A Wave Of Desire

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Ryan

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I had just had the most amazing experience of my life. My first ever blowjob and it was from this man that I loved. And it was a mutual one, what would actually be called a sixty-nine. Honestly, it was awesome, and I would love to do it again, and again, and again.

Now though, I wanted more. I wanted Ben in every sense of the word. I grabbed his wrists and started to pull him up toward the pillows on the bed. I had hidden a few things up here to be ready when we were putting our stuff away.

I knew that I needed to be extra gentle and careful with Ben. I knew that if I rushed this and didn't prepare him, that I could hurt him. Also, a while ago, when I was curious about things like this, I talked to Kai and asked him what I should do. He said that it was best to put a condom on my finger and finger Ben's ass with lube so that I could open him up. That way, I could slide in easily when I put on a condom, and it wouldn't hurt him. He also told me that even though we were both virgins, wearing condoms was best until we were both more used to being with each other.

So, following the advice that I had been given, I pulled the box of condoms out from under the pillow along with the lube. I tore open a package, slid it onto my fingers, and covered them in the lube.

"Ryan, what are you doing?" Ben asked with a suspicious tone to his voice.

"Don't worry, my love, I am just getting you ready."

I didn't say anything else. I just slid my hand between Ben's legs and brought my fingers to his opening. 

"Ngh!?" He moaned out in confusion, not sure what it was that I was doing.

"Shh. Don't worry. It's OK." I soothed him with a kiss. While my lips were still on his I pressed my fingers forward and slid inside of him.

He was tight and so hot on the inside. And he threw his head back in shock and pleasure as he moaned from the intrusion.

"AH! AHHH!"

"Are you OK?" I asked him, wanting to make sure that I wasn't hurting him.

"Y..yes. It's fine. It feels good." He was smiling and looking at me with lust in his eyes, so I knew that he wasn't lying. That was all I needed to keep going. I wanted him to enjoy this, not find it painful. "Keep going."

With his encouragement, I moved my fingers more and more. I could feel that he was becoming less tense and more open the more that I moved my fingers inside of him. He was getting ready for me. His body was preparing itself for me. And that was fucking amazing. I wanted this so bad. I needed this. I have been looking forward to being together like this for the last couple of weeks. Ever since I realized that I was in love with Ben, it was all that I could think about. It was all that I wanted. And now, I was going to get it.

"AH! AHH! AHH! NGH! MMM! R..R..RYAN, I WANT YOU! I WANT YOU INSIDE OF ME NOW! NOT JUST YOUR FINGER BUT YOU!" He was literally moaning the words as I fingered his ass, but he was desperate for me to take him. Well, I wasn't about to deny him. I was going to pleasure my man. I was going to make him feel so good that he could never forget this moment.

"OK, baby. I'm coming inside of you now. Let me just slide this on first." I ripped open the condom, put it on, and then slathered it in lube. I didn't want to hurt him. Even though he had opened for me, I still needed to be gentle with him.

Ben wrapped his arms around my neck as I hooked his knees over my elbows. I wanted to face him while I made love to him. I wanted to see his face and know how much he was enjoying that.

When I pressed myself against his opening, I slid right on in. There was so much lube that it was really easy for me to press inside of him without causing him any pain at all.

"NGH!" He moaned at the feel of it. And what pleasure I was giving him. 

And, oh God, wasn't that just the best feeling in the world. The way that his body closed around my dick was like heaven on earth. It was the best feeling I had ever felt. Even better than the mutual blowjobs that we had given each other.

It was time for me to move now. I pulled back until just my tip was inside of him. It was a slow pull, I didn't want to move too fast at first. Not until his body was more used to me being inside of him.

I slid forward again, slowly reaching his furthest depths and grinding against him.

"OH GOD! RYAN! THAT IS AMAZING! PLEASE! PLEASE MOVE FASTER! PLEASE!" He was begging me to give him more. Well, who was I to deny him? I wanted this as much as he did. So, I was going to oblige him happily.

I started to pull out of him faster and slide into him harder. I was moving in a hard, fast and frantic rhythm. I was giving him what he wanted. I was giving him my all. This was so good for me as well as for him. As I watched Ben's face I saw that he was enjoying every moment of this. He seemed to be happy, pleased, and feeling so good.

"I love you, Ben." I called out to him as I thrust deep inside of him.

"I love you too, Ryan. Oh God, I love you so much." He cried out in a fast and high pitched voice. "I love you." He repeated it and it made my heart swell and my dick harden.

I was filled with some sort of vigor after that. I needed to give him all of me. It was almost like I had lost control. I was slamming into him harder and harder with each thrust. The sound of our bodies hitting against each other was like an erotic song that I couldn't get enough of. This was the best feeling in the world. And I didn't want it to end.

"AH! AHH! HMM! NGH! MMMM! AHHH! HAHH!" He was moaning nonstop, but he wasn't the only one.

"Hahh! Hahh! NGH! NGHN! HMM! MMMM! AHH! AHHH!" I was right there with him, panting and moaning as I slammed in and out of his hot body. It was wonderful. It was amazing. And I couldn't get enough of it.

I wanted to feel more of his body, not just press into him. I needed to press us together. I needed to feel more of him right this minute. So, I changed our position.

I sat back on my heels, pulling Ben up off of the bed with me. I didn't pull out of him, but I made it so that I was sitting on the mattress and Ben was on top of me and sliding all the way down. Gravity was helping to pull him down, but it was me lifting him up and him pressing his legs into the mattress that lifted him off of my dick. And each time that he was up, I pulled him down hard as I thrusted my hips up and rammed inside of him.

This new position made me slide deeper inside of him. It allowed for that deeper connection. It was even better than it had been before, and even that had felt like the best thing on the planet. Was this pleasure ever going to stop? God, I really hoped it didn't.

Also, with this position, I was able to press my lips against Ben's. We were closer. We were more intimate. It allowed for so many more possibilities. Like Ben running his hands all over my body and digging his fingers into my back and scratching out his pleasure. I could also kiss and suck on his neck while he did what he wanted. This position was a lot better in many ways.

I was slamming into Ben with that crushing force and I could feel my body tightening. It was hard to keep going, but I couldn't stop just yet. I needed to please my boyfriend. I needed to make him as happy as could be. But dammit, I just couldn't hold on any longer.

With a cry of pleasure, I exploded inside of Ben.

"NGH! AHH! AHHH! AHHHHH!" But I wasn't the only one to cry out.

"AHHHH! RYAN! NGH! AHHH! AHH!" And the moment that he cried out, he exploded between us, covering us both in his hot, sticky fluids. 

We both fell to the side and collapsed onto the mattress. I was exhausted but I didn't want to be done. I wanted to keep going. I just needed to catch my breath first. I needed to let my racing heart calm down. And I needed to please my boyfriend even more. Whatever he wanted. However much of it he wanted, he would get it. I wanted him to be happy. I wanted to be as generous with him as I possibly could. I would do anything for him.. Anything at all.