The all-powerful wife of the wealthy family

Chapter 179
Before learning cooking, Jin Shuo worked as a clerk in an office building. At that time, he lived a regular life, but there was one incident that affected his life.

When Jin Shuo talked about this matter with Guan Beisheng, there were still waves in his heart.

One bright afternoon, Jin Shuo had a full meal and was taking a walk downstairs of the largest office building in the city center. He secretly hiccupped comfortably and admired the busy people coming and going.

Suddenly, his eyes went dark, and a loud muffled sound exploded in his ears. He opened his eyes in fear, and saw a bloody man lying on his stomach half a meter in front of him. At that time, this man should already be a corpse. Can no longer be called a human being.

At that moment, he felt that all the food he hadn't digested yet had been catalyzed into hydrogen sulfide, rushing out of his mouth and nose wantonly. With his feet pulled out, fearing that he would get some bad luck, he walked to the nearest trash can with his shoes, and then retreated barefoot.

It was a thrilling encounter, if he had gone just a little bit faster, a man in free fall from the air would have met him, a man traveling at a non-uniform speed on the ground, much like what he had done in high school Physics question, the height of the building is XX meters, and the distance between the people on the ground and point A is XX meters. Point A is the point where the object in free fall falls vertically to the ground. Figure, as long as your eyes are good, then you will clearly know which point A is, and then assume that the people on the ground are moving forward at a uniform speed, ignoring all air resistance and friction. Speed ​​forward to meet the free-falling person at point A?

Such questions can be solved, and as long as you have listened to the class and have a basic IQ, you can solve the correct answer. However, in real life, there are too many unknowns, and all known conditions only exist in the questions. , so there is no way to make any judgment in advance, so there are many accidents, which are staged every minute.

In the elevator, Jin Shuo heard that the person who jumped off the building was Chen Ah Jiu.

Oh...it turned out to be Chen Ajiu. Jin Shuo recognized him. He was the cleaner in charge of cleaning the ninth to eleventh floors. Jin Shuo worked on the tenth floor, so he often ran into him.

Why did he jump off the building?Jin Shuo thinks there are three possibilities, the first is that he doesn't want to live anymore, why does he not want to live anymore, he has always been very happy.Even if he encountered some unhappy things, Jin Shuo thought he would never think of using such an advanced method to end the pain.

The second possibility is that he stumbled and fell, but office buildings have floor-to-ceiling windows, and it is really not an easy task to stumble and fall from a height of more than one meter.Either he broke through the glass and died with the glass, but around the corpse Jin Shuo saw, nothing resembling glass was found.

And if this is the case, whether Jin Shuo can still live now becomes a problem.

If a small shard of glass fell on his head, he thought he must have gone to the underworld before he could figure it out.

The third possibility is that he was pushed down, but this possibility is not very high, because Chen Ajiu has never had any grudges with anyone, and he has not hindered anyone from doing anything they want, so he took the risk It is not a very wise move to push such a person, unless that person is like Ah Jiu.

In the office building, Chen Ah Jiu's jumping incident became the biggest news of the day, especially in the three floors from nine to eleven.

Sitting in the cubicle, Jin Shuo's heart was still beating fast, pounding, as if he had narrowly escaped death. He was really only half a meter away from the god of death.

Listening to everyone taking other people's death as an interesting topic of conversation, Jin Shuo felt a kind of inexplicable block in his heart.

Jin Shuo thought of many scenes where everyone usually teased Ah Jiu. He regretted that he hadn't overdone Ah Jiu, even if he said a word for Ah Jiu, but he didn't, and he won't have a chance in the future.

Unexpectedly, when Ah Jiu died, everyone was still so indifferent, not even a little bit sad, even if they were sad considering that there would be no one to tease in the future, they didn't even have this.

Everyone was still laughing, chatting and making noise so passionately.

Jin Shuo didn't know that Ah Jiu was dead, and who else would remember him, he only knew that he still remembered until now.

In the future, he thought he would forget too.

I still remember the first time I saw Ah Jiu, he was wearing blue overalls, holding a broom in his hand, surrounded by several people.

Everyone asked him, "What's your name?"

"Chen Ah Jiu." Ah Jiu smiled shyly.

