Remarriage is inevitable, the president presses every step of the way

Chapter 138 Don't Go——

My heart shrank, and I closed my eyes in pain.

When he backed away from my body, a pair of deep eyes still stubbornly locked on me.I pushed him away hard, picked up my clothes with trembling hands, and put them on one by one.

He grabbed my wrist tightly and refused to let go.

"Don't go-"

There was a deep nostalgia in his voice.

This kind of him seems to have returned to the Zuo Zongting who warmed my heart and made me nostalgic.

But his horrible appearance before is still clearly in my mind, my lips are already red and swollen from his raging, and my eyes are almost swollen from crying, especially when I saw him and Michelle getting engaged before, this has already Killed all my expectations for him.

I can't change my position because of any change in his attitude.

I stretched out my other hand, and bit by bit I separated Zuo Zongting's hand that was holding me.

He gritted his teeth and said to him: "Zuo Zongting, I will sue you, I will definitely sue you! We have already broken up, you can't treat me like this again, I will sue you for rape!"

My voice suddenly became sharp, and after dropping these words, I got up and stumbled downstairs.

But when I got to the entrance door, I couldn't open the combination lock no matter what. I tried number combinations one by one, but the door panel still didn't move at all, and my fingers quickly slid across the combination lock.

To no avail.

Just when I pressed the combination lock in a panic, Zuo Zongting had already put on his clothes at some point. The high-end style on his body set off his tall body, but when I saw it in my eyes, it inspired my deep heart. of fear.

I watched him walking towards me slowly, and a scream burst out of my throat!
"Go away! Go away—"

Trembling cries also overflowed.

Zuo Zongting ignored my trembling, my roaring, and my angry gaze, but walked straight towards me, stepped forward and grabbed my shoulders, lifted me from the floor, and then held me tightly I hug in my arms.

I don't need it, I don't need it.

I kept saying to myself in my heart.

I don't need his arms anymore, I don't need him anymore!

"Zhong Yu, tell us to start over, I can't live without you..."

A heavy sigh overflowed from his chest, he let go of his restraint on me, and looked deeply into my eyes, "I can't live without you, you must think so, right?"

I can't help shaking my head.

No, I don't think so.

"Don't shake your head at me, I know that your choice to break up with me was not voluntary, even if you and Yu Yigeng were together, it might not be voluntary, right?"

Looking at Zuo Zongting who is so confident, I suddenly feel exhausted from the bottom of my heart.

Why is he so sure that I can't leave?

Why are you so sure that I must have him?

"of course not!"

I also looked straight into his eyes.

"I broke up with you voluntarily. I used to think so. Now your actions have strengthened my thoughts. I will never change in the future. Put away your self-righteousness, Zuo Zongting, After you have deceived me again and again, why do you think that I will stay by your side? Am I born to be cheap? I deserve to be deceived and bullied by you like this?! Now you have your Michelle, I I also have Yu Yigeng by my side, the little past between us will only become the past, you better forget about me, let me go, and leave a little way for both of us to survive, isn't it good? The past is the past. Wouldn't it be good to let it go?"

I questioned him incoherently, and my eyes were stained with tears again at some point.

"No, I told you, you don't need to wait for me for a long time, wait a few months at most, the matter between me and Michelle will come to an end, I will come back to you, don't you wait Wait for me, don't you have such a little patience?"

Zuo Zongting frowned, and his whole body was covered with a layer of gloom.

"no!"

I tried to shake off his restraint, glared at him fiercely and said: "No! I don't have the patience to wait for you, now Yu Yigeng doesn't need me to wait for him at all, he can give me everything I want! What's more, what I want It's never been much, and I disdain everything you think you can give me! Zuo Zongting, you should be sober, I want to break up! I'm not discussing with you, I'm just here to tell you! As for Michelle - no matter you What is your attitude towards Michelle, what kind of purpose do you have to approach Michelle, since you chose to hide it at the beginning, then this matter is destined to have nothing to do with me, I don’t need you to explain to me , if you didn’t explain before, then you never have to explain! We—break up!”

The entanglement with Zuo Zongting really took too long, I don't like this kind of tugging, the whole body and heart are in pain because of the torn.

I really can't stand it.

It may be that my solemnity shocked him.

He also looked at me in shock.

It's like suddenly starting to think about things between us.

"are you serious?"

He lowered his eyebrows and asked me.

I looked at him seriously and nodded.

"Since you choose to be with Michelle, then I hope you can treat Michelle well. No matter what, Michelle has your child in her belly. I don't know anything else, but since you have a child, then You should be responsible for this child, I believe—there will be a happy family between you..."

"Why do you have tears in the corners of your eyes? If you really wish me and Michelle happiness from the bottom of your heart, why the hell do you still have tears in the corners of your eyes?!"

