Time carved for no reason

Chapter 38 Chapter Nine (3)
"Don't procrastinate. Anyway, you are now warming up with her. I can see the heat. I will go downstairs to wait for her today and bring a small gift for her. Just put it in the letter. When we meet, don't talk too much. Talk about a mistake, just say that you still have something to do, and then turn around and leave."

After school in the afternoon, Xueqian went to the gift shop to buy a small gift box.The mahogany box is antique and exquisite, and the letters and poems are carefully put into it.Closing the lid of the gift, he let out a deep breath, which can also be contagious to himself. On the way to Qian Siyao's dormitory building, Xueqian kept panting, dizzy, like a distant fire in the dark night, and he chased after it without hesitation. , When the fire is really close, I feel that I can't believe it, and I don't even want to touch it.When ordering food in a restaurant, seeing the attractive food on other people's tables, I ordered it myself but it was mediocre.Xueqian thought in this way, and felt that he was ridiculously arrogant. He hadn't eaten the food yet, and he had already started to pick the food?
Qian Siyao has no class in the afternoon, Xueqian originally wanted to send a text message to tell her to go downstairs, but also remembered that Zhang Haoran once told himself: "Don't send text messages, don't make phone calls, just wait there, so that there is a possibility of seeing love again The reason why love at first sight is love at first sight is because the first meeting is a kind of adventure, and the second meeting, with the first adventure as a base, the second meeting becomes a boring experience, so love at first sight Many, farewell love is rare, what you have to do is to give her a different feeling, let her intuition be instantly attracted by your new ideas."

It was already December 29th, and the day after tomorrow would be the new year. Xueqian didn't have the time to think about it. The weather was too cold. There was a heavy fog in the morning, and his throat felt uncomfortable.In the evening, the temperature began to drop again, but unfortunately there was a strong wind. I wore less clothes, and the coat seemed not to be windproof. The wind seemed to break in through the gaps in the stitches, and then killed the gaps in the sweater, reaching my body.He remembered the last time he bought a gift for Xie Tan. The winter clothes in the mall were on off-season discounts, and he forgot to buy one. Xie Tan fell out with him again. The gift he bought for her last time was a waste of money.But the gift I gave was really appropriate, Xie Tan really broke up with Xu Yao, thinking of this, Xueqian couldn't help laughing.

"Hey, isn't this Xueqian? Why are you here?" Qian Siyao suddenly fell from the sky, blinked at Xueqian, breathed with his hands around his mouth, and said she was cute, even "cute" felt unworthy.

Xueqian was taken aback, seeing that it was Qian Siyao, he had met Qian Siyao often recently, and had already practiced the ability to keep the heart from jumping, but now he lost all this ability, like a teacher complaining about a student who is not up to date" You gave me back all the knowledge I taught you."Xueqian didn't dare to look at Qian Siyao, and murmured: "I have a letter for you, I'll read it when I go back, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first." After saying that, he turned around and left, his steps were crooked, as if he heard Qian Siyao's back He yelled something, but he didn't seem to hear anything, and he wished he could go back and find out.

The letter was sent out, as if the heart had been handed over for no reason, in the hands of others, to be slaughtered by others.As soon as she got back to the dormitory, Xiaoqin asked Xueqian to have dinner, Xueqian was absent-minded, and told her that she was sick and didn’t want to get out of bed while lying down. Xiaoqin was very concerned, worried about Xueqian, and insisted on visiting Xueqian in the boys’ dormitory No.Xueqian hurriedly said that he was willing to have dinner with her, but Xiaoqin was determined not to let him get out of bed, so Xueqian had to take off his clothes, got into bed and pretended to sleep.My heart was full of enthusiasm, and my hands and feet were sweating after a while, and I couldn't get out of bed to breathe, so I had to be anxious in the bed.Finally, Liu Xiaoqin came with a lot of things, including painkillers, antipyretics, and vitamins.Xueqian thanked her pretending to be weak, and she said angrily: "Now, you still see each other like this, you lie down quickly, and I will make medicine for you." Xiaoqin made the medicine and wanted to feed Xueqian again. Enduring the bitter drink and urging her to leave quickly, Xiaoqin urged her again and again: "Don't eat spicy food, don't drink yogurt, don't eat eggs, and don't drink tea, anyway, don't force yourself if you can't eat, just sleep and sweat. Reluctantly speaking, he kissed Xueqian and said with tears in his eyes: "My poor little fool, don't be so busy with work. Director Bi doesn't have to go to meetings every time. I'll go and tell Xie Tan, let me let you go." She will go to the meeting for you in the future." Xueqian hurriedly stopped her, saying that Director Bi had something to say and couldn't tell Xie Tan, so she just let it go.After making out for a while, they reluctantly left.Xueqian was sweating all over his body, but his heart was so cold that he lost consciousness. The previous expectations for Qian Siyao, Xiaoqin's presence, decreased a lot, but instead increased a lot of guilt, and he felt very uncomfortable.

