Time carved for no reason

Chapter 36 Chapter Nine (1)
The coming of winter is the creator's intention to give people time to think. Unfortunately, it's too cold, Xueqian has nothing to do but curl up in bed and read a book.Most of the freshman classes are platform classes. Of the three professional classes after the midterm, two are scheduled in the morning.The morning exercises were still going on, and the students complained a lot. Some people in the class often complained to Xueqian that the morning exercises were useless, that they could not take a bath after sweating in the morning exercises, and that they would catch a cold easily after sweating.Xueqian reported this to Bi Dao, and Bi Dao sent Xueqian away with a smile, letting Xueqian take care of it.Xueqian had no choice but to comfort everyone: "This is the school's arrangement. It needs to be checked, and Director Bi can't take care of it. Everyone should treat it as the school urging them to get up, so that everyone won't stay out of bed." This reason obviously cannot appease everyone. It was getting colder every day, and fewer and fewer people came to morning exercises. Once in a while, Director Bi came to check the attendance and said angrily: "This can't be done." From then on, everyone thought it was Xueqian's complaint, which was of course the result of Ma Tianwei's propaganda.In this cold winter, Xueqian has a "warm" nickname - "Ass Licking Man".

Xueqian didn't know this, and his life was still muddled.Zhang Haoran said to Xueqian mysteriously: "Anyone who is broken in love always has the magical power to resist nature. When the shadow of broken love passes, the mysterious power will disappear. At this time, people have many weaknesses again." Xue Qian Of course he was accused of "nonsense".Zhang Haoran still said with a serious face: "There are only two kinds of people who like the cold, one is people who are in love, and the other is people who have just lost love. People who are in love can justifiably hug to keep warm when it is cold winter. People who have lost their love are eager to prove to nature that they are indestructible and extremely brave." Xueqian was amused by him, and repeatedly admitted: "Well, I am the one who just lost love."

The matter of Fan Jian, of course, became dirty. He gave this gift to the girl, but the girl not only refused to accept it, but also scolded him as an idiot. Not only did the girl have a boyfriend, but she also belonged to the level of "Lian Zhan". After making a new boyfriend, I packed my luggage directly from the original boyfriend's house, hugged the quilt and moved into the new nest.This made Fan Jian quite depressed, so he lost confidence in love.Everyone persuaded him, and Zhang Haoran expressed his opinion again: "Don't persuade him, the pain of first love cannot be persuaded. People's feelings always have to go through the process of 'be particular about it—do it—it doesn't matter'. He is still in the first stage. The first stage is also the most difficult stage." Everyone said his witty words.From then on, Fan Jian stopped talking about the girl and began to learn Qigong. Every day, he had to stand naked for two hours at a time. Everyone was wearing cotton jackets to feel the cold for him.Fan Jian disagreed, saying that he had become one with nature and man, and his body temperature followed natural changes.Xu Yao sarcastically said: "Then it's 7 degrees outside, so your body temperature is also 7 degrees?" Fan Jian was so angry that he fought with Xu Yao, but no one took advantage, and they ignored each other for several days.

As for Qian Siyao, Xueqian was much more indifferent. In the first few days, Xueqian was still anxious to know the truth of the matter. As time passed, he lost the urge to question, and the previous pain was no longer pain. The questioning lost steam.For example, when encountering a fraudulent merchant, I am anxious to go to the Consumers Association to complain. When I get home, the impulse to complain is gone, and things after the complaint may be even more annoying.It's like asking Xu Yao the truth, if it's fake, that's good, but if it's true, what should I do?This may be a really tricky thing, is it a duel according to the ancient European rules?It is ridiculous to think this way, and I am ashamed that I still have such thoughts in a civilized society. What I don’t want to admit subconsciously is that I may not have the desire to fight for Qian Siyao and Xu Yao, and I call myself in love a thousand times in my heart. Qian Siyao, every time he thinks like this, he will feel a strong sense of guilt, like a child who has made a mistake and lied.Zhang Haoran said that Xueqian "art for art's sake", Xueqian didn't quite understand what he meant, could it be that his love for Qian Siyao was just the aftermath of He Wenxuan's parting?Maybe he just finished a clumsy scene and was eager to make up for the mistakes of the previous scene with a perfect performance?Maybe I'm tired of acting, but desperately trying to prove my acting talent with a more perfect performance?

