cannon fodder queen

Chapter 21 Right now, I have a sense of embarrassment of being caught and raped in bed (5)
The tone of his speech was like a quack, how could I hear the taste of "who doesn't have a dozen or twenty lives on his back".But what he said was actually quite reasonable, and I couldn't find anything to refute for a while.

"Oh, that's right." Ah Mo suddenly remembered, "Mr. Yue sent me a message, saying that Xu Jingying denied the photo. I think with her temper, she is not someone who dares to act. What's more, recently Her attention is all on Zhuo Shao and Zhou Tingting." He lowered his voice and smiled at me mysteriously: "This is what her managerial assistant Big C told me, saying that Xu Jingying got mad because of Zhou Tingting's pregnancy. "That gossip look really deserves a beating.

At the moment, I'm not in the mood to care about whether Xu Jingying did the photo or not.My heart was very confused, because I suddenly discovered one thing, that is, no matter what it is, as long as it is related to Zhuo, it can easily upset me.

Zhou Tingting is pregnant, and there is this rumor.

I know that my feelings for Zhuo Hao have undergone a subtle change.But I also know that what Ah Mo said is right. If you compare the dishes, Zhuo Hao is definitely the abalone wing belly in a five-star hotel. It is not the dish I can afford. He ended up being paraded in the street and being seen as a joke because he couldn't pay the money.

These cognitions made my chest a little tight, so I decided to go to the ancient city to get some fresh air.

There are not many tourists in the ancient city these two days, it is said that it is because of the sudden drop in temperature.In the weather at the end of July, the highest temperature during the day was actually 12 degrees Celsius, which is really cheating.I wrapped my woolen cardigan tightly, stepped out of the inn shivering, walked all the way along the uneven stone road to Guishan Park, and climbed under the prayer wheel.

It was already past 7 o'clock in the evening, the sky was getting dark, and there were no tourists around the prayer wheel, only I stood alone, looking at the stopped turning prayer wheel in a daze.This is known as the tallest prayer wheel in the world. It is so beautiful under the light of the lights at the moment. Unfortunately, I am in a bad mood at the moment and have no intention of admiring it.

I think I have to find someone to talk to, otherwise I will probably roar and turn into Godzilla and step down this beautiful ancient city of moonlight.

Taking out my mobile phone, I was hesitant to call Qian Duoduo to tell about my mood at the moment, as well as Lu Qi's little affection for me, and I couldn't wait to share it with Qian Duoduo.

I've been unlucky lately, so this is a happy event. Although I know that I don't have any special thoughts about Lu Qi, I take a step back and say that even if I have thoughts, I wouldn't dare to offend the powerful fan base behind him, but being liked by a handsome guy, always good.But I remembered that a few days ago I swore to her on the phone that Lu Qi and I were definitely purer than Wahaha purified water, and now I turned around and told her that Lu Qi seemed to have taken a fancy to me, which was a bit self-defeating.

Qian Duoduo is not a consoling master, her mouth can kill a living person.

After much deliberation, I still had the cheek to call Qian Duoduo.She can't be regarded as my only friend in this world, but she is indeed the only person I can tell my feelings at the moment.

It's a pity that when people are unlucky, they really can't find someone to talk to—Qian Duoduo's phone is turned off.This guy really has no loyalty. He couldn't find anyone at the critical moment and said he would reward me in the morning.With a long sigh, I hung up the phone and turned around to go back. Unexpectedly, this turn almost made me fall down the steps in fright.

Lu Qi.

That's right, it's Lu Qi.He stood under the shade of the overlapping trees, the golden lights couldn't penetrate the shadows of the trees, his face was hidden in the darkness, I couldn't see clearly.

The night wind was very cold, and it made me a little flustered.

"It's so cold, why did you run out alone?" Lu Qi came out from the shadows, with a gentle smile on her lips, like a snow-capped mountain under the sun.Such a smile is so beautiful, so beautiful that I never doubted its authenticity at all, although thinking about it afterwards, I was simply obsessed with sex. "Well, relax." I cleared my throat and turned my head away.

