Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 457 The real departure
Even when doctors and nurses kept rushing into the ward, I didn't feel anything, I just watched her sleeping face quietly.

I thought she was just sleeping and wanted to shake her awake, but she still didn't wake up due to the noise next to her, and she didn't know what expression to use to face all this, as if suddenly there was no air , do not know how to breathe.

He stretched out his hands, took her soft little hands, put them next to his cheeks, and looked at her with a smile, hoping that she could feel his own temperature and wake up, but it was useless.

My heart began to fluster constantly, and I wanted to call her name loudly to wake her up, but my throat seemed to be ruthlessly restrained by a pair of invisible big hands, and I couldn't make a sound.

How I wish I wasn't by her side in this situation, maybe when I heard about her illness from others, it might not be so real, but now I really feel the coldness of all this, the air There seemed to be countless sharp knives piercing his heart, but there was no pain.

The doctor put the cold stethoscope on her body, and then his eyes began to dim. In the end, his mouth opened and closed, what kind of words did he spit out?At that time, I couldn't hear clearly, but it seemed that everyone looked at me with comforting eyes, but it was useless, I just felt that the surroundings were getting colder and colder.

I can't believe that she just took a peaceful nap, why can't she wake up forever?The sun is still shining on her face at this moment, she is like a pure little angel, ignorant of world affairs, came to this world quietly, and left quietly.

As if he suddenly felt the real world, his chest tingled involuntarily, and he wanted to spit out a sound, but he couldn't hear what he said?He could only hold his heart helplessly, watching all this absurdly happening.

The end of everything seemed to be because I heard a powerful sound, like the sound of an insulated box hitting the ground, and then a smell of food came to my nostrils. A woman quietly looked at Neo who was lying down. Her eyes were full of despair and desolation, and she approached slowly, but when she walked past her, she brought a burst of icy cold air, which made me shiver uncontrollably, so cold that I forgot that my heart was still alive. in pain.

She walked to Ni Ao's side, brushed her messy long hair, and arranged her hospital clothes for her, everything was so peaceful.

After a long time, she began to sob slowly, and then her voice became louder and louder, crying bitterly, she kept calling Neo's name and lying on her body, trying to wake her up, but it was useless. It was only when I suddenly woke up that she was Neo's mother. She was very sad now and needed comfort, but she felt stiff and unable to move.

At this time, the doctors and nurses around him had already quietly walked out, and closed the door of the ward considerately. Only then did I feel that my whole body finally melted a little bit, and I slowly raised my hands and placed them on the bed. Gently comforting her back, but her crying and pain did not ease at all.

"Neo, why did you leave so quietly? Why didn't you prepare your mother mentally!"

"Why are you so cruel? You want to leave mom alone in this world!"

It was as if her calmness and composure just now were just pretending, but now is the real reaction a mother should have. She kept pushing and shoving Neo, as if venting her sadness, but this time Neo Not sleeping, but really leaving.

"Don't be too sad. Neo will be sad if you are like this. She is very happy now, which is also a relief for her. The torment of illness has made her dilapidated. Now for her, On the contrary, it is the best result, let us bless her!"

Gong Qing's beautiful eyebrows were tightly frowned, and he was also very sad, but in front of this fragile mother, he had to be strong, and he had to help her through the greatest suffering in life.

"I know that such a result is the best choice for her, and I have imagined countless times how she will be when she leaves, maybe it is quiet, maybe it is in the torment of illness, slowly, physically exhausted But when I really saw this scene, I felt that I couldn't bear it, it was completely different from imagination."

She gently touched Ni Ao's petite face with trembling hands. This is her own daughter. She used to be so lively and healthy. Like other people of her age, maybe she is not worthy of being a mother, otherwise How can I watch my daughter's life disappear little by little and have no way to do it?

"Ma'am, don't break your body too. I know this is very unbearable, but the fact is that it has happened. I am very sad about it. During the time I spent with her, I Knowing that she is a very kind child, she is like a pure angel, you can rest assured that God will treat such a lovely child kindly!"