Liu Xiaoqin is a troublesome matter, since she told Zhang Haoran last time that she likes Xueqian, she is confident that the words have reached Xueqian's ears.She is not a weak person, and she doesn't care about other people's eyes, so she talked to Xueqian openly in the class. Most of the girls in the class were at odds with Liu Xiaoqin, and Xie Tian's secret provocation and exaggeration, Liu Xiaoqin just started talking to Xueqian , There was a buzz in the class.Xueqian could hear it, and wished he could "click" the conversation, but Liu Xiaoqin was invulnerable, and Xueqian lost his tricks.

It was the first time to be pursued by others, although the other party did not say so, but Xueqian also felt a lot of pressure. Logically speaking, this should be Liu Xiaoqin's unilateral behavior, which has nothing to do with Xueqian, but the pursuit of others is like a domineering aggression, disturbing himself territory.

Xueqian was afraid that he would fall in love with Liu Xiaoqin. He couldn't deny the existence of this possibility. In the world, there is no right proof, only the possibility of wrong proof. This made Xueqian feel scared.However, Liu Xiaoqin's enthusiasm was undisguised. Not only did she act enthusiastically, but she also did not shy away from publicity, saying that she likes Xueqian, and no one doesn't like to listen to gossip. Within a week, the whole class knew about Liu Xiaoqin and Xueqin. Qian's ambiguity, at first the words were "Liu Xiaoqin likes Xueqian", after a few days it became "Liu Xiaoqin likes Xueqian, they have already established a relationship", "Liu Xiaoqin said that she would give Xueqian a son, and the two have privately In the end, the rumor has gradually become a novel with all the elements: characters, time, place, events, everything is there. "Xueqian snuggled up with Liu Xiaoqin by the Muyangting Lake at school. Xueqian said he was going to have a son, but Liu Xiaoqin insisted on having a daughter. Then the two quarreled and stopped talking. After a while, the two hugged each other again. Xueqian Qian took Liu Xiaoqin's hand, and the two walked to the small hotel on Fallen Street together, and worked hard for [-] rounds."

This is of course Ma Tianwei's work. When Ma Tianwei said this, he danced and looked sincere. Regarding the specific situation, he could restore every subtle expression, especially when he said "Liu Xiaoqin is going to have a son, and Xueqian is going to have a daughter." , his facial expression and voice are as funny as a comedian, everyone is laughing, Quan Sui laughed with tears:

"Haha, this sounds like Liu Xiaoqin's style. She is so direct. Last time I asked her if you would have a son or a daughter in the future, she said that she would have a daughter. This is absolutely correct. I didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention this to Xueqian I don't know if Xueqian's small body can bear it, but Liu Xiaoqin has been battle-tested."

Someone denied it: "It's not necessarily true. Liu Xiaoqin has experience. The two of you have been together for such a long time. Xueqian must have made great progress and turned passive into active."

Quan Suida didn't take it seriously, and threw the arbitration right to Ma Tianwei in a fawning manner: "Tianwei, tell me, can Xueqian bear it?"

Everyone turned their heads to Ma Tianwei, Ma Tianwei stroked his beard and said with a smile: "I don't think it's possible to be humble. You think, the men Liu Xiaoqin has experienced are not twenty, at least a dozen. Her eyes are raised, and there are one at a glance. Scumbag!" Everyone nodded unanimously, with solemn expressions, as if they had just heard a serious new academic opinion. "We, Xueqian, are still fledglings. Stay in Zhang Haoran's so-called first stage, and you can think about what it will be like in the end."

There is always such a conversation every day for a while, Xueqian breaks into the room accidentally and interrupts everyone's conversation, seeing that everyone is silent to him, but there is a meaningful smile in his eyes and mouth, knowing that they are talking about himself, and hates that he didn't The evidence can't catch them all, and besides, I don't have any advantages when I'm caught in a debate, so I can only push the door out with a smile, deliberately making my steps loud, and then quietly turn around and listen to the door, only to hear the inside say: "Damn it, don't you pay attention, why did he come in?"

This is Ma Tianwei's voice; "It's okay, he probably didn't hear it, you see he walked in so hurriedly. Let's continue." This thin voice should be Quan Sui; "No, no, no matter what, he still Monitor, the stipend for this semester is still in his hands, besides, it's meaningless to talk too much, so let's talk less in the future." I couldn't tell whose voice it was, and Xueqian was very grateful.Then we talked about other things inside, and Xueqian also left quietly.

