Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 55

It is agreed that if we do not break up, I will definitely not separate from you, but I need time to accept this fact.After all, you are the woman I love, and I cannot accept this fact casually.

Please give me time, Ye Bing...

Ever since the day Ye Bing learned the truth at Ye's house, Ye Bing seemed to be a different person. Whenever he got a chance, he would catch Junjie and ask him the same question: "Do you still love me? You won't leave me, will you?"

The kind of morbid state close to hysteria made Xiao Junjie shy away from her.Junjie no longer went to pick up Ye Bing, he was scared, really scared.Ye Bing is not unaware, Junjie's indifference, and his own little changes, Ye Bing knows all about it.She knew that she believed Ye Bing in black, that's why she stared at Junjie so frantically, hoping that Junjie would give her some confidence.It's just that Junjie's uncertain words and evasive attitude really made Ye Bing unbelievable.The question of being rejected again and again planted black seeds in Ye Bing's heart, and the shadows piled up bit by bit, and her heart was being swallowed by the darkness bit by bit.

Taking a look at Junjie's position, he skipped class again today.Ye Bing withdrew his sad eyes, feeling extremely sad.Junjie, how long are you going to hide from me?

But in Xiao's house, in Junjie's own room, Junjie sat on the floor alone in front of the bed.Beside him is a wine bottle and a goblet filled with a small glass of wine.

He knew that he still had feelings for Ye Bing.It's just that if he gets too close to Ye Bing, he won't be able to see many things clearly.For the warehouse incident, he needs time to accept.He has sworn to Ye Bing many times that he will never break the promise between them, he just hopes to give him some time to calm down.However, Ye Bing just interpreted his words as breaking up.The more she misunderstood, the tighter she stared at Junjie, so tight that Junjie could hardly breathe.

Annoyed, he took a sip of the wine, and Ye Bing's smiling face was actually reflected in the wine glass.She is so charming, so lovable.But that was just before.Now she is like a plague that spreads everywhere, people respect her at a distance, and it is impossible to avoid her.

plague?

Hmph, he actually used such nasty words to describe the person he loved the most.

Junjie couldn't help taking another sip, and raised the corner of his mouth sarcastically.

Ye Bing, Ye Bing, why are we here?
Xiao Junjie drank the brandy in the cup sadly, his eyes showed piercing anger.But who can blame this?If you want to blame, blame yourself for being too incompetent, too cowardly, and unable to turn the tide.

Junjie picked up the bottle and drank it violently, angrily threw it on the ground, and the debris splashed all over the floor.The biting cold wind came in through the crack of the window, circled around him, and ran out mischievously.

Although the wind is bitter, it is not very biting, maybe because his heart is colder than this cold wind.

Really?Is your heart really cold?

Has the passion for love gone?How can it be so fast?Only a few months!

Yes!Only a few months!Junjie felt that he hadn't felt relaxed for a long time.The feeling of being free and unfettered was what he valued the most.When did it disappear?In retrospect, it should be after dating Ye Bing.

Lying sideways on the floor, regardless of how thin the clothes on his body were, Junjie seemed to be lying still.He rested his left hand on his forehead, and placed his right hand casually by his side, clearly showing a series of pictures in front of his closed eyes.I thought that the relationship between him and Ye Bing would be smooth and smooth. Like other lovers, he would get blessings from friends and mutual understanding from lovers.However, he was wrong.Not only did he and Ye Bing not get the approval of Yan, Fang Min, Wen Xi and Yi Meng, but they aroused their anger, and he had to worry all the time that Ye Bing would leave him because of Yan.

Now recalling the days with Ye Bing, it is always more bitter than sweet.Either there was a quarrel with Ye Bing, or it was because of Yan's obstruction.How could a relationship develop like this?It turned out that this year, he put aside his friendship and talked about such a love.But I was still intoxicated in it, unable to extricate myself, daydreaming.

There was a soreness in the bottom of my heart, and my heart was bloodied by the invisible whip in the memories of scenes.I casually touched the door of the sound system not far away, opened it, and pressed the "play" button, and the familiar melody came back.The prelude part is low and melodious; the chorus part is high-pitched but reveals a trace of sadness and powerlessness.

Xiao Junjie can no longer breathe on his own, he needs to release the increasingly intense sadness in his heart through music, otherwise, he will be overwhelmed by the inexplicable sadness and his heart will stop beating.He took a deep breath, and at the moment of breathing, he made a choice.

"Ye Bing, please stop talking about breaking up, okay?" His original request sounded in his ears.It seems that he is the one who broke his promise this time, facing Ye Bing like this, he no longer has the strength to persevere.Thinking of Ye Bing's annoying and crazy entanglement, Junjie felt powerless.

Yes, he decided to give up this bitter relationship.He wants to start life again, no longer sad for anyone.He wants the original him, he...

Junjie found countless reasons for himself, to let himself accept, to convince himself, to let himself not regret it, and to minimize the pain he endured.But those trivial reasons were useless, and he still hurt.His heart was pierced deeply by a sharp blade, and his arms and legs seemed to be stabbed by countless arrows, the pain was so painful that he was uncomfortable.But someone blocked his mouth with a handkerchief or a towel, preventing him from yelling to release the pain all over his body.The most important thing is that the gradually worsening heart-pounding pain made him unable to breathe freely, made him panting, and made his mind wander.

After all, he still loves Ye Bing.Breaking up is a last resort, and breaking up is an expedient measure.Actually, he didn't want to.

Junjie hit the floor angrily, every sound pierced into his heart, every palpitation pierced his heart.He seemed to feel that someone was gouging out his already riddled heart with a knife, mercilessly.

Once... once... it hurts!
The stereo is still on, and the melody is still there, so familiar.It seems to never stop, the melody - "I put my love into water, love is sadder than not loving, listen to the vows, every word you have said is precious, I think your gentle arms will sweetly enclose someone."

Xiao Junjie was really tired.He just fell asleep on the floor.In the twilight, the loud ringing of the phone broke into his sound sleep.He struggled to get up and fell back onto the bed.The right hand fumbled for the phone, while the left hand searched for pillows.

"Hello...who is it?"

"Junjie..."

Xiao Junjie couldn't help feeling a chill down his spine, and all sleepiness disappeared.There was a cold voice on the other end of the phone, so cold that it made him feel chills—but that voice was indeed Ye Bing's.

"Ye Bing?"

There was a moment of silence, an uncomfortable silence.

"Have you had sex with another woman?" It was still the same cold voice, mixed with a hint of disharmony.

"..." Junjie was stunned for a moment.How did Ye Bing know?Did Yan tell her?Impossible, if Yan wanted to say something, he would have said it long ago.

(End of this chapter)