i'm really rich

Chapter 160 Do You Still Like Her?

He Yuan smoked three cigarettes in a row, and the more he smoked, the more annoyed he became.

Throwing the car aside, He Yuan walked aimlessly on the street.

The whole area was demolished and a huge green park was built.

There are mountains, lakes, and green grass.

Whenever the neon lights flicker at night, many people bring their families here to play, there are family trips, and there are cats and dogs. It is very lively. Tian Rui took him here once before.

There are not many people in the park now, after He Yuan strolled around for a while, he saw a chair randomly.He walked to the chair and sat down, looking at the lake in front of him and the townhouse opposite, in a daze.

There seemed to be a lot of things flashing through his mind, but when he recalled carefully, there was nothing.

A very strange state.

He just stared blankly at the lake, not thinking about anything, not thinking about anything.

Suddenly, He Yuan was touched on the shoulder.He came back to his senses and looked back, but there was no one in sight.Looking back, I felt a gust of fragrant wind blowing around me, and someone sat down beside me.

"What are you thinking about?"

A soft voice rang in his ears, He Yuan turned his head, and when he saw the other party, he froze for a moment: "Senior sister?"

"What's the matter, you don't welcome to see me?" The senior sister flicked her hair with a calm expression on her face.

If it was placed before, He Yuan might feel a little embarrassed.

But now his heart is empty, and he can't think of anything.

"No, it's just a bit of a surprise. I didn't expect to meet you here." He Yuan shook his head and said.

"What's unexpected about this? Every day I go out, I meet seventeen or eight acquaintances along the way." The senior sister said lightly.

He Yuan thought about it carefully, it seems to be the same.

When I used to go out with grandma, we were all acquaintances of grandma along the way.

Every grandma has to stop and chat with each other for a while. Sometimes it only takes a few minutes to walk down a street, and the chatting time takes up two or three hours.

So when he was a child, He Yuan didn't like going out with his grandma, it was too boring.

"What are you doing here?" He Yuan didn't know what to say.

His mind was empty, he didn't think about anything, he found a topic at random, and started chatting awkwardly.

"The sun is out today, the weather is good, I will take the children out to bask in the sun." Senior Sister said.

He Yuan followed her gaze and saw a little girl and an old man playing on the turf in the distance.The child held a ball-like object in his hand and was chasing and playing. The old man followed closely behind, for fear that the child would fall.

"Very good." He Yuan looked at the warm scene in the distance, with a smile on his face.

"What about you, what are you doing here?" the senior sister asked back.

"It's nothing. I just went to attend a friend's wedding. On the way back, I saw a nice view here, so I came over to have a seat." He Yuan turned his head away, not wanting to delve into this topic.

"You seem to be in a bad mood." Senior Sister said.

He Yuan was silent, not knowing how to answer.After a while, he shook his head: "No."

He is still not used to revealing his heart in front of outsiders, oh no, not even acquaintances.

I always feel that it is a very shameful thing to speak my heart in front of others.

"It just so happens that I'm not in a good mood recently. If there's something unhappy, tell me to make me happy." The senior sister said.

He Yuan looked back and saw that the senior sister was also looking at the lake, with neither joy nor sadness on her face.

"I remember, the real estate opposite seems to be the town of Mijas, right?" He Yuan said after being silent for a while.

"You said that community, um, it seems to be." The senior sister paused, and said nonchalantly.

"I remember when I first came here, the community was only half built. There were hot spring apartments, bungalows, and townhouses. We played in the golf course inside, taking pictures while playing, and by the way Look at the building types they launched. I remember that there were quite a lot of people who came in groups, and the sales hall was almost full of people.” He Yuan recalled.

"That real estate... Well, it's okay, it's quite close to the mountain, and it's suitable for the elderly. I've seen it before, but at that time the facilities here weren't finished, and I had to drive there if I wanted to buy something to eat. Life in the nearby towns is too inconvenient, so let’s forget about it.” The senior sister said.

"I remember that the housing prices were not very high at that time. In 16, the houses here were only three or four thousand square meters. It was more expensive in Chengdu. I lived in the south of the city at the time, and the elevator room there was within five years. , It’s only seven or eight thousand. If you don’t need an elevator, you can buy it for five or six thousand. I was thinking, I’ve worked hard in BJ for five or six years, and when I have some money, I’ll come back and buy a house or a car. Then invest in some small business." He Yuan looked into the distance, his eyes glazed over, lost in memories.

"Then your salary is quite high." The senior sister glanced at He Yuan.

