A Wave Of Desire

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Ryan

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Finally, my heart was settling down and my breathing was becoming more steady. Ben had climbed off of the bed to grab one of the towels that we had brought into the room with us. He was using that towel to clean his chest and stomach before cleaning me up. We both needed to wipe that stuff off of us. However, the fact that it was there meant that we both needed to take another shower. Maybe I will be able to take him in the shower next time. It would be a fun thing to try.

I could feel the way that Ben was rubbing my body to get rid of the fluids. He was being thorough, but he was also playing with me as well. He was trying to make me excited again. And it was working.

"You want me to take you again?" I asked him with a laugh.

"Not exactly." He grinned at me. "I want to give you everything that you gave me."

At that, Ben pulled the bottle of lube and a condom toward him. He was sliding the condom on his fingers and pouring the lube onto them. What the hell? Was he planning on doing to me literally everything that I did to him?  I didn't know if I was ready for that yet, but he definitely was.

"Ben?" I called out to him as he slid his hand to my opening.

"Shh, it's ok baby. It's going to feel amazing." And with that, he slid inside of me.

"NGH! AHH!" It was a shock, that was for sure. I hadn't been expecting this sensation at all, but he wasn't wrong. It felt amazing. It didn't hurt and the way that he was pressing inside of me was making me hard again.

"See, it's good, isn't it?"

"NGH! AHH! Y..Y..YEAH! I..IT'S GOOD! SO GOOD!"

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Ben

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Ryan had just made me feel so amazing. He had given me everything that I had wanted. Well, all but for one thing. There was something else that I wanted. Something else that I needed from him. I wanted to be inside of him and not just have him inside of me. 

This was mutual. That was what he said. We were equal in this relationship. And to me, that meant that we were to give and receive from each other. That was the sort of relationship I wanted. I wanted to please him as much as he pleased me. 

I didn't want to just be the one that received it. I wanted to give it back to him just as much. I want to hear him scream and moan for me like I had for him. I wanted to hear his voice. His cries. His moans. All of it. I wanted to have all of Ryan just like he had all of me.

I don't know where he learned to prepare me like he did, but I was doing the same for him. I was pressing my fingers inside of him and feeling his tight, hot body squeeze them tightly.

As I moved my fingers in him again and again, I could feel him changing. He was getting looser. He was getting slicker. It was like his body was getting ready to take more. Was this what he felt? Was this how he knew that I was ready for him.

I didn't want to wait for Ryan to ask me to take him. I didn't want to wait for him to beg me like I had for him. I needed to be inside of him. It was almost like that moment when I begged him to come inside of me. Like when I begged him to fuck me. I was that frantic and needy for him. I needed to feel him. I needed to be inside of him right now.

In a rush, I pulled my hand out of Ryan and heard him moan in pleasure as well as loss.

"Ngh! Mmm! Huhh!" He wanted me. He needed me. He just wouldn't tell me that he needed me. He was shy about this part and only this part. And I knew that he was not expecting me to take him like he had taken me. I do believe that he thought he was going to be a giver, a top only. Well, that's not what I wanted. I wanted it all. I wanted to feel both sensations. I wanted to give and receive.

Now, with rushed and hurried moves, I was sliding a condom onto my painfully hard cock. I covered it in lube and rubbed it around while I put myself into the same position that Ryan had been when he first slid into me. His knees were hooked over my elbows and I was leaning over him.

I was poised at his entrance, and I could feel the excitement coursing through me. I wanted this so bad. I wanted my Ryan. And he wasn't stopping me.

"Ryan? Can I?" I asked him. It was the first time since I started this that I gave him a choice.

"Yes, Ben, yes. Please, take me. I want to feel you. I want it to be even between us. That was what I said. So please, come inside of my body. Slide into me and take me."

"God, I love you." I kissed his lips softly before I slid gently into him.

He was hot and oh so tight. I couldn't believe it. This was so great. It felt just as good or better than when I had Ryan inside of me. It was the best feeling in the world.

"Ngh! Ahh!" He cried out when I entered him, and I moaned as well.

"AHH! HMM! NGH!"

I started to move inside of him. Slow at first. I didn't want to be too rough. I wanted to be gentle at first like he was with me. I wanted to let his body get used to me like he had done with me. I needed to treat him like he treated me. It was only fair.

My rhythm at first was slow and steady. I was pressing into him as deep as I could go and grinding against his ass. It was such an amazing feeling that for a little bit, I thought that this was all that I needed, all that I was going to do. But soon, Ryan got as needy as I had been earlier. 

"Please, Ben. Please. Fuck me. Fuck me harder and faster. Fuck me like you wanted me to fuck you. Please." He begged me like I begged him earlier. 

"Whatever you want, Ryan. Whatever you want."

With a grin, I pulled back and then slammed into him hard and fast. It felt so much better than the slow thrusts that I had been giving him earlier. I wanted more. I wanted it all.

I slammed into him again and again. Harder and harder with each thrust. I pounded into him until we were both panting and screaming in pleasure.

"AH! AH! NGH! HMM! MMM!

"NGHN! HAHH! MMM! AHH!"

Again and again, I thrust into Ryan. And I could tell that we were both getting to that point where we couldn't take anymore. We were both about to reach our breaking point. We were both about to come. And I wanted us to come together once again. We had come together both times before, and I wanted to do it again.

So, to ensure that we would come together, I kept holding back as much as I could. I held off until I was certain that he was going to come. I wanted to make sure that we were going to be experiencing that ecstasy together.

And, sure enough, the moment that I couldn't take anymore, the moment that I was forced to explode inside of Ryan because I couldn't stop it, he exploded between us, spraying himself with his juices just like I had done. It was perfect. It was beautiful. And it was everything that I had ever imagined it would be.

"Hahh. Hahh. Hahh." I flopped onto the mattress, pulling myself from inside of his body as I went. We were both spent, and I knew it. Though I was feeling thoroughly satisfied so I didn't mind that I was feeling so tired.

"Man, that was awesome." Ryan laughed next to me. I didn't know that you could be so forceful."

"Neither did I." I laughed with him. "But I am glad that I could be."

"Me too. It was a pleasant surprise."

After that, we took a shower again. We didn't do anything in it then, but we did the next day. We also had sex in the hot tub. In the living room on the couch. Up against the wall. And several more times in bed. We did not leave the suite at all the entire weekend, we just ordered room service for food and made love to each other over and over again. And by the time that Saturday night rolled in, we could barely move. We finally soaked in the hot tub just to relax and not to have sex.

It was one hell of a weekend, and I definitely would never forget it.

By the time that we made it home on Sunday afternoon, I was already missing our time away. Though I knew that this was not going to be the end of us being together. We did share a room at the house after all, and now, I wouldn't be too shy or nervous to be with my boyfriend.. This was the start of an exciting new chapter of my life.