entertainment conscience

Chapter 203 [Disqualification in the World]

The news that Bao Shiyi was hospitalized for treatment spread out, and many reporters and paparazzi rushed to the hospital after hearing the news, wanting to know why Bao Shiyi, the younger brother of the nation, was hospitalized.

Whether it's because of Bao Shiyi's high popularity or news websites' constant reports, the news of Bao Shiyi's hospitalization is getting hotter and hotter.

News reports emerge in endlessly, which may be true or false.

Some people in the know wouldn't reveal it, while others sold the news to reporters. For a while, Bao Shiyi was seriously ill, Bao Shiyi became mentally abnormal, and even the rumor that Bao Shiyi was mentally ill was once again heard. mentioned.

There was even news that Bao Shiyi was dead!

Obviously, this made Bao Shiyi's fans completely unacceptable. One by one, they directly and mercilessly criticized those who spread rumors and caused troubles on the Internet. When Bao Shiyi was sick and hospitalized, he was still saying those exaggerated things. It was really unbearable .

"I really don't know if those journalists have any journalistic ethics. They just report in a mess, and they even say that Bao Shiyi is dead. It's really getting more and more limitless. It's really disgusting. This is already cursing ten. die."

"I'm so pissed off. Eleven is sick, so can't we stop the meeting? I don't understand the benefits of hurting Eleven. I really want to slap those people on the ear."

"Those who spread rumors, won't your conscience hurt?"

……

"Is Eleven's illness serious? I'm worried. I hope it's okay."

"Eleven's doctor has said that Eleven is weak, probably due to overwork. He has been busy filming "Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai" before, so obviously he didn't have a good rest."

"I just hope that Eleven will recover soon, and there will be no more messy news."

……

Just as the rumors about Bao Shiyi's illness and hospitalization were spreading, Liucheng Publishing House naturally knew about it.

April 4, Liucheng Publishing House.

Xu Qi naturally knew about Bao Shiyi's hospitalization, but the matter was not as reported in the news at all. He was dying of a serious illness, but Xu Qi knew very well that Bao Shiyi's condition was not good.

"Editor-in-Chief, under the current situation, shouldn't the publication of the new book on Eleven be postponed?"

Chen Xing, the editor-in-chief of Liucheng Publishing House, did not speak, but looked at the brand-new books that had already been printed in his hand, feeling quite heavy in his heart, and said in a low voice: "The problem now is not that the release of new books is delayed, but that Bao Shiyi wrote such a book. book."

Hearing Chen Xing's words, Xu Qi's heart suddenly became heavy.

She naturally read Bao Shiyi's new book. When filming "Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai", Bao Shiyi sent her the manuscript of the new book to be published. After she read Bao Shiyi's new book, The whole person was completely sluggish.

Because it's not a novel, it's not a book.

It is a confession of a bleeding soul.

Xu Qi's eyes fell on the cover of the new book, and saw four large characters on the black and white simple cover - "No qualifications in the world".

"Human disqualification"!
This is the new book that Bao Shiyi sent before and has not yet been published.

Xu Qi looked solemn, and said in a low voice: "Editor-in-Chief, don't think too much, this is just a novel, there is nothing to think too much about. The male protagonist in this story is completely different from Bao Shiyi."

"Yeah, it's different."

Chen Xing twitched the corner of his mouth and said these words with a forced smile. Then he paused and said in a low voice: "Although it is different, it still makes people feel hopeless."

Hearing Chen Xing's words, Xu Qi fell silent.

She knew what this "No Eligibility in the World" was about, and she also knew why the title of this book had such a strange name.

A novel similar to an autobiographical theme tells the story of the protagonist Ye Zang from adolescence to middle age, in order to escape from reality, he constantly sinks, experiences self-exile, alcoholism, suicide, and paralyzes himself with drugs, and finally walks towards the tragedy of self-destruction step by step. In the process of self-denial, he expresses his inner depression and desire to be loved...

In the story, Ye Zang is cowardly and sensitive by nature, full of fear and anxiety about human life, coupled with the chaos of the world, the coldness of human relationships, the hypocrisy and deceit among family members, the boring and inexhaustible campus life, and the cruelty of social reality. All this made him feel painful that he has become a "heterogeneous" in the world and lost his qualifications to be a human being.

……

"Let's ask Eleven about this."

Xu Qi thought for a while, and then said: "Now he is hospitalized, but I guess he must hope that we can publish his novel as soon as possible, because he always asks like this."

Chen Xing nodded.

Obviously he knew this too.

Chen Xing suddenly looked up at Xu Qi, and said with a wry smile: "Xu Qi, I'm not afraid of your jokes, to be honest, I finished reading Shi Shi's "Disqualification in the World" in one sitting, and I still don't believe Shi Shi actually wrote such a book. book."

"I don't know how to put it, it feels like a film covering the truth is slowly being torn apart, and if it continues, it's like falling into an abyss. The content is extremely depressed, the mood is corrupt, like a person suffering from sepsis The patient is pale but straight to the heart, completely destroying, abandoning, and playing with all the flashy and hypocritical world."

Xu Qi's eyes flickered, and finally nodded, his voice was a little erratic and low, and he murmured: "Although it is No. Come out. It’s just understanding your own disability from the disability of others.”

"When I saw the last sentence, I was caught off guard and wept."

……

He also remembered that sentence, "Don't talk about me like that, or I will cry a lot."

The smile on Chen Xing's face was a bit bitter. He had the same thought as Xu Qi. Although he didn't cry when he saw it, he just felt a burst of despair and panic.

"Eleven, what he said is quite right, to get along with the world like walking on thin ice, the sense of nothingness that neurotics can't get rid of, can put anyone to death."

Xu Qi nodded, she agreed with this sentence.

Chen Xing said in a low voice: "You know, because of cowardice, he escaped from life, and because of non-resistance, he gave birth to pride in the darkest sinking. Because of pride, he didn't choose life, so he rejected crude optimism. If he is like this Proud, think of it this way..."

"Maybe it's different, but it's also worrying. The Eleven you know is really different."

Hearing Chen Xing's words, Xu Qi felt a little uncomfortable.

……

Soon, Chen Xing and Xu Qi went to the hospital in person, holding the newly printed copy of "Disqualification in the World" that was about to be published.

They want to ask Bao Shiyi for his opinion.

Obviously, Bao Shiyi didn't tell them that this book could have another name - "Disqualification to Be a Human".

(End of this chapter)