"Not really. When I first started working, it was only 5000 a month, and the internship period was 300%, so it was [-]. In the second year, the basic salary was [-], plus various subsidies, it was almost [-]." It looked like this. Later, I followed the old leader to start a business, and the salary dropped a bit, and became [-] yuan. However, it took a year to improve the performance, and the basic salary was raised to [-] yuan. If you count the performance, you can get almost a month. [-]. And at that time, the company was preparing to be listed on the New Third Board, and the due diligence had passed, and the boss gave me an option of about [-] million." He Yuan said.

"You have such a high income, why do you want to come back?" the senior sister asked.

"Actually, as far as I am concerned, I think I am quite satisfied. After all, I am a person who graduated from a junior college. It took me two and a half years to get this result. I am already very satisfied. Although the basic salary is a bit low, I have to work overtime I have worked a little harder, I have done more business, and the bonuses have been paid a little slower... But I can bear all of these things. After five or six years, I will feel relaxed after I come back. At that time, I want to open a coffee shop. It’s not for making money, but mainly because I think the coffee shop is very romantic. BJ’s life is too fast. In fact, many times, I really want to calm down, make a cup of coffee, and play some light music. Well, I haven’t listened to it for a long time. I used to wear earphones to listen to music every day, when I was walking, eating, and sleeping. Now I can’t do it anymore. I feel noisy when I listen to it. It’s like there are bees flying in my head. I can’t bear it. "

"Then you can do it now." The senior sister said after listening quietly.

He Yuan smiled, took out the cigarette case habitually, hesitated for a moment, took out a cigarette from the case, and put it in his hand.

"It's like talking about smoking. In fact, I really don't like smoking that much. At first I smoked for socializing and blending in with everyone. But then I found that I couldn't let it go. It's normal to think about it. To be honest, a I was in BJ, and I was quite lonely. At that time, I was busy with work, um, how busy I was, and I couldn’t spare time every day. Even on the subway, I had to take out my mobile phone to swipe the data. If the swipe data was abnormal, or there was If there is any problem, I have to ask someone to fix it immediately. Sometimes I can’t contact people, or they are on the road, so I can only do it myself. So among all my things, the two most expensive things are a computer and a mobile phone. I just During the two years of working, the saved wages were basically used to pay off the credit cards for these two things." He Yuan laughed at himself.

"It means that you work very hard, and your hard work is worthy of your income." The senior sister said lightly.

"Work hard? Do I count?" He Yuan smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I don't know if you understand that feeling. It's the kind of person who has been in a small city, and suddenly one day, when he arrives in a big city, he doesn't understand anything. I remember when I first arrived in BJ Son, I am particularly resistant to going out alone. You also know that in our hometown, bus rides used to be coin-operated, but not over there, and cards are used over there."

"But I don't understand. I don't even know where to apply for a card or where to recharge. If I really have to go out, I can only take the subway because tickets can be sold there. But I am too embarrassed to queue up at the window. I felt that when people asked me where I was going, I didn’t understand anything, so I was a little nervous, so I went to the ticket machine to buy a ticket.”

"But I don't know how to buy a ticket machine. When I first went to BJ, the subway in Chengdu hadn't opened yet. So, I can only use my mobile phone to surf the Internet, and check the ticket purchase process online, but there is only a process. I still don’t understand, so I stood at the ticket vending machine and watched how others did it and what steps they used. After the person left, I went up to explore by myself. It doesn’t work when there are people, because there are people there Next to it, I will be nervous, and if I make a mistake a few times, I will be messed up."

"I can't tell, you were quite shy back then." Senior Sister said.

"Because I don't understand anything, I need to learn everything by myself. At that time, I just came out of the society, and it was not like in school. There were teachers who taught you things. Everyone was very busy, had their own circles, and their own jobs. , My own performance, who will talk to you? So I can only learn by myself. If there is something I don’t understand, I will check it online first. If I can’t find it, I will join the group and ask my colleagues. Ask colleagues and leaders. Maybe at that time, I developed a cautious character. After all, with my character, in such an environment, I must try my best to ensure that I do not make mistakes, otherwise I will be very embarrassed and self-conscious. Responsibility, it will be unbearable."

"Because there are too many things to learn, I am not like others, who can finish the business quickly and then go out to eat and drink. When others are resting, I am working, and when others are watching videos, I am supplementing knowledge. That is me For the first time, I felt that the gap with others was too big, and anyone who had lived in BJ for a few months could completely outshine me at that time, and at that time, really, I felt that I was worthless."