"Are you the ninth in the family?"

"No." Ah Jiu shook her head.

"Then why is it called Ah Jiu?"

"I don't know..." Ah Jiu shook her head again.

"What's your father's name?"

"It's called Zhao Niu."

"Your father's surname is Zhao, why is your surname Chen?"

"My name is Chen Ah Jiu, and my father's name is Zhao Niu." Ah Jiu said firmly.

"Then you took your mother's last name?"

"I don't have a mother." Ah Jiu scratched his head, he had no concept of the word mother.

"Everyone has a mother."

"I do not have!"

"Then where are you from?"

"I'm from Tanghe Village."

Everyone burst into laughter. Maybe it wasn't all ridicule in the laughter, maybe some of it was good intentions, and they simply thought Ah Jiu was cute and naive.

Everyone is tired from work, and they often come to tease Ah Jiu in their spare time.

"Ah Jiu~"

"I'm Ah Jiu."

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"No."

"Why don't you have a girlfriend? Everyone has a girlfriend."

"I didn't." Ah Jiu lowered her head, a little disappointed.

"Look, this idiot wants to find a girlfriend."

The bored of those passing by will stop and join in on this great conversation.

"Ah Jiu, do you have someone you like?"

"Yes..." Ah Jiu's ears turned red.

Everyone was excited, "Who is it?" "Who is it?"

Ah Jiu swept the floor and ignored everyone.

"He's still shy, tell me, who is it?"

Ah Jiu scanned, stopped in front of a pair of golden sneakers, and pointed at him.

Ah Jiu didn't understand why everyone was so happy because he liked someone, and everyone laughed like firecrackers in the festival.

Some laughed so hard that their stomachs ached and rubbed their stomachs;

Some laughed and cried, and wiped away their tears.

Ah Jiu was very confused.

"Why do you like him?" someone asked.

"Because..." Ah Jiu didn't know what to say, he hesitated for a long time and couldn't say why.

"Xiao Chen, so he is still gay..." Xiao Chen was the one who was pointed out by Ah Jiu just now wearing golden sneakers. He was indeed gay.

"Get out! Stay where it's cool, you're out of time. Ah Jiu, let's go, don't bother with these crazy people." Xiao Chen pulled Ah Jiu out of the encirclement and bought two bottles of juice from the automatic drink machine , a bottle for myself, and a bottle for Ah Jiu.

The two sat next to Jin Shuo.

"Xiao Chen, why did he point at you just now?" Jin Shuo was just curious, so Xiao Chen probably wouldn't mind if he asked such a straightforward question.

"I think he just wanted to thank me. I helped him fix the radio." Xiao Chen Yun explained lightly, "I was working overtime that night, and I saw Ah Jiu sitting on the stairs and crying there, so I went to ask After a while, he said that his radio was broken and he dared not go back to the dormitory. There was a very dark road in the staff dormitory, and he listened to the radio every day to strengthen himself, and he dared not go back that day when the radio was broken."

"So, no wonder..."

"Okay, I'm back."

After Xiao Chen left, Jin Shuo and Ah Jiu sat across an empty seat, drinking their own drinks, and neither of them spoke.

Not long after, Jin Shuo also went back to work.

I don't know where Ah Jiu went after that, he must have mopped the floor again, because he just swept the floor and hasn't mopped the floor yet.

Ever since there was the incident about Ah Jiu liking Xiao Chen, everyone always likes to take this as a topic.

"Hey, Ah Jiu, do you think Xiao Chen is pretty?"

"pretty."

"Haha... Ah Jiu said Xiao Chen is pretty."

Ah Jiu wondered, Xiao Chen was already beautiful, so there was nothing ridiculous about it, but he still laughed with everyone, happily and loudly, and repeated twice, "Xiao Chen is beautiful, Xiao Chen is very beautiful."

In this way, everyone laughed harder.

Ah Jiu couldn't help worrying, whether these people would faint from laughter, if someone fainted, would he be in trouble, and whether the responsibility was his.

Will he go to jail for this?

Fortunately, every time what he worried about didn't happen.

Everyone is fine, no one fainted.

Ah Jiu remembered that Xiao Chen had said to him that God is not difficult to be a good person, he thought it was right, he is a good person, God is not difficult to be him.

