because i'm a zombie

Chapter 2 Actually I Don't Want to Die
"Gollum..."

He cried out hungry.

I just remembered that I didn't have breakfast when I went out with Xiaohui in the morning.

I opened the door and walked out silently.

Mom has gone to work, and neither has Dad.

Probably went out to buy wine.

I went to the refrigerator door and opened it.

There were only a few slices of bread in it.

Empty, nothing.

Penicillium fringes stretched out on the bread, too.

Expired bread.

But it's okay, as long as you can eat it.

I stuffed the bread into my mouth, and there was a feeling in my mouth that made me want to vomit.

But, I still swallowed it.

It's good to have bread at home.

My parents don't care about my life.

"Dingling." The phone rang.

I turn on the screen.

It was Xiaohui calling.

That woman...what the hell is she trying to do!
"Hey."

"Is it Lloyd? I'm Xiaohui."

"Well, I know."

"Well...I'm looking for you...Actually, I want to talk to you. Can you come out at eight o'clock in the evening...The meeting place...is Hu Zhongting where we had our first date."

"Oh."

Hu Zhongting.

That place is where Xiaohui and I went on our first date.

There is a large artificial lake in our city. However, halfway through the reconstruction, there was a strike for unknown reasons. Only the abandoned Hu Zhongting stood alone in the middle of the lake without water and looked around.

The place was deserted and sparsely populated.

Xiao Huibian and I used that place as a secret base for dating...

just.

Even we have abandoned it.

I went back to the room and pulled out a box from under the table, which contained some simple medical supplies.

After smearing the wound hastily, I lay on the bed wrapped in a quilt and fell asleep.

Sleep till night.

I turned on my phone and checked the time.

seven o'clock.

Outside the door came the sound of mother insulting father, and father's dog laughing.

what a dog...

Sitting up from the bed, I looked up out the window.

In the dark night, the stars are sparsely scattered in the sky.

In the sky, occasionally there are a few dark clouds blocking the moonlight.

I stood up, opened the door, and walked out.

"Where?"

Mom frowned and asked me.

"Go out for a walk."

I replied lightly.

"Don't make trouble for my old lady! If you are fighting with others, you should not come back."

After my mother finished speaking, she slammed the bowls and chopsticks in her hand on the table.

original……

They finished their meal.

Did not call me.

"Bring me a pack of cigarettes when you come back."

Dad sat on the sofa and shaved his teeth.

"What are you smoking! When will you be able to go out and look for a job?! The old lady is alone at home, and you still need these extra expenses?!"

"Yes yes yes... my wife... I don't smoke anymore, quit immediately!"

I turned away from looking at my parents.

Dad will quit smoking?
Ha ha.

His words are like fart.

No.

Worse than a fart.

Push open the door and go out, down the stairs and out the door.

I walked along the path leading to the artificial lake.

The path was very dark, and there were no street lights around it.

And it's very biased. I'm probably the only one who dares to walk this way at night.

because I……

Desperate for life.

I……

wanna die.

The artificial lake is not far from my home, and I will be there in 10 minutes.

Standing by the artificial lake, I saw Yiren in Hu Zhongting.

Xiao Hui.

I looked around and saw no one.

Doesn't she really have something to tell me?
I went to Hu Zhongting with this in mind.

"Xiaohui."

I cried.

The girl with her back to me turned her head, and I saw the tears on her face.

"Lloyd!"

Xiaohui threw herself on me and hugged me with both hands.

Lips covered mine, kissing madly.

I am indifferent.

Let this mouth that Zhao Zixuan may have gnawed many times, or how many times I have been gnawed by Zhao Zixuan, suck my lips.

After a few minutes, Xiaohui stopped.

Her beautiful face was full of tears.

"Lloyd...help me..."

I don't do anything.

"I need some money...can you lend me some..."

Xiaohui raised her head and glanced at me, but what she saw was a face that was still expressionless.