What is unexpected is that Qian Siyao suddenly has a close relationship with Xueqian. Qian Siyao always sends text messages to Xueqian. In fact, that matter seems to have gone far away, and the evidence is also vague. Is there really something about her and Xu Yao?We can only remember a rough idea of ​​the days that have passed. As for which day and what happened, there is no way to index it.Xueqian told Zhang Haoran about this again, and Zhang Haoran heard that Qian Siyao was getting close to Xueqian, so his tone was much relaxed, and he was no longer sure that it must be Qian Siyao who saw that day.Xueqian scolded him and said, "Well, you bastard, you dare to tell me after you have a general idea. I almost believed your words and blamed a good girl." It is clear that after such a long time, the specific situation is almost forgotten, the details are forgotten, and there are many doubts, but maybe it is really wrong. Xu Yao rarely goes out these days, and he saw it that day. He called in the hallway at night, he should be calling his original girlfriend, and he is still in progress." Xueqian pushed him and said, "You still dare to quibble, and I won't believe your words in the future." Zhang Haoran said in a wrong way: "People still It's better to leave a way out for yourself, you can believe everything, and you have to believe it." Xueqian didn't bother to talk to him.

Liu Xiaoqin is really a difficult woman. She subverted the shy nature of women. Since Xueqian knew what she meant, why not be more generous and use powerful artillery to force him to submit. She asked Xueqian to go to the school cinema to watch a movie. Everyone I heard that it was Lao Mouzi's new film, and they all said they wanted to watch it, and Quan Sui also clamored to go, "I heard that it is Rushan Ruhai. If you don't watch anything else, it's worth buying a ticket for this." He said so , everyone is going, the girls heard that there was Jay Chou in it, and the voices of "our Jay Chou" seemed to dismember Jay Chou, and they quarreled because of this, because two girls said that Jay Chou belonged to their own family, Refuse to separate people.

On the day the film was released, there were huge crowds of people. People heard that Lao Mouzi's new film could be seen for only five yuan, and they all had the mentality of buying a discounted product.
Xueqian was not interested in movies at first, so he didn't want to go, but Xiaoqin threatened him not to shirk, so he had to show up early. Liu Xiaoqin took the position facing the middle of the screen ahead of time, holding a big plastic bag full of food: Melon seeds, pistachios, everything you need, Xueqian has nothing to say, just praise her for her considerate work, Xiaoqin is overjoyed, she pulls and pulls, and keeps talking about trivial purchases, such as a man in front of her secretly looking at her, the supermarket Discount, buy one get one free on coffee milk tea.Xueqian doesn't like to hear these things.

A lot of people from the class also arrived. In the open-air theater with thousands of people, they spared no effort to find Xueqian and Xiaoqin. The fat girl from the last meal also came, sat behind Xiaoqin, and kept teasing: "Look at you The two of you really know how to find a place, Xueqian, you are really blessed and have found a good wife." Xueqian didn't dare to protest, he just smiled politely and didn't talk to him.Zhang Haoran also came, and his voice could be heard from a long distance: "I heard that the women's parts are at least D-covered. I don't know if the daily drink of the crew is papaya milk tea."

He was unscrupulous, and the girls laughed, Quan Sui covered his mouth and said in disgust: "Hold down, brother, don't say that you are from our Chinese department, it will be embarrassing if you spread it." Everyone defended Zhang Haoran: "Zhang Haoran is just a prostitute. Stick, if you don’t ask him to talk about it, it will kill him.”

Then they began to tease Zhang Haoran, one sentence at a time, like playing a cross talk relay.Zhang Haoran was displeased, so he sat behind Xueqian, and whispered: "A group of hypocrites, they talk fiercely in the dormitory every day, and they will pretend to be innocent in front of girls." Xueqian said: "Exactly, exactly."

The movie started, Liu Xiaoqin sat closer and closer, there were no armrests between the seats, Liu Xiaoqin almost used Xueqian as a seat, and the people behind were just admiring, the scene was extremely quiet for a while, especially when Gong Li approached the camera.However, Zhang Haoran expressed his opinion unscrupulously, breaking the strange tranquility: "It's fake, it's obviously fake, it's all because of the side breasts under the arms being squeezed, fake, any D bra is a lie." It caused people around to laugh involuntarily, and looked at Zhang Haoran involuntarily. The fat girl couldn't bear it and said, "Zhang Haoran, can you be more reserved?" Don't squeeze anymore." Xueqian didn't dare to agree publicly, he only nodded implicitly to express his agreement, and was about to see Liu Xiaoqin's reaction, when he just turned his head around, his lips stuck firmly to Liu Xiaoqin's cheek, Liu Xiaoqin was frightened " "Yeah", then reacted, and looked at Xueqian coquettishly, expressing that he could not forgive but was willing to forgive Xueqian.The fat girl saw it clearly, and said enthusiastically: "Xueqian, pay attention to the influence, this is not in the small forest." Many boys in the back also saw it, and they all said that Xueqian is a hero.Xueqian regretted it, this should have been a mistake, an unintentional mistake, but it had a huge meaning, only Liu Xiaoqin's head was stuck too close to him!Let yourself make this unforgivable mistake.

