The genius is on the left, the lunatic is on the right

Chapter 2 The Seven "Killer" Boyfriends

Amanda came back from a trip to the United States. Just as she was about to enter the high-end villa in downtown London, the moment she took out the key and inserted it into the lock, an ominous premonition appeared...

Suddenly, she felt someone rushing past behind her. Before she could react, she had already turned the key. The moment the door opened, a strong flame rushed towards her face, and the whole room was blown away.

This is not a movie plot, and of course it is not a real scene. This is just an illusion that exists in Amanda's mind. She often has such hallucinations, and her friends have already seen it.

Amanda is 28 years old this year. She is a single aristocrat who lives in a high-end apartment in central London. There are always suitors around her, but no one can bear her for a long time.

All this stems from her persecution paranoia.Just imagine, if you always suspect that your boyfriend is going to kill you, or just fantasize about the exciting scene of the house being blown up, who can be with you?
Sneijder was Amanda's previous boyfriend, and they spent 2 months and 7 days together, during which he tried to "assassinate" Amanda 13 times.Of course, this was all imagined by Amanda. Sneijder later said helplessly that my "assassination method" was crazy than Hollywood blockbusters.

The two met through Facebook. At the beginning of dating, Amanda suspected that people who made friends online valued her wealth and beauty, but she still found seven boyfriends through Facebook, but it didn't take long.This time it was Ned, who had a joke on the first day of their date.

That night, both of them dressed up and came to a high-end western restaurant. As a fund manager, Sneijder was also rich and handsome, and he could be described as a talent.

The two chatted happily, but a waiter walked by, maybe because of Amanda's beauty, he gave her an extra look, and the good show began.Amanda's eyes turned strangely, and then she began to look at this western restaurant again. Although she had been here countless times, she was still worried.After checking the surrounding environment, she began to look at Sneijder again, and glanced at the people around her from time to time.

At this time, Amanda suddenly had a showdown with Ned, and started some unimaginable questions:

"who are you?"

"What's the purpose of dating me?"

"How many of you are there?"

Three questions stopped Ned, who didn't know what was going on.

Suddenly, Amanda grabbed the waiter just now and said, "I've been watching you for a long time, and you've been watching me secretly. Who is your person in charge and what is your purpose?"

Amanda deliberately raised her voice. She did this to attract more people's attention and improve her sense of security. She knew that a "murderer" could not commit crimes in public.

The farce ended soon, but Sneijder was blushing and speechless. You must know that the customers of this restaurant are all upper-class people, and many of them are familiar with him.

For some unknown reason, the two of them went on their first date like this, and they even developed feelings and kept in touch.But after continuing to communicate for two months, Sneijder couldn't stand it, and finally proposed to break up.And Amanda is not sad because she is used to it, it seems that she feels safer because her boyfriend has left, because she has been defeated by another guy who wants to "get his money".

Amanda not only often fantasizes about being killed, but also often worries about the people around her.One day, her assistant was called by her boss to go to the office after a morning meeting. Amanda actually took the assistant's hand and told her to be careful.Amanda's analysis is very interesting: "Be careful, don't close the door when you go to the office, why did the boss suddenly come to you today? The trend of sexual harassment has heated up recently, you have to protect yourself."

The assistant was overwhelmed and felt very embarrassed after hearing this.In fact, the boss just asked her to talk about some personal matters, and came out in 2 minutes.

One day, Amanda came to the apartment of her girlfriend Linda. Linda was going to take a shower because of the hot weather. At this time, Amanda's paranoia broke out again. When I was in the shower, I suddenly opened the shower curtain to check around, and said, "I'm worried that someone will come and kill you, especially when you are in the shower." This scared Linda a lot.

Amanda's delusions occur almost every day, her interpersonal relationship has become poor, and she is also very painful, because falling into delusions is not an exciting thing, and she has already changed in the eyes of people around her. "Nervousness" has risen to the level of "psychopathy", and she also feels tortured.

The brain-burning logic of a genius or a madman
Persecutory delusional disorder is the most common type of delusional disorder, and it is an important symptom of mental illness.It mainly refers to the disorder of thinking that patients are often in a state of fear and have cranky thoughts. They firmly believe that they are being persecuted.

Anyone can experience occasional persecutory delusions, suddenly becoming paranoid and having irrational fantasies of persecution.However, if this happens frequently, it is serious and should be taken seriously.Of all people, insecure and lonely people are the most prone to paranoia, where they initially feel that "no one cares about me" and later evolve into "someone wants to kill me."

(End of this chapter)