Wrong into the president's room

Chapter 139

"Sihan, I know it's wrong to do this, and it's not that I haven't thought about confessing to her, but please think about it from my standpoint, I haven't been home for four years in college, Lingjia is afraid that I will be lonely Lonely, she will leave her family to accompany me at school every year and holiday, and every time she comes back from home, no matter what food she brings, she will give me half of it. Every time I am wronged, she is the one who helps me out, I'm in a bad mood, and she's the one who stands by my side, but I can't help her at all. Although I don't like you all, I can't say that, so in six years I can only Try to balance the relationship with you, am I doing it wrong?" Yu Xiaoxi said, tears began to roll in her eyes: "If one of the three of us is destined to be injured, then I would rather that person It's me, but..." But in the end, Ruan Lingjia refused to forgive her, and Jing Sihan also blamed her.

Hearing Yu Xiaoxi's words and seeing the tears on her face, although Jing Sihan still had resentment in his heart, he had to work hard to calm himself down: "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable, I I just hope you understand that love is a matter between two people, not a game that can be fulfilled if you ask me to quit. I don’t love her. This one reason is enough to explain everything. I believe that as long as you explain it clearly to her, she will also love her. I can definitely understand you."

Yu Xiaoxi lowered her head, bit her lips and didn't answer, she knew Ruan Lingjia very well, this time it was hard for her to forgive her, because in the four years of university, she never said a single harsh word to her, even if she scolded her, it was just acting like a baby Or a joke, but this time, it is very different from before.

"Okay, don't even think about it, I've already made it clear to her, I think if she really cherishes the relationship between you as much as you do, she will understand." Xiao Xi's face was still covered with dark clouds, Jing Sihan still couldn't help feeling sour in his heart.

"What else can I do now." Yu Xiaoxi let out a long breath, her voice was full of helplessness, she knew Ruan Lingjia too well, her personality was so strong, as long as she was determined, it would be difficult to give in, so even if she It was futile to try to apologize.

"Were you talking on the phone with him just now?" Jing Sihan changed the topic because he didn't want to admit that he had such a low status in her heart.

Yu Xiaoxi nodded: "Yes, I was about to tell you about this too." In fact, from the moment she made the decision, she never thought of hiding it.

"Why don't you discuss it with me first?" Although he is not the father of the child, after all, after six years of relationship, no matter what, he should say hello to him in advance, so facing Yu Xiaoxi's arbitrariness, Jing Sihan felt in his heart It's [-] points of dissatisfaction.

"You will definitely not agree." Yu Xiaoxi turned her face away, she had her own ideas on this matter, and she knew that Jing Sihan would definitely object.

"Since you know that I will disagree, why do you still do this? Do you think I am not qualified to be their father?" Facing Yu Xiaoxi's answer, Jing Sihan felt even more depressed.

"I just think about it from the child's point of view. Since the child already knows his existence, and they are so old, they have the right to choose."

"Xiaoxi, I can't understand your actions at all. Didn't you always want to keep the two children by your side? And I've already made all the preparations. Why did you suddenly change your mind?" Jing Sihan clapped his hands Clenching his fists, he tried hard to restrain his impulse, for fear that if he was not calm, he would say something he shouldn't say.

"I didn't think about it before. I always only thought about protecting my own desires, but I never thought about it from the perspective of children. You are right. I also hope that I can do everything possible to keep them, but I believe Compared with my own selfishness, I learned that the growth of children is the most important thing, and I don't want them to hate me." When Yu Xiaoxi said these words, her face was not without pain.

"How is it possible, you love them so much, how could they hate you?" Jing Sihan couldn't agree with Yu Xiaoxi's answer.

"That's because they are still young and don't understand many things." Yu Xiaoxi lowered her head, her tone full of helplessness.

"What do they need to know?" Jing Sihan stared straight at Yu Xiaoxi: "Isn't what you have paid for all these years not enough?"

"I can give them all I have, but there are some things I can't afford." Yu Xiaoxi had tears in her eyes, and then raised her eyes at a 45-degree angle, so that the trace of grievance in her eyes would not turn into tears. tears flow,

"What else do they need? I don't understand."

"Father's love, the care and concern from my father, I will never be able to replace them."

"Can't I?" For the care and love of the child, he has never asked Yu Xiaoxi for anything, he just wants to prove that he is worth relying on and relying on in his own way.

"Sihan, I don't deny that you have been doing a good job, but you are not their father after all. There are some things I can't see from you." Yu Xiaoxi turned her face away. It would be a big blow, but it was all she could do now.

"Then what did you see on him? Xiaoxi, don't you think..." He held back the words in his stomach. He was afraid of getting Yu Xiaoxi's approval. Years of hard work were all in vain.

"Sihan, I know what you're worried about. Don't worry, you're worried that things won't happen." Yu Xiaoxi gritted her lower lip, and after a while she said: "I will marry you, so Xinxin I hope you can understand me, I just hope that the children can live a little happier."

After getting Yu Xiaoxi's affirmation and seeing the firmness in her eyes, even though Jing Sihan still couldn't let it go, he could only nod and said, "Well then, Xiaoxi, you are the mother of the child, I have no right to ask you The way to deal with it, but I hope you can keep your promise." He did all this for her, as long as she would commit the crime, there was no need for him to make her unhappy because of the child.

Yu Xiaoxi didn't speak, but turned her face and looked into the distance through the glass window. Although she didn't deny that she liked Jing Sihan, when she thought of marrying him, she still couldn't help being flustered and uneasy.

In the afternoon of the next day, Yan Feimo drove the car to the outside of Yu's small mansion. Seeing Yu Xiaoxi leading Yuxin out, he hurried forward to take the things in her hand.

"I've already written his schedule and put it on the second layer of his schoolbag. Remember not to let him eat iced food and spicy food together, or he will have a stomachache." Yu Xiaoxi handed the things in Yan Feimo's hands Li later added.

(End of this chapter)