because i'm a zombie

Chapter 1 The Desperate Teenager
Is there a heaven in this world?

If so, can a person like me enter heaven after death?

So, are there angels in heaven?

Can angels bring me happiness?

I don't know, I really don't know.

Even if there is, I think, people like me will never enter heaven.

but……

I really want to experience the feeling of happiness and happiness...

I really want to...

Experience it once.

……

"Hey, be gentle, don't beat him to death, we are still students~"

"Hahaha."

In a high school in SH City, in the corner of the sports room.

I lay on the ground covered in bruises, and stared expressionlessly at the four people in school uniforms like me.

Three men and one woman.

They are my classmates.

And she...

"Xiaohui, let me tell you, this coward will never get angry, so I even spent 100 yuan to ask Li Ming and Liu Peng to help me suppress the situation."

The slightly handsome boy standing in the middle held my ex-girlfriend's hand and said.

He didn't forget to kick me while talking.

This boy is Zhao Zixuan, the son of the vice principal of our school.

And that girl named Xiaohui, originally named Zhang Jiahui... she... is my girlfriend... no, my ex-girlfriend.

We just broke up.

Do not……

Maybe it's already broken up, it's just that I just found out.

Xiaohui and I have been together since junior high school, and it has been five or six years since the third year of high school.

I chased Xiaohui for one year, and she became my girlfriend for four years.

Ha ha……

It's only been four years...

Four years of love can't compare to Zhao Zixuan's big stack of banknotes.

A few days ago, a friend of mine told me that he saw Xiaohui and Zhao Zixuan entering the hotel next to the school arm in arm.

I don't believe it at all, really don't believe it.

After all, Xiaohui and I have known each other for four years...

Four years...

but……

It's only been four years.

My family is not rich, I don't study well, I just look a little bit good-looking.

I……

He is a person at the bottom of the society, and even drags the society back.

In common language.

I am the tail of the crane.

And Zhao Zixuan...

Rich and powerful, the son of the vice principal, the prince of our school.

To be honest, I envy him very much, and I have been fantasizing about switching identities with him.

Even... as long as I can experience it once...

then.

Until yesterday, Xiaohui and Zhao Zixuan kissed in the classroom.

Right in front of me, right in front of me... sitting on my desk...

"Xiaohui is my woman now, don't you mind?"

Zhao Zixuan stepped on my chair and pointed at the bridge of my nose with disdain.

I didn't speak, but just glanced at Xiaohui with a questioning look.

Xiaohui dodged her eyes for a while, but...

She still raised her head and looked at me firmly.

Big, good-looking eyes with a hint of mockery.

Is that so...

I lowered my head, and after a while raised it again, smiling.

"I do not mind."

"Hahahahaha..."

The whole class laughed.

Laughing mockingly, laughing so happily.

but……

It's ok.

I……

got used to it.

I thought this would be the end of it, but this morning Xiaohui suddenly came to me and told me that what happened yesterday was not true, Zhao Zixuan threatened her to do it.

I believe it.

I hugged Xiaohui and comforted her with these gentle words of love.

however.

Before I could say a few words, Xiaohui suddenly pushed me away, rubbing her eyes and crying, saying that I molested her.

obscene?

I instantly understood something, and looked at Xiaohui in despair.

Xiaohui secretly smiled at me, then rubbed her eyes and started crying again.

Subsequently.

Just as it was arranged.

Zhao Zixuan brought Li Ming and Liu Peng to appear in front of me. They took me to a corner of the sports room and punched me.

I didn't resist and let them handle it.

My heart is dead.

Completely dead.

"Remember, don't touch Lao Tzu's women in the future! Otherwise, it will be just a fist next time!"

Zhao Zixuan kicked me again, and took Li Ming and Liu Peng out with Xiaohui in his arms.

The moment I turned around, I saw Xiaohui open her mouth to me.

I know what she's talking about.

but……

I really wonder...

Xiaohui said...

"Why don't you die."

to die...

I got up from the ground, took my schoolbag and walked out of the school silently.

Back home, took out the key and opened the door.

Someone at home.

Mom and Dad are there.

Mom is an ordinary company employee.

Dad is unemployed at home, drinking and smoking all day long.

"Have you been beaten again?"

My mother frowned and looked at me, and said with a whimper, "Did you fight back? If you hurt someone else, pay for the medical expenses yourself!"

Well, this is my mother.

"Is the person who beat you rich? Hehehe, son, why don't you let him beat you more, how about a hundred each time? This way you can also earn some money for the family, and it's not so useless."

Well, this is my dad.

Dad said I'm useless...

hehe.really.

I bowed my head and walked into the room without saying a word.

Outside the door, father's insults came in.

"You little bastard! It doesn't matter who gave birth to you! I gave you the life of a dog, and you just ignore me?! Believe it or not, I killed you with a knife!"

Kill me...

I leaned against the door, took off my shirt silently, and made a cut on my chest with my right hand like a knife.

"Here, cut it."

Tears rolled down silently.

I lay in bed and looked out the window at the bright blue sky.

The beautiful sunshine shone on me, but it couldn't illuminate my desperate eyes.

I wasn't like that before.

I also dare to love and hate. If anyone robs my girlfriend, it will be a desperate matter.

however……

I once fought with a rich second generation because of Xiaohui, and wounded that person. The father of the rich second generation surrounded my house with a lot of people.

Mother sat crying in horror.

Dad knelt down in front of the rich second generation, hugging the rich second generation's thighs with both hands, flattering him.

Really like a dog...

I lay on the ground and watched them silently.

I want to move, but can't.

There were bruises all over his body, all bloodstains.

I don't know what happened next, my mother was just crying, my father was just trying to please me, and I... was still like this, as if I could only lie down for the rest of my life.

Until the end, maybe it was not interested in lowly people like us, or the rich second generation had already taken revenge, and the rich second generation and his father left with others.

Mom wiped away her tears and said that she was going to be late for work, and if she didn't go, her wages would be deducted.

Dad stood up from the ground, patted the dust on his body, lit a cigarette and laughed.

He must be happy to hug a rich man's thigh today.

I also stood up staggeringly, and returned home with my blood-stained body shaking.

He got into the room and locked himself in the room.

At night, Mom and Dad opened the door of my room together, pointed at my nose and scolded me.

The reason is that I shouldn't fight the rich second generation, and it's fine to let him hit him a few times.

"He fucked my woman."

I replied lightly.

"Your woman? Hehe, let me tell you! You love money more than men! You can give up everything for money!"

Mom said.

"Then why don't you leave Dad?"

"Me? If it weren't for my old lady who has lost her charm, she would have abandoned you father and son long ago! This man who is not as good as trash has suffered eight lifetimes of misfortune with him!"

After Mom finished speaking, she spit on Dad's face.

Dad just smiled darkly.

really like a dog...

Maybe, it's like what my mother said.

woman……

prefer money.

I lay in bed looking at the ceiling.

"Xiaohui..."

Tears fell unconsciously.

"I like you so much...why do you..."

"This to me..."

I felt my heart ached so badly that I twitched from the pain.

I turned over and looked at the table.

On the table was a model of a little angel.

That was Xiaohui's birthday present to me.

"Lloyd, we want to be together forever! This angel is our witness! We want to be happy and happy!"

What Xiaohui said that day echoed in my ears.

forever……

together?

Are you happy?
Ha ha……

I rolled back and closed my eyes.

Dou Da's tears soaked the pillow.

"If... there really are angels..."

(End of this chapter)