He felt that Xiao Chen was also a good person, and God would not make things difficult for him, but Ah Jiu didn't understand why so many people said something wrong about Xiao Chen behind his back.

At this time, he would pop up out of nowhere and say, Xiao Chen is a good person.

"Ah Jiu, Xiao Chen has a boyfriend, what do you do?"

"They're all good people."

"Who are they?"

"Xiao Chen and Xiao Chen's boyfriend."

"You also know that Xiao Chen has a boyfriend, Ah Jiu knows that Xiao Chen has a boyfriend, he also knows that Xiao Chen has a boyfriend, hahaha..." The speaker hugged his stomach and laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten up.

Ah Jiu looked at the person who spoke, and felt that this person was crazy, so there was nothing to be surprised about.

"How do you know Xiao Chen has a boyfriend?" asked a woman biting a coffee straw.

"I saw them kissing on the stairs." Ah Jiu was very proud, only he saw this.

The people present look at me and I look at you, with a clear and enlightened look.

These people all know about Xiao Chen and his boyfriend, and Xiao Chen never denies their relationship, but Ah Jiu said that he saw it, and everyone seemed to have seen it, satisfying curiosity and voyeurism want.

"Do you feel disgusted? Is it disgusting? Tell me, is it disgusting, Jiu."

"Why is it disgusting?" Ah Jiu recalled that scene.

"Of course it would be disgusting."

"Very well, they are all very well, very well."

The people around Ah Jiu were a little unhappy, Ah Jiu didn't understand why he said he was a good person this time, but they laughed unhappily, what a strange bunch of people.

He said he was from Tanghe Village, and they laughed so hard;
He said he liked Xiao Chen, and they covered their stomachs and wiped their tears while laughing.

So strange, so strange.

Of course everyone wouldn't be happy, because he didn't say what everyone wanted to hear. If Ah Jiu said it was really disgusting, then everyone would laugh like they did before, crying out loud.

People felt that the conversation was boring this time, so they separated. Ah Jiu sat on the stool next to Jin Shuo to rest. Jin Shuo continued their topic and asked, "How are they doing?"

"They are good everywhere. Fengfeng drives Xiao Chen to work every day, and then sends it to the gate, and then picks up Xiao Chen from get off work on the tenth floor every day."

"Xiao Chen's boyfriend is called Fengfeng?"

"That's what Xiao Chen called it. Then Xiao Chen brought breakfast every day, and Fengfeng would often call to ask, and Xiao Chen would say that he had eaten it."

"How did you know?"

"A lot of people came to call in the hallway, and I heard them all."

Later, Ah Jiu talked a lot, and Jin Shuo suddenly became alert. This stupid, mentally handicapped person knows everything. So many people gossip every day and spy on other people's secrets, but they don't have this. People who tease know clearly and understand.

These self-righteous people think that they are the god who has an overview of the whole situation, and that they can ridicule this humble person at will, and regard him as an inferior and despicable existence.

What he didn't realize was that they were just a joke in this fool's mind.

But people should not know too much. Even if they know, they should not know anything. I don’t know if Ah Jiu has hidden the secrets he collected unintentionally, and I don’t know how he escaped from the tall building. Falling down, some things will never be known, will never be made public.

Jin Shuo only told Guan Beisheng about it.

**
The acquaintance of Guan Beisheng and Xiaoqi was very unexpected. If it hadn't been for the accident on that plane, and if Jin Shuo and He Meiling hadn't been on that plane at that time, they probably wouldn't have known each other so early.

When the new year is approaching, Xiao Qi meets He Meiling at "Cai Fu Lai".

Xiaoqi finally found her, the woman who ran away back then.

However, perhaps due to fate, their happy time is always short-lived.

That day, it was cloudy, cloudy, with a slight breeze.

Xiaoqi sent a text message to He Meiling: Be sure to message me as soon as you get off the plane!
He Meiling: Got it, don't worry.I'm about to board the plane, I'll give you a message when I get off the plane.

Xiaoqi: I love you
Two and a half hours passed, and the plane was supposed to land.

Two hours and forty minutes passed, and Xiaoqi turned on her phone, but there was still no new message, maybe she had just got off the plane and hadn't had time to report her safety.

