Time carved for no reason

Chapter 37 Chapter Nine (2)
Good things come in pairs, if Liu Xiaoqin is a good thing, then Qian Siyao is another.When Xueqian and Xiaoqin were together, he had complicated emotions towards Qian Siyao and was willing to receive her text messages, but receiving her text messages was a troublesome matter. He seemed to have compromised with his life and signed a contract. For his unequal treaty, but suddenly someone was willing to free himself from living under the iron heel of imperialism, but he was not ready yet. Qian Siyao took the initiative to send a lot of text messages, and even invited Xueqian to have dinner, Xueqian Of course I am willing to go, but I can't tell Xiaoqin about this. Although I have not had a formal start with Liu Xiaoqin, and there is no official document similar to a love certificate, all this seems to be logical and cannot be regretted.The people in the class also lost interest in Xueqian's affairs. The initial stage has ended, and the long process makes people have no interest.It doesn't matter whether everyone agrees or disagrees with their affairs.There is only one voice of disapproval, which comes from the bottom of my heart, and every time I go on a date with Qian Siyao, this voice really shouts out.

After a long time, both Xueqian and Xiaoqin became traitors of the same sex. Xueqian joked with Xiaoqin: "Zhang Haoran likes you, he is better than me, you should go to him." Liu Xiaoqin said angrily: "Don't disgust me, I'm not interested in such a self-righteous person like him." Xueqian asked her: "Then why are you interested in me?" Xiaoqin pinched Xueqian's face and said coquettishly: "Because you are relatively stupid and slow in responding. I am afraid of those Guys with quick thinking, they don’t know anything except meeting and preaching, I prefer those who don’t like to think.” Of course Xueqian couldn’t agree with her point of view, but it’s hard to refute, Xiaoqin also asked him: “Xueqian , tell me honestly, are you interested in that Qian Siyao? Tell the truth. I don’t blame you!” Xueqian was shocked, and said in a trembling voice: “What’s the matter? Who did you listen to? Me and her It’s just acquaintance, maybe he has a boyfriend.” After finishing speaking, Xiaoqin stared into Xueqian’s eyes and said, “Okay, okay, it’s nothing interesting, I only asked you when I knew the answer, I just wanted to verify whether you To be honest, psychologically speaking, when answering a question, the right eyeball moves, that is a sign of lying, which means that you are thinking. Your right eyeball just turned like an electric fan." Xueqian turned his face away, so that Xiaoqin would not look at him eye, said:

"What's the matter? Which bullshit expert said it? You should read less books like this." Xiaoqin said to herself: "Okay, okay, bullshit expert, what if Xie Tan told me?" Xueqian said furiously : "Do you listen to Xie Tuan? Don't you know that she has opinions on me?
Now that we're getting close, she's saying things like this to provoke us and tarnish my reputation, don't you even see that? "Xiaoqin said: "Yo, you are quite reasonable, well, I believe you, and I don't believe her words, she used to always say that Xu Yao chased her, and that day she revealed her secrets at dinner.Now the topic has changed, and I started to say that the chairman of the student union of the school is interested in her, don't you think it's ridiculous?I don't believe her words. Xueqian scolded: "Disgusting, really disgusting, such a woman." "

The weather was cold, the activities of the tennis club had stopped early, and several responsible persons were afraid that they would start to hibernate, so they disappeared one by one.The activities of the Chinese Academy of Sciences are sporadic. Li Xiuqin is Xueqian’s elder brother. Director Bi has met him several times in meetings. Xueqian respects him very much. The team was about to be formed, Xueqian felt sorry for him and said: "It's a pity, it's a pity, you just quit on the right track, and the younger ones may not be able to keep up." Li Xiuqin sighed: "There is no way to do this. , the old ones are gone, the young ones are here, some things can’t be done, I wanted to build this club when I first entered the freshman year, but I didn’t approve it until the third year, at this time, the momentum at that time was gone, and I really started to do it No matter what, I want to end everything hastily. With such a mentality, it is better to retreat and concentrate on preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. After all, work is the main thing of life." Xueqian originally thought he was pedantic He is willing to dedicate himself to Chinese studies, but now he realizes that he is also a normal person.With emotion: "When I was in high school, the university I thought of was not like this. It was too complicated, too casual, and there were too many differences from high school." Li Xiuqin shook her head and smiled, expressing that she could accept Xueqian's innocence, saying : "You just came here, and you still have enthusiasm, which is a good thing. No matter how you say it, it is not easy to maintain enthusiasm for four years in college. This enthusiasm comes from high school, and it carries too many ideals. It is difficult to last long. Yes. When I was in my junior year, I started to be tired of making a living. It is hard for college students to find a job now, and none of our senior boys in the Chinese Department have signed a job." Xueqian remained silent.Li Xiuqin continued: "As the saying goes, freshmen don't know what they should do, sophomores don't know what they shouldn't do, juniors don't know what they shouldn't do, and seniors don't know what they should do. Unfortunately, it's too late. When I came here, I also heard these words and thought it was ridiculous. I didn’t realize that it was a wise saying until I was in my junior year. The so-called truth is written by most people with their own blood and tears. The innocent ideal will definitely give way The absurdity of reality.”