When I was with Qian Siyao, the days when I flew over with wings and waited for her reply, time seemed to be wearing a heavy shackle, and my steps were difficult.Xueqian thought that Qian Siyao had already read the letter and his poems, and a crack was pierced in the thin oil paper between Qian Siyao and Qian Siyao, and the light came out, but it was not broken, only I can feel this light greedy for me, thinking that Qian Siyao should reply me a text message, she should see the meaning of this meal, if she rejects me, it means that I am unrequited love, and I will never think about it again. It's good, just be ordinary friends; if she is willing to eat with me and read poetry, at least she has a good impression of herself and is willing to have a deep relationship with herself.This left a retreat for myself, and my heart was a little more stable.Instead, I forgot to wait for the text message.When I feel drowsy at night, I feel as if my mobile phone is vibrating, and I suddenly lose sleepiness.Xueqian stiffened like a carp, got out of bed trembling and went to check his phone.The lights were turned off at night, and it took me a long time to touch it.

After praying for a long time, I pressed the read button with my eyes closed, and then slowly opened one eye to read. I almost jumped up excitedly just after reading the first sentence.

Student Xueqian, I have received your letter. To be honest, your writing is really good. Well, I will see you on Sunday night. I also read your poem. I like it very much. If you have anything to say, we will talk about it when we meet Bar.

This is no doubt that he likes himself, Xueqian said in his heart over and over again, there is no reason to fall asleep anymore, he laughed dryly several times, due to lack of control, occasionally a few real laughs.Cut the quiet air into several parts, and disturbed Ma Tianwei who was in the next bed. Ma Tianwei was awakened, turned over, and muttered a few words in sleep, Xueqian listened to him, but he was not in the mood to talk to him at the moment. Care about.The night, which is too happy to believe it, also grows tremendously.As the sky gradually brightened, drowsiness came to the door.

It was a long sleep, and I didn't wake up until noon the next day. When I woke up, I vaguely saw Fan Jian entering the room. While eating rice, Fan Jian said, "Modern literature called the roll this morning. I'm afraid Yin Xianfeng remembered you." It's gone." Xueqian sat up abruptly and said, "How can there be a modern literature class on weekends? Why didn't anyone notify me or give me a call?
Why didn't you notify me? "Fan Jian said displeased: "This make-up class is because Yin Xianfeng was on a business trip last time and missed two classes. He said that if he didn't attend class, it was a teaching accident, so he had to make up the class, but this class is really boring.Besides, you are the squad leader, and you were the only one who notified everyone. Who would have thought that you didn't come?The class is very critical of you now. Xueqian lay down again, and said impatiently: "Forget it, it doesn't matter, anyway, I'm going to change my major." "Fan Jian ignored Xueqian, and only cared about eating by himself, like a livestock glutton. Xueqian was upset and couldn't get used to the sound, so he got up again, got out of bed and went out to find Zhang Haoran.

Zhang Haoran opened the door for Xueqian in his pajamas. Xueqian calmed down and told him: "This morning, Yin Xianfeng called the name, this bastard." I thought Zhang Haoran would ask himself in surprise, "What?" Unexpectedly, Zhang Haoran said coldly : "It doesn't matter, anyway, it's not the first time I don't go. There is no teacher in the Faculty of Arts who is qualified to teach me." Xueqian made fun of it, and showed him Qian Siyao's text message yesterday.Zhang Haoran's eyes lit up immediately, and the [-] volt electric current creaked.He sighed "hopeful" three times in a row.Xueqian proudly said: "Then it looks like she has some feelings for me?" Zhang Haoran punched Xueqian anxiously, and said:
"Needless to say, it's obvious. It's impossible for her not to see the meaning of my poem. She is willing to have dinner with you now, and said, 'If you have anything to say, let's talk about it later'. Obviously, she First of all, knowing that you have something to say, and that she is willing to listen to you, it's time to confess and take it down. But after the matter is done, don't pester Liu Xiaoqin anymore, you can't hurt her."

