Inside and Outside the Siege: A Woman's Battle for Marriage

Chapter 26
"If you have more money, you won't bite people. The more the better. You can't spend it all by yourself, support your family, help your brothers and sisters. For roles like you and me, you must have the spirit of sacrificing me and making the whole family happy." Zhang Lina said earnestly Said, "I just said that everything is fake these days, only money is real. Asking them to deposit more money in our card is better than any vows. Think about it, their wives What's the use of having a marriage? Their husbands are not related to us, and their marriage is in name only." Zhang Lina's voice grew louder, "Even if they divorce their wives and marry us, so what? Do you think it will last for a long time? Men are eating from the bowl and staring at the master in the pot. Do you think they will keep us for a lifetime? It is fresh for a year or two, and in the end the mistress still enters the door. So, we don’t want anything It’s useless to think too much. We’d better get some more of this.” After speaking, he stretched out his right hand, squeezed two fingers, and made a movement of counting money.

Hearing what Zhang Lina said, Xu Qiuying said desperately: "Nana, according to what you said, then we will be mistresses for the rest of our lives?"

Zhang Lina smiled: "Do you want to be a mistress for the rest of your life? You may not be able to be the first one. One day, when they have a third or fourth mistress, they might kick us... Sigh, don't think about it." So long-term, think about the present. The only thing we have to do now is to get more money, don't think so much." Zhang Lina said, "So don't be angry, go back to him quickly, don't make trouble with money. "

Zhang Lina kept saying that she couldn't do without money, and although Xu Qiuying said nothing on the surface, she expressed her acquiescence in her heart.

"Of course it's too cheap for you to go back by yourself. Let me help you turn a corner. At least he should show a posture." Zhang Lina said skillfully, "After you go back, don't think about it anymore, and don't be afraid of his wife. Eat all kinds of food, the well water does not interfere with the river water, what are you afraid of her doing? Or what I said before: you should quickly find a way to get him to buy you more houses and shops. These are the most real things. Earning some money is the most realistic thing. Don’t be too high-minded, and don’t be shy. If you regret it, it will be too late. When it really comes to that time, it will be so ineffective every day."

Xu Qiuying nodded and said, "But unless he comes to pick me up, I won't go to him myself."

"I'll contact Zeng Deyi later and ask Zhang Zhonghou to apologize to you." Zhang Lina said, "But you can't be too arrogant, just let it go downhill. As long as they give us money, we don't want to be too harmonious." They challenged them. For the sake of money, we have to pretend we have to pretend, and we have to act if we have to act. I heard that there is a big boss in Haitian City who has 8 wives. During the Chinese New Year, he bought a pig from the countryside. Kill, every family sends a representative to get the pork, a large group of people line up to get the pork, very harmonious. The large group of women often have dinner together, play cards, very friendly. In fact, mentality is very important, we have to ask others study."

Xu Qiuying exclaimed, "Oh my God!"

Zhang Lina rolled her eyelids and said in a commonplace way: "What's the matter? Do you think they really have feelings? Isn't it all for the sake of money? Everyone wants to get more money from the boss? These days, Who would have trouble with money?" After thinking for a while, he said, "Qiu Ying is actually in the midst of blessings, but you don't know how to be blessed. A boss like Zhang Zhonghou has a lot of money, and you still want to break up. Our family Zeng Deyi also Just a big contractor, I still treat him as a treasure."

Back home, Xu Qiuying carefully thought over what Zhang Lina said, and the more she thought about it, the more reasonable she felt.I feel that Zhang Lina is simply a folk thinker.

Yes!From the beginning, I was just Zhang Zhonghou's mistress, so why should I be so angry?Think about it, what right does the mistress have to bet on the old woman?Besides, after arguing with Zhang Zhonghou for such a long time, and leaving in such an unknown way, I can only be the one to lose.With his financial strength, is he still worried about not being able to find a woman?In less than a month, he will definitely find a new person to replace him, and soon forget her completely, like a leaf thrown into the wind.

Xu Qiuying struggled with her thoughts for a few more days, constantly stepping on the seesaw between starting over and going back, and finally figured it out.Zhang Lina is right, don't make trouble with money even if you have trouble with anything.In this world, don't care too much about anything, only care about money.Besides, she still loved him, and knew that he loved her.I didn't feel anything when I was with him before, but now I suddenly left and realized that she couldn't leave him anymore.Especially living in a rental house during this time, she felt very uncomfortable.I am used to living in big houses and buildings within buildings, but now I suddenly live in a narrow rental house. I feel very depressed, aggrieved, and uncomfortable.It's like the feeling of eating green vegetables and dried radishes every day after getting used to eating swallow and abalone wings, it's really unbearable.More importantly, the experience in the talent market once again told her: a person like her is no longer suitable for work, and she is no longer suitable for high or low.

Thinking of this, she said in her heart: Let's go back to the past.Whether it's material or spiritual reasons, she can't go back, and she can't start again.

Zeng Deyi called Zhang Zhonghou and said, "Brother, there is something about the second sister-in-law."

Zhang Zhonghou said pleasantly: "Tell me quickly."