Xueqian said goodbye to him, with a heavy heart, and told Xiaoqin about the conversation with her senior brother. Xiaoqin smiled, as if she was nervous but heard a joke: "You fool, the gloomy look just now scared people to death, It turned out to be such a big deal." Xueqian didn't bother to talk to her, and said that Director Bi had a meeting, so he went back to the dormitory first, which was a good reason that had been tried and tested, and pushed away Zhang Haoran's dormitory, Zhang Haoran was playing the guitar with a cigarette in his mouth, Seeing Xueqian coming, he smiled and said, "Did you notice any changes in front of the teaching building when you were in class today?" You will be laughed to death, and even more mad, there is a big statue of Confucius at the entrance of our main teaching building." Xueqian relaxed his tense nerves, and said with a smile: "What's the matter?
Isn't our school going to run schools comprehensively?This is also a good start. "

Zhang Haoran scolded: "NUTS, you haven't seen it. The main teaching building of our school is a completely modern building. It claims to be the second largest self-study building in Asia. The building materials are very modern. Look at the statue of Confucius. It looks like a relic that was not demolished after the invasion of the Eight-Power Allied Forces. What's even more ridiculous is that there is a modern poem on the back of the pedestal, written by the donator of the statue, something written by the director of the Confucian Academy, "Ah, Confucius, you Nurturing us; ah, Confucius, you will be immortal'."

Xue Qian leaned back and forth with a smile, wiped away tears and raised his head and said: "I'm laughing to death, you can say that this person is stupid, it's better to copy a piece of Analects, something like 'threesome, there must be my teacher' is better." Xueqian Qian only remembered this sentence, and didn't dare to show off too much, for fear of making a fuss.

Zhang Haoran lit a cigarette, sighed, shook his head and said: "I have only been here for less than half a year, and I can already see what our so-called university is. Fortunately, I have been dreaming about it for three years in high school. It is really ridiculous. I think that The statue of Confucius just wanted to laugh, and I really wanted to give him a big dildo."

Xueqian laughed: "Freud, Freud." At this moment, Fan Jian entered the door, and contrary to the gloomy normality of the past, he said lively: "I just summed up a phenomenon, guess what it is? "Xueqian and Zhang Haoran both listened attentively to him. Fan Jian kept talking halfway on purpose, waiting for them to be anxious. Zhang Haoran became anxious, and said: "Will you say it? If you don't say it, I can leave." Fan Jian then said : "Have you ever noticed a phenomenon that every Friday night, there are a lot of cars at the gate of Nanshe. Is it true that the parents in the dormitory over there are very rich?"

Zhang Haoran was about to laugh, but instead smiled, teasing him, "It doesn't have to be that the parents of the students over there are rich, maybe the parents of the students from the other three independent schools are rich and pick up the students from our school."

Fan Jian was puzzled: "The parents of students from other schools, why don't they pick up their children, but come to our school to pick up their children? They don't have any relatives."

Xueqian also interjected: "Especially female students." Zhang Haoran added: "Female students are suitable for tutoring." After that, the two looked at each other and laughed, and Fan Jian said in confusion: "The more you talk, the more I don't understand. What does it have to do with tutoring?"

Zhang Haoran put on a serious air again, and answered Fan Jian's academic questions like a teacher lecturing, "Fan Jian, think about it, many of the students in our school's South House are from the Art Academy." Xueqian felt a thump in his heart. , "Girls in art colleges are more motivated. What do you think, people who are engaged in art are always learning, innovating, and improving, but if you can't improve yourself, everyone is really good. So There is also the courage to dedicate oneself to the education of our country, contribute one's own meager strength, and display one's own artistic talent."

