Time carved for no reason

Chapter 39 Chapter Nine (4)
"Is it Qian Siyao, the Qian Siyao who ate together last time? You just need to answer yes or no, don't lie, you will kill the whole family if you tell lies!"

Xueqian quietly looked at Liu Xiaoqin's face, Xiaoqin's nostrils were flaring, and her nose was red.

There are stains of tears on the face, which is not cute at all.Especially since her oath is too poisonous, I can't take the risk to hide it from her.

"Yes."

"Can you say that again?"

"Yes."

Liu Xiaoqin looked at Xueqian in despair, Xueqian's heart ached badly, and she said silently: "This is the end of the matter. There is no reason to retreat." So she ordered herself to smile at Xiaoqin, Xiaoqin stopped looking at him and turned her head Buried in his arms and crying, from time to time he beat the table with his hand clutching a tissue.Xueqian didn't dare to comfort her, and lowered his head to fiddle with his mobile phone.Not long after, Xiaoqin stood up, looked down at Xueqian, as if staring at an ant, snorted a sneer, with air-conditioning.Xueqian felt uncomfortably stared at by her, and asked her: "What's wrong?" Liu Xiaoqin didn't answer, and swaggered open the shop door and went out.Everyone in the store looked sideways at Xueqian, Xueqian was too embarrassed to stay for a long time, so he hurriedly paid the bill and went out.

It was windy at night and the sky was cold. Xueqian felt a burst of spring when he returned to the house. There was a live fly crawling on the screen window. When he saw Xueqian, he flew away. This is a good symbol.About Liu Xiaoqin, I can't help but feel guilty, but there is a bigger surprise waiting for Xueqian, so I must not spoil the big deal because of it.

Zhang Haoran heard that Xueqian had returned to the dormitory, so he hurried over to inquire: "How is it going well? Did Liu Xiaoqin make a fuss?" Xueqian was a little embarrassed and said: "It's not too bad, the rest of the soothing work will be left to you Now, you have a heavy responsibility!" Zhang Haoran said displeased: "You can't say that, if you don't wipe your butt well, how can I take over the work? Can I send text messages to comfort her now?" Xueqian said: "Of course." Zhang Haoran took out his mobile phone, pondered for a long time, deleted and wrote the typed words, wrote and deleted, distressed: "I don't know how to comfort her. What do you think should be done?" Xueqian said in surprise: "Huh? You Aren’t you a theorist? Why ask me?” Zhang Haoran was in a hurry, and said, “At least give me some advice, I’m in a mess now, I can’t say anything, people who are in love are dizzy, I just realized it now. "Xueqian joked: "The person who still claims to be in love, you are just unrequited love, love is for both parties." Zhang Haoran blushed, and asked back: "If she is happy with you, I would rather not interfere with you, but you are hurt now Her heart is still talking about me here, do you think you are hateful or not?" Xueqian hurriedly apologized: "Damn it, but I also gave you a chance. A woman after a broken love is the easiest to throw herself into her arms Hug, don't let others get ahead of you, no matter what you say to her now, she will be moved." Zhang Haoran said: "It makes sense. Then I will tell her that I am willing to wait for her. What do you think?" , Xueqian originally wanted to give an objection, but seeing that he had already posted it, it was fine.

Not long after, Liu Xiaoqin's text message was replied. Zhang Haoran was holding the phone, too excited to look at it. Seeing his embarrassment, Xueqian smiled and said, "I was in the same state when I received Qian Siyao's text message last night. Come on, let me read it for you, the text messages between you and your lover should be reviewed by your closest friends first, and then handed over to me." Zhang Haoran boasted Xueqian's witty words, handed over the phone, Xueqian read it, and opened his eyes wide in an instant squinted.Zhang Haoran asked eagerly: "How is it? , then she will hate you forever, she said you provoke me and her, she cursed you to die." Zhang Haoran snatched the phone, and collapsed on the chair after watching it.Dementia murmured: "I forgot that she knew that I have a good relationship with you. She must have misunderstood, misunderstood that I was instigating you." Xueqian said in a low voice: "It is possible, I once asked her why she is not with you, Maybe she's misunderstood you since then."

Zhang Haoran was in a low mood, Xueqian didn't dare to talk to him, hurriedly went out and went back to the dormitory.

Just as he was about to open the door, he heard Ma Tianwei and Quan Sui laughing and chattering inside.Xueqian didn't want to be embarrassed, so he wandered in the corridor.The phone rang, Xueqian thought it was a text message from Qian Siyao, but when he saw it was from Liu Xiaoqin.Liu Xiaoqin actually humbly begged herself, begged herself to reconcile with her, apologized for pushing the door just now, begged herself to forgive.Xueqian couldn't bear to read any more, and hurriedly stuffed his phone into his pocket, feeling a pang of sadness in his heart, and he missed Qian Siyao even more.

