unruly princess

Chapter 74

After a long and lingering kiss, I lay on his chest with some unsteady breathing and listened to his heartbeat one after another.I can really feel the strong love of this man, but why does my heart still feel empty.

No, it must be because the time is too short. If I wait a few more days, my heart will definitely become full because of him. As I thought about it, I couldn't help tightening the hand on his waist.

"Yan'er, what do you want me to do?" Dongfang Haoyuan asked casually as he played with a strand of my hair.My heart trembled suddenly, he still didn't believe me, didn't he?
"Haoyuan, I know what you're thinking, you're afraid that I just stayed for that reason, right?"

"Yan'er, I..."

"Listen to me first, I don't deny that the purpose of my coming here is indeed to persuade you to stop this war, and I also have this desire now. However, I don't want you to think that I stayed by your side because of this You know, if I try my best and still can't persuade you, and I don't like you and hate you, I won't force myself to stay by your side, I'm not that great, and I don't want to trade myself, Doing that not only insults you, but also insults myself. So don't doubt my sincerity, my determination. I like you, I want to love you, and I am willing to stay by your side. It is enough that you love me so much in the world. "

I looked straight into his eyes from his chest, and sincerely said what was on my mind.Chu Yuntian, maybe, I really missed him!Looking at his extremely moved expression, I knew he had let go of all his anxiety.

He was more excited than ever and pulled me into his arms again, hugging me tightly, as if he wanted to embed me into his flesh and blood. "Yan'er, I'm willing to give up everything if I have your words. Yan'er..." he murmured softly.

"Fool, who asked you to give up everything. You asked me to drink the northwest wind with you! Hehe." I laughed and teased.

"My lord," a knock on the door interrupted our tenderness.

"What's the matter so late?" Dongfang Haoyuan changed his affection just now and asked in a cold voice full of displeasure.

The people outside paused for a moment, and then said in a trembling voice: "My lord, General Fei is here, saying that there is... an urgent military situation."

"Okay, I see, I'll go right away." He let go of me and said apologetically, "Yan'er, I have to deal with some things. Just tell the servants what you want to eat, and remember to take medicine."

"Understood, I will take care of myself at this age, when did you become such a mother-in-law. Go!" I pushed him.

"You know how to take care of yourself?" Dongfang Haoyuan raised his eyebrows and asked back, "You take care of yourself by only drinking half of the medicine, blowing the cold wind in the yard all day, and just being in a daze? I don't worry about you like this. Strange."

He actually knows all this? "That little girl Xin'er is really talkative." I said angrily.

"Then you can only blame yourself for making people worry! I'm leaving, you should rest well, and let me rest assured after healing your injury."

"Yeah." I nodded.

He kissed me lightly on the forehead and left in a hurry. He looked at the place where he disappeared at the door with a smile on his face. I thought, if I could keep walking like this, it would not be a kind of happiness.

but. ． ．Why doesn't the heart stay here?
A period of time passed, under Dongfang Haoyuan's careful conditioning, although my injury healed at the fastest speed, but due to too many twists and turns recently and drinking too much soup, my body was hurt, and I resisted. My strength is not as good as before, so Dongfang Haoyuan supplements me with this and that every day, which makes me feel like vomiting when I see the supplements.

Although Dongfang Haoyuan didn't tell me the details of that incident, I also know that they are currently in the stage of a temporary truce and are in the stage of heated negotiations.I think, even if Dongfang Haoyuan said that he wanted to stop the war, the emperor would not believe it easily!After all, Dongfang Haoyuan is temporarily in the upper hand. It is hard to believe that he has no conspiracy if he withdraws so abruptly. Besides, he is still such a scheming person. Although I don't want to describe him like this, in Dongfangxuan's opinion As it should be.

I don't ask how he negotiated with them, and I don't want to know, as long as the war ceases, I will be satisfied.But. ． ．The feeling of being hidden in the house by Dongfang Haoyuan is really uncomfortable. I haven't gone out for so many days, it can almost suffocate me to death.And he doesn't let me do anything, and he doesn't spend much time with me.

I didn't say anything because I knew whose business he was so busy with.But I really want to go out for a walk, even if I go out and take a look!But Dongfang Haoyuan would definitely not agree. 
I sighed, and suddenly felt like a canary in a cage. Although I was well-fed and pampered, I had no freedom.I don't know if this continues, will I become the kind of little woman who can only hide under the wings of others to seek protection?

