deep in time

Chapter 35

[one]
In the depths of time is silence.

Sadness and joy.

Caring and warmth.

Gorgeous and unreal.

love and responsibility.

The depths of time are the memories of everyone.

[two]
Some people feel that this is an unfinished story.

Do you want to ask: What happened to Liu Yujing later?

Well, I can't answer that question for you either.

If I had to insist on an answer, then I should keep silent.

Even if I were the last to speak, that answer is definitely not what you want to hear.

In fact, when you read this story, or any other story, you have already gradually formed a vague frame in your heart, which is the ending that already existed in your subconscious.You just stubbornly need affirmation.

Everyone has a different outlook on the world and growth, looks at problems from different perspectives, and draws subtly different conclusions, just like "there are no identical leaves in the world" or "there is no way to step into the same river". Famous quotes that are puzzling but reasonable.

When you read this story, the things you comprehend and the emotions you experience are fundamentally different from others.

[three]
Needless to say, I love Baili.

When we were young, our ideals were all kinds of strange. We felt that we could be a zoo keeper when we grow up, and we wanted to be the gatekeeper of an amusement park to watch the Ferris wheel in the dark when it was over.

When we were fourteen or fifteen years old, we painted rose red nail polish on our toenails, put on thick white socks, and sat under the eyes of the teacher wearing glasses, but our hearts were so happy that we wanted to scream loudly and loudly. Jump.

In the summer of 19, you bought a rose-colored pleated skirt, and you couldn’t put it down. In the hot afternoon, you secretly hid behind the plants on the balcony, counting the folds one by one, wearing the skirt and spinning it over and over again.At that time, the sky above your head was the blue of the ocean.After a long time, when the pleated skirt has become old and old, you are still reluctant to throw it away. You hide it in the closet, and you don’t see the memories of your youth again until you move out as an adult.The beautiful skirt at the beginning has lost its luster now, but you will always remember the first time you put on this skirt, walking alone on the street in the evening, and the boys who came to you whistled long whistles to you.The sense of recognition of being praised by the opposite sex covers your chest, and you feel as happy as if you are flying.

You also bought a pair of snow-white bear gloves in the winter of a certain year, and it only cost less than ten yuan.But this pair of cheap woolen gloves is warm and comfortable, and it will accompany you all winter.You have taken many photos with Bear Gloves. When you were young, you smiled lightly, with your hands wearing Bear Gloves on your cheeks, so cute.Of course you don't forget that the guy who took your photo is the guy you've always liked and who also likes you, and you've spent some great days and nights holding hands together.

The happiness at that time was very simple.

A skirt, a diary full of roses, a bottle of orange-flavored perfume, a flower hair tie... These are the roots of happiness, and they are constantly gushing out clear spring water, clarifying your small world .

But at some point, the substance took over us.

We were defeated by CHANEL, IPHONE, LOUISVUITTON that suddenly appeared.

We become vain and materialistic, and begin to use RMB to measure the true and false of emotions.

We put on a mask, put on a disguise, and become someone else.

We forget that the best emotions can never be bought with money.

We struggled endlessly in material desires, and became one of the thousands of money-worshiping faces.

Two people I know, A man and B woman.

These two used to be lovers. Later, due to various reasons, the two broke up. They each went to college, graduated and got married.

I have always been in touch, maintaining the hypocrisy of "breaking up is also a friend", without the hatred of "breaking up is an enemy".

Not long ago, man A moved into his new house, and woman B went to congratulate him.

Man A seemed to be casually showing off the seemingly ordinary wood carving in the garden of his new home, but it was actually a small sour branch, and even low-key entertained guests with XX black tea worth tens of thousands per catty.

A few days later, man A made a return visit and accidentally broke a teacup with a diameter of [-] cm in woman B's house.

Girl B's face turned pale with distress, but she still pretended to be calm and said that it was just a thing before tomorrow, and it will be broken if it is broken.

In this round, female B won all.

However, I was present from the beginning to the end, and I, who was familiar with the love history between her and him in the past, "must be a gentleman (wife)", felt sad from the bottom of my heart.

When did they blush after holding hands for three years, and this young couple who swore to each other would become what they are today?In order to prove that he (she) has a better life than she (him), she turns tea tasting into a capital to show off, and she uses the beautiful Mingqian teacup as a sharp weapon to fight back.

He and she used material desires to draw a cruel end to the years that were so tender and tender that the heartbeat slowed down in memory.

We have long forgotten why we came into this world.

Maybe at the beginning, you just wanted to buy a handbag to hold your messy little things; maybe at the beginning, you were simply amazed by the butterfly pendant inlaid with emerald like willow buds; maybe at the beginning, you just wanted I want to wear that flowing white dress and be the fairy in his eyes.

But then, you buy one handbag after another just so people can call you “Miss Hermes,” and you buy one piece of artless but expensive jewelry after another just because your circle of friends Wearing this brand of jewellery, your closet is filled with catwalk dresses, regardless of whether they suit you or not.

You have become a material slave, and you are proud of "worshiping money".

When can you go back to the beginning, calmly wearing a comfortable cotton T-shirt and wrinkled wide-leg pants, and pulling a pair of flip flops.brand?Oh, I found them at a small shop.You answered naturally, with a voice as noble as your soul.

This is why I like Baili.

She has a pure heart.

She uses a schoolbag gifted by others, she wears 30 yuan a pair of cloth shoes, she is a stranger who does not use a mobile phone, she is not hypocritical, she is like a flawless child in front of any material and so-called noble luxury, she is not jealous, her heart serene.

She never feels lonely, she feels that there are many things in this world that are a thousand times more important than "sorry for giving new words", she accepts the fact that she was abandoned, she does not resent, she loves that poor but warm family With her adoptive parents living in the lower class, she doesn't complain about fate.She tolerates her kindness.

In the spiritual world, she is the queen of wealth.

This is Baili's attitude towards life.

Even though she is just a character living in the book, I believe that there must be many girls like Baili in this world.

Poverty and loneliness are not terrible in the eyes of a girl like Baili.

[Four]
I don't know what to say other than thank you.

"Deep Time" was serialized on Bud, I didn't know that I would get (...) so many doubts.

When I saw comments such as "Aunt J who is brain-dead", "The author looks very retro", "I want to tear up these pages", "Take it to Mango Station", I read it with a smile.Some people tell you that you can only become popular if you cause controversy. You should quickly scold XX and XX. For example, XX and XX are so popular.

But I just chose to be silent. On the one hand, it is my personal principles of life, and on the other hand, it is my cognition of writing.

For me, writing is a way to make myself happy and calm. I like to sit at my desk, turn on the computer, and type a few pages before I feel that time has passed.That feeling is very subtle, and you will feel that you have left something at this moment.

No matter how angry, unhappy, or misunderstood I am, I will slowly calm down and gain happiness while shopping in bookstores and writing.

Of course, at one point I was still clouded by soreness in my eyes.

"Building a building for my favorite Ah Chen."

"Baili, I like this girl."

To the readers who supported me, I can't say anything other than thank you.

Regardless of whether "Deep Time" can be loved by more people in the end, I have to say thank you.

[Fives]
At this point the story came to an end, and the weather outside the window was sunny.

Your warmth is tightly attached to my heartbeat.

The infinitely beautiful time is a flower left in the depths of time.

You will not forget.

(End of this chapter)