Then there was a moment of silence.

Silence is such a killer.You see in those small fresh movies, when the hero and heroine are alone, they all use a long period of silence to deal with it. The so-called silence is better than sound at this time, there is really room for the audience to imagine.And in this silence, I was dazedly thinking about something, and I only felt that my face was getting tighter and my ears were getting hotter, and a layer of goose bumps appeared on my arms.

Lu Qi walked over slowly, passed by me, and walked to the prayer wheel.He stretched out his hand and slowly pushed the prayer wheel, that bowed head, beautiful silhouette, and the slight sadness in his eyes almost made me stop breathing. "I'm sorry." He suddenly turned to look at me.I was taken aback: "Why...Apologize to me?" Lu Qi didn't speak, but still smiled lightly: "It's my abruptness that made you uneasy."

It seems that handsome guys are a bit narcissistic, and I have always been thin-skinned, and I am too embarrassed to lose face in front of others, saying that you think too much, and my restlessness is definitely not because of you, so don't worry.So he could only smile ambiguously.

"Come here and push together." Lu Qi patted the prayer wheel.I actually didn't really want to turn around, but out of face, I obediently walked over, hesitated a little, and stood behind Lu Qi.Because I think it's just too awkward to stand in front of him with my back to him!

Under the golden light, two people walked slowly pushing the prayer wheel.

The sky darkened, and under the strong light, everything around was hidden in the darkness and blurred.I silently followed behind Lu Qi, and suddenly felt that it was really awkward to be alone like this.This kind of embarrassment is very strange, it didn't exist when I was with Zhuo Hao.

I suddenly thought of Zhuo Hao again, and remembered that quiet night in the villa, and my mood became even worse.

"Your acting is pretty good." Lu Qi said suddenly.I was taken aback, and instinctively replied: "Really, hehe..." Ignoring the perfunctory in my tone, Lu Qi continued: "At first, when I heard that a newcomer was going to be cast, I was worried. You know this It is my debut work on the big screen, and the company and I attach great importance to it. But your performance is very good, beyond my expectation."

It was the first time someone praised me like this, and I was a little embarrassed: "You are too much."

Unexpectedly, Lu Qi became serious instead: "No, Xia Wei, you are really good at acting." He suddenly stopped, turned and looked at me seriously, "You have acting skills, you have talent, and you will be the one on the big screen. You don’t need to care about other people’s thoughts, you don’t need to care about those rumors.”

"Actually, some of those rumors are true, and you know that too." I said honestly.

Lu Qi shook her head: "There are countless people in the industry who will go all out to become popular, so what are you? Xia Wei, don't be misled by those people with bad intentions and doubt yourself, you are fine, really, you She's the best girl I've ever met..."

I faintly smell something bad, and feel that tonight's conversation should stop here, but Lu Qi's speech is very fast, and I don't allow me to interrupt.

I looked at the last ray of light disappearing to the west, at the Shika Snow Mountain gradually disappearing into the night, I heard the whistling of the wind in my ears, and Lu Qi's faint sigh: "Lin Xiawei ,I like you."

The evening wind was a bit cool, Lu Qi stood there, the golden light shone from above on his hair, face, and body, there was a strange beauty.There was silence all around, and I heard a clear heartbeat.That was my heartbeat, chaotic and fast, hitting my chest without chapters.

When I was young, some teenagers confessed to me. At that time, I was flustered and at a loss, but it was not like now. I was flustered and there was a tinge of joy.Afterwards, I also thought that this was just an illusion, because I have always had an idea in my heart, that is, I must completely eradicate any trace of inappropriate thoughts about Zhuo Hao from the bottom of my heart. Lu Qi confessed to me at this time, I It's like a person who fell into the water grabbed a life-saving straw and then became extremely dependent on this straw.