"I know...you want to say why I didn't go to Zhao Zixuan..."

Tears began to gather in Xiaohui's eyes again.

"actually……"

Xiaohui leaned on my shoulder and burst into tears.

"I'm pregnant! It's yours...I'm afraid Zhao Zixuan will find out...I want to get rid of it..."

Xiaohui cried very sadly, people couldn't help but automatically love this girl.

She longed for me to hug her, for me to comfort her.

however.

What she got was a slap.

"Snapped!"

I slapped her across the face.

It's heavy, it's all I can do.

Xiaohui looked at me blankly, even though her face was hot, she didn't pay much attention.

She couldn't believe it and said, "You...you hit me..."

"kindness."

I replied lightly. "Zhang Jiahui, please be shameless and have a lower limit."

I turned around and was about to leave the Lake Atrium.

"I've known you for five years and dated you for four years...I've never slept with you at all."

Leaving this sentence, I left.

Step by step, he left with difficulty.

I felt my heart ache like it was killing me.

I covered my chest and frowned.

I don't know how long it took me to leave the artificial lake, and I don't know what happened to the girl I left behind.

I can't think about those things anymore.

because.

There are three people standing in front of me.

Zhao Zixuan, Li Ming and Liu Peng.

I know.

This is their drama too.

Let Xiaohui call me out, and then use pregnancy to cheat me out of money.

"You said you..." Zhao Zixuan walked up to me after being silent for a few minutes and spoke.

To my surprise, he didn't use a teasing expression, but a pensive one.

"You said you...have never slept with Xiaohui?"

I nodded.

Zhao Zixuan gave me a serious look, as if confirming something.

After two or three minutes.

He nodded and left with Li Ming and Liu Peng.

His back is a little dignified.

I knew something was bound to happen tonight.

I go into the path.

At 08:30, the path without street lights makes people look very scary.

I walk on it alone.

Godless walking on the road.

"Hey, boy, do you have any money?"

coming.

I thought to myself.

There must be such robbers on this road, there must be.

but……

I am waiting for them.

Mom and Dad told me not to hit people, so I endured it for a long, long time.

I feel my heart is tired.

I want to vent.

If you can't hit someone...

Then beat these people who cannot be called human beings.

"Oh!"

Before the robber could react, I punched him on the ground.

I walked over silently and stepped on his face.

"Want money?"

Cold, emotionless tone.

I said coldly.

"If you don't have money, you have a life."

Lift your foot and another kick.

The robber was chopped up by me and screamed.

"Brother! Come and help me!"

Anyone else?
I turned my head quickly.

but……

late.

Everything is too late.

I just feel a pain in my chest.

"Does it hurt...hehehe..." A man standing behind me asked jokingly.

I shook my head quietly.

"not at all……"

"Not yet... the pain that Xiaohui gave me."

After speaking, I turned around and punched.

but.

Almost.

The fist stopped in front of that person, and then fell down without a sound.

"It's almost...cough..."

"But... thank you..."

"Finally... freed..."

My hands were swinging weakly in the air, and my body was propped on the knife.

slowly……

sleepy……

I really want to sleep.

it is good……

Xiaohui...

why did you betray me...

Why……

Could it be that my love for you...can't really be compared with money...

……

"Boss, what should this kid do?"

"Buried in a mass grave, leave quickly."

Although my consciousness is very vague, I am not dead.

The chest hurts a lot, and it hurts a lot from being bumped and bumped by two people all the way.

However, I'm numb.

The darkness in front of my eyes made me unable to see anything, and the nursery rhymes I heard when I was a child were always ringing in my ears.

"Clay doll... Clay doll..."

I don't know how long it took, my body was thrown into a big pit, and then, the sky filled with mud covered my body.

"Are you finally going to die?"

The last sliver of consciousness.

I obsessively glanced at the sky through the mud.

"Actually... I don't want to die."

(End of this chapter)