives up to achieve my goal, and no one or anything can stop me, including you."

He looked at me, his eyes were so angry and so crazy.I was disappointed, heartbroken, and hated that I was blind again. I didn't expect to tell him the truth would be like this.

He is still that ambitious man!How can I imagine that I can change such a person, but I still want to fall in love with him, it's so funny!I am ashamed of my own wishful thinking.

"But now I find that I really came to the wrong place, wrong outrageously, and I can't be more wrong. I still regard you as the only person I can trust. I'm really sorry to bother you for so long, and I don't have to stay if that's the case it's here."

Facts have proved that feelings are really worthless in the eyes of men, and I was so moved by his words that I wanted to cry, it really sucks.

I got up and wanted to leave this place, there was no point in staying any longer.I am doomed to be alone all my life.

"Stop!" I didn't take a few steps before I was stopped by Dongfang Haoyuan.

"Does the lord have any other instructions? If I want to repay the little girl for saving your life, then I can only say sorry. Because I have nothing but this body. If you want it, take it. I Never resist." I straightened my back and said coldly.There is nothing more sad than a dead heart, what does such a walking dead want her for?

"Yan'er," his body was suddenly embraced fiercely, his head was buried in my neck, his voice was hoarse and soft. ． ．Pain, "Don't go, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm talking nonsense, I'm too jealous of Chu Yuntian. You love him so much, but you refuse to give me a little. I'm so jealous. Why do you torture me like this? I'm so jealous." Pain, I hate it so much! I really hate it!"

My heart trembled again because of his words, but wasn't it the same as the previous two times?But just now he has expressed his attitude, how can I easily believe his words again?

I sniffed, "Don't you value power more than anything else? Women are nothing in your eyes, not to mention women like me, there are many gold dragons in the country, and you can have a dozen if you wave your hand and say nothing." .Why waste time on me! Let go, I won't daydream anymore, I'm fully awake. If you want to play emotional games, find someone else!"

I struggled hard, but he hugged me even tighter. I couldn't help being a little annoyed, and shouted: "Let go, what do you want from me?"

"I love you! Don't leave, don't come back to him. Stay, I am willing to do anything for you." I was stunned by his words, completely forgetting the struggle.Those three words are always so shocking to women, and they are still said by such a man in such a situation.

Can I hold on to my reason any longer?Will I doubt his love again?My heart aches, for him and for myself.Love is indeed the most hurtful thing.

"You're so stupid! I don't deserve you to do this." I choked up.

"No, you are worth it. I used to only know about chasing power, and I always thought that was the ultimate goal I wanted. But your appearance changed my mind. I don't understand why I would be so angry when I met someone once. Worried, I will wait for you every day because you occasionally go to the street, just to see you. For the first time, I discovered that power is not that important. It is you who make me feel full in my heart. You So unique, so brave, so smart..."

"No, I'm not brave, I'm not smart, I'm stupid to death, I'm still a coward. I dare not face your feelings, and I have been running away. From today, I will never run away again."

Dongfang Haoyuan turned my body and looked at me with his affectionate eyes, "Is what you said true? Are you...really willing to accept my feelings?"

"Yes." I nodded, tears streaming down my face. "Not only that, I also want to love you. Although I can't fall in love with you now, please give me some time, I will definitely be able to."

"Yan'er," Dongfang Haoyuan slammed my head on her chest fiercely, and I heard his heart beating slightly because of his excitement. "With your words, I will never let you go again. I have let you go twice, but this time, I won't, never will."

"Twice? Could it be that you were pinned by me on purpose last time? You weren't pinned down by me at all, right?" I suddenly realized.

Dongfang Haoyuan replied with a soft "En".

"I just said, how could I penetrate your acupuncture points with my little strength at that time, not to mention you are still such a powerful person." I chuckled, and suddenly remembered the arrow he received for me that day, "Your injury how's it going?"

His hand was pressing down on my head, I couldn't leave his chest at all, I could only look up at him vigorously.

"Injury? What injury?" He asked absent-mindedly, as if he was still intoxicated with happiness.

"It's the arrow you blocked for me last time." I rolled my eyes, I can forget this.

"It's ready long ago, do you want to check it?" He pulled me away, his eyes were crooked, and he was full of smiles.

"Okay, that's fine, what else is there to check? It's unnecessary." I smiled and thumped his chest.

"Xiaoyan," he called me softly, his deep voice contained a certain emotion.I looked up into his eyes in some surprise, but I was sucked in by his bottomless eyes, and I couldn't move them away like a magic power.

I was a little panicked in my heart, knowing what that meant.I wanted to escape, to escape, but thinking about what I just said gave up the idea.I simply closed my eyes and looked up, waiting for him to approach.

But at the moment when our lips met, the image of Chu Yuntian appeared in my mind again, and I suddenly felt a little guilty.

I. ． ．Is it really possible to forget him and accept a relationship again?

(End of this chapter)