cannon fodder queen

Chapter 19 Right now, I have a sense of embarrassment of being caught and raped in bed (3)
This is again thanks to my accidental disappearance at the press conference last time.Although the media kindly chose the photos of me with my clothes on, almost every report wrote that this incident was a means by which I deliberately planned to cause a stunt and grab headlines. The sharp words, if they can be turned into a true Knife, I'm afraid I've been boned and skinned, which is the exact opposite of their previous kind behavior.Under the guidance of such reports, coupled with the celebration banquet, my image in Lu Qi's mind is probably determined, that is, a woman who does everything in order to become famous, and secretly takes pictures to let him hype it up Not surprising.

I was a little frustrated, after all, when I was a student sitting in the classroom daydreaming, I also regarded Lu Qi as my idol in my heart, and even put his stickers on the Chinese textbooks.Taking a ten thousand step back, even if I no longer regard him as an idol in my heart, he is still a handsome guy after all. Being despised by a handsome guy is a very hurtful thing for self-esteem.

So when I was preparing for the scene, I still couldn't help but said to Li Kairui in a low voice while no one was paying attention: "I really didn't release that photo." Li Kairui just glanced at me lightly and said: " Oh." It was a simple word, without any attitude, and I didn't know whether he believed it or not, so I felt more and more embarrassed.

With this layer of embarrassment, the next filming was a bit unsmooth. In a scene where the two of us had a conversation, the director repeatedly shouted "Cut" four or five times: "Xia Wei, your smile is not natural, it's not like that at all." It's like crying, can you laugh? Hey, did you pull your muscle or have you injected botox? Laugh! Smile! simile!" "Stop stop! Lin Xiawei! You, hey, you're going to drive me crazy Yes! Do you understand what a smile means? Like me, I call it a smile!" Immediately afterwards, the director grinned with a dumbfounding expression, "This is what is called a smile!"

When the director's temper became irritable, I became more nervous, and when I was nervous, I became stiff and couldn't shoot well. After most of the day, I didn't pass a single shot.

"Damn!" The director slammed his hat angrily, "Call work!" As soon as the words came out, the surrounding staff all sighed, after all, it meant that their busy work today was wasted.In this kind of atmosphere, I feel even more depressed, but Lu Qi, who has been putting on a bad face face to face, suddenly gave me a rare smile: "Don't be discouraged, just adjust your emotions." In this kind of environment, this smile is very important to me. I am nothing more than a ray of sunshine after the gloom.

I'm kind of flattered.

The crew packed up and left. Lu Qi and Ye Fei also left under the escort of Tianlan's manager. When Lu Qi's manager named Bily left, he looked at me like I was some kind of scourge It was as if their family Lu Qi had been swallowed.Ah Mo, that unreliable guy brought me this bad news this morning and then disappeared. At this time, there was only one little assistant by my side. Back on things.

This is another good weather. The sunny days on the plateau are always so beautiful. I walked aimlessly in the ancient city, seemingly leisurely, but actually very depressed.If I remember correctly, the last female celebrity who was rumored to have an affair with Lu Qi and was anti by fans was Wang Youli. She was considered third-tier at the time and was abandoned by the company to protect her handsomeness. At this time, no matter how I calculate, I only rushed to the top The third line and this position is not hot yet.Hey, I really don't want to ruin the happy future I finally got because of this kind of thing!

Just when I was struggling, Qian Duoduo called: "Lin Xiawei, what are you doing?" I was listless: "Walking in the ancient city." There was a voice on the phone: "You are still in the mood for a walk, The gossip about you and Lu Qi here is full of quarrels! Don't you know that Lu Qi's fans are planning to anti you on the post bar!"

You see, you see, as expected, come on! "Duo Duo, I was really wronged!" I cried and stood under the scorching sun on the plateau, "Lu Qi and I are more innocent than wow ha ha pure water, I am innocent!" "You two are really nothing? "Qian Duoduo was a little doubtful, and I quickly raised my hand to swear: "It is absolutely true, if one word is false, I will be struck by lightning and die! Really, hey, you know, I did it for such a day. No matter how much effort I put in, will I be so foolish as to have an affair with Lu Qi and ruin myself?"

