cannon fodder queen

Chapter 20 Right now, I have a sense of embarrassment of being caught and raped in bed (4)
These layers of ripples made me very restless, so that when I was filming, I always looked awkward and awkward when facing Lu Qi.Fortunately, this is the desired state in the play, especially when Lu Qi finally finds "me" on the grassland in the dark, rushes over, hugs me, and then lets go of me suddenly, what I need The kind of shyness, shock and bewilderment that he showed can be done without acting.

"Cut!" the director yelled, and the cheerful voice obviously told me that he was very satisfied, "Xia Wei did a good job, her acting skills are good! Hahaha! Everyone call it a day, go back and eat barbecue!"

A group of people carried props, carried props, packed things, and walked back to the camp in twos and threes on the dark grassland.Consciously or unintentionally, Lu Qi and I walked side by side with a distance of about two meters, with no one in between, and the distance of two meters made me inexplicably feel like we were far away and close at hand. illusion.

The night wind is very cool, and my heart beats a little fast.

I slept in the tent that night, tossing and turning, and had another insomnia.

This makes me think it's a bit of a problem.You know, I used to fall asleep when I lay down and count down to three, two, one. As long as I have nothing to do, it is normal to sleep for 12 hours. I can fall asleep even after drinking strong black coffee, and I have insomnia. These two words have never appeared in my dictionary.But what's wrong with me recently, I have sleep problems one after another.

After much deliberation, I put the blame on that guy surnamed Zhuo far away in the world.Ever since I met him, my flat life path has suddenly become tortuous and bizarre. Normal people will suffer from mental weakness and insomnia when encountering such things!

Thinking of Zhuo Hao, I turned over and took out my iPad to open the Haijiao Forum.

Haijiao Forum is a very magical existence. It is known as the No. [-] forum for Chinese people, especially the entertainment gossip section. He keeps tabs on gossip and other news every day.The Haijiao Forum has nineteen celebrities, including the "Four Beauties of the Haijiao"--the four handsome men in the circle recognized by gossip fans, of which Lu Qi ranks fourth, and Sidan Shuangting--the four most handsome men in the entertainment industry Huadan and the beautiful girl Zhou Tingting, supermodel Zhu Tingting, the four little Huadans, and the famous four young masters - among them Zhuo Hao is ranked third, so he also has the name Zhuo Sanshou in the forum, and the gossip version favorite Zhao Wenxuan Zhao Shushu.

Both Zhou Tingting and Zhuo Hao are on the list, and for gossip fans, there is no couple more worthy of gossip than this one, especially at this time, Zhou Tingting is pregnant.

In the past few days, except for the little scandal between me and Lu Qi, the gossip is full of Zhou Tingting's pregnancy incident, and the headlines are all sensational, from "818 when Zhou Tingting kicked Xia Meng and succeeded in taking over the position" to " Teach you how to marry into a wealthy family step by step, starting from Zhou Tingting, covering all aspects.

In fact, the matter between me and Lu Qi can be settled so quickly, it is a bit thanks to them. After all, the energy of netizens is limited. Zhou Tingting is obviously more valuable than me, and they have become the first birds. Lu Qi and I got it The attention is less.

I opened one of the posts titled "Zhou Tingting's marriage to a wealthy family is imminent, Zhuo Sanshao spends a lot of money to buy a luxury house", and the smiling face of Zhuo, who has never changed for thousands of years, appeared on my screen.

This photo is actually the one from the last time I watched the show.Zhou Tingting was standing next to Zhuo Hao in the picture, and I stood in the corner and luckily showed my head. Zhou Tingting is the princess that everyone is looking forward to, but I am the maid next to the princess who is carrying shoes, or I am not even worthy of carrying shoes.

That was just not long ago. I still remember that Ah Mo and I were very excited about this photo, but it was only a few days ago. When I saw this photo again, why did I feel so different?
Why do you feel tightness in your chest?
Closing the Ipad, I let out a low breath.Lin Xiawei, what do you have to sigh, do you really think you have the right to compete with Zhou Tingting?You can't even compare to Xu Jingying. At least Xu Jingying was mentioned in their post. Although it was a sour sentence "Xu Jingying's dream of a wealthy family is broken", you didn't even have a chance to be nominated.

At night, when we were having supper, Ah Mo and I sat in a remote place, and Ah Mo said to me, Xia Wei, why are you restless?Could it be because of Zhuo Shao and Zhou Tingting?I hesitated for a while, and asked: "Ah Mo, do you think, will Young Master Zhuo really marry Zhou Tingting?"

Ah Mo looked at me a little strangely: "It doesn't matter if you marry or not? This has nothing to do with you, Xia Wei. You are too naive, and you are too easy to fall in love. But you have to know, this is just the usual game of rich people. Trick, don't think that he is really in love with you by pretending to be flirtatious to you, that's all plots in idol dramas, in real life, absolutely, no, yes, yes!"

Ah Mo's words are sonorous, forceful and decisive, which does not allow me to have a little bit of doubt.

"However, I think that a son like Master Zhuo must be careful not to get into trouble when he's 'doing things'. He can make Zhou Tingting pregnant with his child. I guess he has long thought of getting married. That's fine. Although it's good to be able to climb up to Zhuo Shao, if you can't get rid of the relationship, it will always be an obstacle to your future development. You are the best."

I thought about it carefully, and what Mo said was a bit like looking through the fog to see the truth.

What he said is right, am I eager to get rid of him?That's fine.Besides, I have always thought that the best destination for a female artist is to find a reliable male artist to marry, so that no one will dislike anyone and have a common language. Compared with Zhuo Hao, Lu Qi is obviously more suitable for me.

