Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 3

Time is really a strange thing.Things that were once thought to be very important and unforgettable will be gradually faded by time without knowing it, or even forgotten.When you look back, you realize that it was actually pretty good.No matter the thing itself is happy or sad.It's just good things that will leave you satisfied.And sad ones will make your heart ache.Even if the memory is no longer clear, even if the memory beautifies the grief, the wound left on the heart is still bright red, as if it happened yesterday.

Perhaps, only this scar cannot be taken away by time.Perhaps, it will precipitate as time goes by, sinking deeper and deeper, and finally becomes an indelible wound.Faintly, it always reminds you of the pain in the past.When you encounter this kind of incident again, you will shrink back, you will be afraid, you will escape, and you will lock your heart.Only at this time, you will suddenly realize that what time can take away is only the scab after the scar has formed, but what is left behind is an eternal scar that cannot fade away.

Spread bars.

Today is the last day of business.Tomorrow, it will be taken over by the new owner and turned into a western restaurant.Xiao Junjie sat quietly in his old seat, the beer on the table had already lost its bubbles.It is summer vacation now, and the street in front of Liyuan High School is empty.

His heart was also empty.

Xiao Junjie suddenly felt his heart heavy and his shoulders heavy.Looking back, it turned out to be the owner of the bar.

"one person?"

Xiao Junjie nodded without saying a word.

"Where's the girl you've been clubbing with before? It should be your girlfriend." The boss smiled, not paying attention to the gloomy paleness on Junjie's face.

"She's gone..." The moment Junjie opened his mouth, Junjie realized that his voice was so hoarse, and someone pulled his beating heart violently, causing Junjie to cough in pain.

"Going abroad?" The boss didn't understand the real meaning of "she's gone".Yes, no one will understand, no one will believe it except those "involved".

"Forget it...forget it." His dark eyes moved slowly along the opposite teaching building to the fifth floor, at that window...Junjie seemed to be able to see Ye Bing lying on the window sill, peacefully looking at the streets where cars were passing by , with a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, the smile she has always had.

This frozen picture is something that time will never take away.Junjie thinks so.

Just when Xiao Junjie thought that the tears of reluctance would fall like this, the phone rang.

Seeing this, the bar owner nodded sensibly towards Junjie and left.

"Hi, Xiao Junjie."

"Mr. Xiao?" It was a voice of some age.

"you are……"

"Hi, I'm taking the liberty to call you this time. I'm Lin Feiyan's mother." There was some helplessness in the tone, showing persistent concern.

"It's Aunt Lin, hello!"

"Mr. Xiao, I have an unfeeling request. I hope you can come to our house once and persuade Yan to go back to France with us."

"To France?"

"Well, yes. Although Yan's spirit has been greatly improved by treating Yan in China, it seems impossible to completely cure her. There is only rest. Therefore, we want to bring Yan to France. After all We are not by her side, and we are really worried about her staying in Shanghai alone. The housekeeper..." sighed.

"I see, Aunt Lin, I'll be right here."

"Thank you, Mr. Xiao."

After receiving the line, Junjie went to the cashier to pay the bill, but the boss kindly waived the bill for him.After thanking, Xiao Junjie walked out of the spreading bar amidst the crisp "jingle" of the wind chime.He raised his head and glanced greedily at the window on the fifth floor.It has been four years, and he still can't get rid of this habit.

Terrible habits, like opium, stick to you for a lifetime.

The hot and humid wind entangled Junjie, and stroked his shoulder-length black hair, drawing a mournful arc.A Volkswagen Taxi drove towards Junjie, and gradually slowed down.At first glance, it is an experienced old driver.Before Junjie could reach out his hand, the car stopped in front of him.Xiao Junjie opened the car door hesitantly, glanced at the plastic-steel window again, and left resolutely.

he decided...

In front of the iron gate of Lin's house, a stretched Mercedes-Benz and a 7-series BMW were parked.Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin were standing by the car, seeing Xiao Junjie rushing over, they greeted him with apologetic faces.