"That's right. In fact, that photo doesn't explain anything. You didn't hold hands at all. But how did the photo get out? Are you being followed by reporters?"

"Who knows, you also know that this is a holy place for tourists, and there are tourists taking pictures with their cameras everywhere." Hey, it's also our fault that we didn't take precautions. We knew that there were people taking pictures everywhere, but we still went out to wander so blatantly.

Qian Duoduo affirmed my answer: "I think so. If it was a reporter, I would probably greet the companies on both sides first to get benefits, and would not post it to the Haijiao forum. Those who can post it to the forum are either ordinary netizens or ..." Qian Duoduo paused on the other end of the phone, "Someone is going to kill you."

The three words "Xu Jingying" flashed in my mind instantly.

That's right, if it was secretly photographed by a reporter, then there is no reason for the reporter to post such a newsworthy photo to a public forum instead of his own website, and most reporters would first seek benefits from the artist's management company when they get these photos They are friends, and Huayu and Tianlan will never allow this kind of photos to spread. Tianlan doesn't like gossips about their artists, and Huayu must know that gossip with Lu Qi is tantamount to ruining the artist.

But if Xu Jingying was the one taking the picture, it would make sense.She had always held a grudge against me and knew what was at stake, having arrived on the same day as us, time, place, motive, she had it all.

I'm kind of desperate.

"Then what should I do now?"

Qian Duoduo thought for a while: "Don't panic, I'll contact Mo, don't worry, I'm here," she comforted me on the phone, her words were short and sharp, but the first sentence, At this time, it made me feel strangely at ease.

Since my father left me and my mother, I have never had peace of mind.At that time, I was standing in the high sun, listening to the phrase "I am here" on the phone, and tears flowed down my face.

Qian Duoduo's words made me feel at ease as if I had taken a reassurance. Although I didn't know what she was going to do, I just trusted her inexplicably. I couldn't even understand that kind of peace of mind.The next day, I adjusted my mentality and started shooting again.Seeing that I recovered so quickly, the director didn't say anything, but his face softened a lot, probably because he thought it was not easy for me.

The scene we are going to shoot today is the girlfriend of the heroine in the play. It is the scene in which Fang Jinghua, played by Xu Jingying, chased her from Austria to Shangri-La, and had a showdown with the heroine, hoping that she would not seduce her boyfriend. The scene that was filmed during the audition.This is a rival scene between me and Xu Jingying. I have to say that Xu Jingying is quite talented in playing such a role.When she sat across from me and threw me the lines that I had been brewing in my heart for a long time, I thought in a trance that she was here to warn me not to approach her Young Master Zhuo.

Because there is a lot of money, I paid special attention to Xu Jingying these two days.In fact, she doesn't have many roles, and it's just concentrated in these two days. When she didn't play a few days ago, she hid in the inn room by herself, and didn't go out for a walk. Her assistant said that she was afraid of being sunburned by the plateau sun. , plus everyone knows more or less what happened between her and Zhuo Shao, and the people in the crew don’t like to associate with her very much. It is indeed very simple for her to stay alone every day and use the Internet to control something Well, maybe that post was made by her.

Therefore, when I saw Xu Jingying, I felt that her appearance was particularly odious.Fortunately, she played my rival in love in the play. If she played the role of Ye Fei, I was really afraid that I wouldn't be able to make out with her.

I was acting in Shangri-La, and the news from China Entertainment came every day, informing Ah Mo of the progress of the matter.At the beginning, I heard that Lu Qi’s fans were going to sit in front of the China Entertainment Company to protest and ask the company to hide me, and they also launched a proposal to replace me immediately with the crew of "I'll Wait for You, Let's Watch the Flowers Bloom" or wait until the film is released. Fans from all over the world will be mobilized in front of major theaters to prevent audiences from buying tickets to watch. I was so scared that I couldn't sleep for several days.Fortunately, a few days later.A Mo told me that under the leadership of Qian Duoduo, China Entertainment and Tianlan teamed up to quell the scandal.