But at the time, for such a brief moment, I mistook this dependence for a heartbeat.I suddenly had a naive idea that it would be nice to be with Lu Qi, anyway, he is handsome, even more handsome than the one surnamed Zhuo.As long as we do a good job of keeping it secret from his crazy fans, maybe everything will be fine.

I don't know whether this illusion is good or bad, because it lasted too short to tell, but I know that it at least made me feel an unprecedented sweetness in this short moment, until Qian Duoduo appeared in our room. before.

That's right, when Lu Qi and I walked side by side from the Great Buddha Temple back to the inn, under the lantern in front of the gate, I saw Qian Duoduo standing against the wind in the night.She looked anxious, and the first moment she saw us, the smile on her lips bloomed, but it froze immediately.

When I first saw Qian Duoduo, I was pleasantly surprised.Good guy, no wonder I didn't get through to her in the evening. It turned out that she was on the plane at that time. The call in the morning was also intentional. She deliberately said that she would come to reward me and then appeared in front of me unexpectedly, shouting "surprise !” Then I was so moved that I burst into tears, this guy’s calculation was good, and I was really touched.

"A lot of money!" I rushed up and opened my hands to give her a hug.However, when Qian Duoduo raised his hand and slapped me hard on the face, I was completely dumbfounded.

My face was burning hot, I stared blankly at Qian Duoduo, I really couldn't understand why she was going crazy.

"Lin Xiawei, you're really good." Qian Duoduo gritted his teeth and spit out this sentence, the expression on his face distorted with anger.I didn't have time to react to what happened before I confessed my love to me under the prayer wheel. The man with deep love had already stepped forward, took her hand, and shouted in a low and timid voice: "Duo Duo!"

Before the words finished, Qian Duoduo raised his hand again, about to slap Lu Qi on the face.However, that hand stopped in mid-air but drooped down dejectedly.In the night, Qian Duoduo looked up at Lu Qi. I seem to have known that kind of gaze, just like the one when my father came back to have a showdown with my mother, when my mother looked at my father, despair, heartache, sorrow, and forbearance.

In an instant, I understood everything.

An overwhelming dizziness, I almost couldn't stand.His grandma's, what the hell is going on?God, don't take such a joke, don't take such a joke!During the holidays, I, Lin Xiawei, kowtow to you a lot!

"Duoduo..." I stretched out my hand nonchalantly, trying to grab Qian Duoduo, but she turned away from me. "Lin Xiawei, you lied to me." She stared at me fiercely, every word was like a small stone, hitting my heart accurately.

I have never seen such a resentful look, never seen.The moment I panicked, I already understood what I had done.

It turned out that Lu Qi was Qian Duoduo's mysterious boyfriend, the one Qian Duoduo said she had given everything for.Without knowing it, I betrayed my friend and became the third party of her love.

how so.

How could Lu Qi be Qian Duoduo's boyfriend? How could he be?Since he already has a lot of money, why does he still like me?He clearly knew that Qian Duoduo and I knew each other.I looked at Lu Qi in disbelief, hoping that he would give me an explanation and Qian Duoduo's explanation, but he just looked at Qian Duoduo with a calm expression, and he didn't look at me.

Later, when Qian Duoduo got drunk and wept bitterly in my arms, she slowly told me the whole story about her and Lu Qi.After hearing her story, my mood was as complicated as an abstract painting, full of mess and everything.

But at that time, none of these emotions existed, the only thing I had was Qian Duoduo turning around and walking away. After Lu Qi hurriedly chased after him, I saw the colorful expressions of the people warming up in the courtyard of the inn, and Ah Mo was shocked and dazed. , Ye Fei's pitiful sympathy, Xu Jingying's schadenfreude, and Zhuo Hao beside her, those eyes as silent as the night.

At the moment, I have a sense of embarrassment of being caught and raped in bed.

(End of this chapter)