Chapter 139 Letting Go Is Not So Difficult
I walked quickly. After I walked out of the villa, I stopped a car with red eyes. I was afraid that I would meet Zuo Zongting again. Viscous liquid kept overflowing from my body. I called out the name of a pharmacy, and the car stopped. Galloping and leading me through the city, looking out the car window at familiar or unfamiliar street scenes, my heart felt almost numb pain.

When I arrived at the pharmacy, I bought the after-event medicine, went to the nearby convenience store and bought a bottle of mineral water, took the after-event medicine, and drank the mineral water.

Once, I was so eager to have a child. Before Zuo Zongting and I divorced, I was eager to have a child.

At that time, I foolishly thought that if I had a child, I would be able to tie Zuo Zongting's heart, but I didn't expect that when I finally had a child, what was waiting for me was Zuo Zongting's cold sentence knocked out.

But now, we are divorced, but we have begun to have an obsession that we never had in our marriage.

Now I'm begging hard to break up, but the one I'm reluctant to let go has turned into Zuo Zongting instead.

Feng Shui turns around, each person has 50 years.

It turns out that even though we are deeply in love, we can't resist God's tricks.

After drinking that bottle of water, it was obviously water, but it was like drinking a bottle of white wine, and I wandered in the streets in a daze. I didn't know what I was going to do, and I didn't know where I was going.

Walking out from Zuo Zongting, I felt like I had lost my own soul.

There was only a walking corpse left, and the pain ravaged his chest to the point of numbness.

And I am just a soulless zombie wandering the streets.

Waves of tears rolled down my cheeks, and the pedestrians around looked at me in surprise.

In this city, it is very indecent to cry and walk on the road.

They are more used to watching people laugh, or from the heart, or out of politeness, or out of hypocrisy.No matter what, it's good to have a hypocritical harmony.

Crying is almost an act of shame.

But I just want to cry!

Who stipulated that I could not cry.

Seeing that I had no scruples at all, those people turned their eyes away in contempt.

As I was walking, I suddenly came across a bridal shop. The wedding dresses here were so beautiful that I almost forgot to cry or be sad. Is immersed in a holy light.

I stood foolishly outside the bridal shop, looking at those amazingly beautiful wedding dresses immersed in the holy light, I opened my mouth wide in surprise, like a fool who has never seen the world.

Maybe I am indeed a fool.

Although I have been married to Zuo Zongting for five years, during these five years of marriage, there was no wedding dress, no diamond ring, no marriage proposal, no love, no warmth, and even the only child I had was lost...

But after experiencing so many inhuman tortures, when I heard Zuo Zongting's confession, I still rushed forward so foolishly, and stayed with him regardless.

What a fool!
How cheap!
Looking at these extremely beautiful wedding dresses, tears that had dried up instantly fell down.

Suddenly, a woman in a long green dress came out of the bridal dress shop. She seemed to be going to the car. When she saw me outside the bridal dress shop, she suddenly looked sideways at me.

"Miss, did you find something wrong with my wedding dress? Why are you staring at my wedding dress so closely?"

Seeing this beautiful, delicate and almost perfect woman in front of me, I was stunned.

"Your wedding dress?"

I asked in surprise.

"Correct!"

The woman nodded confidently. It is said that a confident woman is the most beautiful. Indeed, the woman in front of her is exuding the light of self-confidence, which makes her radiant and attractive.

"Are you the owner of this shop?"

The woman shook her head: "No, I am the independent designer of these wedding dresses."

I was surprised, but soon relieved.

That's right, only women who have their own careers can be so radiant, confident and sharp.

"It turned out to be like this. Your wedding dress is so beautiful that it made me cry."

I said it without exaggeration.

The woman frowned and said with a smile, "Are you sure it's the beautiful ones that make you cry, not the ugly ones?"

"of course."

I looked directly into this woman's face, eyes filled with admiration for her.

She nodded: "It seems that you are also a woman with a story. Nice to meet you, my name is Miyue."

As she spoke, she held out her palm to me.

I also reached out and shook her palm.

"Hello, my name is Zhong Yu, and I am - a psychological counselor."

After a pause, I introduced myself.

"No wonder, no wonder you have such a powerful feeling, so you are learning psychology."

I smiled embarrassedly: "I just thought of something, and your wedding dress is so beautiful, so it just made me feel a lot for a while."

"This is my business card, Nuo, give me your business card too, I will contact you in the future, the wedding dress I am designing now needs the assistance of a thoughtful person like you, I may come to you at any time. "

Miyue's words were so strong that I didn't even have the room to refuse.

I didn't take a business card, so I had to write my own phone number and my name on her business card.

"This is my phone number. If you have a chance in the future, you can come to me."

Mi Yue shrugged, quickly put away her business card and walked towards the luxurious sports car.

Leaving me alone facing the breathtakingly beautiful wedding dress in the bridal shop and a business card in my hand.

A beautiful encounter.

It's not always a bad thing.