Two hours and 43 minutes passed, and Xiao Qi sent a message to ask.

Xiao Qi: Did you get off the plane?

Another 5 minutes passed, the phone was still quiet, and the screen was still pitch black.

Xiaoqi called the phone, "The phone you dialed has been turned off..."

Did you forget to turn it on?Do you want to try to call He Meiling's friend and ask?Xiao Qi paced back and forth, apprehensive.

Xiao Qi held the phone in his left hand and waited for its vibration, and moved the mouse with his right hand to browse the web pages to pass the time and relieve anxiety.

Xiaoqi remembered that He Meiling once said cynically, why is it so easy to have an accident on the plane, the probability is lower than winning the lottery.

She used He Meiling's words to comfort herself, nothing will happen, nothing will happen.

Before Xiao Qi could completely calm down, a piece of news made Xiao Qi stop being anxious.

On June 6, the plane of China ×× Airlines ××—××—××× crashed near the ×× airport while carrying out the mission of ××—×× flight, killing all 19 people on board.

Xiao Qi wanted to keep tears in her eyes, and raised her head, only to find that the air conditioner was still the broken air conditioner. She suddenly remembered what He Meiling said: The home is still the same home, even the temperature of the air conditioner has not changed, but we ...that was what He Meiling said when Xiaoqi and He Meiling broke up for the first time. At that time, Xiaoqi felt that these words were very sad.

Now, Caifulai is still the same Caifulai, the air conditioner is still the same air conditioner, so many cups and plates are still scattered randomly, you said that you will definitely tidy it up this time when you come back, but you will never come back again.

Xiaoqi can no longer wait for He Meiling in this laboratory.

Before, He Meiling just escaped and hid, and Xiao Qi could still find her.

Now, it is true that He Meiling will never come back again, and Xiao Qi will never find her again.

There is no way to count how much laughter and sweetness there are in this small shop, and there will be no more in the future.

As the sun sets, the sky clears up; who is it supposed to show?
Xiaoqi took out the one-third blue moon softener from the cabinet under the sink, and chanted about it for several months but never got it back home. Realized, just like Xiao Qi will never wait for He Meiling to accompany her home, never wait for her to close the store and travel with her, never wait for her to wear couple outfits together, and never fulfill her last wish The wish on the list is gone, and I will never wait for the day when I get a same-sex marriage certificate...

According to the usual habits, Xiaoqi closed the windows, because wild mice would come in at night, turned off the fans and lights, and turned off the computer that was not usually turned off.

Xiaoqi tidied up the bag. This bag has a very cute name, called "Around the World Doctor Bag", because Xiaoqi came to this city for the first time and carried it on his back when he saw He Meiling for the first time. This bag that followed her all over the world, so He Meiling gave it such a name, it lived up to the name at all, it even stayed in the trash can - there was a quarrel between Xiao Qi and He Meiling, in the On the street, I threw the bag into the trash can, and when I returned there after I calmed down, I found that the bag was still in its original place.

She glanced back, then gently closed the red door that came back.

Walking through the flower-blossoming verandahs, walking through the quaint streets, and when I walked to the corner, I found that the big mirror had been removed at some point. Suddenly, the feeling of emptiness hit me wantonly, and the sunset in the sky was dazzlingly beautiful Xiaoqi thought of how she used to tidy up her appearance here before, and thought of the usual jokes about "grooming" and "bereavement", and her chest was so tight that she couldn't breathe, but this stuffy feeling reminded her of when He Meiling taught her to do artificial respiration The scene, how happy and happy it was at that time.

Cai Fulai, the eldest sister at the canteen next door, has always thought that Xiao Qi and He Meiling look alike, and every time she sees them, she will ask: Are you really not twins?Xiaoqi and He Meiling smiled helplessly and shook their heads, then took the things they wanted to buy and ran away. Too many people thought that Xiaoqi was He Meiling's sister at first sight, and they sighed: How similar are we?There's nothing like it.

But even close friends of the two think so.

Xiaoqi thought that she would never go to this canteen again, and she couldn't answer why He Meiling didn't come to her eldest sister for so long.

