Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 456 Don't laugh if you don't want to laugh

"No, I won't come here in the future, you take care of this!"

He waved to the secretary at the side, and the secretary clearly took out a bank card from his pocket and put it on the crystal table.

"This……"

The manager looked at Xi Zixiao in embarrassment. Of course it was impossible not to want money, but he didn't know whether he should.

"Take it!"

Seeing that he clearly wanted it but didn't dare to say it, Xi Zixiao curled the corners of his mouth, showing a mocking smile, and made the decision for him.

"Then I'd rather be respectful than obedient!"

The manager stretched out his fat paws, as if to make Xi Zixiao regret it, and immediately put the bank card into his trouser pocket. The whole movement was smooth and smooth, and it seemed that he often did this kind of thing.

"Okay, I don't have anything else to do, so let's go first!"

Feeling that the surrounding environment is becoming more and more noisy, as if the roof is about to be toppled, Xi Zixiao frowned, and for some reason, he couldn't bear the noisy environment more and more.

"Okay, then I'll see you off!"

Seeing that he was leaving, the manager was also very happy. Even if he is a financial backer, he is still a companion like a tiger. If he suddenly becomes unhappy, he should stop thinking about being a manager.

"no need!"

Xi Zixiao left this sentence coldly, stood up from the sofa, opened his legs, and walked straight out.

Seeing this, Jian Mo hurriedly followed.

Coming outside, breathing in the fresh air, Xi Zixiao breathed a long sigh of relief. Compared with the noisy environment inside, it is still more comfortable outside. I don’t know why so many people want to stay in that kind of place. Looking back at the colorful neon lights again, I found it ironic.

"I'm going back first, you find a place for her to live in first!"

Remembering that Jian Mo and the secretary were still with him, he turned his head and gave orders to the secretary indifferently, his voice seemed to be coming from the sky, it seemed very empty.

"Okay, Mr. Xi!"

The secretary agreed blankly, and made some gestures to Jian Mo, ready to take her away.

"Wait a moment!"

Seeing Xi Zixiao pulling the car door and wanting to leave, she hurried to the front of the car, tightly clutching his arm, looking very hurried, with a blush on her pale face.

Not knowing what else she wanted to do, Xi Zixiao looked at her suspiciously, looked at her hand holding his arm, frowned, and said nothing.

Seeing his impatient expression, Jian Mo quickly let go of his hand, a little at a loss.

"Ah, that, I just want to say thank you, if it weren't for you, I really don't know what to do!"

She curled her lips and forced a smile. She was sold here by her gambler father. These days, they have been playing both soft and hard ways, trying to make themselves, and if they don't obey, they will use various criminal laws to punish themselves. When he was about to despair, he appeared.

"It's okay, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh!"

After speaking, he stepped on the accelerator and left directly.

"Don't laugh if you don't want to laugh..."

Looking at the direction he left, Jian Mo muttered to himself, no one has ever said such a thing to him, he is used to pretending to be happy in front of others, but he can't lie to himself in his heart, that is not the real thing at all Happiness, now that he said it out, he felt uncomfortable, like a long-wearing winter coat was suddenly taken away, and he could only be exposed to the cold winter alone, shivering.

This man is like a ray of sunshine to me, he unsparingly illuminates all the dark places, but he knows very clearly that he does not belong to him, he is a person with a story, and that story he I will never tell it to myself, I probably fell in love with him, he is different from others, but even if I know that there will be no results, I am willing to be a little flower, give all my blooms, and dedicate myself to him A little light and heat.

"Miss Jane, let's go!"

Seeing that she didn't respond for a long time, the secretary couldn't wait, so she urged her.

"it is good!"

Looking down at the dark night with her eyes lowered, she said lightly that she was going to start again from now on.

Carter country, in a certain hospital.

Gong Qingman darkly comforted the crying woman in front of her, feeling very uncomfortable.

Ni Ao passed away. This lovely girl who had struggled with the illness for a long time left this miserable world and went to a place without any pain. May she have no more pain and suffering along the way. Flowers and endless fragrance.

"Ma'am, don't cry any more, it's a relief for Neo, you should be happy for her."

He didn't know what to say, but he didn't want to make the fragile woman in front of him sad again, so he comforted him.