"I'm really sorry, I asked you to take a special run on such a hot day." Uncle Lin expressed his apology very professionally.

"Uncle Lin is speaking too seriously."

"Then let's go to the company to deal with some things first, and you can talk slowly. The plane is at eight o'clock in the evening."

"Well, okay. Please rest assured, Uncle Lin." Xiao Junjie heaved a sigh of relief as he watched the two old men leave with worries on their faces.He is really not very good at dealing with the worries of the elderly.

Turning around, facing the familiar iron gate, Xiao Junjie felt the sadness of changing things and changing people.

The Lin family is located in a villa area in the suburbs of Shanghai. If you have a car, it is quite convenient to get in and out of the city.And because it is a high-end villa area, the developer pays special attention to the privacy of the owners. The interval between villas is very wide, coupled with the dense greenery, this is really a good place for rich people to avoid right and wrong.

Xiao Junjie took a deep breath, turned around and stepped into the Lin family's villa, and walked straight to the second floor.

In Lin Feiyan's bedroom, there were broken glass and porcelain all over the floor, the sheets were messy, the chair was overturned, and Yan stood by the window stupidly, looking in the direction where her parents left, without looking back at Junjie.

She knew that Junjie was here.

"Since you are reluctant, why don't you go with Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin?"

"I can't bear to leave, and I can't bear to leave." Mianyan's eyes retracted from the window, and wrapped around Junjie quietly.Those eyes that were like stagnant water did not have any look.Junjie couldn't see Yan who was in high spirits there.Xiao Junjie was really surprised by the haggard look on his face.Since Ye Bing left, he hasn't seen Yan again.It's not that he doesn't want to see her, but that Yan doesn't want to see Junjie.

Junjie thought that when he saw Yan again, he would smile, a gentle smile.Even though Yan may be lethargic or delirious, he can still do his best and try his best.

But, in fact, when he met Yan again, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, he was surprised, with a trace of pity and guilt.He didn't know how Yan survived these years, what kind of illness tortured her so desolately.Desolation, this word may not be used accurately enough, but it seems to be too light to describe Yan only as haggard.In an instant, Xiao Junjie couldn't find a suitable adjective.

In the past four years, Xiao Junjie can only learn from Yimeng that Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin have never given up on Lin Feiyan, who has fallen into mental illness.They sought medical treatment everywhere, trying to cure Lin Feiyan's illness.It's a pity that the symptoms are not the root cause. Although Yan's mental state has stabilized a lot, whenever something serious happens, Yan will still be afraid, trembling, and even hysterical.

The doctor said that the only way to deal with mental illness is to rest and avoid being stimulated.That's why Lin Zhennan proposed to send his daughter to Paris to recuperate.Although I don't know what happened to Yan in Shanghai to make her so crazy.However, since the problem lies in Shanghai, leaving is the best solution.

However, no matter how her parents persuaded her, Yan refused to go abroad.With Yan's stubborn temper, no one can stop her.After arguing, reprimanding, and throwing things, Lin Zhennan surrendered.It was Aunt Lin who was careful and thought of Xiao Junjie, so she hired Junjie to do the job of persuading Yan.

"There is nothing reluctant, Yan. I will go to Paris with you. Let me stay with you for the rest of the day, okay?" Xiao Junjie stepped forward, trying to look gently at the surprised Yan.That face was lifeless white, with no good blush, thin cheeks, sharp chin, and even the originally black and shiny hair lost vitality.Yan is so thin and obvious.

Focusing on Yan's surprise again, it was obvious that she did not expect Junjie to say that.

"Are you making atonement? Are you atonement for Ye Bing?" Yan's eyes seemed to be brighter and sharper for a moment.The sickness and weakness just now disappeared, and a frosty mist appeared in those dark eyes, so cold. "I do not need!"

"Yan, don't get me wrong. I just hope you get better soon."

(End of this chapter)