Similarly, the roast goose shop will not go again. He Meiling often goes there for lunch. He Meiling loves that taste, but she can't eat it anymore.

The journey home only takes 10 minutes, and these 10 minutes will cause 20 hours, or even [-] days of memories.

Things and things are related, and the memory will be fuller.

For example, at the Thousand Love Hotel, Xiao Qi had two meals there, one was for the two of them and He Meiling to share snacks for lunch, and the other was to celebrate He Meiling's birthday.

On the morning of their birthday, the two had a quarrel, which was caused by He Meiling's leaving without saying goodbye. That night, He Meiling originally had raw materials to buy, but finally handed them over to a reliable friend, so she made time to spend with her little one. Qi relaxed for a while, and celebrated his own birthday.

On the day I had dinner with He Meiling, the electricity at home was inexplicably cut off, so that Fa Xiaoda ran over from the county early in the morning. Xiaoqi clearly remembered that this old friend who had known He Meiling for many years ran up and down His face was full of sweat and he looked anxious. That day, Xiao Qi's cell phone always had problems, and he was very tangled in the phone calls.

It is precisely because of this that Xiaoqi made up his mind to buy a new mobile phone, and it also prompted He Meiling to change to the same model, which can be regarded as one of the few couple items between the two.

Thinking of the mobile phone brings back new memories. The day Xiao Qi went to pick up the mobile phone, he planned to go back to his hometown, but he regretted it when he arrived at the train station, so he refunded the ticket. On the way home, it rained heavily. I was completely drenched, and when I said that I was in the rain, I remembered the first time I was in the rain.

Memory is like a chain, one is connected to another, and memory is like pulling out a tissue, one is pulled out and the other comes up again.

Many things are the same as before, the smell of the garbage station is still so bad, and there are still trains coming and going at the entrance of the tunnel.

But I don’t have you by my side anymore, I can no longer bury my head on your shoulder and sniff your fragrance greedily when passing by the garbage war, and I can no longer hold your hand through that dark tunnel.

Xiaoqi took out the black home key and the yellow community gate punch card from the "doctor's small bag", she was stunned, you are gone, is this home still my home?You are gone, it is not.

For the password door downstairs of the unit building, the community property has set an easy-to-remember password: 131452, I love it all my life.

Xiaoqi stopped at the door, unable to press the series of numbers for a long time, stood for a long time, and waited for someone to come out, and then she entered the door in a trance, falling in love but being separated in two worlds of yin and yang, this is the eternal love of a different place. the test?
It was getting darker and darker, and the lights in the opposite building were turned on one by one. For those who did not turn on the lights, did no one come back, or were they already asleep?

There are many green bottles lying under the bed, the liquid in the bottles has been drunk by Xiaoqi, controlling the crumbling body, she turns on the computer, the power-on password is under her hand, and her fingers dance and press the familiar numbers.

The boot screen is still the same blue, and there are He Meiling's unfinished purchase lists on the disk, as well as a lot of personal information that is important to He Meiling, and of course, there are many movies they have watched together, their Photo……

At this moment, what Xiaoqi is looking for is not these, but the melody left by He Meiling, the season of loneliness, I am really hurt, every night every night...why do you leave so many sad tunes, as if really It was sung for me at this moment, Xiaoqi asked the sky, and the sky was speechless, He Meiling's deep, three-dimensional voice just circled around in the small world that once belonged to them.

The phone rang, and it was a text message. Xiaoqi opened it and found that it was a message that the message failed to be sent. The "I love you" message at 32:[-] was actually not sent, and He Meiling had already turned off the phone before that.

"Why why why?!?!" Xiaoqi slammed the phone out, smashing the green bottle and the phone screen, why didn't you even take the phrase "I love you" with you?

Xiaoqi's eyes were full of blurred fragments, "I said I would never drop my phone this time, I broke my promise... I'm sorry, I broke my promise..."

Xiao Qi leaned on the side of the bed to reach for the phone, staggered to one side, and stomped a few times on the broken glass, Xiao Qi didn't notice it, and didn't feel the pain in the soles of his feet, the pain in his heart covered up all the pain , Xiao Qi took the phone and found that the screen was frozen on He Meiling's last message: Got it, don't worry.I'm about to board the plane, I'll give you a message when I get off the plane.