Zeng Deyi said: "Nana has already contacted the second sister-in-law. The second sister-in-law is indeed a little emotional. She said she was sorry for the elder sister-in-law. She was very annoyed when she thought that she had no status. Nana had already enlightened the second sister-in-law and said that she would ask the second sister-in-law for an appointment in the afternoon. Go to the coffee shop and ask the eldest brother to show his opinion to the second sister-in-law. What do you think? Women like to play a little temper."

"That's no problem. I'll buy a bouquet of roses to make amends. A man can bend and stretch." Zhang Zhonghou said, "Which cafe are you dating?"

"Nana said it's on the 'Shangdao' opposite to the 'Era Land Garden'."

"What time?"

"Two o'clock."

"Okay! That's it. Brother, you've worked hard."

Zhang Zhonghou, who had closed the line, still had no intention of sitting in the office. During this period of time, Xu Qiuying had already made him restless and had trouble sleeping and eating.At this moment, he just wanted to see Xu Qiuying, the little baby he had been thinking about day and night, as soon as possible.

sweet talk is unreliable

Accompanied by Zhang Lina, Xu Qiuying appeared in the "Shangdao" cafe.Holding a large bouquet of roses in his hands, Zhang Zhonghou, accompanied by Zeng Deyi, had already been waiting in the booth, looking around and anxiously.

Xu Qiuying lowered her head and said nothing, but seeing Zhang Zhonghou holding the rose, she was already moved.

Zhang Zhonghou held roses in both hands and handed them to Xu Qiuying. He was as devout as a religious believer: "Qiuying, I'm sorry, I made you angry, and I formally apologize to you now. Please believe me, no matter what time, I always deeply Deeply in love with you!"

Xu Qiuying did not speak, nor did she pick up the roses.Zhang Lina kicked her foot.

Zhang Zhonghou continued: "Qiuying, please accept my apology. From now on, I will love you even more."

Xu Qiuying just took the rose, pouted and said, "You are a big villain!"

Zhang Zhonghou finally breathed a sigh of relief, nodded and said, "It's all my fault, I'm a big bad guy."

When Zeng Deyi saw that the heat had come, he winked at Zhang Lina. Zhang Lina understood, got up and said, "Qiu Ying, you two should talk again, we have to leave beforehand."

Zeng Deyi also bowed to Zhang Zhonghou and said, "Brother, I will withdraw first."

"Go get busy if you have something to do." Zhang Zhonghou waved his hand, and when the two figures disappeared, he immediately took Xu Qiuying's hand and said, "Where do you live now, baby? I'll go and move things back with you."

When returning to the "Earth Garden of the Haitian Era", Xu Qiuying was full of emotions: I finally came back.

The two sat on the sofa, Zhang Zhonghou put his arms around Xu Qiuying, and said softly, "I'll get you a real estate certificate in a few days. This house will always be yours."

Zhao Pinghai said wittily, "Boss, I'm going to wash the car and call me on my cell phone if something happens."

Zhang Zhonghou said without raising his head, "Go."

As soon as Zhao Pinghai went out, Zhang Zhonghou put his hand into Xu Qiuying's underwear and covered her lips with his mouth.Xu Qiuying's breathing immediately became rapid, her hands were groping around Zhang Zhonghou's body excitedly, and she hummed softly.

Zhang Zhonghou murmured: "Little darling...I miss you so much..." He carried Xu Qiuying into the bedroom and rushed into the bedroom, and couldn't wait to take off each other's clothes, straight to the point.

After some turbulent waves, Zhang Zhonghou inadvertently saw the dots of redness on the bed sheet, and said in surprise, "Shadow, are you... having your period?"

Xu Qiuying sat up, glanced at the colorful redness on the bed sheet, shook her head and said, "No. I repaired my hymen, and I was going to start over."

Zhang Zhonghou was a little surprised and excited, he held Xu Qiuying tightly, patted her on the back and said lovingly: "You are really my little fool!"

Xu Qiuying snuggled into Zhang Zhonghou's broad chest, listening to his heartbeat and breathing, like a drifting ship suddenly found a harbor.She knew that she would never be able to escape his grasp, and she would never be able to start over.

Under Zhang Lina's repeated enlightenment, coupled with the experience and feelings during this period, she also figured it out.Zhang Lina's words are correct, she must earn more Zhang Zhonghou's money while she is young.In this world, everything is illusory, including love, marriage, and the man in front of me, all of which are only temporary, and only money is the most real and eternal.This man named Zhang Zhonghou treats her well now because she is still young and beautiful.One day, she will be as old as his wife, and even before that day, he will find another woman.Think about how he can find her behind his wife's back, and he can also find other women behind her back.

But it's impossible to not care about his wife. Zhang Lina also said that as long as she is a woman, she will care.She is still thinking about Zhang Lina's story about a man with 8 wives. She still can't imagine how it would be like for 8 women to share one man. Now she is feeling the feeling of sharing Zhang Zhonghou with another woman. She knows what it feels like.It must be a lie to say that she is not jealous.Every time he didn't go back to this home, but to that home, she felt a burning pain in her heart.She even imagined him having sex with his wife.Every time she thinks of this, her heart is sore and painful, and then her whole heart feels like it has been hollowed out, panicked, and the last heart slowly sinks, extremely depressed.Every time she sees him answering his wife's phone call, although she pretends to be nonchalant, she has mixed feelings in her heart.