Seeing such a confident and sharp woman relieved the pain in my heart a lot.

I raised my wrist to look at my watch and realized that it was almost evening.

I made a phone call to Chen Chunlei and told the reason why I didn't go in the afternoon. I still wandered around the streets, but this time, I found my own mind. Live my whole world.

Those haze should belong to yesterday.

And I should still have my own tomorrow, warmth, love, marriage, and children.

There will be.

Thinking of this, the corners of my lips curled up.

From time to time, there will be groups of couples passing by in front of me on the street. I see them in love so unscrupulously, and I am not without envy in my heart.

They are so young now, how do they know if they will be together in the future? Does the result matter?
But they are just as happy now.

Happiness can override everything.

That's good too, isn't it?
When I accepted Zuo Zongting's confession, wasn't my original intention just to be happy?

Even though the end between us was hasty and embarrassing, when I was with him, I was indeed happy, he loved me, and I loved him.

I don't know when he started to be with Michelle behind my back, and what happened to him when he faced Michelle, but he treated me really well.

Thinking about it this way, my heart that was originally full of scars and the dense and raging pain really improved a lot.

Sitting in the cafe for an hour, I used it to sort out my pain and everything about Zuo Zongting's past.

When I walked out of the cafe, I felt much more relaxed.

Suddenly there was a cell phone ringing in my handbag. I picked up the cell phone and saw that it was Yu Yigeng.

Pressing the answer button, Yu Yigeng's familiar voice came from the phone.

His voice was lazy, showing a bit of carelessness.

"Miss—where are you now?"

I said, "I just came out of the cafe, what's the matter, what do you want?"

"Can I call you if I'm okay?" He said, "Where are you, I'll come to you."

"No, I'm going home now."

I said.

"Then have you had dinner yet? I'll come and have dinner with you."

"Not yet, but it doesn't have to be."

I subconsciously want to refuse.

But Yu Yigeng said: "Miss, you promised me to invite me to dinner last time, so don't play tricks!"

It seems that Yu Yigeng must meet tonight. I think of Yu Yigeng's many help to me, and my heart softens.

"Okay, then come and find me. I'm on XX Road now. First of all, let me say yes. If I treat you, I probably won't treat you to such an expensive restaurant. You have to be mentally prepared."

Yu Yigeng's tone was very disapproving.

"Don't worry, as long as you don't invite me to a roadside stall, I'm fine!"

The corners of my lips twitched slightly at his tone of voice.

"Okay, then I'll hang up."

After hanging up the phone, the neon lights on the side of the road had gradually turned on at some point. Looking at the lights of thousands of houses, I suddenly felt a little bit melancholy.

When will there be a person who will guard a lamp and wait for my return at home?

There will be a day, right?
Yu Yigeng came very quickly, he seemed to have just bathed, and there was a refreshing fragrance of shower gel all over his body.

Seeing me appear, he turned his head and said to me: "Miss, hurry up and get in the car!"

The compartment was full of Yu Yigeng's smell, which was a smell between orange and lemon, very refreshing, and I couldn't help asking: "Have you taken a shower?"

Yu Yigeng curled his lips and said, "After working all day and wearing a suit all day, it's always a little easier to go home. So I dress a little more casually. Anyway, you won't take me to some high-end places, and you won't either. You really mind, right?"

The corners of my lips twitched: "..."

Although I really don't mind, why does it feel like Yu Yigeng's words seem to be mocking me?

Forget it, I calmed down my dissatisfaction, and Yu Yigeng asked, "Where are you going to take me for dinner?"

I tried my best to think back, and I remembered that I heard Xiaoyou said that there was a Sichuan restaurant that tasted pretty good, so I smelled it to Yu Yigeng: "Are you afraid of spicy food?"

Yu Yigeng looked sideways at me, and I suddenly remembered that I had invited Yu Yigeng to eat hot pot, "By the way, I forgot, you eat spicy food, then let's go to a Sichuan restaurant."

Yu Yigeng didn't have any comments.

The location of this Sichuan restaurant is very remote. In the middle, I texted Xiaoyou twice to ask the specific location of this Sichuan restaurant.

This Sichuan restaurant is a restaurant with some private dishes, and the restaurant is located behind a small alley.

Yu Yigeng's car wandered around in the alley strangely, and finally found its place.

Park the car first, we get off on foot, and walk in this dark and damp alley, giving people a very eerie feeling.

Yu Yigeng smiled and said: "If I didn't know that you were going to invite me to dinner, I would have thought you were going to take an adventure with me. Tsk tsk, this place is really remote enough." Yu Yigeng's tone was teasing, but I blushed inexplicably.

I also didn't expect this restaurant to be in such a remote location.

I smiled stiffly and said, "Although the road is a bit remote, maybe the food tastes delicious? Well, I can already smell the aroma of the food from such a distance, so the taste of this restaurant must not be bad."

Yu Yigeng put his hands in his trouser pockets suspiciously.

"Are you really so sure?"

(End of this chapter)

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