entertainment conscience

Chapter 202 [How to face it]

Tranquilizer?
Hearing Bao Shiyi's words, Dr. Li Qifeng was startled, and what made him palpitate even more was Bao Shiyi's terrified look, as if he was suffering severe pain, and his struggling eyes made him feel chills.

Who, what, and what did they do to such a young man.

"Eleven, eleven, calm down first."

As a doctor, Li Qifeng naturally knows the functions of drugs like sedatives, but any sedatives will be addictive, overdose, indiscriminate use, and in severe cases, it will cause endocrine disorders, changes in personality and temper, and even damage the brain nerves , Hallucinations, auditory hallucinations.

What puzzled Dr. Li the most was that after taking the sedative, there should be drowsiness when waking up, and all the sedatives have a muscle relaxant effect, which will lead to general weakness.

But seeing Bao Shiyi struggling violently now, as if he wanted to overthrow the aura of the entire ward, this made him a little puzzled.

"Eleventh, eleventh, what's wrong with you, tell auntie."

The dormitory aunt looked at Bao Shiyi in front of her, her face was still full of tears, and she wanted to ask Bao Shiyi who hurt him.

Bao Shiyi only felt pain in his body and his whole body. He tried to calm himself down, tried not to think about that matter, bit his lip, and tried to calm himself down, but there was anger and hatred in his heart.

He was killed, hacked to death just like that by people who took revenge on society.

As long as he thinks about this incident and the pain he suffered from being cut by a knife, Bao Shiyi wants to take revenge. That kind of hatred makes him wish to take revenge on the society like those humans and beasts, and go to perish.

……

Seeing Bao Shiyi's trembling body, the housekeeper's aunt felt extremely uncomfortable. She didn't know why Bao Shiyi was in such pain and what terrible things he had experienced.

The housekeeper's aunt touched her tears, grabbed Bao Shiyi's hand, held it tightly, and said with a sob: "Eleven, don't worry, it's okay, it's okay."

"do not be afraid."

……

"Meditation Mantra, Meditation Mantra, Eleven, let me tell you, the calming effect of "Mediation Mantra" is the best, and it has no side effects at all, you should know."

Meditation spell?
Meditation mantra!
The voice of the system kept appearing in Bao Shiyi's head. The system was like a pyramid schemer, chanting the meditation mantra non-stop, and then Bao Shili started chanting the meditation mantra non-stop.

For important things, you have to read 330 three times...

The system saw that Bao Shiyi began to recite the "Pure Heart Mantra" silently. The negative energy emanating from his body gradually calmed down, and then gradually weakened. Yes, exactly!"

"Without any distracting thoughts in your mind, you can only concentrate on chanting mantras to purify your mind."

Jingxin brand tranquilizer, you deserve it.

……

Bao Shiyi just kept chanting the "Meditation Mantra", and kept chanting those three words. This magical spell began to perform its magical function.

Bao Shiyi's heart gradually calmed down.

Before the tears on the housekeeper's face dried up, she saw that Bao Shiyi seemed to have been sedated, and her whole body became very calm, her lips moved all the time, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Aunt Suguan and Dr. Li looked at each other, both of them looked puzzled, but no matter what happened, Bao Shiyi became quiet now, and his body didn't continue to tremble, which is a good result after all.

"Eleven, eleven, how do you feel?"

Bao Shiyi was sitting on the ground, reciting the "Meditation Mantra" silently in his heart, his face was pale, he looked very embarrassed, he slightly raised his head to look at Dr. Li, his voice was a little hoarse, and said in a deep voice, "What, what should I do? "

"What do you mean?"

Dr. Li saw that Bao Shiyi had calmed down. His eyes were full of endless pain and despair. Those eyes were the kind of despair that only people who have experienced huge trauma would have. He squatted down and looked at Bao Shiyi. One asked, "Eleven, what happened?"

"Can you tell us?"

The aunt in charge also nodded repeatedly, and said anxiously: "Eleven, did someone really beat you?"

Bao Shiyi twitched the corners of his mouth, a bleak smile appeared on his face, no one beat him.

It's just that someone is killing him, cutting him.

And that was before his death in the previous life, but even this still seemed to happen at this moment, this moment, this place.

No one will know, and no one will understand that pain.

except him.

……

Bao Shiyi kept reciting the "Meditation Mantra" in his heart. The pain and fear deep in his soul were buried by the "Mediation Mantra".

The pain, fear, and despair did not just disappear with the chanting of the "Meditation Mantra".

This is a meditation mantra, not a rebirth mantra, and it does not relieve those pains and despair.

Now, he will continue to recite the "Meditation Mantra" like this.

The system listened to Bao Shiyi's repeated recitation of the "Meditation Mantra", and the repeated three words, and felt that the entire system was about to collapse.

If he doesn't read it, he will suffer, so how on earth can he escape from this hell.

In the past, it was to cut off and block that memory, but now that memory is aroused, it is impossible to cut off and block it at all. These are the scars carved in his soul and in his bones, and it is impossible to end like this.

Bao Shiyi was lying on the hospital bed, he didn't dare to stop, he seemed to be addicted now, he kept chanting the "Meditation Mantra".

This tranquilizer works very well, but it still has side effects. Now it's like grasping at straws, and the meditation spell cannot be stopped.

This is still a temporary solution.

In "When the Monster Knocks on the Door", Kang Jie faced the darkest secret in his heart. Only by facing the reality can he get through that suffering.

So, how should he face it?
He has already experienced that cruel and terrifying reality, and facing it again, it is just experiencing it again, experiencing that pain once, experiencing it all the time, even thinking about it makes him tremble.

"Meditation spell, meditation spell, meditation spell..."

……

With the popularity of Guomin’s younger brother, it is obvious that Bao Shiyi’s hospitalization cannot be concealed at all, and when the news of “Bao Shiyi was seriously injured and hospitalized” appeared on the news website, all fans and netizens became restless and felt uneasy. I don't know what happened to Bao Shiyi.

News came out one after another, true and false, false and true.

"Bao Shiyi was seriously ill and was hospitalized. His condition was worrisome and his life was dying."

"The scene of "Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai" was finished, Liang Shanbo and Bao Shiyi were too involved in the film, and he was hospitalized for treatment."

"According to insiders, Bao Shiyi is suspected to be mentally abnormal."

"Bao Shiyi was injured and was hospitalized for treatment."

More and more people know about it, and then——

The woman knew it too.

(End of this chapter)