After laughing at himself, He Yuan put the cigarette into his mouth and lit it with a lighter.

Looking at the smoke floating in mid-air, He Yuan narrowed his eyes and continued to fall into memories.

"My mind is a bit messy, so I just talk about it casually. Well, it's probably because of this reason, so I rarely go out. There are too many, and the burden on me will be heavier. Because many of the startups I go to are startups. Startups have to do everything, and they have to do everything. At that time, they were doing content, products, and operations. , and doing business again. There is no way, in a small company, you can get more if you do more. If you want to do the same thing, if you want to get commissions and bonuses for the same job, then you must have a good leader. Unfortunately. , I was the leader at that time. If I don’t fight for them, they will have nothing.”

"Well, this is like this." The senior sister nodded in agreement.

"So others can play, but I can't. Many people think, hey, why am I so smart and choose such a good industry, or why I am so lucky, always stepping on the wind, and climbed to Such a high position. Heh, it’s all bullshit. I didn’t dare to take a day off for five years. Sometimes when I got sick, I had to get up abruptly from the hospital bed. If I couldn’t walk, I would take a taxi. In fact, I seldom take a taxi in BJ, because it is too expensive, enough for my daily meal. I used to play games and watch videos, but I don’t have time to do it later. I hold myself back every day, review data, and do analysis , Talk about business channels. Our leaders were also very hard at the time, and often sent me WeChat at two or three o’clock in the morning to talk about business and process. On weekends, when everyone else is resting, we have to go to the company for a meeting to find bugs , to do business delivery... because everyone is working hard, so within half a year after I joined the company, my performance has doubled by fifty times."

"Actually, where there is any luck, it is all done with your life."

"Since then, I have gotten used to smoking, because you are in front of the computer all day, your mind is really stiff, and you always have to do something. I used to drink coffee, but then I drank coffee until I felt like vomiting , It’s useless, you should drink Coke. Coke drank too much gastric pantothenic acid, and I couldn’t eat, so I started smoking... At that time, I basically had to go out to smoke once an hour, and I smoked two at a time, from half a pack a day to a day One pack, to two packs a day, the addiction to smoking is getting heavier and heavier, and my hair is falling out very badly. Sigh, look at my current hairline, isn't it very high?" He Yuan lifted his bangs and showed his senior sister a look.

The senior sister glanced at it, nodded and said, "Well, it's quite tall."

"It was all made at that time." He Yuan put down his bangs and said, smoking a cigarette.

"Since you are so tired outside, why did you go to BJ at the beginning?" the senior sister asked.

"Yes, why did you go to BJ in the first place? Because you are poor." He Yuan smiled.

"Because I was very poor back then, and I never want to live the life of being dependent on others. I also don't want to rely on others for food while listening to others gossip about myself. Really, I am a person with strong self-esteem , probably because I was not qualified to have self-esteem when I was a child, so it is particularly strong when I grow up."

"So I don't want to stay in Chengdu, I don't want to stay in my hometown, because with my conditions at that time, there was no future for me to stay there. I can only go to BJ, where there are many people and competition, but there are also many opportunities. I don't have a degree. , and I have no background, so I can only work hard on my own. In fact, this is pretty good, I can eat on my own, and I can come and go at my own pace. If you feel unhappy and unhappy, then change to another family.”

"It's better than being in my hometown, relying on others to enter the market, taking a meager job, accepting other people's oppression, and not being able to do what you want. Once you want to leave, others will say, 'Oh, I got you in at the beginning. No matter how much thought you put into it, it’s fine if you’re not grateful, but now you’re still thinking about it, have you made all our hard work in vain?”

"Since this is the case, why are you giving up everything you have worked so hard to come back from BJ?" The senior sister asked again after listening quietly.

"Why did you come back? Probably because the starting point is gone." He Yuan stared blankly into the distance for a while with deep eyes, then lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I used to think that as long as you work hard, save money hard, don't waste money, don't mess around outside, after five or six years, you can buy a car and a house when you come back. Later I realized that you have worked hard for five or six years and earned There are not as many things as others buy a house at random.”

"That was the first time I had doubts about the word 'effort'."

"Even if many people don't work hard or work, they can paddle and watch videos every day, and the income they get is much higher than when I first entered the industry. Even so, people still think that the benefits are not good and the prospects are not good."

"In the same position, other people hook their hands and make extra money, and they can add hundreds of thousands or millions of dollars a year. Some people work hard and work hard to make income for the company, and what they get in return is all internal relationships. The intricacies and all kinds of crowding out."