People who have made mistakes are eager to be redeemed by God. Xueqian imagined that he was climbing a ledge on the edge of the cliff, and there was an abyss under his feet. There was no one else except Qian Siyao who could help him.

This day was quite difficult. After a while, Xueqian received a lot of text messages, all of which were accusing Xueqian without exception.Many girls who usually covet Liu Xiaoqin also have the virtue of fighting against injustice at this moment, and they all advise Liu Xiaoqin, scolding Xueqin for nothing.

Xie Tan was even more angry, and said: "Men are nothing, no one can be trusted." After a while, she told the untrustworthy man about Xiaoqin on her own initiative—the president of the school's student union.But the alliance between women is the most short-lived. After a while, she began to complain that Liu Xiaoqin was crying too loudly, making her unable to sleep well.

Liu Xiaoqin was sad, Xueqian was desperate.Besieged by all sides felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't turn his head back, and sent a lot of text messages to Qian Siyao with heartache, but Qian Siyao didn't reply, maybe she went to bed early.Xueqian bought wine and gulped it down his throat.But his mind became clearer, and his judgment became clearer.The long lonely night was slowed down by God, Xueqian sat on the chair, waiting for the dawn.

When he woke up, the sun was shining brightly, Xueqian had no reason to be sad, the guilt he felt because of Liu Xiaoqin last night, maybe it was just a nocturnal rat.There are fewer worries, and troubles come one after another.What Director Bi explained must be completed by next Tuesday, but the fact is that it is difficult to handle. As Zhang Haoran said, even if you become a bitch, you have to set up a memorial archway. When corrupt officials give speeches, they always talk about anti-corruption. Humble.On second thought, after all, the statistical materials are only handed in on Tuesday, and today's date with Qian Siyao is a big deal.

Cao Yuan also made a rare phone call. Xueqian was surprised when he learned that Cao Yuan was participating in self-enrollment in Wuhan, and said: "Isn't self-enrollment only for fresh graduates?" Cao Yuan smiled disapprovingly: "That's natural. , but there are gaps in any policy, as long as he can't tell that I am a repeat student. My materials are all re-filled out, and my name has been changed. By the way, my current name is Ma Ziwei, but I I didn’t tell others.” Xueqian thought of Ma Tianwei, and laughed in disgust: “This name is not very smart, it’s not as good as Cao Yuan.” Cao Yuan laughed again: “Cao Yuan is not my real name either, my real name is Ma Luyao. The name filled in sounds too feminine, so I didn’t tell everyone.” Xueqian pretended to be frightened and said, “You are too scary, you can’t really believe it, even your name is fake.” Cao Yuan said meaningfully : "The name is just a symbol and has nothing to do with people. When you hear the name He Wenxuan, can you think that she has found a foreigner as her boyfriend now? You and Meng Zhou were really blind back then, breaking up because of such a woman." Xueqian was displeased and coaxed him, saying: "You are absolutely right."

Xueqian told Caoyuan about dating Qian Siyao, and Caoyuan told Xueqian to prepare well.Zhang Haoran specially handed Xueqian a pack of cigarettes, Xueqian refused: "You know I don't smoke." Zhang Haoran said righteously: "Do you still remember the theory of love at first sight I mentioned last time? You have to give someone something new. Now, smoking is not necessarily a bad habit among women. If the conversation is not smooth, you can light a cigarette. First, you can adjust your mood. Second, sunny girls like melancholy boys, which is complementary.” Xueqian said with great joy. , Zhang Haoran handed Xueqian how to light and smoke cigarettes, Xueqian coughed again and again, and said with tears: "No, no, my throat can't take it." Zhang Haoran said anxiously: "Stupid pig, who told you to swallow the cigarette?" Come again, come again. If you don't succeed, my affairs will be difficult. I called Liu Xiaoqin last night and explained that I didn't know anything about you, and she told me everything about you. " Xueqian blushed. "She said that he didn't believe that you could catch up with Qian Siyao, and that sooner or later you'd get hurt and go back to her. She's very stubborn, women are really stupid." Xueqian's neck also started to congest. "If you don't catch up with Qian Siyao, Liu Xiaoqin won't be able to forget you, and I won't have a chance."

