Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 4

Xiao Junjie grabbed Yan anxiously, how could she think so...he was all because of...

"If it's cured earlier, you won't be responsible for me, right?" Yan's hoarse voice made Yan look so fragile that it would break if touched.But those piercing eyes easily denied Junjie's thoughts.In fact, she is not fragile.

"Yan, do you have to misinterpret me like this?"

"Could it be because you love me... Humph, is it possible..." Yan scoffed at such thoughts.Once, for a second, she thought so.But when she calmed down, she felt that such an idea was ridiculous and humble.Xiao Junjie would not like her, let alone fall in love with her.The only thing he loves in his life is Ye Bing, even if Ye Bing dies, there is still only Ye Bing!
"Why is it impossible?" Junjie's voice became hoarse, and the words almost blurted out.

On the night of Lin Feiyan's birthday, Yan's roar echoing in the air completely shocked Junjie's heart.Let him understand an idea that he has always denied, and let him realize another possibility.However, in the face of such a shock, he escaped.Because at that time, he already had Ye Bing.

"Is it possible? Don't you love Ye Bing anymore? Can your love only last for so long?" No matter what Junjie said, Lin Feiyan seemed to have a way to stab Junjie forever.

"Yan, some things are hard to explain. For example, love..."

"Do you have any love for me? Hmph, stop joking." Lin Feiyan raised her hand and slapped Junjie with a cold face, "From now on, you don't owe me anything. I will go to France, don't worry I will be fine, so this slap is your repayment. Now, we owe nothing to each other. The driver is waiting for me below, and I am leaving. You can stay here as long as you want, just remember to close the door when you leave Close the window."

Yan left Junjie with a cruel smile, she seemed to be laughing, Feng Shui took turns, but today she, Lin Feiyan, dumped Xiao Junjie, it was Lin Feiyan who said "Sayno" to Xiao Junjie, and then left resolutely.

Very chic!
Yan thought so, a cruel smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.But the moment she turned around, tears severely tore her mask, and violently tore apart the protective film covering her heart.The pain engulfed Lin Feiyan again, making her unable to think.She knew that she was so excited! She was so excited that she had a fit!
Neuropathy!
Fearing that Junjie would notice his strangeness, Lin Feiyan also leaned on the wall, ran down the stairs, and stumbled out of the door.Fortunately, the driver held her firmly and let her get into the car steadily.She guessed that Junjie must be looking at her by the window at this moment, with mixed feelings.Therefore, she must not look at that window and reveal any nostalgia.

The engine of the 7 series roared through the quiet air, and Yan disappeared permanently from Junjie's sight in just a second.

A person's life is full of gains and losses.Lose some, gain some.Get these, lose those.God is fair and will not be partial.Some people seem to gain a lot, but others don't know that they also lose a lot.Not knowing does not mean not losing, not knowing does not mean not getting.Perhaps, only when we are old, only at that time, can we sit down quietly and calmly to examine our own life.Only then will you realize how much you have lost and how much you have gained.Regret what was lost and what was gained.Without these losses and gains, how dull we would be in our seventies.There is nothing to recollect, nothing to measure, even regret may be happy and satisfying.

Xiao Junjie knew that he was lost again.But this time he lost, he could not shed a single tear.It's not that the tears are exhausted, but that there are no tears to cry.

Junjie didn't leave Yan's bedroom right away.Pick up the debris for Yan, and fold the quilt for Yan.Gently closing the bedroom door was like closing a certain window of memory, and the hand holding the doorknob trembled a little.

Silently facing the locked bedroom door, Xiao Junjie chose to leave.

After taking the farewell steps, Xiao Junjie's eyes suddenly lit up.He only felt dizzy, the dazzling sunlight was clearly in front of his eyes, but what he saw was the rain that night, it was shocking, he saw her gently leaning over the roof wall, a wisp of gray smoke rising...

Cold sweat dripped from his neck and dripped into Junjie's T-Shirt.He only felt that his body was cold, and his dark eyes gradually got used to the brightness outside.Xiao Junjie didn't feel dizzy any more, but he still walked home after he regained his energy.

Same as when he came, Xiao Junjie stopped a Volkswagen.Speeding on the empty road, Junjie secretly thought why the traffic is so smooth today.After a while, the car stopped at the gate of Xiao's house.

Some didn't want to go home, Xiao Junjie moved slowly, moved up the stairs of his own house, opened the door and entered the empty room, Junjie fell heavily on the soft sofa.

Since childhood, my parents often went out on business.When he was young, his parents put Junjie at his grandmother's house or a friend's house. When he was older, they let Xiao Junjie live at home alone, or wherever he wanted to stay.Xiao's father and Xiao's mother never asked what their son did and what friends he was with during those days when they were on business trips.For Xiao Junjie, it can be said that Xiao's father and Xiao's mother are absolutely laissez-faire and trust their son's self-consciousness 100%.However, they forgot that at that time, Xiao Junjie was only a sixteen or seventeen-year-old child, who was in the period of rebellion.Such indulgence has formed a handsome and uninhibited personality.

He likes to be around lots of women, even when he's not in a relationship, he likes to be surrounded by lots of people.That would give him a sense of security, a sense of being valued and cared about.

For love, although Xiao Junjie can't be called a long-term lover, he always treats him sincerely every time he falls in love, and every time he breaks up, he will always be sad for a while.You can say that he is self-regulating, or it can be regarded as his intentions.Because he doesn't want to be bound, when a woman regards herself as a mistress, Junjie will want to get rid of it.Because he likes freedom.

Yimeng once joked that it was because of his fickleness.But Junjie corrected it jokingly: "It's not called being playful, it's just that you can afford it and let it go."

"Maybe it's because you haven't met a girl who really fascinates you."

This is completely a joke by Yimeng, but Junjie takes it seriously.He fell silent all of a sudden, and said heavily, "Probably."

After that, there was no more words between the two, just letting the air play the trick of silence is golden around them.

Perhaps Yimeng is right, because Junjie has never met anyone he really likes.He knew this kind of thinking when he saw Ye Bing for the first time.Seeing Ye Bing's sweet smile, Junjie knew that he was willing to be restrained by this girl and let her be the hostess of this room.

Unfortunately, things backfired.Ye Bing left, left...Moreover, God gave him an unforgettable memory... Now, Junjie is only accompanied by infinite regret and pain.He regretted that he shouldn't have ignored Ye Bing's abnormality because of Yan, he shouldn't have been impatient with Ye Bing who was obsessed with him, he shouldn't have treated Ye Bing coldly, and he shouldn't have single-handedly pushed Ye Bing into the bottomless abyss.Because of so many wrongs, now, God punished him, made him suffer, made him lonely, made him unable to keep Yan, and made him unable to make up for Yan.All this is what he deserves.This is the karma of his own choice, so he should accept it well and bear it silently.

Xiao Junjie didn't know why he missed these things today.Perhaps, this is also one of the punishment items God gave him.

After resting for a while, Xiao Junjie got up and took a shower.Sitting back on the sofa again, he quickly jumped up again, took out an exquisite diary from the drawer of the desk, opened the combination lock, and turned to the first page, and the beautiful and familiar cursive script was displayed in front of his eyes.

Junjie couldn't help gasping for air, deliberately ignoring the dark and turbulent heart.This was Ye Bing's birthday present to him, and he still remembers what happened that day.

It was a day with a clear blue sky, and the spring breeze was warm, warm, soft and very comfortable.

(End of this chapter)