I have lived with this lovely girl for such a long time, and it is impossible for me to have no emotion at all. Her every frown, smile, and even a gesture of raising her hand are all reflected in my heart, as if all this happened just yesterday , but today all of them disappeared suddenly.

I remember that Neo was just sitting quietly yesterday, looking at the scenery outside the window, smiling slightly, the weather yesterday was very good, the bright sunshine directly shone on Neo’s ward, making Neo look like, Very youthful and brilliant.

I still remember that she ate a lot of meals yesterday, and pointed to a plate of apples on the table with a smile, asking herself to peel them out and give them to her to eat.

Seeing her seldom wanting to eat, I was also very happy, took a big red apple and slowly peeled it out, then cut it into small pieces, and served it to her, probably because I understood what she said The words were the same, she smiled very happily, showing two sweet little dimples, and ate a lot.

I remember that night, I took out a storybook, lay beside her bed, and told her one story after another.

She is very quiet, like a normal girl. When she told the story of the daughter of the sea, she said that the mermaid finally turned into a bubble and lost her favorite person and best love. She seemed to have a little emotion Fluctuating, his eyes were red and filled with tears.

But when I asked her if she understood, she couldn't get a single answer from her. She seemed to be immersed in her own world. In that world, there was no pain, no daily chemotherapy, and some It's just endless joy, playing with my little friends, like a beautiful peach blossom garden.

I believe that in her world, she must be a flowing river that can bring sweet spring water to her when she is thirsty.

More often, she doesn't have any voice, and she talks to herself beside him, as if she can understand, but sometimes she also responds with a small movement, of course, she doesn't know Is she responding to herself, but as long as she makes a small movement, she can be happy for a long time.

I have completely forgotten about the need to donate bone marrow. I am with this young girl every day, and my heart has gradually recovered.

When I went to the hospital for an examination, the doctor told me that my condition has been well controlled, and now I am no different from normal people, but my heart is as calm as water, without any waves, as if I can return to a normal person What kind of price was used for the same?
When he called Chen Zifeng to tell Chen Zifeng that his condition had completely recovered, he was very excited and even wanted to come to Carter Country to celebrate for him, but he stopped it.

Now the focus of my life is all on Ni Ao, and my task every day is to accompany her in the hospital. This seems to be a matter of course. Of course, there is no slightest reluctance. We are happy together and have no worries.

I believe that if he did not suffer from this disease, he would be a very beautiful and beautiful girl. Like other little girls, she goes to school, eats, goes shopping, buys a lot of beautiful clothes and tidies up every day. She is not sad at all, but now So it became like this.

Why should such a fatal and serious illness be placed on such a cute little girl, she is still so young, she still has so many good years, she didn't enjoy it, why did she end here?

I believe that heaven is beautiful, where she can start again, where there are many children of her age, they can play together, have fun together, and there will be no more pain or pain.

In my eyes, Neo is like a little angel, she brought me luck, and I was able to find Su Qian only when I came to see her in the hospital.

Although happiness is short-lived, even the fleeting fireworks have their beautiful moments, at least it proves that she has been here.

In the end, we still have to face this tragic reality. Perhaps everyone's fate has been decided in advance. It may be that all the people gathered together, and they used a very hasty method to make everyone's fate. It was decided directly, but there was no other way.

Everyone is so sad, they want to escape from this miserable world, they want to control their own destiny, but there is no way, they can only roll in the swamp until they are covered in mud. They are willing to stop, even sinking bit by bit, without crying, because at least they have worked hard for their own destiny, and they still believe in hope.

I believe that Neo is also one of them. Although her ending was a disastrous failure, she is a brave child. At least she is very brave. She keeps fighting for her own destiny and never gives up. Her There is a kind of light on the body, and this kind of spirit cannot be possessed by anyone.

She was very peaceful when she left, her big eyes were tightly closed, her long eyelashes never flickered again, but there was still a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, I believe that the world was very beautiful when she left.

Probably when the illness broke out, she used up the most irritable moment in her life, so in the end she wanted to leave this world with a quiet face and bid her final farewell to this world.

But seeing her like this, it felt like a sharp knife had been stabbed in her heart, but she couldn't see any blood flowing out, only endless darkness and pain.

(End of this chapter)