The last day of the old year was sunny, which made people look forward to the new year.In the afternoon, the weather gradually warmed up.The warm weather in winter makes people happy like a lost person taking out a hundred-dollar bill from an old coat.Xueqian arrived at the teacher's cafeteria early, reviewing the dialogue over and over again, and checking his expressions.

It was past six o'clock, but Qian Siyao hadn't arrived, Xueqian sent her a text message to urge her, but there was still no reply, Xueqian mustered up the courage to dial Qian Siyao's number again, the rough panting voice was mixed with Qian Siyao's phone Ring back tones, but no one answered the phone.Diners flocked to the Faculty Cafeteria.

Xueqian was also embarrassed to occupy the seat, so he had to leave.

After wandering around for a while, I dialed Qian Siyao's number several times, but still no one answered, maybe Qian Siyao forgot to bring her mobile phone, maybe she had already gone to the teacher's restaurant for an appointment, Xueqian hurriedly returned to the teacher's restaurant, but Qian Siyao still couldn't be seen shadow.Thinking that she might realize that she didn't bring her mobile phone, she went back to the dormitory to get her mobile phone, so Xueqian scrambled to the gate of Nanshe apartment to wait.An hour later, it was completely dark, and there was still no sign of Qian Siyao.Xueqian even thought that Qian Siyao might have been kidnapped, or lost her cell phone, and felt that she was worrying too much. Since the cell phone is on, she is fine, so she probably has something urgent to do.I might as well wait. I waited downstairs with her last time, and it seemed to work well. Since I want to confess my love today, I might as well bring roses, the chances are even greater.Xueqian was immersed in the joy of fantasy, and went back to the flower shop to buy flowers, the previous anxiety disappeared.

The night was getting colder and colder, Xueqian borrowed Zhang Haoran's casual suit in order to show his solemnity, but unfortunately he had to endure the night now, even if he had passion to keep warm in his body, he would never be able to enjoy this cold day.Xueqian didn't know how long he had been standing, and the number of pedestrians in Nanshe Apartment gradually decreased, and he could only hear his anxious footsteps, kissing the cold street.

Qian Siyao came after all, she appeared suddenly, Xueqian was squatting on the ground and curled up into a ball, like a leaf baked by fire, when he heard someone calling him, he looked up and saw that it was Qian Siyao, he got up and took a picture Patting clothes and pants, she was extremely embarrassed for a moment, at a loss for words, so she had to ask her: "Why did you come back so late? You didn't answer the phone?"

"Really? I have some personal business at night, I'm very busy, and I forgot to answer my phone." Qian Siyao brushed her hair.He asked, "What are you doing here?"

This reason obviously did not convince Xueqian, Xueqian was disappointed and said: "Have you forgotten, I asked you to have dinner with me the day before yesterday."

Qian Siyao slapped his head, and suddenly realized: "That's right, you see, I've been too busy to forget, oh, there's been a lot of things lately, so I got confused, why don't we have dinner together tomorrow?" Xueqian of course answered yes , Qian Siyao said goodbye to him, seeing her indifferent, Xueqian was reluctant to give up, as if there were thousands of words stuck in his chest, just waiting for a chance to pour out, so he insisted on sending her off, Qian Siyao hurriedly waved his hands and said: "No need, no need. It's so close, I'll just walk back by myself." Xueqian bent down to pick up the flowers on the ground, handed them to Qian Siyao, and said forcefully, "I'll give you these flowers, I have something to say to you, okay?" Okay?" Qian Siyao had never seen Xue Qian being tough, so he just smiled lightly and said: "Okay then, just take me downstairs."

The two had nothing to say along the way, Xueqian turned to look at Qian Siyao several times, Qian Siyao lowered his head expressionlessly, when Qian Siyao came downstairs, Qian Siyao said goodbye to Xueqian.Xueqian hurriedly shouted: "Qian Siyao, I have something to say, can you wait a while?"

Qian Siyao raised her head, her face was pale, and there seemed to be faint tear stains on her face, which flickered under the street lamp.He lowered his head again and said coldly: "I know what you want to say, I don't want you to say it, I will give you a chance, and I will give myself a chance, don't you say it? benefit."

"You know what I'm going to say?"

"Yes, I know everything, women are not fools, especially women like me, can you not see anything? I just hope you don't say it? We can be very good friends. If you say it, just say it No more."

Xueqian was shocked by her, thinking that Qian Siyao was testing herself, and hurriedly said loudly: "I want to say, Qian Siyao, I like you very much, you are the most special girl I have met."

Qian Siyao sneered and asked, "Are you finished?"

Xueqian's blood was boiling with enthusiasm, and it suddenly dropped to freezing point at this moment, and hurriedly added: "What I said is true, don't you believe it?"