Zuo Zongting's persecution instantly made me cry.

I stretched out my hand in embarrassment to cover the tears on my face.

"nothing……"

The moment I touched the wetness, I spurned myself in the bottom of my heart.

Why cry?
Obviously it shouldn't be.

But when I said the words of blessing, the unbearable pain in my heart still caused tears to flood from the corners of my eyes.

It turned out that I was unwilling after all.

No matter how calm the mind is, no matter how clear it is to know what to do, it is the most correct.

But the feelings are still reluctant to give up.

It turns out that the feeling of being pulled between emotion and reason turned out to be like this.

"Zhong Yu, you still have me in your heart, right? Let's not break up, okay? Don't leave me!"

The overwhelming kisses covered me again, and my heart was full of dull pain. I stretched out my hand to cover his lips, and the soft touch of my hand caused a burst of tingling electric current in my palm.

My heart seemed to be half broken because of this burst of electricity.

"Zuo Zongting! We are not children anymore!"

I looked at him through tears.

"You should know that in the adult world, feelings can't change any results. Even if you and I love each other again, we still can't withstand the impact of reality, right? Now you have Michelle by your side, and I have Yu Yigeng by my side. As for We, from the very beginning of the divorce, we should have known that we had nothing to do with each other, and later—”

I took a deep breath, and then said: "Although we were together later, the relationship between us is still fragile and cannot withstand any test. I will not wrong myself to follow you, no matter how much my feelings want to be with you Together, no matter how much I want to be with you, my reason and my self-esteem will never allow it! You will have your life, and I will have mine. We should each be safe. That's it—”

Zuo Zongting listened to my words quietly, his eyes were still a bit dark.

"What if I don't intend to let go?"

I hooked the corners of my lips with a wry smile: "Then you are forcing me to be with Yu Yigeng. If you don't mind, I can marry Yu Yigeng right now! What you can't give me, now Yu Yigeng can give it to me very soon. Do you believe it or not?"

"you dare!!"

Zuo Zongting gritted his teeth and looked at me, a pair of big palms came forward to clamp my shoulders, and I stared at him not to be outdone.

We were in a stalemate for an unknown amount of time, but in the end he was defeated in defeat.

"You go—"

He rubbed my shoulder and went to the combination lock, and pressed a few buttons neatly on it, and the door opened with a click.

With the sound of the door, my heart seemed to be broken.

The steps under my feet froze in place. I looked at the opened door, but didn't move for a long while.

Perhaps I already know in my subconscious that after this door is passed through, he and I will be scattered at the two ends of time after all.

His face regained the coldness and gloom, aloof.

I felt a sudden pain in my heart.

But what if it hurts?

Even though the love is deep, but the relationship is shallow.

Between me and him, after all, it is impossible.

At this moment, reason and emotion were pulled violently, and I didn't know how to get rid of this pain.

Staying doesn't make me happy, and leaving probably won't make me free.

But I will have my own dignity.

I don't want anything from him.

All I want is dignity.

Thinking of this, I took a step and walked slowly towards the door.

As soon as my wrist tightened, my heart also tightened.

I didn't look back, I didn't look at his face, I was afraid that the confidence I had just strengthened would collapse in an instant.

"What else do you want to say?"

"Wait for me, Zhong Yu, no matter what decision you make, I will never let you go. I will come back and find you. No matter where you are or where your heart is, I will find you back!"

Tears fell frantically from his cheeks.

I raised my head and pulled my wrist away from his palm little by little.

"No, I just hope that you can stick to your own feelings in the future. Since you have decided to be with Michelle, I hope you will not let her down."

In fact, in my heart, Zuo Zongting can be regarded as a scumbag, always wandering between two women like this, if he chooses me, he is destined to let Michelle down, if he chooses Michelle, he is destined to fail Live up to me.

What's more, there is still a child between Michelle and him.

When you have kids, everything changes.

It is common for adults to go around about love, but with children, everything will be redefined.

"I am leaving--"

This is all I have said, if I go deeper, I am afraid that I will collapse, that my tears will completely submerge my dignity, that I will cry like a dog and lose face at home.

He didn't reply, and when he opened the door, a gust of wind passed through my body, picking up my clothes and long hair, suddenly because of this gust of wind, because of this heart-piercing parting, I felt indomitable .

After that, I was alone again.

Going on the road alone, going forward indomitable.

If life is a journey going round and round, then I may meet warmth, love, and beautiful scenery along the way, but these will only be passers-by in my life. In the end, I am still alone, traveling lightly , indomitable.

When I walked out of the villa, I looked at this familiar house. I lived in it for five years and thought it would last forever. Every flower and tree here was carefully prepared by me. The tears I had borne for a long time were finally here This moment is out of the box.

(End of this chapter)