Fan Jian heard that Zhang Haoran intended to make fun of himself, frowned, shook his head, and said: "I know what's going on, do you still need you to tell me, I will ask you only after I know, and I intend to make fun of you, do you know? "After hearing this, Xueqian clenched his mouth tightly on his hand, fearing that he couldn't help but spray rice.At the same time, he gave Zhang Haoran an ambiguous look in exchange for Fan Jian's unintentional humor.

Fan Jian was going to find a part-time job, so he went out, walking lightly.Zhang Haoran said with emotion:

"This is what a college student looks like. Look at me, sometimes I feel a bit old-fashioned. I already know too much about the world? I'm starting to summarize? Why don't I want to be passionate, like Fan Jian."

Xueqian lowered his head and murmured: "Yes." He suddenly thought of He Wenxuan again. I am afraid that this is an era that cannot be erased, and regrets can never be erased. will follow myself.The more you think about it, the more painful it will be. Time will bifurcate all the time at every node. Time will not reverse the car or turn its head. The past may really be nothingness, but the memory is A nasty tainted witness, perhaps one wants to forget, or doesn't.For a lost old wallet, does the owner have to say that the wallet is from parallel imports?Perhaps not so, even if it is a parallel import wallet, its worth is doubled because it is lost.

Zhang Haoran asked: "Xueqian, how are you and Xiaoqin doing? Don't worry, I have no other intentions, in fact Xiaoqin is pretty good, don't let her down."

"I don't want to let her down, but you know, there is always a feeling of contempt for those who take the initiative to deliver to the door, which can't be erased. She pursued me, and she took the initiative first. This is not in line with my ideas. I can't love her. , I don't know what to do with her now, maybe everyone has already recognized it, but I know, I don't have it in my heart. I think about Qian Siyao."

Zhang Haoran was silent for a while, raised his head and smiled, his face wrinkled unnaturally, and said in a low voice: "That's fine, if you don't love him, then don't delay him, if you don't want it, I still want it."

"Give it to you, give it to you, if you can help me solve this problem, then thank you very much, don't worry, I haven't touched her." Xueqian said generously.

"You put it lightly, don't want someone else, and set up a memorial archway for yourself. If you want to leave, you must smash her illusions about you, and don't act like an honest person." Zhang Haoran said seriously, staring at the student. modest.

Xueqian was so disturbed by his burning, he avoided the confrontation and said: "You are true, but you must help me get rid of Qian Siyao first, otherwise, I will occupy the latrine and not give Liu Xiaoqin to you. "

"How do you want me to help you? There is no girl who doesn't like my poems. If the girl you like is not a money worshiper, then send poems. Girls like spiritual things very much. But you can't It’s too floating. When it’s time to be realistic, you must be realistic. This is a key point that is difficult to operate. People must step on the ground with one foot and fly with the other. You can write a song first Give it to her, if she doesn't like it, it means she is very materialistic, and you know what to do, so you can send her something practical in the future, but according to my opinion of you Qian Siyao, I think she may be a love poem For those of you, you might as well give it a try anyway.”

"Since your poem is so good, lend me one and I'll treat you to dinner."

Xueqian begged.

"Don't say that, my writing is just average. It's just that I have more experience in writing. If you really want, I'll write a special song for you. How about it? Have you ever been in love before?"

"Why do you ask that? What does this have to do with poetry?" Xueqian was displeased, ashamed to say that he had no relationship experience.

"Oh, I remembered. It was Ma Tianwei who told me that you didn't talk about friends. They said you were still a boy scout." Zhang Haoran was usually the most forgetful, but now his memory is very good.

"How can he talk nonsense about the dormitory? It's really disgusting. How can outsiders know what's going on in the dormitory? I'll talk about him next time. What else did he say?" Xueqian said angrily.

Seeing that Xue Xue was humbled, Zhang Haoran hurriedly tried to smooth things over, and comforted him: "I didn't say anything else, besides, they didn't mean it. You know, you can't be too sincere when it comes to feelings. You have to stay behind. I have to explain all the situation, and I will be passive in the future. Women don’t like first love. First love is too young, and it’s not the kind of relationship that college girls like. Of course, girls nowadays don’t like old fritters. Self-respecting girls don't."

Xueqian forgot to be angry by his words, and asked: "Then what do you think I should do? To tell you the truth, my experience with the opposite sex is only limited to Liu Xiaoqin. There used to be a woman who belonged to a brother. Woman, I like her very much, of course, she also likes me very much, but you can't touch a brother's woman, right? Unfortunately, I just passed by.