"Why is it blowing outside again, your body won't be able to bear it." He held me in his arms and rubbed my face with his palm to bring it a little warmth.

"My body has recovered a long time ago, don't always treat me as a patient, okay?" There was a little bit of grievance and a little bit of coquettishness in my tone.

"Then how do you want me to treat you?" Dongfang Haoyuan asked with a smile.

"Then I don't care, at least you can't lock me up like this forever? You can't go anywhere to suffocate, if this continues, I'm really going to be sick." I took this opportunity to pour some bitterness on him.

"So you just want to go out after talking so much?" He pinched my little nose dotingly and said. "Then do you agree?" I looked up expectantly waiting for his answer.

His answer still disappointed me, "Yan'er, it's not that I don't agree. You know the situation outside now. I really don't feel relieved to let you go out, let alone let you suffer any more."

"However, you are now in a truce, what's the problem with going out for a walk?" I argued.He thought about it for a while, then pondered: "It still doesn't work." I lowered my head in disappointment, feeling a great sense of loss in my heart.

He also seemed to feel my depression, sighed, and persuaded softly: "Yan'er, you have to be patient for a few more days. After this matter is settled, I will go out with you every day to play, okay?"

I didn't say a word, and after thinking for a long time, I finally raised my head and asked, "Haoyuan, I don't think it's a problem for me to go out now, not to mention that even if I encounter something, I can escape with my own martial arts. It's not that I haven't seen the world that needs a man." Protecting a woman who can live, why do you always disbelieve me, or are you afraid of something?"

After hearing this, he avoided my eyes as if avoiding, "You are overthinking, have you ever seen me afraid of anything?"

"Then you take me out for a stroll, just for a while, okay?" I stared at him closely, not letting go of any of his expressions.

Seeing my hopeful gaze, he sighed helplessly and said, "Okay, go and change your clothes, and I'll take you out."

When I heard that, I felt as if I was about to fly with joy, and excitedly cupped his face and kissed him, "I knew you were the best for me." Seeing how happy I was, he also had a smile on his lips.

For convenience, I still wore men's clothing, but added an extra cape.However, when Dongfang Haoyuan and I were about to go out, something urgent happened and he had to deal with it immediately.

I'm very disappointed. Since he doesn't go out, he will definitely not let me go out by myself. Sometimes being loved is not such a good thing.

Sure enough, he said to me with some guilt: "Yan'er, I'm in a hurry, I'm afraid I won't be able to go out with you today. I will definitely go out with you another day."

Judging from what he said, I look like a resentful woman who insists on pestering her husband to accompany her to go out without reason. "Well, I see." I lowered my head and said reluctantly.

"Be sure to drink the medicine obediently." He kissed me and left this sentence to tell his subordinates to leave.

Looking at his back, I felt very empty. During this time, he cared for me in every possible way, and I forced myself not to think about Chu Yuntian, and tried to accept his feelings, but I found that I still couldn’t love him. on him.Is it because the time is too short?

But how can I not count my words?I also want to love him, but I can't control my heart at all.Another point is that although he is very kind and gentle to me, he is also extremely domineering and stubborn.He forces me to drink some tonic every day, doesn't let me do this, doesn't let me do that, there is almost no room to breathe freely, is the way he loves me arbitrary, doing everything according to his will?
If that's the case, he just needs to find a woman who is obedient and obedient. Why did he choose a woman like me who hates being forced by others and is the most disobedient?
I still can't understand him, can't figure it out.Forget it, don't think about it.It's more important to go out now, if he doesn't accompany me, I will go by myself.As I said, I am not such an obedient woman.

I sneaked out from the back door of the palace. Walking on the long-lost street, I felt as if I had passed away. Although this description is a bit exaggerated, I really feel very kind. It’s just past noon, and the weather is nice. Not many, it should be said that it was quite lively.

It feels so good to go out and breathe freely.Regardless of everyone's unusual gazes, I opened my arms and felt the warm sunlight. It seemed that even the air was much fresher.Of course, you can't be intoxicated for too long, it's not good to be regarded as a lunatic.

After wandering in the street for quite a while, it's time to go back, lest anyone find out and tell Dongfang Haoyuan, he might not know what will happen then!

When I passed by an inn, I suddenly felt a fiery gaze on me, which felt so familiar, and my heart was beating uncontrollably at this moment.I looked into the store based on my feeling, trying to search for the person who kept appearing in my mind and made me want to forget and never forget.