Tianlan Media came forward to clarify that what was secretly photographed was actually a still photo, but the staff nearby were not photographed. At the request of China Entertainment and Tianlan, the crew's official Weibo also released the news. At the same time, the director, Lu Qi , Ye Fei, me, and several staff members with V certification also issued such statements one after another. In order to lie, the director also deliberately added a plot where the hero takes the heroine to buy a necklace in the plot, making several It's a very formal photo. Although Lu Qi's fans are still skeptical, this matter has finally been suppressed.

Later, I heard Qiaoqiao mention that Lu Qi's fans made violent and swear words on the Internet, which was particularly offensive. "Fortunately, Xia Wei, you didn't watch it at the time, or you would have been turned over with anger. Really, I felt blushed when I saw it, let alone you." Qiaoqiao was very serious when she said these words, I I was terrified when I heard it, although I was a little suspicious at the time that Ah Mo told her to say this to achieve my goal of being grateful to him, because he firmly took away my mobile phone and computer during that time and forbade me to go online to learn about news trends.

In any case, the matter was resolved, and my mood improved accordingly.

During this period of time, the scenes in the ancient city have also been filmed, and the next step is to go to the Yila Grassland to film.There is a slogan in Yila Grassland, which is called "Heaven is too far away, go to Yila Grassland". When I saw this sentence in the original book, I felt a little bit excited. The beauty in front of us made us cheer.

It was July, when Gesang flowers bloomed on the grassland.The grasslands in Shangri-La are not as endless as the grasslands in Inner Mongolia. You can see the mountains in the distance and the scattered Tibetan houses at the foot of the mountains. On the contrary, the beauty is fuller and richer, just like an oil painting.

On the grassland, we mainly have to shoot two scenes. One is at the beginning, the hero is fooled by a group of people to attend a bonfire party on the grassland. On the Napa beach, the blind heroine was also taken away—of course, A Xu played by Ye Fei held hands—when they arrived at the Napa beach, A Xu let go of excitement and cheered, and then He actually forgot to hold my hand, and when a group of people ran back screaming, they left me by the sea. Finally, when the hero found me, he found that I was panicked but stubbornly standing where I was , this scene shocked him, and it was also the beginning of his secret love.

In another scene, when the heroine regains her eyesight, she returns to the grassland and waits for the hero to come back to find her, but she doesn't know that the hero has died and her pair of corneas were donated by the hero.These two scenes are quite a test of acting skills. The first scene has to show panic, anxiety and fear, and the second scene is the end of the whole film, which is also the climax and the most tear-jerking place. The director said that in the future, when making trailers, this plot will also The most important thing is to act well is the finishing touch, and to act poorly is to waste all previous efforts.

I felt real pressure.So while everyone was busy tidying up their things, I slipped quietly outside the camp wall by myself and sat in a corner to watch the sunset.

"The scenery on the prairie is really nice." Just as I was staring at the sky in a daze, Lu Qi appeared out of nowhere and sat next to me, "Originally, I doubted it when I read the description in the book. The real scene is really so beautiful." Is it beautiful, or is it just a fiction of art, but now that I see the real scene, I realize that the beauty described in the book is not as good as one percent of the real one. What do you think?" He turned his head and smiled at me as he asked.

Oh my god!He really deserves to be the killer of girls and young women, he really deserves to be Tian Lan's head brother, he really deserves to be Lu Qi who has been dubbed the best male idol of the 21st century!This smile is simply heart-wrenching, so beautiful!I subconsciously wiped the saliva from the corner of my mouth, and quickly answered: "Yes, it's really beautiful. That's why people call this place where gods live. This kind of beauty can't be seen in modern cities." But this In other words, why is he not as deep and artistic as the handsome guy?
Lu Qi smiled, and asked again: "How is it? I think you don't look very good recently, are you still worried about that matter?" During this time, probably because of his fans' vicious curses at me, Lu Qi may have At least I feel a little sorry, so my attitude towards me has become increasingly friendly, and occasionally I will take the initiative to talk to me, just like now.