So they're right, I really have no experience. "

"Without experience, no, no, no, that won't work. If you don't have experience, you have to pretend to be experienced. You know, you know? You have to act like you have experience. In fact, you don't say it clearly, and you won't in the future Leave an excuse, you just need to give her a feeling, let her feel that you are a hurt person, and the responsibility is not yours, and because you have been hurt once, you cherish your feelings more, of course, what you look like. Yourself I know, but you have to give her that feeling."

"Then it's up to you, it's up to you, you write, I don't worry." Xueqian flattered Zhang Haoran, and then warned: "Don't go too far, just express your feelings, don't be too fake."

"Don't worry, it will never be wrong, after all, it is not the first time for me to write love poems.

Just come and get it later. "

Xueqian suddenly thought of Qian Siyao eagerly in his heart, like Zhang Haoran put out a food advertisement, which aroused Xueqian's appetite, and after a few words without pain, he reasoned that he had business to do, and went back to the dormitory. Picked up three sheets of paper, and finally wrote a letter neatly.

Qian Siyao:

how it's been lately?I have received a lot of text messages from you these days, but I feel flattered in my heart. Are you unhappy recently?If there is anything, you might as well tell me, if you will take me as your friend, if I am qualified enough.Are you free on Sunday night?If you don't have time, make some time. Let's have a meal and have a good chat. The place will be in the teaching staff cafeteria. How about six o'clock in the evening?I have already written the word "how", and I can't wait to erase it.Well, it’s fine, but it’s already been erased from my mind. It’s six o’clock in the evening, so I’ll make my own decisions and ignore your thoughts. If you’re not happy, it’s not too late to settle the score with me after dinner.

By the way, poetry has become popular recently, and I like to write poetry in high school, and I dare not tell others. After all, in this era, poetry writers are no different from lunatics.Of course, you are not someone else, you can show it to you, don't laugh at me, laugh at me, and don't tell me.However, if the poem is good, you still have to tell me.

Have a great day, Quack.

your Xueqian
After finishing writing the letter, Xueqian felt a little complacent, and read it several times carefully. He felt that the writing style was steady, the diction was appropriate, and the humor was just right. He had never written such a good article. Could it be said that the best article in the world is Is it a love letter to a lover?In the past, when I wrote letters or sent text messages to my parents, I always felt that I was exhausted. Apart from asking for money and getting straight to the point, I seemed to have to use function words like "ah" and "oh" to make up the number of words, so as not to make the letter paper empty and ugly .It can be seen that everyone's literary talents can only be stimulated when they encounter love.Signing up took a lot of effort.How should I sign the signature, "Your loyal literary modest" seems too sour, and it seems that I can't prove my loyalty, but only signing "Literature modest" seems to be too serious. After deliberating for a long time, Xueqian still chose a compromise The method is to sign "Your Xueqian", save the surname, add yours, and add a little intimacy. However, when foreigners write letters, they often say yours. This seems to be a customary habit. Changing it to Chinese means " Yours", if she feels too intimate, she can infer that it is out of traditional habits, if the other party only thinks it is a habit, she can also find out some ambiguous taste.

Zhang Haoran's poem was also finished, Xueqian opened the letter paper with trembling fingers, and on the blue letter paper with the background of the sea were Zhang Haoran's extremely beautiful handwriting.

No pawnshop willing to accept my heart
boy, that fat pig manager
Laughing and fiddling with it, saying it's worthless

Said that the pork shop would not accept it
child
i like to put it in the safe
It's airtight, there's not a ray of sunshine

But neither the angles of arrows nor the teeth of mice

child, when it stretches itself and wants to breathe

Can you promise me to take it

put it in the small pocket of your coat
Zhang Haoran caressed his beard and said: "This poem couldn't be better. The meaning can be said to be ambiguous, but it also reveals your feelings. You can read her reaction first. Of course, this is not a love poem. After all, you Didn't say clearly that you want to chase her, if you don't chase her, she has no reason to refuse, right? Feelings are a matter of course, confession is definitely not a link that determines the outcome, but just an indispensable link in form, The effect is limited. Now I regret that I confessed to Liu Xiaoqin so quickly, and let you pick the omissions."

Embarrassed, Xueqian punched Zhang Haoran in the chest, and said relaxedly: "Don't worry, as long as my side is successful, I will let go right away, okay? Actually, I didn't catch Liu Xiaoqin, you always have a chance, don't worry about it." my feeling."

"I told you earlier, it's not like this. She has fantasies about you. If I can get in, you must first break her fantasies about you and make her feelings turn 180 degrees."

"That's no problem. When do you think I will give the letter to Qian Siyao?"

(End of this chapter)