"You selfish guy, you are obviously doing it for yourself, but you still insist on using Liu Xiaoqin's name, okay, okay, don't worry, I'll tell her today that I'm empathetic and don't fall in love, okay?
Does this count as breaking her illusions about me? "

"That's fine, but don't be weak. You're just empathizing with others. You can't be a whore and set up a memorial archway. Also, you have to tell her seriously at night, in person." Zhang Haoran said seriously.

"Okay, okay, I'll listen to you, I can get rid of it, I can't wait." Xueqian realized that his words were immoral, and hurriedly added: "It's also for her own good."

How to get rid of Liu Xiaoqin is also a troublesome thing. I used to ideally think that if I want to get rid of her, I just need to notify her coldly. Divorce is the same thing. Marriage is different from breaking up. Few people get married purely because of feelings. More often, marriage is a relationship caused by a combination of various factors.It's not the case when boyfriend and girlfriend break up. Apart from feelings, there don't seem to be many other factors that matter.Except for a little worry that is worth considering, Liu Xiaoqin is in the same class after all, and it will inevitably be awkward to meet each other in the future, but it doesn't matter if I think about it again, anyway, I am going to change majors anyway, and there are not many opportunities to meet in the future.

Xueqian didn't dare to call her, and only sent text messages to ask her to have dinner together. Of course, Xiaoqin happily agreed, and replied to the text message asking if Xueqian had a cold. , On the contrary, he said that Xueqian lied, so that Xueqian didn't have to worry about bothering her.Xueqian didn't know what to say, so he didn't reply to her text messages.

In the evening, Director Bi held another emergency meeting, and Xueqian hurried to it. When he entered the door, he found that everyone looked solemn and felt strange.Director Bi saw Xueqian, and said coldly, "You're late again, hurry up and get a document." Ma Tianwei stood behind Director Bi, handed the document to Xueqian graciously, Xueqian took the document, and got into the crowd standing.Director Bi said: "Everyone is here, so I'll tell you that this time the matter is important and it's about changing majors. In order to give everyone one more chance, the school allows freshmen to change majors in the next semester. Of course, it must meet certain requirements. In addition, you have to take the exam, and the arrangements for each department are different. The school allows each department to have a certain degree of autonomy. to a profession of your liking.

why?Because there are some additional conditions within the department, not only must meet the conditions of the school, but also meet the conditions of the school, so that you can transfer out of the school. The specific arrangements are all in the documents you have in hand. "

Everyone looked down at the documents in their hands, and Ma Tianwei continued: "Bi Daogang has already told me the requirements, and now I will tell everyone that the class leaders will go back to the class to count the list of students who have changed their majors, and fill them in today's document. On the form. It must be handed over to me before [-] o'clock on Tuesday night." Director Bi interrupted Ma Tianwei, and added: "This time the matter is important, and there must be no mistakes. If there is a mistake, it will delay the future of others, and we cannot bear the responsibility , there is one more thing I need to explain to you. The college has a major restriction this time. What is the restriction? That is, the top five in the class cannot change majors, and the results of the final exam shall prevail. Of course, the final exam has not yet started. , but you have to notify everyone in advance, this is also a difficult task, especially not to discourage the enthusiasm of those good students, so when you notify the news, you must pay attention to the method."

Zheng Haiming was born with a love of bragging, a woman bragging, that is called acting like a baby, but unfortunately he is a man, this is unbearable.Zheng Haiming couldn't miss this opportunity to express his opinion, and said sharply: "Director Bi, it will be difficult. You want us to announce the news, but you don't allow others to take countermeasures. Now everyone is in Cao Ying and his heart is in Han. If It was announced that the top five students could not be transferred. Those who have good grades will always give up and not study, learning is useless and will delay their own future." After speaking, he spread his hands and looked around, seeking everyone's support.Everyone felt the same, saying yes again and again, and there were complaints one after another.

Director Bi was also unable to get off the horse, and Ma Tianwei looked at each other in dismay, and the crowd quarreled even more.Xueqian didn't care about it, and wanted to get away early. Besides, Liu Xiaoqin sent text messages several times to remind him. Xueqian was even more upset, and out of control, he scolded: "What's the big deal? Instead of yelling here, why don't you go back and think about how to notify me?" Good." Everyone was like cicadas chirping in unison in summer, and at this moment they silently silenced.He Zong was dismantled, Director Bi seized this opportunity, and said in support: "Isn't there a classmate who has the confidence to complete the task? Therefore, it must be impossible, and it is not necessary. Everyone, go back quickly and think about how to do things well. " Everyone went out with their heads down, Zheng Haiming gave Xueqian a vicious look, and Xueqian gave him a look back.Seeing Xueqian fighting hard, Zheng Haiming just rolled his eyes and went out, chattering, Xueqian didn't bother to talk to him, thinking how to get rid of Liu Xiaoqin.