The movie was over, and everyone said not to disturb Xueqian and Xiaoqin, but to go first.Xueqian had to send Xiaoqin back to the dormitory, Xueqian walked quickly, Xiaoqin pouted unhappy and said: "Is there something urgent for you?" I have to arrive before 09." Xiaoqin looked at her watch and saw that it was already 30:24, and said reluctantly: "Then you go, I will go back alone, don't miss the business." Xueqian replied in fear:

"Hey, I'm leaving first, I'll contact you later." Just after running two steps, Xiaoqin shouted from behind: "Come back, I have something else to do." Xueqian stopped with a puzzled expression on his face.Xiaoqin pointed to the face that Xueqian had kissed just now, and said embarrassedly: "Do what you did just now, do it again." In the current situation, I must never tell her that I just kissed her because of a mistake, let alone kiss her just because she wanted to. The loss of virginity is never a reason for depravity.Liu Xiaoqin couldn't wait for Xueqian's hesitation, and said impatiently: "Okay, I'll take care of it for you."Xue Qianmu didn't respond on the spot, Liu Xiaoqin covered her mouth, and said in fear: "Oops, I used too much force, and it's all purple, but I can't see it at night." Only then did Xue Qian react, and said quickly: "I'm leaving first, I'm really leaving, it's too late." Before Liu Xiaoqin could answer, she ran quickly, shuttling through the crowd after the movie, as if she had never run so fast before, even the day she broke up with Meng Zhou.

The story of Xueqian kissing Xiaoqin spread widely in less than a day. Zhang Haoran also comforted Xueqian by saying that he was not jealous. Love is a perfectly competitive market. He realized that it was wrong to say so, so he quickly added that he would not To win someone's love, he gave up, Xueqian said anxiously: "Brother Haoran, you know that I like Qian Siyao, yesterday was just a mistake, a mistake!" Zhang Haoran didn't believe him, and said: "Brother Xueqian, don't worry too much Now, brother, I am not a narrow-minded person. Besides, my wife is like clothes, and brothers are like brothers and sisters. If you lose your clothes, you can buy them again. If your brothers are gone, you are a disabled person. Don’t worry, brothers, I will definitely not interfere in your affairs. Do you like it? Qian Siyao, but you can also like Liu Xiaoqin, this is not a conflict, don't worry, I will not tell Liu Xiaoqin about Qian Siyao." Hearing what he said, Xueqian knew that it was useless to justify, so he could only thank him gratefully.I have been familiar with Liu Xiaoqin for a long time, and Xueqian is also used to it. I gradually don't hate her, let alone be afraid of her. It seems that after staying with any bad substance for a long time, I can always change from fear to habit, and gradually discover the beautiful side. Maybe, anything Negative things themselves have a positive side, and discourse itself is just fighting for a kind of power, and this power is constantly changing, and the negative side gradually gains the upper hand.Xueqian found that Xiaoqin is indeed a lovely person, she is lovely, not artificial, maybe she is not an alien out of instinct, maybe she just has the mentality of a bat, pretending to be a bird among beasts, and a beast among birds.

Xueqian found that Liu Xiaoqin's enthusiasm was only when there were many people, and the more boys there were, the more she intended to show her affection for Xueqian.In short, she never played her cards according to common sense and did not act according to people's expectations.Xueqian said she was rebellious, but she said she was shameless.When a girl praises herself, she often says that she is stupid, that she is stupid, but she does not say that she is shameless.To say stupid, actually makes people think of cuteness; to say shameless, it seems that there is nothing to associate with; except shameless, it is still shameless.

Liu Xiaoqin may not be a slut, Xueqian gradually felt that she was at a loss for love, except when she expressed enthusiasm when there were many people, at other times, she seemed to be out of order. She took Xueqian's hand, often holding it, Xueqian told her that holding hands is a man's patent, and only then did she realize that this is not like the ignorance that a seasoned woman should have.Xueqian has been held by her for a long time, and he got used to it, and sometimes he took the initiative to hold her.Occasionally, when I introspect, I can’t help but sigh, what am I doing? Life makes me succumb unknowingly. All this is not what I expected. It doesn’t match the blueprint drawn in my mind at all. Unknowingly In the present, this new appearance, a new person, has been internalized into one's own body and mind, and it seems that there is no solemn ceremony for the beginning of all this, let alone the consent of oneself, which is agreed by life on its own initiative. everything.

(End of this chapter)