Gong Qing knew that perhaps she had no position to comfort Madam here. Now that she was a person who needed bone marrow, she had benefited from Neo's death, but she would rather not complete the task by herself than let Neo After leaving, she really brought herself a lot of happiness during this period, and even helped her recover from her illness.

"It's all my fault. Neo is very pitiful as my child. I'm not a competent mother. I'm the one who killed her."

It seems that the joy and smile in daily life are a coat that a mother uses to disguise her strength. Now she has completely taken off her coat and revealed her most vulnerable side in front of the child, but the child will never see it again.

"Ma'am, don't say that, you are a great mother, I believe that in the last life of Neo, she must be very happy, because you have always been by her side!"

Gong Qing didn't know how to comfort the extremely distressed mother in front of her, she could only accompany her silently, her chest felt stuffy and she couldn't breathe, the sun was so bright today, it was obviously a good day, why? But such a tragic thing happened?

"Thank you, Mr. Gong. I have been by Neo's side all this time. Without you, I really don't know what I would do!"

As she spoke, she was about to shed tears again, but she just sobbed twice and then stopped saying anything, as if she was choked up, and could no longer make any sound.

"Don't say that, ma'am, Neo is a good child, now let's take one last look at her and let her rest in peace?"

Feeling that looking at Ni Ao all the time like this, she must be uncontrollably sad and sad, and Ni Ao also needs real relief, Gong Qing gently helped her up, and smiled at Ni Ao who closed her eyes, just This smile is uglier than crying.

Of course I know what it feels like to leave the most important person. The heart-piercing pain keeps coming to me like a mountain, but there is nowhere to hide, and I can only feel that kind of pain in the most real way. The pain is like the deepest part of the heart, someone slashed out, took out the most important thing, and then it was empty.

"it is good!"

After a long time, I saw the woman gently uttered this word with her trembling lips, as if she had exhausted all her strength. She seemed to be dehydrated, with sweat all over her body and face. She clenched her fist vigorously, her long nails had already been embedded in her flesh, and even glaring red blood flowed out, but she seemed to have no pain nerves, she just stood quietly, carefully Describing Neo's face in his heart, he wanted to engrave her in his heart forever.

"Will Neo be happy?"

Suddenly, she said this sentence, but her eyes were still fixed on Ni Ao, not letting go of the last minute to see her.

"Of course, she will be a healthy and carefree child in heaven!"

Unexpectedly, he would ask such a question suddenly, Gong Qing was stunned for a moment, and then quickly replied to her, as if to comfort her and heal the pain in her heart.

"I think so too, she's a good kid."

It seemed that Gong Qing's words really had an effect, she smiled softly, and the face that looked like Neo showed a beautiful smile, making people feel sunny and happy.

Probably thinking of Neo's happy life in the future, she also felt much happier.

"Ma'am, let's call the doctor in!"

Seeing that her mood has improved a lot, Gong Qing opened her mouth softly, as if she was afraid of touching the most painful and softest part of her heart, and took a deep look at the cute girl who brought her countless joys. The child gave her a lot of blessings in his heart.

"it is good!"

Knowing what would happen next, she tried to keep her inner peace as much as possible, and she didn't yell like ordinary women, and don't take the child away when she cries. She wanted Neo to see herself when she finally left The best side.

Gong Qing gently opened her legs, walked out, called the doctor who had been waiting outside for a long time, and spoke in a hoarse voice.

"Thank you!"

He didn't want to look at the doctor's eyes, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the tears, so he could only take a deep breath to calm down quickly.

"Sorry!"

The doctor knows what will happen inside without thinking about it, but although he has experienced a lot of such things, he still laments the shortness, fragility and helplessness of human life every time, but he is powerless to do anything. I can do my best to comfort these families.

"Thank you!"

His voice trembled a little, he covered his mouth, suppressed the urge to cry, and glanced at the doctor gratefully, because he knew there was a sad mother waiting for his comfort.

The doctor sighed again, knowing that this girl has been fighting against the disease for a long time, and it is not easy, probably because her family gave her a lot of love to support her until now!
He put on the disposable plastic gloves again, pulled the trolley into the ward, and together with the nurses lifted little Neo onto the trolley, then carefully covered her whole body with a white cloth.

(End of this chapter)