"What's the use of a letter? What's the use of the most special thing? I told you not to say it."

Xueqian was speechless by her choking, and after a long time he said: "Are you unhappy today?
If so, just pretend I didn't say anything. "

"What you said and what you did are already fixed at that moment. How can you pretend that you didn't say or do it? It's ridiculous. You men are always like this. The past is worthless to you, no! The past is worthless to you." You are valuable and a weapon you can use against the past."

"What's wrong with you, did I say something wrong?" Xueqian was so anxious that his head was sweating.

"You're right. I'm sorry, it's my fault!" Qian Siyao adjusted her breathing, raised her head and shook her hair and said, "You said you like me, how do you know that I like you?

If I don't like you, what's the use of you confessing to me? "

"It's no use, and I don't expect it to be any use. I just want to tell you, just tell you." Xueqian murmured.

"Yeah, just tell me. Is it really that simple? Haha, what if I like someone else, what if I have another man?"

"Last time you said you didn't have a boyfriend." Xueqian said in surprise.

"What if?"

"Is there really?" Xueqian was eager.

"Yes." Qian Siyao gritted his teeth, raised his head, his eyes were full of tears, "I didn't believe that I would fall in love with someone, I always suppressed such emotions, my father abandoned my mother made me always believe in this truth , But after I met him, I realized that many things cannot be suppressed at all. What you suppress is the temptation without temptation.

True love is irresistible. "

"Can you tell me who it is?" Xue Qian's voice was so low that even he couldn't hear it clearly.

"I don't want to mention his name, why don't you ask?" Qian Siyao covered his ears tightly.

"Is it Xu Yao, tell me is it Xu Yao?" Xueqian growled.

This time it was Qian Siyao who was surprised, he opened his mouth wide and said, "How do you know? Who told you?"

"A friend, can you tell me when... when did you fall in love with him?"

"That time when Xie Tan invited guests to dinner, I could see that you guys were trying to match him up with Xie Tan. I didn't like Xie Tuan, and I could tell that Xu Yao didn't like him either. Ashamed, I fell in love with him at that moment."

……

"Then I ran into him by chance in the library a few days later and we talked a lot. He left me his phone number and we started texting. The next day we texted each other over 100 times. I've never sent that much. I think it’s very unbalanced. Why can he let me send so many text messages, but he didn’t show that he likes me at all? Later, I took the initiative to ask him out, and gradually he developed feelings for me. He said he loved me."

"...!..."

"later……"

"Later you and he took a room at the Red Garden Hotel? Right? Don't tell me, I'll probably know about it later."

Qian Siyao's shoulders trembled, and then he calmly said, "What did you see?"

"Stop talking." Xueqian turned his face away, "Stop talking."

"He told me the next day that he had a girlfriend, and I asked him to make a decision. He said it was meaningless to make a decision, and he didn't love anyone. He said that no one in the world really loves, and everyone just He can love himself, and he can only love himself. He said that love will only lose himself. I heard it very desperate, but I still want to be with him. I don’t know how long I can be with him. But he told me , he is with other people too, if I mind, forget it. I had to say no mind. I was with him tonight, he hadn't seen me for a long time, I ate with him, acted like a baby in front of him , I was also surprised by that appearance, and then his phone rang, and I knew it was a woman as soon as I heard it, and I tried not to get angry, but he answered the phone there as if nothing had happened, and was disgusting with others in front of me. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore, grabbed his phone and hung up. He told me that if I can't accept it, I won't meet in the future. I wandered around the school all night. I don't know where I should go. I'm sorry, I forgot to talk to you I have no excuses, I really forgot all about it."

Trembling, Xueqian took out the cigarette that Zhang Haoran gave him, lit one, smoked it without coughing, and said with force: "If you ordered a dish that doesn't taste good, you can change it.

Whether it is delicious or not, you will know after trying it. "

"I'm sorry, I can't do it, I tried to like you, but I can't, I still think of him when I send text messages, I can't forget him. I'm sorry, I gave you too many wrong hints, I really Selfish."

"Enough!" Xueqian said angrily, his forehead lines twisted into old tree bark.

"I'm sorry, I'm very sorry, you are a good person, maybe as Xu Yao said, there are no good people, and there is no such thing as a bad person, people can only do it for themselves, right? I will still go to him, I can't do without him, I only have You will feel at ease when you see him. I'm sorry, I can see your feelings for me, but that's all I can say. "

"Get out!" Xueqian yelled, turned around and got out.The butt of the cigarette poked on the ground with a bang, like a desperate cry before death, and then went out.

(End of this chapter)