She told herself over and over again in her heart: reality is cruel, but it is also very beautiful, just like two sides of a coin, she wants to see the beautiful side and forget the cruel side.This is a real society, she is just a mortal Xu Qiuying, the most ordinary member of the army of thousands of mistresses.

Zhang Ailing said in the novel: Maybe every man has had two such women, at least two.Marry a red rose, and eventually, the red one will become a mosquito-blood smear on the wall, while the white one will still be "moonlight in front of the window"; A cinnabar mole on my heart...

Is she now Zhang Zhonghou's white rose?It seems to be, and it seems to be nothing.Maybe she was just a very ordinary flower, which bloomed silently for him and withered after a few years.Once Zhang Zhonghou abandons her at that time, she will even become a pile of stinky shit, maybe people don't even bother to smell it.

Isn't it worth it?What is she living in this world for?Is it just for money?Is it possible to lose personality, dignity, and morality for the sake of money?Even if the current society is in decline, mistresses are not the mainstream of society after all, and are despised and cast aside by everyone.Think about yourself as a graduate of a key university, a talented woman who came all the way from the countryside, is her ultimate goal to be a mistress?
These questions began to entwine in her mind again, and she continued to cut and reason.

She suddenly thought of the word "love".Thinking of love, she seemed to feel calmer, because only love has nothing to do with all other external factors.Thinking of love, she thought of Zhang Ailing. Zhang Ailing was in love with Hu Lancheng back then, and she didn't care what others said. Even if the other party was a traitor, even if he had other women outside, Zhang Ailing still loved without complaint or regret, love was earth-shattering.

Yes, she was struggling to find reasons and excuses. Although no one needed her excuses, she still wanted to find a reasonable excuse for her mistress career.That way she can feel more at ease.

Yes, she figured it out, Zhang Lina was right.In this world, in the end, maybe everything is fake, only money is real.Since the money is real, then make full use of the "posture" to operate and get more money.

She stopped doing housework by herself and hired a nanny.Her daily task was to dress herself up beautifully, and she also began to display all kinds of charms, trying to tie Zhang Zhonghou's heart by performing kung fu in bed.Sometimes even give him oral sex.

Xu Qiuying's various amorous feelings made Zhang Zhonghou have endless energy, every time he seemed to be a groom, and every time he was high-spirited.So much so that every time he came to Xu Qiuying's place, he would take a Viagra.In order to enhance his kidney function, he went to the old Chinese medicine doctor Zeng Deyi introduced to him to prescribe his pulse, and after conditioning several Chinese medicines, the effect was not bad, and he was much more energetic than before.He heard from Zeng Deyi that there is a kind of health care product that also has the effect of strengthening yang, so he bought a set, which uses everything from protein and vitamins, and takes it twice a day.Yes, at his age, in addition to making money, he has to find ways to make his body happy. If he doesn't have fun, it will be too late.

He also felt sorry for Du Mengyuan in his heart, did he think that what he did was too much?But after thinking about it, I was relieved again.Which man is not like this now?Especially for a man of his wealth and status, if he doesn't have a mistress, how can he justify it?Anyway, Du Mengyuan also knew about it, had quarreled and quarreled, what else could she do?He is now in such a posture that a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water - what can she do to him?

He even thought of divorcing Du Mengyuan.But as soon as this idea popped up, he suppressed it again.He is not afraid of his wife, what he is afraid of is that his two sons despise him and hate him.You can joke about other things, but your son can't joke casually. He is the future successor of his company.The situation of his two sons already worried him. The eldest son was obsessed with cars and traveling all day long, and the youngest son was obsessed with online games all day long. They both acted like dudes, which made him very worried!If he divorces Du Mengyuan again, it will inevitably cause psychological shadows for the two sons, and it is not known who the two sons will become by then.

After much deliberation, he felt that he might as well have a showdown with Du Mengyuan one day, saying that he was going to settle for Xu Qiuying as a woman in this life anyway.What can she do with him?Maybe she accepts this reality?But after thinking about it, I thought it was impossible. Isn't this a demonstration to her?This can only make things worse.That's all, let's restrain ourselves and maintain the status quo.Slowly, Du Mengyuan turned a blind eye.

Thinking of these, Zhang Zhonghou was very annoyed and confused.But every time he saw Xu Qiuying, all his troubles would disappear.This tender woman made him feel bad, made him fascinated, and made him want to stop.He is willing to fall drunk in her gentle hometown and never wake up from a dream.Even when Du Mengyuan was young, he never felt this way.When Du Mengyuan was young, she was considered a great beauty, but when compared with Xu Qiuying, Du Mengyuan in those days always feels inferior.Is it because he was too young to understand style back then?Or is Xu Qiuying really prettier than Du Mengyuan?he does not know.All he knew was that if he wanted to compare the two of them now, one would be in vain, while the other would be endlessly memorable...

(End of this chapter)