"Liar! Liar! Liar! Big liar!" Xiao Qi shouted in despair, "Big liar..."

Xiao Qi walked to the closet, leaving a string of bright red footprints along the way. She took the clothes that were stained with He Meiling's strong body fragrance and let it dry up her bitter tears.

The smell on the clothes really smells like you are around.

In the past, the waiting was time-limited, and the longing in the past had an end. In the past, I would often calculate and say: There are still 72 hours before we can meet, and there are less than 24 hours before we can hug... …

But now?He Meiling, can anyone give me a time limit? When should I wait?

Even if you tell me it is the next century, I will wait, but such a deadline no longer exists, and I will never be able to wait.

In the past, whenever I said "I miss you, I miss you so much, what should I do", you would comfort me and say "Baby, we will meet soon, I miss you too".

He Meiling, where are you now, do you miss me?Will you still miss me?do you still remember me?Do you still remember Xiao Qi who loves you?

Xiaoqi refused to be a plane because of an inexplicable fear. She always thought that she must be with He Meiling for the first time. Even if something happened, they would at least be together.

But there is no such opportunity anymore. If I can, I will never be an airplane again in this life.

Or, if she could, she wanted to crash the plane and die.

Without He Meiling, this city would no longer belong to her.

Xiao Qi only took away the things that belonged to them that had He Meiling's memory, and then left the city in that bumpy passenger car.

Back home, Xiao Qi lost his mind.

The family members did not dare to ask, and just tried to maintain a normal life on weekdays.

"It's all out for dinner." Grandma shouted in the kitchen.

"En..." Xiao Qi responded, but didn't leave.

After a while, grandma came to the door of Xiao Qi's bedroom and saw the bed full of sundries. Xiao Qi stared blankly at these things, put them neatly into the box over and over again, and put them in a box again. The pieces are spread out on the bed, and then neatly put into the box.

In this way, at the end of July, the weather began to heat up. Xiaoqi found that she was still wearing the clothes she wore in June. She found short sleeves to change into, and suddenly found that the clothes were much bigger. She glanced at the mirror and shed tears.

This is me without you, this is me without you.

Although I am still the same me, I am no longer the one who owns you.

The cousin tentatively asked Xiao Qi if he wanted to get married. After all, relatives were urging her, so Xiao Qi nodded.

The cousin was very surprised that Xiaoqi would agree so readily.

On the second day, Xiao Qi went to the mall to buy some clothes that fit her; on the third day, Xiao Qi went to meet her blind date.

"Hello." Polite greeting.

"Hello." Reciprocated politely.

"Still going to school?" the man asked.

"I took a break from school, and I still have one year to graduate." Xiao Qi bit the milk tea straw.

"That is to wait until you graduate before getting married."

"casual."

"Are you forced to come here by your family?" The man smiled warmly.

"no."

The man smiled awkwardly, "What do you usually like to do, I heard you can dance jazz."

"Listen to music."

"Whose song do you like to listen to? Jacky Cheung's?" The man was obviously ready for class.

"He Meiling's..."

"Who is He Meiling? Is it a new singer? It seems that I can't keep up with the trend."

"No."

Just as the man wanted to continue asking, Xiao Qi added, "You don't know him."

The man ended the topic tactfully.

After the meal, the two walked along the pedestrian street, just in time for the opening of a certain clothing store on the street. After a burst of firecrackers, the host enthusiastically stepped onto the temporary stage, chattered and then got off the stage, and then An unpopular singer ran up.

"Let's go," Xiaoqi said to the man.

The man was about to persuade him to stay and listen before leaving, but before he could say anything, he found that Xiao Qi was frozen in place, staring blankly at the singer on the stage.

The man thought that Xiao Qi was interested and stopped talking, but he didn't know that Xiao Qi was held back by the prelude of the song.

Xiao Qi looked at the stage, but saw nothing in her eyes, what she really saw was the distant world.

"How many people are walking but stuck in place, how many people are living but seem to be dead, how many people are in love but seem to be separated, how many people are smiling but full of tears..."

"Singing is not as good as He Meiling." Xiaoqi murmured.

"What did you say?" The man asked loudly, the music on the stage was deafening, and the singer was screaming.