When she didn't see Liu Xiaoqin, she imagined herself to be extremely heroic. When Liu Xiaoqin saw her, she knew she was going to break up. She hugged her thigh and wept bitterly. She shook her off without hesitation and left without looking back.After seeing Liu Xiaoqin, Xueqian realized that he had miscalculated the situation.With Liu Xiaoqin's aggressive look, she had already lost three points without opening her mouth.Liu Xiaoqin had already ordered the dishes at the restaurant, but when she saw Xueqian, she scolded Xueqian, saying that Xueqian didn't take medicine on time, and she seemed to be getting worse.Xueqian couldn't help laughing, she saw Xueqian smiled, talked more, and continued to pick up vegetables for Xueqian, Xueqian seemed to feel that someone was not asking for someone to gently scratch her heart, tempting herself to say Those who dare not say.After a long time, Liu Xiaoqin said she was tired and poured herself a cup of tea.

Xueqian stared at the ups and downs of her throat, "gurgling" in tune with the sound of water.I didn't know where the courage came from, and suddenly attacked: "Do you think we two are worthy?"

Xiaoqin put down the glass, swallowed the water again, almost choked, slapped her mouth twice with her hands, and said cutely: "Not worthy."

Xueqian hurriedly said: "I don't deserve it, do you think so too? Then we might as well separate, okay?"

Xiaoqin stopped the chopsticks that were about to pick up vegetables, and then said coquettishly: "Okay, I know I said something wrong, of course I deserve it, if I don't deserve it, whoever deserves it, I still want to curry favor with you, the big monitor."

"Don't say that, I'm serious. Xiaoqin, I don't think we deserve it, we really don't deserve it." Xueqian opened his small eyes wide and stared desperately at Xiaoqin's watery eyes, "If we don't deserve it, we might as well separate."

"Are you serious? Tell me what we don't deserve, what is it that I didn't do well enough?" Xiaoqin also stared at Xueqian eagerly.

"First of all, I'm from the Department of Chinese. You like science and engineering, especially the Department of Optoelectronics. You said it yourself, right? Besides, Zhang Haoran is my brother, and he loves you so deeply, I can't break his heart..."

"Enough! You don't want to break the heart of your good brother, but you are willing to break the heart of someone who loves you? Right? Just because of Zhang Haoran, you don't want to be with me anymore, right? Then please tell Zhang Haoran, even if I break up with you, I won't be nice to him, how about it?"

Xueqian didn't dare to look at her anymore, scratching his scalp and said: "It's not because of this, the most important thing is that I don't feel it, I really don't feel it."

"I don't feel it. Thank you for saying such a thing, I admit that I was the first to show my love to you, but when I was watching a movie that day, you took the initiative to kiss me..."

"You stop for a moment, may I explain?" Xueqian stretched out a hand to pause.

"I won't listen to your explanation, I won't listen to your explanation, I won't eat, I'm leaving, I still have a lot of homework to do, shall we stop talking?" Liu Xiaoqin grabbed Xueqian's outstretched hand and begged : "Tell me, are you joking?"

"It's not a joke!" Xueqian forcefully let go of Liu Xiaoqin's hand. Liu Xiaoqin looked at Xueqian dully and let go of her hand.Then he wiped his face and said with a sneer: "Forget it, I knew it was like this a long time ago, men are unreliable, hum, if it wasn't because you fell in love with someone else, you wouldn't have the guts to break up with me, tell me, you now Who do you like? Don't worry, I won't care about you."

"Listen to my explanation first. First of all, we had a misunderstanding. The kiss that day was careless. To be precise, you are to blame. You put your head on it. I looked back at you. I didn't intend to kiss you. Therefore, this kiss cannot be regarded as evidence, nor can it be regarded as the form of our beginning. I did not like you, or my liking for you is not a liking between a man and a woman, so no matter who I like, it cannot be said to be in love 'Others'. Because I never liked you at all. So, instead of lying to you that I like you and staying with you, I might as well separate, be friends, or recognize you as my sister."

"Hey, my caring brother. It turned out that I was alone in unrequited love for a long time. Well, I promise you to separate, but you have to tell me, who is that woman who is not 'someone else'?"

"No, I mean if there is someone I like, in fact I don't have anyone I like now, I'm not interested in love." Xueqian pretended to be stupid.

"Don't pretend! Who is it?"

"Really do not have."

"Who is it!"

"Should you calm down!"

(End of this chapter)