Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 54

Suddenly, I really want to write something to record my current mood.But pick up a pen but don't know where to start.

The words of breaking up were finally spoken.I really didn't expect that it would be the same with her.I thought that Ye Bing and I would go on hand in hand forever, no matter what difficulties and setbacks we encountered, we would be able to get over it, just like this we walked on the red carpet until the end of our lives.

pity.I'm wrong!I naively thought that love is what you want and I want, and then hold your hand and grow old together.In fact, it is the most beautiful rose, but it has the most terrible poison.Once a person is infected, he can't get rid of it.Only those who know how to save themselves can escape safely.Maybe love, in fact, isn't for me.

Xiao Junjie tremblingly closed the diary.He was a little cold, and cold sweat kept breaking out on his forehead.He carefully put the diary into the drawer.It was already very bright, and the hot air poured into the house through the half-opened windows.It's obviously a hot day, why is he so cold?

Get up, glance at the clock, it is already lunch time.After changing a piece of clothes, Xiao Junjie went downstairs, got on his bicycle, and set off to the old place.

Stop the car in front of the sprawling bar, the bar has sealed the door, the inside is empty, there are no tables, chairs, benches, and foreign wine at the bar.At the wet door of the bar, there are only a few leaves stuck to the ground as witnesses of the past.

"Junjie?"

A familiar voice came from behind, and Xiao Junjie turned his head.

"Yumeng?!"

"Didn't expect to meet me!" Yimeng walked forward with a smile, "Have you eaten lunch? Let's go together?"

Xiao Junjie was a little dazed, not used to such a lively and cheerful Yimeng.Quietly followed Yimeng to find a restaurant to sit down, Xiao Junjie's gaze remained on the fifth floor of Liyuan High School opposite.And Yimeng, on the other hand, stared at Junjie's side face intently.

This man is still so handsome and outstanding, but the melancholy and sadness on that brow can't be lingered no matter what.That kind of faint emotional pain seems to have been deeply pressed in Junjie's heart, and it can no longer be erased clearly.

As if feeling the scorching gaze lingering on him, Xiao Junjie looked back, and bumped into Yimeng's pupils as expected.

"What's wrong? Is there something on your face?"

Yimeng shook her head.

"You haven't changed at all, you just have longer hair and more maturity. Are you... all right?"

"It's okay. What about you?" Subconsciously parting the corners of his mouth, he smiled slightly.

"Me? It's okay." Yimeng lowered her head shyly.

There was a moment of silence.

Yimeng accidentally caught a glimpse of Junjie's wandering eyes, maybe he thought of Ye Bing again.Those hazy eyes make people look a little drunk.

Is it really impossible to forget?Is there really something unforgettable for forgetful human beings?Perhaps, it was just because he felt that he owed Ye Bing too much, so he felt guilty, so he dared not forget it.

Yimeng raised the corner of her mouth sarcastically.Why should she doubt Junjie?She knew very well what Junjie was like, he was different from those people who only had money in their eyes.If you take a look at Junjie with Zhuyeqing's mirror, what you see in the mirror must be an out-and-out person, a real man.

"Yan has gone to Paris." Xiao Junjie quietly looked out of the window, chatting about random topics.

"I know, I've heard that it's pretty good." Yimeng followed his gaze, "Fangmin also went abroad, did you know?"

Junjie shook his head, "When did it happen?"

"It happened half a year ago."

Junjie didn't answer, just casually took two mouthfuls of salad from his plate.When she raised her head, she fell into Yimeng's gray pupils again.

"At that time, did you like me very much?"

Yimeng was a little surprised, and quickly restrained her admiring eyes.

"It should be. It's been too long... Do you still miss her?"

"I think... I still haven't let it go. Maybe it's because the way Ye Bing left me is so special, and I always think of her from time to time. However, when I go to the airport to send Yan off for the last time, I feel Ye Bing suddenly became less important. Which one is more worthy of my dedication, a person who has been gone for four years, or a person who is still alive. I think this kind of thing does not need to be compared, and the answer is obvious. To Yan, I also have a lot of guilt... I... I really... When I wanted to go to Paris with Yan, I really thought that I had fallen in love with Yan. However, she rejected me... ...I'm really messed up!"

"Junjie, you may not realize that you are not just a friend to Yan. We all see how good you are to Yan and how much you care about Yan. Only you don't know. Maybe you and Yan Yan has been together for too long, so long that she doesn't even know that the friendship has undergone a chemical change."

"Really? Have I ever liked Yan? I love Ye Bing."

"Things between a man and a woman are always unclear. Don't worry about the past. Ye Bing is gone, and Yan is gone. But you still have to continue to live on this land. If you have been You are so obsessed with the past, and the future is so long, how are you going to finish it." Yimengyu persuaded earnestly.The corner of the mouth is a smile of approval.She knew that Junjie would not deliberately hide his true thoughts because of his fault.He will reflect, he will introspect.When he thinks things through and thinks clearly, he will make great strides forward.

Time is passing silently.He started to fugue again.

"Junjie, Junjie." Also dreamed that Xiao Junjie was staring out of the window in a daze, then quietly paid the bill and walked out of the restaurant.

When Xiao Junjie came back to his senses, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon.He found the note left next to his dinner plate, which had Yimeng's mobile phone and contact address written on it - she had moved.

At around two o'clock in the afternoon, because he had nowhere to go, Xiao Junjie could only sit at the desk again, feebly taking out the diary from the drawer.He kept asking himself, why must he relive the scar he wanted to forget yesterday?Once upon a time, he wanted to set this diary on fire, take the memories that hurt his heart and disappear with the jumping flames, and completely remove them from his mind.

However, no matter what, he couldn't make up his mind to destroy it.After all, this is the only connection he has with Ye Bing now.Maybe it is because I want to forget so much that I always think about this wound.The more I want to forget, the more I can't forget. What else can I do besides remembering?

After regaining his composure, Junjie opens his diary.The heart is torn apart bit by bit along with the opened paper...

The joy of renewed friendship did not last long.After knowing the truth about the warehouse incident, Ye Bing became suspicious.They always surround me and ask questions, so that I don't know how to answer them.

Although I have already made good mental preparations, this answer still gave me a big blow.My mind is still buzzing to this day, very confused.

Even under such circumstances, Ye Bing still haunts me so much.I really don't know how to face her.

Ye Bing, can you give me some time to figure it out?
(End of this chapter)