"fine."

The man thought that Xiao Qi wanted to leave, so he pulled Xiao Qi, but Xiao Qi stood still, and the man turned his head and continued to watch the performance.

"Who knows where we're going, who understands what life has become... how should I exist..."

Xiao Qi found a nearby wooden chair and sat down. The singer and passers-by were interacting, and soon the melody of the second song rang out. In the video of singing in the store, although He Meiling's voice was covered by the music on the stage, Xiaoqi could only hear He Meiling's singing. At that time, the customers in the store applauded and sang together. Once filled Xiaoqi's heart.

Xiao Qi hugged her knees and curled up on the wooden chair, the man sat over after finding out, Xiao Qi turned off the phone, this is a picture that only she can appreciate, and a melody that only she understands.

"Why are you crying?" The man took out a pack of tissues and handed it to Xiao Qi.

Xiao Qi touched his face, the cool liquid, it turned out that he could cry so silently and unconsciously.

The man touched Xiao Qi's arm inadvertently, and found that Xiao Qi was icy all over, "It's quite hot, why are you so cold? Don't have a fever."

The man went to touch Xiao Qi's forehead, but before covering his forehead with his hand, he just lightly touched the bangs on his forehead, and then he heard Xiao Qi's shrill cry, "Don't touch me!"

The singing on the stage stopped suddenly, and the whole world stopped abruptly, silent and deserted.

Xiao Qi looked up at the distant sky, "The setting sun is so beautiful..." Xiao Qi asked the man for a cigarette, and the man lit a fire for her, Xiao Qi exhaled the most disgusting smell from his mouth, and watched the sunset through the smoke, Still so beautiful, how can something that is about to pass away be so beautiful?Xiaoqi doesn't understand.

The man left after making a phone call. In the end, his cousin came to pick up Xiaoqi who was in despair. In the taxi, Xiaoqi put on his earphones and repeated the single "Broad Sea and Sky" over and over again. In fact, the single was only repeated He Meiling's sentence: How many times have I faced cold eyes and ridicule, and never gave up my ideals.

In this sentence, Xiaoqi's initial throbbing towards He Meiling is hidden.

In the blink of an eye, Xiaoqi has no birthday. The most beautiful August is now the cruelest and saddest month. This is the month when they met. Xiaoqi has returned to the place where they met. Where is she in the room? They all refused to go.

The wedding date was still fixed, and the family thought that Xiao Qi was still the same as eight years ago, that she would gradually get better after the inexplicable restlessness, inexplicable decadence, and inexplicable sadness, and thought that time could heal everything, but they didn't understand that Xiao Qi could be beaten by her before. Healing is because of He Meiling, there is hope, and when He Meiling is gone, so is hope.

In December, it was snowing all over the sky, Xiao Qi put on her wedding dress, and since then entered the man's house, the man works from [-] to [-], Xiao Qi often stays at home by herself, because the cousin and the man's parents are still close , so the in-laws are pretty good to Xiaoqi, although they feel that the child is not very cheerful, but he is still quite quiet.

The man started to be very considerate and caring towards Xiao Qi, but gradually he became indifferent to her. Xiao Qi didn't allow men to touch her, even approaching her unintentionally would make her avoid it. No man can bear his wife's treatment like this, Fortunately, he was still a cultivated person, but this demeanor only lasted for a few months.

One night, the man came home drunk and saw Xiao Qi leaning against the window reading a book, so he pulled Xiao Qi onto the bed, no matter how much Xiao Qi struggled and yelled, she remained indifferent. Opening Xiao Qi's pajamas, at that moment, Xiao Qi stopped his useless struggle, closed his eyes, and let the man move, the man's lips and tongue mixed with the smell of strong wine invaded wantonly, almost a kind of venting.

The man bit Xiao Qi's shoulder and tore Xiao Qi's body forcefully, again and again, until blood oozed from his lips, until the blood from his shoulder remained on his chest, until the blood stained the bed sheet.

There are only tears falling and tearing pain, this is not the first time for Xiaoqi, but it hurts even more than the first time, the pain of heaven and earth falling apart.

The pain was numb.

At this time, the New Year is coming.

(End of this chapter)