Of course, I didn't disclose this idea to Ah Mo, because I knew that Ah Mo would never allow me to have anything to do with Lu Qi.Most importantly, I understand that I have no feelings for Lu Qi.Of course, those heartbeats and turmoil in the evening are real, but as any normal woman, if a handsome guy makes such an intimate gesture to you, your heart will not stop beating. I classify this as a normal physiological reaction. Instead of heartbeat.

The scene to be filmed the next morning was me alone. I was walking in the sun on the grassland full of Gesang flowers.That was the only scene in the whole film where I could see the world. The director told me that the expression he needed was tranquility, serenity, and hope.After filming this scene, we packed our things and prepared to go back to the ancient city.In Shangri-La, there is the last scene left to watch the sunrise in Meili Snow Mountain.

To go to Meili Snow Mountain, we can only go by car, and the journey takes 8 to 9 hours, and the journey is bumpy, so the director announced that we should rest for two days before starting.

Back in the ancient city, everyone dispersed. Several staff members packed up and left because they had to go to Meili Snow Mountain to prepare for the shooting in advance. After leaving the mountain, the entire inn was emptied, only us actors and agent assistants were left.

As soon as I got back to the room, Qian Duoduo sent a text message: "Hey, where are you?" This girl always talks like this, in fact, I understand that the more she speaks harshly to you, the more she treats you as a friend personality.I told her that I had just returned to the inn from the filming and was almost exhausted.Qian Duoduo laughed over there: "Oh, you've worked so hard, I will reward you later, sister."

I rolled my eyes and replied, "Okay, treat me to Gogoparty's eggshell baked brulee until I die." I didn't wait for Qian Duoduo to reply to this text message for a long time, and I didn't care, so I washed up and went downstairs went.

Ye Fei has a childlike nature and pesters her manager Bily to go out to play, but Bily blocks her back with a single word. At this time, she is playing on the swing in the yard to tease the dog in a sullen mood.In fact, I used my toes to figure out that Bily would never agree to her going out to play. You must know that the last time we were just walking in the ancient city, there was a rumor about my affair with Lu Qi, and Bily was so regretful that her intestines were green.

Ye Fei has a baby face, and she is quite pitiful when she is unhappy, so I walked over with the yak yogurt that Ah Mo bought for me: "Come on, have some yogurt, don't be unhappy." Seeing that it was me, Ye Fei's expression softened a little, but her small mouth was still raised high: "Sister Xia Wei, it's really boring." I patted her on the shoulder and sat down beside her: "It's not boring. In the inn It’s good to stay here, you can see how comfortable and leisurely you are basking in the sun and looking at the blue sky here. The sky on the plateau is so beautiful! You can’t see it in the city!”

After hearing my words, Ye Fei raised her face to look at the blue sky, probably because of the beauty of the plateau, she smiled slightly with two cute dimples on her lips: "Oh, sister Xia Wei, you are the one who treats me well, you Treat me better than senior brother." She paused, then lowered her head to look at me, frowning like rivers and mountains: "You are so nice, why do those people still say that about you."

My heart skipped a beat, and my smile froze: "Who? What did you say to me?"

Ye Fei hesitated for a moment, then lowered her voice and whispered in my ear: "They said that you dressed coquettishly at the celebration banquet of China Entertainment last time to seduce Young Master Zhuo, and even said that the skirt was so short that it was half- The breasts were about to fall out, but it's a pity that no one would even take a look at you, and Xu Jingying cut it off."

Ye Fei's words were like a slap, hitting me hard on the face.

Actually speaking, most of what Ye Fei said is true, that is, I did dress a bit coquettishly, and wanted to seduce Zhuo Hao, and it was true that he didn't even glance at me at the time.The past with Zhuo Hao is something I don't want to admit, it's a stain in my acting career, let alone Ye Fei said it so innocently in such a sudden situation.

What is coquettishly dressed, what skirt is so short that half of the chest is about to fall out, these words, like countless boulders falling from the sky, hit me with no skin, difficulty breathing, face red and red.

In fact, the evening dress I wore that day was not considered revealing, especially in this circle, with a tube top and half of my thighs, it was not even as sexy as the one Qian Duoduo wore that night, but the first purpose of rumors is to add fuel and vinegar, you want There is no way to explain.I can't make a statement saying that I did go to seduce Young Master Zhuo that night, but I wasn't dressed as sexy as you said, right?
Ah Mo came back from a round trip outside, carrying a large bag of plateau specialty yak jerky and a box of highland barley wine in his hand. When he entered the door, he happily shouted at me: "Oh, this beef jerky is really good. A friend gave it to me last year." Give me a little bit of my wife's cuteness, she knew I was here and insisted on asking me to bring back a dozen or twenty catties... Hey, what are you doing, it's like a dog whose tail was trampled on."

This guy's metaphors are always used so inelegantly.I pulled him to the corner with a dark face, and said what Ye Fei said exactly. I wanted to win some sympathy, but Ah Mo waved his hand and said calmly, "Hey, what did I think? What's the matter?" Ah, this kind of thing is not as common as eating in the circle, besides, what you say is 'seduce', but it's just an exchange of feelings, and they have no evidence to say that you..." He Blinking his mung bean eyes, he had a look of "you understand" on his face, which made me want to strangle him to death immediately.

"It didn't happen to you, of course you said it lightly." I rolled my eyes at him.In fact, my feelings for Ah Mo are very complicated. He is a very contradictory person. Sometimes he really thinks about me and makes plans for me, which makes me very grateful. Sometimes I feel that he is a human trafficker in the old society, always thinking about it. sold me.

Ah Mo waved his hand: "It's okay. If you are in this circle, you should not be afraid of rumors, but you should be afraid that there are no rumors. Look at those popular people, which one is not carrying more than ten or twenty rumors?"

(End of this chapter)