I searched eagerly and carefully, but was disappointed. How can there be that figure that haunts me?The excitement was replaced by disappointment, I think I was really poisoned, how could he appear here?He is already the husband of another woman, and I have already decided to forget him. Under such circumstances, what am I still looking forward to?I shook my head, smiled wryly and continued on my way.

"Yu'er," my heart seemed to be hit hard by something, this voice. ． ．Is it my hallucination?But why do I feel so real.I couldn't speak, I couldn't think, I couldn't act, so I just stood there in a daze.

"Yu'er, is that you?" I heard clearly, it was him, it was Chu Yuntian, he. ． ．right behind me.Was the eagerness, the disbelief, the yearning, the excitement in his voice, the tremor in his voice all because of me?
I can't believe it, he. ． ．Do you really remember me?But, so what if you remember it?Everything is irreparable, even meeting each other will only increase sadness and despair.What's more, he betrayed me, how could I. ． ．

"You've got the wrong person." I tried my best to suppress the turmoil in my heart, and said in what I thought was the calmest voice.I made up my mind not to look back, and walked forward.But the arm was caught by him the moment he lifted his foot, and he ignored my resistance and pulled me forward until he stopped in a hidden alley.

"You..." I wanted to speak angrily, but he hugged me fiercely, "I know it's you, Yu'er." His voice trembled slightly, and the muscles in his chest tensed.

"I knew it from the moment I saw you, do you know how long I have been looking for you? I miss you so much, I dream of you every day, dream of you being bullied, dream of you asking me to save you, But, I can't find you. I'm worried, worried, anxious, I don't know what to do. I don't want to do anything, I just miss you. Now, I finally see you, why don't you admit What about me? You are really too good, don't you really miss me at all? "

I was not moved by his words. Instead, I broke away from his arms even more angrily, glared at him and said, "I've gone too far? I've suffered so much, and all I got in return is your words. Where were you when you were being bullied? Where were you when I was about to die when I needed you the most? Where were you when I was hunted down and framed? You are simply deceiving, deceiving, you are a A big villain who deceives people's feelings! You... woo..."

The angry words disappeared when his lips bullied mine domineeringly, and I was still resisting at first, I was angry, I hated, I was jealous, I. ． ．But why am I lost?
When his hot lips full of strong affection and longing touched me, when the tip of his tongue dexterously opened my white teeth and slipped into my mouth, all the thoughts buried deep in my heart poured out, The heart that has been floating for a long time finally settled down at this moment.

The initial struggle stopped at this moment, I responded to him enthusiastically, my tongue danced with his entanglement, I wanted to tell him deeply that I miss him, miss him crazily. ． ．There is nothing in my mind, war, people, princess, Dongfang Haoyuan. ． ．Only him - Chu Yuntian.

If this is a dream, I would rather just sleep like this; Willing to make this moment last forever.

However, the facts are the facts, and there is a time to wake up from a good dream, and what kind of cruel facts will be faced after the good dream.

"Why? Why do you still appear in front of my eyes? I have to decide to forget you." I lay on his chest and whispered, feeling extremely painful in my heart.

"Yu'er, what happened? You...why did you say that?" Chu Yuntian pushed me away and looked into my eyes eagerly.

"You still ask me why? You have already married the princess, what else do you want me to do?" I raised my head, not wanting to let the tears that had already filled my eyes fall.

"Marry a princess? I don't have one! Why do you think I married a princess?" Chu Yuntian looked serious, without any sign of panic.

"But, if you don't marry the princess, why would Heiyu Kingdom borrow soldiers? Yukang Qi him..."

"Yu'er, I'm sorry. You have suffered so much and I can't protect you. I really hate my own incompetence. If it is possible, even if it is possible to cut Yukang Qi into thousands of pieces, it will not be enough to eliminate my feelings for him. Hatred. He treats you like that, and every time I think of how he tortured you, I feel restless in my heart." Chu Yuntian held my face and said apologetically.

"How do you know this?" I asked in surprise, I only told Heipi about these things!

"Yu'er, I have met Heipi and know about his plot, so you don't have to worry about it."

"What are you talking about? I can't understand why. Since you already know about his plot, why do you want to get married? You said that you shouldn't be married to the princess, so who is the one who married him? I am now There are many doubts, and I have no idea what the truth is." I said with my hands on my head.

"Yu'er, don't worry, I'll tell you slowly." Chu Yuntian pulled my hand and persuaded softly.

(End of this chapter)