"I actually understand that this impetuous era is particularly unfriendly to honest people."

"To be honest, it means that you have to spend more time than others to achieve the same effect as others. We are all adults, and we all know that the current society is a society that laughs at the poor but not at the prostitutes. Others only I will care about how much money you have, but not how your money came from. If you have money, if you fart, you are talking about reason; if you have no money, if you talk about reason, you are only farting.”

"So, can work allow people to buy a house? Can work enable people to achieve financial freedom? If not, if I continue to work hard in BJ, and I still can't afford a house when I come back, then what is the meaning of my hard work there?"

He Yuan paused for a moment, but in the end he still didn't say the last sentence.

At that time, he only had a few months left. Since he had already seen it clearly, why did he waste the little time he had left in such a meaningless environment.

After listening to the senior sister, she was silent for a while.

"If this is the case, then you should have seen clearly why you suddenly became in a bad mood at this time today. This is not a reason."

I have to say that a woman's sixth sense is really good.

Why do men always dislike girls' suspicions, because...their suspicions are often too accurate.

"I just saw someone suddenly." He Yuan said.

"People? Women?" Senior Sister asked.

He Yuan nodded.

"Actually, I used to be a mediocre person. Whether I have a house or not, I don't expect too much. My biggest dream before was to have a salary of 2000 yuan a month, and it would be best to buy a house. Of course, if you can’t afford a small house of your own, you can forget it, and then live a life of going to get off work and leaving work on time every day, and when you are free, you can cook by yourself, grow flowers, read books and practice calligraphy, and cultivate your sentiments.”

"Sounds very poetic." Senior Sister said.

"But... I met a person, how should I put it, that person had a lot of ideas. At that time, she told me that her biggest dream was to save a sum of money and go to Xiamen. You know Well, I didn’t even know where Xiamen was at that time, and why she wanted to go to Xiamen. Then she told me that there is a sea in Xiamen, which is very beautiful, and she wanted to go to Xiamen to see the sea. My first reaction when I knew this was If you want to see the sea, why don’t you go to Shanghai?” Recalling that it was his own youth and ignorance, a smile appeared on He Yuan’s face.

"At that time, I was thinking, if she wants to go to Xiamen, then I will take her there. Then I searched on the Internet, how much does it cost to go to Xiamen, and found that it is quite expensive there. Take the train, Definitely not, the time is too late. At that time, we still had to go to school, and there were few holidays throughout the year, but the air tickets were too expensive, and I couldn’t afford them. And after going there, we had to stay and eat. It costs money, and when I think about it, I suddenly feel so poor.”

"She also said that she wants a space of her own, and hopes to have a big house in the future where she can plant some flowers and plants. She really likes the Japanese style, especially the tatami mats. She always thinks it's very interesting to sleep on them. Oh , By the way, she also likes Jinglu very much, and thinks it's very interesting when the thing hits the stone when it falls and makes a crisp sound of 'boom'."

"You know, when we were in middle school, how could we know what Japanese style is not Japanese style? At that time, there were not many people in the county town who knew the decoration style, right? So I went to the Internet to check it out, and saw it on the Internet. I only knew from the picture, wow, it turns out that other people’s houses can be decorated so beautifully. At that time, I was fascinated by it all at once. What I thought all day long was to have a house of my own, and to decorate the house to my liking. …So from that time on, I really wanted to make money, and I really wanted to buy a house of my own.”

"She also said that she wanted to open her own coffee shop in the future, because she felt that when making coffee, it was very dignified and elegant. Oh my god, when we were in school, where did we drink coffee? At that time, everyone drank The most popular one is milk. When I told my dad that I wanted to drink coffee, he thought I was crazy. He also said that coffee is so expensive and it’s not good for your health, so don’t drink it. Because of this, I I also tried all kinds of coffee for a period of time. At the beginning, I heard from others that drinking black coffee is more compelling. After trying it, I found that I am not used to drinking it. It is too bitter. For me, drinking that stuff It’s almost like self-torture. I bought a lot of coffee at that time, instant, ground, miscellaneous, I almost vomited at the time, and now I still feel sick when I see the coffee.” He Yuan was completely caught in the memory, the corners of his mouth unconsciously upturned.

"Do you still like her?"

A word from the senior sister awakened He Yuan from his memories.

He opened his mouth, but suddenly realized that he didn't know how to answer.

　I wrote nearly [-], and deleted nearly [-], hey... But, I don’t know how to be a dog licker. After all, there is nothing for a dog licker.

　　
　
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