Although being able to make friends with a handsome guy is a beautiful thing, I dare not get too close to him. After all, I just ended a turmoil caused by him. I instinctively moved to the side.

Seeing me like this, Lu Qi looked a little embarrassed, and said: "You don't have to do this, now we are all our own people on the grassland, and we won't be photographed by tourists anymore." I smiled "hehe" on the surface I said yes, but actually I was very depressed. I thought you know a P, that "tourist" is not far behind the wall at this time, okay?In fact, Xu Jingying was not in these two scenes, but she said that since she came to Shangri-La, she always wanted to go back after having enough fun, and she didn't accept other jobs recently, so she followed.

This really makes me have to suspect that she is here to spy on me.

Of course, I wouldn't be so stupid as to tell Lu Qi my heart and soul, so I just smirked and changed the subject: "Why, you don't suspect that I put the news on purpose, and if I want to pull you to stir up the news, it's not worth the money. ?” This is not me talking nonsense, the way Lu Qi’s manager looked at me expresses the exact meaning.Lu Qi shrugged her shoulders: "How is that possible? Even if you don't know, your manager always understands that it's not good to spread gossip with me. It's better to spread that you sit on the director's lap."

Lu Qi's words turned my mood a little cloudy: "That's right! Idiots will pull you to stir up news! Although you are indeed handsome, and you are also my favorite, but I really have no luck to bear it, don't If it’s me, no one will be blessed if I change it. Look at that Wang Youli, she managed to climb up to the third line and was anti. I have worked hard for this role for a long time, so I won’t be so stupid as to dig my own grave—hey , don't look at me so sadly, I'm telling the truth..."

Looking at the smile gradually disappearing on Lu Qi's face, I knew that my problem of panicking when I was excited had happened again.I offended Zhuo Hao N times because of this problem, and I was able to survive until today probably purely because Master Zhuo has eccentric tastes and likes to be abused and offended, but I'm not sure if Lu Qi also has this quirk.

However, in the next second, I was sure that handsome Lu and young master Zhuo had common interests.

Because, after listening to my words, the handsome guy Lu took a deep look at me, then raised his noble jade hand, and gently brushed the bangs on my forehead that were blown by the evening wind. A piece of cotton wool fell gently on my forehead.In an instant, there was a "boom" in my mind, followed by a blank.In this blank space, I heard Lu Qi's voice next to my ear, distant and clear: "You are right, everything is right..."

Am I wrong?I actually saw a trace of sadness in his eyes.

As the sun set, the snow on the opposite snow mountain was dyed orange, as if it had been covered with orange marmalade.I sat under the fence, with Gesang flowers swaying in the wind at my feet, the jingling of cowbells in my ears, and beside me sat Lu Qi, a first-line idol who was as far away from me as a star in the sky not long ago.I glanced at him secretly, and saw a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth under the afterglow. Thinking of the clip that made my brain go blank just now, for a moment, I felt a little confused.

Because I was in a hurry, the filming started that night, and the scene where "I" was lost on the grassland was filmed.While changing clothes, Ye Fei quietly lay next to my ear, and said to me: "Sister Xia Wei, I think senior brother is interested in you." After she finished speaking, she blinked at me, and there was a buzzing in my ear, The blood all over the body rushed to his head: "You are crazy, talking nonsense, do you think I'm not in big enough trouble this time?" I was so anxious that I slapped Ye Fei hard on the head.

Ye Fei stuck out her tongue and stopped talking, but I couldn't calm down anymore.

Lu Qi's increasingly gentle and friendly attitude towards me these days, the little episode under the wall just now that made my little heart beat wildly, and Ye Fei's words just now, are like a red crisp hand, disturbing the whole world in my heart. A stream of spring water rippled layer by layer.

I have a vague feeling that Lu Qi is interesting to me, and normal people will have such a normal state of spring heart sprouting after being expressed interest by such a high-quality male idol and the dream lover of thousands of girls.

(End of this chapter)